Sensitive sensitivity may be a "special ability" that everyone has when they are children. They can feel the changes in the things around them very sensitively, which may also be due to their unfamiliarity with the surrounding environment at that time.
Lilia's memory of Cassia has always been when he was reclassified a year ago. At this time, one morning, when she accidentally looked to see if the snow outside had stopped and wanted to go out to play, Cassia was in her eyes.
The figure standing just outside the door of the house is of course extremely happy.
But what the eyes saw was just a picture. When he really got close to Cassia and was picked up by him, other feelings were also transmitted to the brain through different senses, and then quickly mixed. At this time, the perception
The feeling given to her by the existing hybrid named Brother Cassia has become completely different from a year ago.
The face is still the same, the smile is still the same, and the voice has not changed. The force used to hold him up is even gentler than before. But something has changed. The brother in front of him may have changed from some core in his body.
To begin with, it has already been completely replaced.
The brother who left on the Imperial Express did not come back today.
The child's still-unlost perception keenly captured this change. Cassia brought a strange feeling to Lilia, just like the imperial characters in the textbook she was studying now. They were obviously very similar to other characters, but
The meaning it represents is completely different.
There is no specific understanding of this strange feeling in her little mind, and she still doesn’t know what it means. So in the end, Lilia can only think that her brother no longer loves her.
Perhaps as you grow older, you will one day understand the real reason for this feeling. But not only your cognition changes with age, but your memory will also be forgotten. I cannot make a definite statement.
It is said that Lilia will eventually remember what happened on this day again in the future. But when she really recalls it, the most important thing in her memory may not be there anymore.
Of course, from Cassia's point of view, she hoped that she would never think of it.
Cries echoed through the empty streets, and a few pieces of white snow accumulated on the roofs also fell at this time. They quickly coaxed them, and the child's feeling was not as tough as Cassia's, and could not be maintained for a long time. Soon, the strange feeling
The feeling has been forgotten by Lilia.
My mother came out at this time. She had not seen her for a year. She had changed a lot. The tiredness that had been lingering on her body all year round was finally gone, and her face looked brighter.
"When I come back, I should have written a letter to say in advance. Nothing has been prepared at home."
Cassia wanted to speak, but she opened her mouth and still didn't know what to say. Then she remembered that she and her mother didn't talk much in the past. After the two came to the small town, her mother entered the textile factory.
Xia goes to school in a small town during the day. In addition to spending some time taking care of her younger sister Lilia in her free time, she basically spends the rest of her time slowly in the factory.
In many cases, the time is completely staggered. The textile factory where my mother works has night shifts, and the hours are also two shifts, every 12 hours. There are not many times in life where we can meet and talk. And there are not many during the day.
Well, mothers have to spend a lot of time sleeping. It is a long-term fatigue that seems to grow on the body, whether it is physical or mental.
The industry here in the small town is not developed. Except for the price of goods, everything else is far behind places like Manoma. Electricity has not been fully popularized, and the power of steam furnaces still relies on the burning of coal, which is a very primitive method.
It is maintained by power. Because it is a small city and it is in a border area, the coal at the foot of the Lilac Mountains has not yet been mined. It has a history of more than ten years, but the coal storage can still be consumed by the small city for many years. p>
This is the daily life of a small town located on the border of the empire, far away from Manoma. But the air is not as fresh as Manoma because of the burning of a large amount of coal, but for Cassia, this is the most refreshing thing.
Good stuff.
There are still no changes in the small house. Except for some renovation of some appliances, it is still the same as when it left. The old stove was finally eliminated and replaced with a brand new one. While providing warmth to the house, it also emitted smoke.
Red light.
Lilia's and mother's beds were still next to the stove. His own room had not changed, and things had been tidied away, without dust. The worn and shiny wall clock had also been replaced, and the new copper clock was gone.
The sound of "ticking" is almost like a silent guardian. There is no longer a thick curtain behind the window that is tightened all year round. The sun does not come out. The lighting design in the room is quite reasonable. Without the blessing of gas lamps, it is still very bright.
Bright.
Night came very early, and nothing was prepared. When they remembered that they needed to cook in the afternoon, my mother and Cassia went to a store in the small town to buy meat.
On the road, Cassia told her that she wanted to move her mother and sister Lilia to the nearest city. Her mother neither agreed nor objected. But the matter was decided at this time.
When going to bed at night, Cassia lay on the hard bed that she had slept on for several years. Her unstable mental state had stabilized a lot, but there was still something missing. Cassia couldn't explain what it was, and she felt disappointed.
, and also felt lonely for no reason. Even though I thought that my mother and sister Lilia would be able to be brought to a real prosperous city soon, to a place where gas lights only existed in museums, I thought that there were still some things in my trouser pockets.
There is a bank card with a deposit of tens of millions of holy coins. But besides being disappointed, there is only a sense of heaviness and unreasonable panic.
Something went wrong, and Cassia finally figured it out after the incident. These were the things that she desperately hoped to happen after she got on the reclassification list. She could make a lot of money in Manoma, and her mother no longer had to weave.
To work in a factory, my sister Lilia doesn’t have to be like me and needs to go to the steam factory and study at the same time.,,
Now that my idea has been realized several years in advance, I should be happy and proud. But the premise is no longer there, and Cassia can't pretend to be relaxed in her heart and take a long breath of relief. Then the voice appears again
Yes, getting close is what Cassia said to herself when she opened her mouth.