The rain has been falling non-stop. Has it passed an hour? Or has it passed two hours? Or more... I don't know, I just know that the sky is getting darker and darker, but my heart and my body are getting darker and darker.
It's getting colder and colder, my body is shaking from the cold, and my mouth should have turned dark purple long ago, but... I still can't see his figure, what am I... still expecting? He... won't come at all,
Tian Siyu, stop looking forward to it, he... doesn't care about you at all! You lose! If you miss it, you miss it... Do you think doing this can awaken him to care about you a little bit? 6 years
Time has indeed changed a lot. Do you think he is still the same Jiu Yequan you are familiar with? Idiot, you big idiot, how long do you want to deceive yourself and others? I can't tell the difference between tears and rain on my face, but my heart is good
It hurts... it hurts... and it became more and more difficult to breathe. I fell to the ground weakly and slowly closed my eyes. My cold heart seemed to have stopped breathing, and I slowly looked at the open door on the second floor.
The last words uttered from my mouth under the lighted window are also the last hope in my heart... you must... be happy... oh...
"Tian Siyu... Tian Siyu... wake up... Tian Siyu... do you hear... your life is mine, wake up quickly... wake up quickly, I won't let you
You die, do you hear it? Wake up quickly, wake up quickly - I beg you... don't die... You can't die, do you hear it... Tian Siyu, do you hear it...
You can't die..." It was so noisy. Someone kept calling my name and shaking my body. I originally wanted to sleep quietly but was woken up by the forceful shaking. I couldn't help but open my eyes.
I wanted to see who this bad guy was, and the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was him——Jiu Yequan. His face was right in front of me. His cheeks were also wet by the rain, and he
I saw the sadness, nervousness, and guilt on his face... It was really him... I didn't dream, he really came out, so... did I win? Did I win the bet?
When he saw me opening my eyes, his eyes were filled with the joy of regaining something, and he held me in his arms so hard... that I almost couldn't breathe, but I couldn't bear to push him away.
I could only lie quietly and comfortably in his arms, hearing him say in his nervous and trembling voice above his head——
"You win, Tian Siyu, you win. I admit that I care about you. No matter it was 6 years ago or now, I care very much, but I hate that I can't let you go. You left me so cruelly.
And leaving, why should I feel sorry for you and worry about you? I should hate you! But... I can't do it. When I see you appearing next to Situ Fei, I'm scared... very
I'm afraid that you will be hurt. When I see you being slapped, I feel sad... but I can only face you in a more cruel way. When I see that you are afraid of fire and you think of your family, I feel more
It's heartache. I didn't know that the explosion left you with sequelae. When you delivered the documents to me in the cold wind, I was very touched, but more importantly, I was worried. I would be worried about your illness. Yes, I admit it.
, Even now...I still can't forget you, I still care about you, I still...still can't live without you, Tian Siyu, I will give you one last chance, if you leave Jin Xiancheol now, I will forgive you,
Let's start over and be together again, okay? Okay?" I held my shoulders and looked at me seriously and said, it turns out... he still cares about me, it turns out... nothing has changed with him, he just kept hiding it.
Myself, it turns out... I was very happy and happy after hearing his words. But... nothing can go back. I can't hurt Tohru anymore. Since the previous damage has been done, I can only let this situation continue.
Keep it up, I can't hurt two people who love me at the same time because of my selfishness, I can't... I can't...
"Quan... I'm sorry... we can't go back... I'm sorry... I can't hurt Che... I can't... Quan... let's cherish the happiness we have now, okay, don't hurt anyone anymore, we can't do that
Selfishly, you have Jing who loves you, and I have Toru who loves me. Let's just maintain the current situation, okay? I can no longer hurt the people who love me, and Jing has been by your side for 6 years. During these times,
It's not fake, I'm just a memory from your high school days, just a three-month memory..." My cruel words made Quan's hand freeze on my shoulder, and the disappointment and pain in his eyes made me unable to
As I read on, I knew he would never forgive me. He would definitely hate me again because I hurt him again. I'm sorry, Quan... I really don't want to hurt you, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Suddenly, my
There was a slight touch on the tip of my nose. It was the movement of him gently scratching the edge of my nose with his fingers. I was not dreaming. He... really did that... but... why? He shouldn't be angry, he should be angry.
? But the rage I was about to meet didn't happen. Instead... I saw the tenderness in his eyes. Suddenly... he pulled me into his arms, gently leaned his chin on the top of my head and said:
"You don't know anything, so don't jump to conclusions easily, but you are right about one thing. I... can't let Jing down anymore, and you... already have someone who belongs to you, but... I can let you
Give me a wish? Those six years of hatred have made me very tired. I hope this wish can be the end of our lives and let everything... end for us again, okay?" He was pleading with me... facing him like this.
, how could I refuse? I lay in his arms obediently and nodded.
"good----"
"Promise me that in the remaining few days, you will be the Tian Siyu you were 6 years ago, and when our week is over, we will resume our current lives. I will let you go and let you live the life you want.
But when we meet on the road in the future, we will be strangers, and from now on... we will never enter each other's lives again!" How much effort he used to say this last sentence, I don't know, I just feel it
He held me very tightly, and I... after hearing his wish again, the tears I held back fell, but... this is the best ending between us, isn't it? He let me go, no
Does that mean he forgives me? So... let us go back to Tian Siyu and Jiu Yequan 6 years ago. I hope this time... we can make up for our imperfect ending... I tightly
She hugged him and nodded gently in his arms, thank you... Quan... thank you for your consideration, thank you for your tenderness, thank you... for your love!