I shook my head, looked at him and said, "Old man Bai, actually you understand the reason why I want to leave better than anyone else, don't you? Huangfu Zhe and I can't be together just because we meet again. Too many things have happened.
, everyone has changed. When love has gone through the vicissitudes of life, I don’t know if I still have the courage and ability to love him. Now I don’t dare to think about that anymore, I just want to live my life freely.
"
The old man Bai calmed down after hearing this. He thought for a while and was about to say something when he heard a hoarse voice outside the pavilion shouting: "Grandpa."
As soon as I turned my head, I saw Huang Fuzhe walking in. He continued: "The old housekeeper said the sweet potatoes are roasted, please come over."
Old Man Bai looked at him with complicated eyes, and then slowly cleared up. He nodded and said, "I'm really hungry. I'm going to eat." After saying that, he walked out of the pavilion.
I looked at Huangfu Zhe, and he seemed to have returned to the way he was in Qiuye Yuan in Xingdu. I was a little confused for a while, and felt that I could never understand him.
He shook my hand, wanting to warm my cold hand as before. But I found that his hand was even colder than mine. After letting go of my hand with some disappointment, he straightened my cloak again.
Said: "Let's go, cook me another meal. It's been a long time since I tasted the delicious food you cooked."
I looked at the sunset after the snow, burning quietly like a ball of flame, adding a bit of warmth to the cold winter. It was deeply reflected in his firm and complicated eyes with the same warmth as the sunset,
There was a shadow in the deepest part of his eyes. I nodded and followed him to the dining room.
I still make the same dishes: radish kimchi (appetizer), braised prawns, honey wings, leek beef slices, stir-fried mushrooms, and refreshing bitter gourd soup. As for the pastries, I can no longer make glutinous rice balls, so I wanted to make them.
Plum blossom cake. But there are no utensils here, so I made red bean cake.
After all the dishes and pastries were prepared, I sat down with him. He didn't say anything and started eating. He ate in the order I told him before. He occasionally picked me a few dishes and said these
The food was very delicious. I said I worked so hard and should eat more.
I followed his request and ate the food in my mouth like chewing wax. Watching him eat with gusto, he seemed to have forgotten everything and just savored the dishes in front of him. Inadvertently, the sadness in his eyes told me everything. He is
I decided to let me go. I am afraid that everything I did today was to relive the warmth of the past and leave a thought. Then, I will also relive the warmth of the past and leave a thought to myself.
I began to eat every mouthful of food seriously and cherish every moment I spent with him. It took a long time to eat a meal, so naturally I ate it very cleanly. We looked at each other and smiled, but as soon as I turned around, my eyes dimmed.
At this time, Agueda reported outside the door: "Pray to the prince."
He glanced at Agueda and said to me: "Your craftsmanship is still so good. I have some things to deal with. You need to rest for a while."
I nodded and said, "You can come over later."
He walked out knowingly. I asked Yasu to put away the dishes and chopsticks, and then walked to the bath in the inner room. After scattering the rose petals, he walked out. After slowly washing himself, I wore a large red and white velvet-edged
Tube top, white light sand robe, red satin waistband. Hair styled casually
It was loosely draped. I lowered my head slightly, lifted up the hem of my skirt, and looked at the white cloud dragon and phoenix bracelets on my feet. Today, I wanted to give him a thought, and also give myself a thought. I'm afraid I won't be emotionally moved again in the future.
Let's put an end to these fruitless feelings tonight.
Seeing me like this, Yasu probably thought I would stay and smiled knowingly. Seeing a figure outside the door, he lowered his head and walked out. Outside the screen, Yasu said hello and walked out.
I went to the door, closed the door and left. After he walked in, I slowly lowered my skirt and looked at Huang Fuzhe who looked shocked.
I walked up to him on the soft carpet, put my arms around his waist and hugged him. I called softly: "Zhe."
Feeling that his body was stiff, I understood that he was reacting, but was deliberately suppressing it. I raised my head and stroked his resolute cheek as before, and finally stopped at the center of his eyebrows, smoothing his brows. He reacted.
, holding my hand. looking down at me
, eyes burning. I smiled, stood up on tiptoes and kissed his lips. He froze at first, but soon became more reactive and more proactive. His kiss was just like before, at first a little overbearing, and then gently and protectively. My God
He opened the belt with his hand, and the gauze robe fell to the ground.
He suddenly realized something, pulled away from himself, and took a step back. I was about to step forward, but he lightly grabbed my shoulders and kept me from getting closer. He lowered his head and gasped, "You are really a life-threatening little kid."
Witch, do you really think I'm a god? Don't do this again, or I won't be able to control myself."
I knew he wouldn't push me hard, so I took another step forward without much effort. He restrained himself and said, "Don't push me." Then he flashed, picked up the sand jacket on the ground, and helped me put it on again.
.I looked at him blankly, what on earth was he thinking.
