I leave you, but I will always be with you. - Frank Klein
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"Miss, are you okay? Miss?" Ruochu knocked the coffee cup over to the ground, making a loud noise. Everyone around looked at her with confusion. At this time, the boss ran over to see if she was injured.
After shouting twice, Ruochu finally responded and looked at the boss numbly.
"I mean, you weren't hurt anywhere, right?" The boss was startled when he saw Ruochu's tears were still wet, and then asked cautiously. Ruochu shook his head numbly.
"Then, you?"
"I will pay for the cup, and give me another cup." Ruochu said softly, and the boss nodded and left.
The new coffee was brought immediately. Ruochu didn't move. She just held the book tightly against her heart and looked at the scenery of the city from her direction. The people around her changed.
With another turn, the sun turned from east to west, the sunset began to fill the sky, and then the lanterns began to shine.
Ruochu finally sighed, and finally stood up with his numb legs and feet after trying for a long time, checked out and went downstairs.
Xiaochuan's car has been guarding the exit. He has not left since he and Ruochu separated. How can he feel relieved if Ruochu is in such a mood and just leaves like this?
At first I smoked cigarettes one after another, but later I ran out of cigarettes and didn't dare to leave to buy them, so I turned up the music to the maximum volume to distract myself.
Could it be that he was wrong?
He didn't understand, hadn't Ruochu always hoped to get this answer? But why was there such a big rejection?
Today's confession was not what he expected, and even this encounter was just an accident. Because the new book was released for a week, he wanted to see the readers' reactions in person, so he came to the bookstore, but he didn't expect to meet Ruochu.
Ever since Ruochu resigned, or to be precise since the last time they separated in Qin's house, the two of them have never seen each other again. From Xiaochuan's point of view, it is a lie to say that he doesn't want her, but he is just worried about her life.
Good or not, happy or not, Xiaochuan understood that if he really wanted to do good for Ruochu, he could only do this and slowly wait for her to forget about him. But last time when Qin Nato was drinking with Qiao Qian, he accidentally
It was mentioned in the article that Ruochu was a little abnormal and didn't go home very often. Even when he did, he was very lively. Xiaochuan felt that he had his own responsibility in this.
He understood that there was a estrangement between Ruo Chu and Qin Nan. It didn't matter if she complained about him. I was afraid that this matter would affect Qin Nan and affect their relationship between mother and daughter. After all, he didn't want to see it either.
Qin Nan felt sad about this incident, and it all happened because of his words. He blamed himself very much.
Originally, he wanted to explain the misunderstanding clearly, but after hearing what Qin Bei said, he felt that it was even more necessary to talk to Ruochu. After all, someone needs to tie the bell to untie it, but he was still struggling in his heart. If he didn't explain, Ruochu would continue to misunderstand.
, it can make her give up and marry Rousseau in a down-to-earth manner in the future. No matter whether she is happy or not, at least she will save a lot of unnecessary trouble, and it will be beneficial to everyone in terms of face.
But in this case, it doesn't matter if Ruo Chu will hate herself for the rest of her life. If she hates her mother, how can she be happy? And how can Qin Nan be happy? The two people she loves are facing each other, and he
How can you sit back and do nothing?
So I was so torn between explaining or not explaining, but I didn't expect to encounter it by chance today.
Many times, when a person reaches that environment, the environment makes the decision for you, and it is not up to you.
Just say it, there is nothing to regret, not to mention that what you say is the truth, at least it is worthy of your own heart.
He never expected that the relationship between him and Ruochu would change substantially after today. He just hoped that she would put down her burdens, open her heart, stop resenting anyone, at least no longer resent Qin Nan, and then be happy from now on.
It's okay to live a happy life with your own love and blessings, but is he wrong?
Xiaochuan didn't dare to blink. Finally, when he saw Ruochu walking out, he immediately cheered up.
Ruochu drove over, and Xiaochuan's car followed him to the downstairs of Xiaoqing's apartment. Seeing Ruochu park the car and enter the unit door, Xiaochuan felt relieved after hanging for a long time, and turned around to leave.
When Ruochu returned home, he threw away his bag and curled up on the sofa in the darkness with Xiaochuan's book in his arms.
Today she finally tasted the feeling of being torn apart while she was still alive, missing out on happiness just a little bit away.
She finally heard him admit that he loved her. Although it was just a single syllable "yes", no one knew the weight of this word in her heart. It was once the hope of her entire life. It was precisely because of this
Hope supported her through the days without him and through the hopelessness of the future. She originally planned to wait her whole life for this word.
But does she still not love him enough? Or is she still not firm enough in her judgment? Otherwise, she would not give up so quickly. Maybe she gave up just because of her mother. When she knew that she was her real opponent, she felt completely defeated.
, because that was her idol, the only woman who could make her feel inferior. She felt that she could never compete with her mother, that woman who was close to a god.
Let go, give up, stop struggling, but why should he let her know that he loves her just when he is about to feel calm? Why should he let her watch happiness pass by, unable to grasp it even if she wants to?
