He who never changes his opinion is an absurd person. -Barthelemy
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After Qin Nan had left for a long time, Qin Bei still stood there stupidly. Qin Nan's words in his mind were like a sword, stabbing him with a splitting headache. He took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but his hand kept shaking.
After several attempts, he finally felt sore in his legs. Qin Bei stumbled and sat on the sofa, smoking one cigarette after another. The last time he was upset because of Qin Nan in this office was more than ten years ago.
Do you think you won’t have to go through all this again in this life? It seems that there are no absolutes in things. No matter how perfect a relationship seems, it needs to be carefully managed. If you relax a little bit, problems will occur. If you don’t do it well, everything you have will be ruined.
to the origin.
Qin Bei admitted that he was negligent. He didn't care enough about Qin Nan, very not enough. He always felt that no matter what happened, Qin Nan would believe in him unconditionally. Even if he didn't bother to manage it, there would be no doubt about his marriage.
It is a perfect marriage, but he ignored one thing. If time is a corrosive agent, the changes will be quiet and difficult to detect. If you don't examine your relationship and marriage at ordinary times, then one day you will discover it.
The change will surprise you. If this change is qualitative, you won't even have a chance to save it. Thinking of this, Qin Bei shuddered.
After all the cigarettes were smoked, Qin Bei stood up and walked out. He didn't know if it was too late for him to do something now, or whether Qin Nan's feelings were still tied to him. The look in her eyes when she spoke just now made him heartbroken. He thought
He didn't even dare to think about it. But he had to do something. If this was the most serious crisis their marriage had ever encountered, he must find a way to save it, because until now, he still firmly believed that he could survive without Qin Nan.
No.
Qin Nan came out of the office. Although her head was a little dizzy and the soles of her feet were light, she felt relaxed for no reason. The words were finally spoken, and the burden of the past few months seemed to be lifted. She had been struggling during this period.
Between saying or not saying, now it's better. Finally, she no longer has to struggle and face choices that are neither right nor left. Now that she has said it, she has no regrets. The following matters will be left to Qin Bei to handle. Originally, this morning
She was still thinking about the company, but now she remembered what Qin Bei said to her. It was time to live for herself. In fact, it was not that difficult to let go of some things.
Qin Bei came out of the bar and spent the night in the car. When he woke up in the morning, although his head hurt, he had an idea. He remembered the last wedding anniversary. In order to buy a gift for Qin Nan, he sprinkled one
He lied, saying that he was having a dinner party, and it seemed that Sun Miao came to him that day. Could it be that Qin Nan came to the school to look for him, and saw him and Sun Miao together and misunderstood? The more Qin Bei thought about it, the more he felt that this was the matter, because
Apart from that, he really couldn't think of anything else that he could hide from Qin Nan. If the crux was really this matter, then it would be easier to handle. It was a complete misunderstanding. Couldn't it be explained clearly?
alright?
Qin Bei seemed to see hope all of a sudden, and his head no longer hurt. He hurriedly started the car. He was going to tell Qin Nan that she had really wronged him. Looking at the time, Qin Bei drove directly to Qin's. At this time
If it were normal times, Qin Nan should have already gone to work, but strangely, the secretary said that Qin Nan had not been back since he left the company in the morning yesterday.
Qin Bei dialed Qin Nan's phone and turned off the phone.
If he is not in the company, he is either at home or in the hospital. Since Qin Nan said yesterday that he wanted to see Yuan Jingshu, but he has not come to work today, he probably went to the hospital first and should be able to go to work soon. Qin Bei thought
He had to wait for her, but he couldn't wait to see Qin Nan explain to him, so he rushed to the hospital again. Ruochu was the only one in the ward. She saw Qin Bei's hurry and asked about it, but Qin Bei didn't explain too much.
, called Qin Nan’s secretary to confirm that he hadn’t gone to the company yet.
Qin Bei was able to lock Qin Nan at home. He encountered a traffic jam along the way and was so anxious that he finally got home. He got out of the car and ran to the room. He checked inside and outside but found no sign of Qin Nan. He asked the nanny to go there.
Where is it? People said they didn't see it early in the morning, but they saw it yesterday. Qin Bei lost his temper at the babysitter in a hurry, and then apologized again when he saw the babysitter's aggrieved look. At this time, he felt
Things may be serious.
Returning to the bedroom in despair, Qin Bei wondered if he could find something. It stands to reason that Qin Nan is not a child anymore, and he is not very good at running away from home. If this happened to Ruochu, it would not be the same, but
Qin Bei's mind went blank at that time. People always like to think about the worst when they are anxious. Qin Bei was like a headless fly. Even though he knew it was useless, he still called everyone who knew Qin Nan, except
When Ruochu and Xiaochuan failed, Qin Bei called Qin Nan's secretary again, with a faint hope that she would go to the company. However, they still found nothing, but the secretary did provide him with a
One piece of information is that I received an email from Qin Nan explaining his work last night.
Email, this information reminded Qin Bei. He hurriedly turned on the computer, paced back and forth during the startup process, and checked the mailbox with an uneasy mood. Sure enough, an email was sent from Qin Nan this morning.
