In the early morning, a clear ray of morning light shines directly into Lin Yuze's bedroom through the gap in the curtains.
Slowly opening his hazy sleepy eyes, he saw that the woman he had always longed for was sleeping soundly next to him. What he showed was not an accident, not a surprise, but a kind of sadness and helplessness...
Turning sideways, raising his arms from behind and hugging her tightly into his hot chest, Lin Yuze whispered: "Yi'er, are you awake?"
What is the difference between being awake and sleeping? What is the difference between being awake and being intoxicated? About an hour ago, Han Yi'er was actually drunk before she woke up.
Everything about last night was like a passing cloud, vaguely echoing in her mind.
'I will love you well and promise not to hurt you or make you cry for the rest of my life. Choose me and choose to be with me, okay?'
'well……'
Although she couldn't remember where she met Lin Yuze, or what they did last night, she understood that dialogue and everything now. She knew... that she was probably Lin Yuze's person...
Zeng Jin had failed him too many times and abandoned him too many times. This choice might be a drunken joke, or it might be a lifelong regret, but...
Can you turn back time? Can you make your own decisions all over again?
Ah……
This result is God's punishment for this indulgence, but it seems to be a good result, right?
Slowly closing her eyes, she did not respond to Lin Yuze's question. Feeling the body temperature of the man behind her who loved her deeply, she frankly chose to take responsibility for this drunken orgy...
"Ding dong"
Suddenly, the bell rang outside the door. Lin Yuze was stunned for a moment. He stood up and looked at Han Yi'er, who had his back turned to him. He shook his head helplessly, quickly got out of bed and walked to the closet, took out a bathrobe, put it on himself and ran to open the door.
He said: "Who are you looking for..." The moment the door opened, his face changed drastically, and he looked at the person outside the door in shock...
Yun Aotian!
I saw that the suit he was wearing was extremely damp, his hair had lost its previous luster, and his expression was even more embarrassing and anxious: "Yuze, is Yi'er here with you?!"
After Yun Aotian asked anxiously, Lin Yuze frowned, folded his hands on his chest, and said coldly: "What do you want to see her for?"
Hearing this, Yun Aotian grabbed the safety door with both hands excitedly: "Ask me to meet her!! I have something to say to her!"
When Han Yi'er left, he still couldn't figure out the outcome. He wandered around in despair and left the sea of flowers where he proposed to her.
Walking in this rainy night, he didn't know where to go, he just wanted to find her and ask her everything...
He ran all over the city and searched everywhere she could go, but unfortunately there was no news. Finally, he came to Lin Yuze's house with a glimmer of hope.
Before knocking on the door, no one knew how conflicted Yun Aotian's mood was. He hoped that Han Yi'er would not appear here, but he also expected her to be here.
With a double conflict in his heart, when he knocked on the door of Lin Yuze's room and heard, "What do you want from her?", it was hard to tell whether he was excited or disappointed...
"Sorry, she is resting and can't see you!" Lin Yuze finished his words coldly and slammed the door with full of anger. The reason for this move was because she would never allow Yun Aotian to hurt Han Yi'er.
!!
"Bang-----bang-----bang"
"Yuze, ask me to meet Yi'er!!!"
"Even if it's just for a few minutes, please let me see her."
"Yuze! Yuze!" "Bang-----bang-----bang"
There were constant knocks on the door, and Yun Aotian was begging the man who was once his rival. Now, what he had in his heart was not jealousy or jealousy, he just wanted to... long to meet Han Yi'er.
, ask her why she suddenly wants to break up with him.
"Yuze!! Ask me to see Xia Yi'er, please... please..."
Suddenly, Lin Yuze in the room couldn't suppress his anger and opened the door again: "You!!!"
Looking at Yun Aotian who kept bowing to him outside the security door, the words he wanted to curse suddenly choked in his throat...
Yun Aotian's current appearance has no trace of manly dignity, and he looks like a lowly beggar begging.
What was the reason that prompted them to break up? Why was he willing to lose his dignity as a man to plead with himself?
Driven by sympathy and hesitation, Lin Yuze slowly opened the safety door. He didn't know what would be waiting for him once the door was opened, and he didn't know whether what happened last time would happen again. He only knew
…
Yun Aotian is really pitiful now, very pitiful...
"Thank you, thank you Yuze!" After thanking him hurriedly, he rushed to the living room anxiously, his eyes wandering left and right, blindly watching for Han Yi'er's trace.
"Inside..." Lin Yuze pointed weakly at the bedroom.
He nodded gratefully and quickly rushed into the bedroom, but...
When he saw the scene in the bedroom, Yun Aotian felt as if someone had poured a basin of ice water in front of him, and he felt chilled from the top of his head...
No...no way!!
The woman lying on the ground putting them on was not Yi'er, or her clothes were just washed, and they didn't do anything, nothing!!!
Yun Aotian kept soothing his cold heart, and looked back nervously at Lin Yuze, who was only wearing a bathrobe.
"Thump!" His heart was tearing apart bit by bit...