He hugged me and said, "I can't do this. You will have your own life in the future. I can't burden you anymore."
"But, I have..." I was about to say that according to your ancients, I should be classified as physically disabled.
He tightened his arms and said: "Do you know that you are reborn now? I know that you will not be able to forget that you are not healed physically. But I can't have you committing yourself to me for repayment or other reasons. I can't be like
He can’t do the same to you!”
I rested my head on his chest, eyes wet and hot. I thought to myself: Huangfu Zhe, you are really stupid. So stupid! I have finally been so generous. I have given you an advantage, but you don’t take advantage of it. Fool!
That night, we slept in each other's arms as before.
The next morning, when I woke up, he was nowhere to be seen. I got up and got dressed, and saw him walking in. Hot porridge was already prepared on the table. I smiled and sat down to drink porridge with him.
After finishing the porridge, he took me to the wooden corridor we stepped on after walking through the snow that day. Then he looked ahead and said, "Walk with me again."
I graciously agreed. Walking slowly on the boardwalk, the muffled sound was still the same, but it was no longer a lonely sound, but echoing in tandem. But it made people feel even more lonely and sad.
When we reached the end of the verandah, he hugged the plum branches and jumped over the hillside in front of him. I took a closer look, and I didn’t expect that behind the hillside was the wild park where I used to hunt with him. He blew the horn, and there was
A bay-red horse ran out of the woods. Snow spread between its hooves like white salt. The neck
The forehead hair on my head was flying and flying, making it even more powerful. It brought life to this silence, it was a moonlit night. It ran in front of me, just like when we met, it rubbed my cheek with its head, but I still touched it.
The bridge of its nose responded. Then it turned back and smiled: "Yueye is still so strong!"
He came over, lifted some of my hanging hair, carefully tucked it behind my ears, and said, "Your bun must not be loose or braided to look good." He then took out a piece of veil and gave it to me with two exquisite pearl hairpins.
Put it on. After looking at it for a long time, he kissed my cheek and whispered: Goodbye, and then he suddenly hugged me and said, "I will let you go. I understand, no matter what the reason is,
Because, when I didn't believe you on the cliff, when I pushed you away, when you broke your black hair, you decided that I was no longer your sky, so I could only let you go and find your own sky.
You must remember that you will no longer be called Xiao Shi, let alone Chunxiao. The package has been prepared for you. After you promise to leave me, you must live well, otherwise I will still find you.
.”
I hugged him back and comforted him: "Maybe, I mean, maybe I will figure it out sometime and come back to trouble you."
"Don't come back. If you leave, don't come back. Once you come back, I won't be able to let you go. I'm afraid I will imprison you in the four-cornered wall like Emperor Xuan Tian. I can't do that to you. I can't,
Do you understand?" At this point, his tone was extremely
It’s complicated and painful. A trace of warmth comes to my heart. He is still so gentle and domineering. This conclusion is that he can only come to me and I can’t come to him. If you don’t want to look for it, then I won’t look for it. I always feel that this is not what I want.
? But why is my heart still in neutral?
He seemed to be cruel and hugged me onto the horse's back, but he didn't hurt me at all. He walked behind me and hit Yue Ye with his sword scabbard. Yue Ye let out a long roar, and then it was like
Like an arrow leaving the string, it wants to rush forward.
Huangfu Zhe stood alone in the snow, watching the white figure go away, and finally turned into a white dot and disappeared between the sky and the earth. He felt that his heart also disappeared into this vast white snow. - He
He kept asking himself whether it was wrong to do this. But he would never
Remembering how sad she was in the palace, he couldn't bear to see his dead son like that again. And he also had his responsibility. His grandfather came over and tried his best to save the emperor's brother, and also asserted that it would be difficult for him to have an heir and live.
He's only thirty. Now it's time for him to take responsibility for this country.
"Zhe'er, you really just let the fourth girl go like this." The old man from Baidong who followed saw Huangfu Zhe standing in the snow for a long time and looking into the distance. After all, he couldn't bear it in his heart, so he stepped forward and said.
Huangfu Zheen said with a loud voice: "I promised her before that as long as she likes it, I will give it to her. I can't break my promise again." After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the main hall.
The old man Baidong wanted to say: It's okay. Without those four girls, wouldn't he still have my grandfather? There are so many beauties in the world, and he can choose as he pleases from now on. But when he saw the figure slowly receding from the back, the old man Baidong's throat
He was blocked. He couldn't say those words, thinking that his whole life of wisdom would end with this kid and that girl.
My head and body were injured. I also thought that the girl didn’t know how to say goodbye to him before leaving. She really didn’t understand etiquette and disrespected the old man. She groaned and complained in her heart: Fourth girl, let’s go, let’s go. Then,
Someone sighed and exclaimed: This kid Zhe'er, how can he use the word "emotion" so profoundly? Oh~~~