Qin Bei's eyes lit up. He opened it and read it. It was just a few dozen words. Qin Bei read it several times: "Bei, I want to be quiet by myself. You don't need to look for me. I'm fine. The company's recent operations are all about me."
Relevant personnel will be informed separately, and Zheng Fang will keep an eye on the website. You don’t need to resign, teach your book well, say sorry to me and my mother, and just allow me to be selfish for a while. - Qin Nan."
There is no blood in the north of Qin.
If he had chased him out yesterday, if he had chosen to go home instead of going to the bar, if he had gone to the bar and not spent the night in the car but asked a driver to pick him up, would he not be in this situation now?
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What is this? She disappeared so suddenly in front of him less than 20 years ago, and now she wants to play it again? Doesn’t she have any new ways to play? Isn’t this tiring? If 20 years ago she was young and frivolous and ignorant,
They still have a lot of youth to toss and test each other, but now that he is over fifty, is it necessary for him to search for her all over the world at this time? Even if he has the heart, he may not have the strength.
no?
Qin Bei sat slumped in his chair, staring at the computer screen in trance. Too many things had happened recently, and he felt exhausted both physically and mentally. After so many years, no matter what happened, as long as Qin Nan was by his side, he would feel exhausted.
There was no obstacle that he couldn't overcome. Now, he suddenly felt like half of the sky had fallen. The consequences of the hangover were beginning to show. Qin Bei threw himself on the bed and lay there all day. The nanny knew that he was in a bad mood and called him several times.
After there was no response during lunch, I didn't dare to disturb him again until Ruoqi got out of school in the evening.
"Dad, why don't you turn on the light when you are at home? Where is my mother?" Ruoqi pushed open the door of Qin Bei's bedroom and turned on the light. Qin Bei instinctively blocked the light with his arms.
"Well, school is over. Your mother..." Qin Bei didn't know how to tell his son, "Your mother is on a business trip temporarily."
"Ah, great." Ruoqi blurted out. In this way, not only would no one force him to drink unpleasant milk every night, but no one would care if he went to bed late playing games because his mother was usually the strictest to him.
, Qin Bei never paid attention to him.
Qin Bei became angry when he heard that Ruo Qi had this reaction to Qin Nan's running away. He forgot that Ruo Qi didn't know Qin Nan was running away at all, so it was normal to have a different reaction from him, not to mention that he was still a child.
"From now on, until your mother comes back, I will cut off the Internet in your room, go home directly after school, cancel all extracurricular activities, and cut your pocket money in half. When your mother comes back to recover, go ahead and leave me alone..."
Ruoqi suffered such an inexplicable punishment because of his true words. He was aggrieved at first, but he is also a ghost and he will not just sit back and die like this.
"Dad, since Mom is on a business trip, why don't you go with her to relax. Besides, Mom is not in good health, so why don't you just trust her to go out on her own?" Ruoqi said cautiously. Qin Bei didn't say anything, but he thought,
But who knows where Qin Nan is.
Seeing that Qin Bei didn't respond, Ruoqi thought there was a chance and continued to encourage, "Dad, after you finish your work, you should go to our home on Gulangyu Island for a vacation. I left a PSP behind when I went back last time. You can just help me get it back..."
Gulangyu Island, this place name reminded Qin Bei. He sat up from the bed. Why didn't he think of it?
After packing his luggage quickly and simply, Ruoqi couldn't help but remind him in a low voice, "Dad, you're leaving too, I have pocket money..."
Qin Bei straightened up and looked at Ruoqi. Yes, he was gone too. What should Ruoqi do? He took out his cell phone and called Ruochu: "You'll be home soon. It's urgent."
Putting down the phone, "Your sister will be fully responsible for your life and study on behalf of me and your mother during this period. No matter what you say, you must obey. She will give you pocket money." Ruoqi's little face immediately fell, feeling that he himself
It's better to steal the chicken than lose the rice.
Ruo Chu came very quickly, and Qin Bei didn't say anything to her. He just said to go find Qin Nan and ask Ruo Chu to take care of the family. Ruo Chu was stunned and didn't know what happened. When he realized it, Qin Bei had already come out.
After closing the door, "Dad, wait, did my mother run away from home because of me?" At this time, Qin Bei was already on the lawn, paused, and turned around, "Don't talk nonsense, it has nothing to do with you."
"Then, do you know where she is?"
Qin Bei gritted his teeth and said, "I know."
"Then, dad, have a nice journey and bring mom back soon."
Qin Bei nodded and the driver took him to the airport.
My mother ran away from home because of herself. Although my father denied this, Ruochu stubbornly believed that this was what happened. First, my grandma fell ill and almost didn't wake up. Then my mother ran away from home. Dad and
Her father had been in conflict several times for her own sake, and she had lost the favor. Now she understood a little bit why her father had been avoiding her and rejecting her love. Maybe she was too naive before and thought too simply.
It's so selfish. If she hasn't been touched after going through so many things and still insists on going her own way, she is really heartless.
Now Ruochu couldn't help but waver in what he had always insisted on before.