"Yi...Yi'er..." He approached the bed with trembling steps.
He kept praying that when he removed the only thin quilt covering her body, she would still have some clothes on.
However……
The cover was opened, and what came into view was a naked woman. At this moment, his heart was bleeding, and sour tears welled up in his eyes.
Biting his lower lip, relying on his last shred of reason, he still persisted in asking for all the answers...
"Yier...tell me, why did you break up with me?"
"Am I not good enough?"
"Or do you have any difficulties?"
"We are lovers, what can't we say?"
"Please...please..." Yun Aotian said excitedly, stretched out his trembling hands, lifted her up and held her in his arms, begging: "Please tell me, okay!
!!!”
Her ethereal eyes seemed to see nothing, and she could only vaguely feel Yun Aotian's voice echoing in her ears over and over again.
As her chaotic thoughts gradually calmed down, she could feel that the man hugging her was Yun Aotian!
Instantly, a crystal clear tear slowly flowed down the corner of her eye...
'I'm sorry, Aotian...I'm sorry...' After murmuring her sorrowful heart with guilt, her ethereal eyes looked pleadingly at Lin Yuze who was standing at the door, as if hoping that he could quickly save her from hell.
come out……
"Yun Aotian!" Lin Yuze seemed to have received the message, and quickly walked to the bedside, stretched out his hand to snatch Han Yi'er into his arms, and wrapped her naked body tightly with a silk quilt: "Maybe
She used to be your woman, but she is now my woman. Isn’t it a little too rude of you to do this?!"
His woman...
This sentence was so harsh in Yun Aotian's ears that he didn't believe it, he didn't believe that they got together so quickly, and he didn't believe that Han Yi'er wasn't sad at all after breaking up with him!!
His pleading eyes looked at Han Yi'er, who was attached to Lin Yuze's arms. He prayed that she would come out and tell him, 'No, we are not together.'
However, the waiting time seemed to have passed a century, and she was still buried deep in Lin Yuze's arms without saying a word.
Loss, heartbreak, and pain all filled his heart. In the end, the only remaining reason told him...
'Leave, leave this place that doesn't belong to you quickly...'
His pair of gray eyes became darker and darker until they turned dull. Bloodshot eyes instantly filled his entire pupils. Heartbroken tears were about to fill his eyes. Trying to dilute the tears, Yun Aotian clenched his fists.
He said in despair: "I'm sorry to bother you..." The moment he turned his head, the man's tears still flowed down unbearably...
As he left, a lifeless atmosphere filled the bedroom, and the pain he left behind seemed to remain in this bedroom undiminished.
"Yi'er..." At this moment, Lin Yuze's mood was no better than theirs. He had never seen Yun Aotian show such a heart-breaking expression, such a despairing look in his eyes. Coupled with his performance just now,
Lin Yuze could tell that the reason for their breakup was definitely not that simple! "Why...why did you break up?"
She remained silent and shook her head lightly. She didn't want to talk, think, or recall the past. She just hoped that she could stay like this quietly forever until she gradually died...
"Yi'er, you should... still love him very much, right?" This was a question that Lin Yuze didn't want to ask out loud, but in the end he couldn't hold it back and dragged it out.
However, when Han Yi'er, who was deeply buried in his arms, heard this question, she gradually showed a bitter smile: "What's the use of love...?"
Breaking away from Lin Yuze's arms, she looked at him blankly: "Yuze, can you give me my clothes?"
"Well...just wait."
Lin Yuze took the washed clothes from the bathroom and handed them to her before leaving the bedroom.
With this thoughtful expression, he slowly sat in the living room, his mind constantly thinking about the words Han Yi'er said, 'What's the use of love...?' and thinking about her expression just now...
Her pain seemed to be more intense than Yun Aotian's!
Her injuries seemed to be deeper than Yun Aotian's!
If you use despair to describe Yun Aotian's performance just now, then use...
Falling into hell seems to be more appropriate to describe Han Yi'er!
What happened between them?
"Crack"
Suddenly there was a sound of something breaking in the house. Lin Yuze's heart tightened and he rushed into the bedroom quickly: "Yi'er!!!!!!"
"I'm sorry... Yuze... I broke the vase on your table..." Han Yi'er squatted in front of a pile of broken glass, picking up the broken objects on the ground.
Listening to her slow, feeble words and looking at her distraught and body-like expression, this really made Lin Yuze extremely worried: "Yi'er!!"
Inadvertently seeing the blood on her fingers, he walked over quickly and grabbed her hand: "Your finger is broken."
"Haha, it's bleeding..." How great would it be if she could bleed to death like this? Staring at her blood-stained fingers with dull eyes, a strange smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Her expression made Lin Yuze unable to bear it any longer. He frowned together and forcefully pulled her to the living room: "Yi'er, please stop being like this, okay? Just think of me as begging you!!
!”
"If you want to be with Yun Aotian, just tell him that you still love him."
"If this relationship makes you feel tired and painful, please stop continuing, okay?!"