This is such a cruel thing. Instead of doing this, it would be better for her to not know the truth for the rest of her life, because sometimes being ignorant is also a kind of happiness.
Fate always likes to play tricks on people. She knows it now, but she doesn't even have the strength to resist. Who can blame her? Who made herself give up so early?
People are always responsible for their own decisions.
It's just that my heart feels like it's about to burst. It hurts more than just my heart. From now on, I have to forcefully separate the person I love and the happiness I longed for from my life, and I have to cut off the roots of love, just like a strong man.
His arm was broken, his flesh and blood were bruised, but he still had to grit his teeth, and the pain was piercing his bones, but he didn't want to moan.
With the sound of the key turning into the keyhole, Rousseau opened the door and turned on the light. Seeing Ruochu motionless on the sofa, he was stunned for a moment and then immediately let out a sigh of relief.
"Ruoruo, why don't you answer the phone?" Rousseau complained as he changed his shoes.
Ruochu was startled when he remembered that his mobile phone was in his bag, but because he went to the bookstore in the morning and set the vibrate setting, he never felt it.
"I'm sorry." Ruochu softly uttered a few words.
"Have you eaten?" Rousseau came over and sat next to her.
"Well……"
"What kind of answer is this, to eat or not to eat?" Rousseau exaggeratedly touched Ruochu's forehead, feeling that she seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit.
"kindness."
"Ruoruo, what happened?" Rousseau finally noticed that something was wrong. Although Ruoruo was usually cold, he was not like today, answering questions that he didn't ask, and his eyes were dull.
"What book are you holding in your hand?" Seeing that Ruochu was still holding a book in his hand, Rousseau stretched out his hand to take a look at it, but it didn't move, so he asked.
Ruochu didn't say anything and clenched the book in his hand a little tighter.
"Show me..." Rousseau said without question, and at the same time stretched out his hand. The meaning in his eyes was that he would not give up until he saw it.
After staring at each other for a while, Ruochu finally handed the book to Rousseau. Rousseau took a look at the cover and knew it was Xiaochuan's book, because he had bought it as soon as it came out. He had versions of all Xiaochuan's books in various languages.
He glanced at Ruochu, who turned his head.
Rousseau gently opened the cover and saw the words on the title page, then closed it and handed it to Ruochu.
"It's very precious." Rousseau said. "Have you gone to the bookstore?"
"I saw him." Ruochu knew that Rousseau knew who she was referring to.
Rousseau paused and said, "I'll cook for you." He changed the subject, but at the same time he knew that she must have eaten nothing.
Rousseau cooked the rice, served it to Ruochu, and placed it in front of her, but Ruochu didn't even move his chopsticks.
"You don't want me to feed you."
"Rousseau, I can't eat..." Ruochu looked at Rousseau with an expression of embarrassment.
"Well, I won't eat either. Anyway, including this meal, I've only eaten three times." Rousseau put down the chopsticks he picked up.
If Chuchu got his job, neither of them mentioned what happened today.
After the meal, Rousseau took the initiative to clean up the dishes. He originally wanted to watch TV with Ruochu, but she couldn't concentrate and was too lazy to talk. "Ruoruo, you should go to bed early. I'll come back tomorrow if I have time."
come over."
Ruochu nodded.
Rousseau stood up.
"Rousseau..."
"Huh?" Just as he was about to change his shoes, she called him.
"Let's get married." Ruochu suddenly said.
"Fool, we were going to get married." Rousseau took the shoes off the shoe rack.
"I mean, let's get married right away." Ruochu suddenly raised his voice.
"Huh?" Rousseau finally stopped moving and looked at Ruochu for confirmation. "But you haven't reached the legal age yet..."
"Let's get married first and then register, or get engaged first, okay?" Ruochu's eyes were full of prayer.
"This..." Rousseau was in trouble.
"We will go home tomorrow, go to your house or my house first, or get them together. I believe they will agree, okay?"
Rousseau's eyes became deep. He was guessing what happened to Ruochu and Xiaochuan today, otherwise she wouldn't suddenly propose to get married. He knew that this must have something to do with Xiaochuan. If he didn't figure it out, although Ruochu would
Chu had now made a decision, and Bao Qi was an impulsive decision. He didn't want to see her regret it in the future, but in the face of Ruochu's request, he couldn't refuse.
"Okay, let's contact you tomorrow." Rousseau said calmly.
"Did you agree?" Ruochu asked again.
Rousseau spread his hands and asked, "Do I still have a choice?"
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It was late at night, and Ruochu was still holding the book alone on the sofa. When she found that her tears had soaked the cover, she wiped it hurriedly. She really wanted to give up this time, even if it was for Rousseau.
I'm giving up.
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Today is a happy day, but the plot has progressed to a heavy stage. I have no choice but to wish everyone a happy holiday and be happy, especially those who are not satisfied with the progress of the plot. Light makeup will disappoint you this time
I will try to make it up next time. Please continue to support me. Finally, I would like to give a hug to all my friends who have seen this page. Thank you for your hard work.