Xiaochuan seemed to be able to breathe a sigh of relief. It seemed that the things he had been worried about for a long time could finally be settled. Although the way it ended was a bit unsatisfactory, and although it still hurt people, the long-term pain was not as good as the short-term pain, and the late pain was not as good as the long-term pain.
Early pain, since the future pain is unpredictable, so it is inevitable to have a little pain within the tolerable range. It is the lesser of two evils, and there may be some sequelae, such as the relationship between Ruochu and Qin Nan, but mother and daughter
After all, they were mother and daughter, so he wasn't worried.
But why did he feel pain? Was he infected by her despair that radiated from the inside out? Did her pain inspire the intolerance and pity deep in his heart? Or was it her last cold words that changed the happiness of his life?
Permanently frozen?
She said she was her mother's stand-in, right? No?
Xiaochuan drove on the brightly lit road, and his thoughts went back to a long time ago. He still couldn't get the answer to this question, but the pain was as real and as deep as before. When he knew that she
When he had committed himself to someone else, when he knew that even though she was thousands of miles away, she still did not belong to him and would never belong to him, it was this kind of pain. Now it is coming back, with the same momentum as before, and even more powerful, but
The pain originated from different people, and the relationship between the two people was so close that he couldn't tell whether it was two kinds of pain or an unsuspecting continuation and deepening of the previous pain.
Suddenly, I feel like my life has lost hope and purpose.
Ruochu had given him a year to understand his feelings before. Although he had made up his mind that no matter what he realized, the result could not be changed, but he really began to measure his feelings without knowing it.
There is still an agreement between the two of them, so they feel that they are still cared about and have not been forgotten. Now even this agreement is gone, and everything in the room is as it was yesterday, and the zodiac doll she left for him is still there tirelessly.
Smiling, her shadow seemed to remain in every corner, and her faint fragrance seemed to have not dissipated, lingering around him, making him still unconsciously obsessed.
After she left, he no longer had to escape, so he decided to stay, because this was the first place he felt he could call home. Even if the sweetheart was not there, deep in his heart, he had already regarded this place as his home.
A true home.
In the early morning, he heard the knock on the door and knew that it was her coming back to pack her things. He once jumped up and stood by the door, his hand already on the handle, but he did not go out after all. When the outermost door rang for the second time
At that moment, he dejectedly opened the door in front of him, looked at the empty room next door, and felt that his heart was completely hollowed out at this moment, just as empty.
Ruochu put the suitcase in the trunk, then drove the car around on the street, and then went to the business district to sweep the streets. She took an ice cream and sat on the snow-covered steps by the roadside, laughing.
Breathing loudly, she ate and counted the passers-by. At the same time, she also accepted various attention gifts with different meanings, her face expressionless. She rushed into a random hairdresser on the street, permed her straight hair into gorgeous waves, and then
Let the hair straighten and return to its original shape, and then walk out calmly in the eyes of the hairdresser with surprise and confusion.
She ate desperately, but she just didn't know how to fill herself up; she frantically tried on all the clothes that suited her or not, but in her eyes, all the clothes looked the same, and she could no longer distinguish between beauty and ugliness;
Her eyes were empty. When a little beggar stretched out his hands in front of her, she gave him the phone without thinking. Later, he caught up with her, stuffed the phone back into her pocket, and then turned his head.
Run away without looking back...
When night fell, the lights started to turn on, and the number of people on the street increased and then decreased, she remembered that it was time to find a place for herself, but in this huge world, where was her place to stay?
Habitually touching the little dolphin necklace around her neck, she dialed her godmother's cell phone. Because her godmother had said that she would give her the apartment where she used to live when she returned to China, so she never thought about separating from her father.
She declined politely, and her godmother said that she would keep it and come and stay whenever needed. Unexpectedly, this was the only place she could go now.
But Xiaoqing and Bernard were skiing in Switzerland at this time, and it would take some time to come back. Xiaoqing said that the spare key was at Xiaochuan's place, and Ruochu could go and get it, but Ruochu didn't want to go to Xiaochuan yet, so this way
It was not feasible for the time being, but it was getting darker and darker. Ruochu gritted his teeth and there was only one way left.
When Xia Tian opened the door full of doubts, what she saw was a lost Ruochu and a big suitcase beside her.
"Xia Tian, can I stay with you for a few days?" Ruochu coughed violently before speaking.
"Xia Tian, the fruits are washed. You should wash them today. Then I changed the channel. I just missed the end. Where are you? Who is here?" Before Xia Tian could say anything, Rousseau's voice
It came all the way from far to near, until he stood next to Xia Tian and looked at Ruochu with surprise on his face.