"The way you are acting now is not only hurting you, but also everyone around you!!!!"
His voice of denunciation reached Han Yi'er's ears over and over again. She wanted to simply let go. She also wanted to live happily, but...
Who can help her resolve her unwillingness and intolerance??
"I have given up!!! I have broken up with him!!! What else do you want to do to me? What else can I do? What do I owe this world? God always tortures me like this again and again.
I???!!!"
"I met Yun Aotian inexplicably, and made me fall in love with him inexplicably. After going round and round, we went through ups and downs, and we finally got together, but..."
"Woo----------"
After the angry complaint, there was a heart-piercing cry. If her mother didn't still need her care, she really wanted to find a quiet place and choose to die.
It's really too cruel. God is so cruel. He tortured himself again and again. Now the last blow can torture her to death...
"Yi'er, you still don't understand what I mean by giving up..." With a faint smile, Lin Yuze caressed her tearful cheek: "You can cry, or you can still love her, but I'm really good
I'm afraid, I'm so afraid that you will choose a path you shouldn't take, do you understand?"
"Perhaps there is no Yun Aotian in your world, but you still have me, Yaru, and your friends and relatives."
"No matter why you choose to break up with Yun Aotian, but since you can't continue, please learn to forget, learn to be free, and use time to slowly wash away all the memories of your past and him, okay?"
She stopped sobbing and looked at Lin Yuze with confusion: "Use time to...slowly...wash away...the memories of the past?"
"Yes." He nodded affirmatively, put his hands on Han Yi'er's shoulders, and said gently: "I remember when my mother first left me, I was very sad, very sad, but can I really be sad for the rest of my life?
?Will my mother be happy in heaven like this? Will my friends around me also be disappointed by myself? Haha..." With a slight smile, he hugged the injured Han Yi'er tightly into his arms.
Middle: "Slowly break free, Yi'er. For yourself, and for the sake of those who love you and love you..."
Will my sadness involve others?
She might not have known this before, because she had never met a friend who treated her sincerely. Now, Lin Yuze's worried and helpless look just now filled her eyes deeply, and she seemed to understand...
It seems that being sad yourself will really bring misfortune to those around you.
Although I still can't completely free myself from this love I shouldn't have, but even if I try to force it, I can't worry the people around me who love and care about me.
After forcing a smile, Han Yi'er's dim eyes finally regained some of their spirituality: "Well..."
"Huh." Lin Yuze breathed a sigh of relief. It could be felt that she forced a smile for her own sake, but this could be regarded as the first step towards forgetting the memories: "Yi'er, let me end the painful memories here.
Please ask me to walk with you, okay?"
Although she gave a positive answer to this question last night, Lin Yuze still hoped that she would tell him that she was willing at this time while she was awake!
Loosening his arms around Han Yi'er, he looked at her expectantly...
Han Yi'er knew what this sentence meant, but if she chose to be with Lin Yuze blindly at this time, she would be completely deceiving his feelings and hurt him even more! Because...
She clearly knows that she still deeply loves Yun Aotian!: "Yu..."
"Shh..." Lin Yuze quickly raised his hand and pressed his finger on her lips: "I know what you want to say, but right now, it seems that I am the only one who can make Yun Aotian give up on you completely, right? And,
I promise you, if you still can't fall in love with me within a year, we will break up, okay?"
ok...
is this okay……
"kindness!"
After hesitation, Han Yi'er nodded and agreed to his request.
Suddenly, Lin Yuze showed a special expression of excitement and excitement. He opened his arms and happily picked her up and spun her around in the living room: "Thank you, Yi'er, thank you!"
I don’t know if what I am doing is right or wrong...
I wonder if this would be too selfish of me.
However, looking at Lin Yuze's sincere eyes, thinking about his future...
It's impossible...
There is no hope anymore...
Perhaps, he needs Lin Yuze's support to completely free himself from the pain: "Yuze... Before we officially start dating, I want to ask you something."
"What's the matter?" After asking in confusion, he slowly put her down.
"That's it..." She stood there, clenching her fists tightly, her pale face filled with an indescribable embarrassment: "Did we... yesterday?"
"Huh?" Lin Yuze had a mischievous smile at the corner of his mouth, turned his eyes slightly, and asked curiously: "We are already in a relationship anyway, is it normal to have sex?"
"No, I am..." She frowned deeply. She really wanted to find out if they had sex last night. But then she thought about it... Lin Yuze was right. She and he were already together.
Well, why bother caring about whether we have had a relationship? Anyway, it is impossible for me to be with... "Forget it..."
"Okay, I'll tell you!"
Although she was reassured that she would no longer pursue what happened last night, Han Yi'er still showed an extremely expectant expression when she heard Lin Yuze relaxed.
"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
He started teasing himself again! Han Yi'er shook her head helplessly, stretched out her hand and hit him gently: "Yuze!"
"Okay, let me tell you..." Lin Yuze's expression gradually became serious, and with a slight smile, he said thoughtfully: "We..."