Ruochu forced a smile at Rousseau, and hurriedly tried to block the cough that was about to come out with his red hands from the cold. Xia Tian pulled Ruochu in, and Rousseau reached out to carry the suitcase.
"Come in, why did you get like this?" Xia Tian said while covering Ruochu's cold face with both hands. After covering her face, she rubbed Ruochu's hands, and then rubbed her ears.
I'm so busy that I don't know what to do.
"Rousseau, go and make a bowl of ginger soup. The brown sugar is in the cupboard. I bought it a few days ago and it hasn't been opened yet." Xia Tian ordered like a little adult.
Rousseau was still looking at Ruochu blankly, not knowing what happened. After hearing what Xia Tian said, he said "Oh" and hurriedly went to do it.
"Really, it's freezing here, why did you go?" Xia Tian complained without stopping.
Ruochu hugged Xia Tian and suddenly started crying.
Xia Tian was stunned for a moment, then she hugged Ruochu back and gently stroked her back, just like an elder. Ren Ruochu released the emotions she had been deliberately suppressing, and he couldn't help but shed tears with her. Xia Tian
She has known Ruochu for so long and has never seen her cry. She knows that the stronger a person is, once the shell is broken, the inside will be vulnerable. She knows that Ruochu has concealed it for so long and endured so much.
For a long time, no matter whether Xia Tian agreed with everything she did, but seeing her so sad, as a friend she couldn't help but feel sorry for her, she really felt sorry for her.
Rousseau was also attracted by the cry. He frowned and watched Ruochu crying like this. He slowly clenched his hands into fists and suddenly yelled: "Tell me what happened. Did that person bully you? What happened?"
Isn't it?" Rousseau also changed from his usual gentle and elegant image, and it was obvious that he was also stimulated by Ruochu's abnormality.
Ruochu shook his head desperately while crying. Rousseau casually picked up the coat hanging by the door, opened the door and rushed out. Until the door closed with a heavy sound, Ruochu had a clever idea and looked at Xia Tian with wide eyes, "Xia Tian, stop him quickly.
Hurry..." After saying that, he turned around to open the door and go out, but Xia Tian grabbed him.
Xia Tian forcibly dragged Ruochu to the sofa in the living room and pressed him down. "Tell me what happened?" As he spoke, he handed the tissue box to Ruochu.
Ruochu took it, took out the paper to wipe his tears, bowed his head and said nothing.
"Is it related to your daddy?" Even if Ruochu didn't say anything, Xia Tian had already guessed a bit. However, what Xia Tian was wondering about was that the attitude of the two people had always been in a stalemate. How could Ruo Chu have such a big problem for no reason?
The reaction was simply a state of collapse. She also understood what Rousseau was worried about. She was also worried. She was not worried about anything else. She was just worried that Ruochu would be hurt.
"Xia Tian, I don't want to mention him now, okay?" Ruochu looked at Xia Tian with tears in her eyes, almost pleading, asking her to tell this matter to Xia Tian again would undoubtedly hurt her again, besides this matter
When it came to another woman's privacy, she wasn't sure whether she should tell it.
Xia Tian took out a piece of paper and wiped Ruochu's tears, "Okay, if you don't want to tell me, I won't ask. Just tell me when you want to talk to someone. I'll find you some cold medicine. You can take a hot bath first."
The water is ready." Xia Tian said understandingly.
Ruochu nodded gratefully.
Because she didn't sleep all night last night, she spent a whole day shopping today, and she had a cold and was dizzy. Ruochu fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed that Xia Tian had made for her. Xia Tian looked at Ruo Chu, and her brows gradually
Frowning, she was willing to help Ruochu unconditionally at this moment, and had no objection to her moving in, but she always felt a sour feeling in her heart, as if she had lost something, even though she knew that thing did not belong to her in the first place.
She shouldn't have expected it.
Turning off the light gently, she went to wait for Rousseau. He didn't worry anyone. She would know what happened when he came back.
When Rousseau found Xiaochuan, Xiaochuan could finally relax, because it was good to know Ruochu's whereabouts. Although judging from Rousseau's description, the child must be miserable now, but this process must be experienced by anyone.
no solution anymore.
Rousseau was still very polite. Although he was anxious and thought about how to question Xiaochuan along the way, once he was in front of him, Rousseau returned to his gentle nature, because Xiaochuan was his elder after all.
Xiaochuan did not tell everything, but just told Rousseau that he always supported the two of them to be together. He hoped that Rousseau would not forget his promise to him and would take good care of Ruochu. As for Ruochu's feelings for him, he never
She has no intention of accepting it, and hopes that Rousseau can tolerate Ruochu's youth and confusion. Most of her feelings for him are worship. Please Rousseau not to give up hope and so on.
So when Rousseau came back from Xiaochuan, he felt much more at ease and had renewed hope.