Lu Yurong answered impatiently: "How about remembering? How about not being able to remember? Well, even if I was crazy about her, now at this time, I can't remember. Besides, what's the use? To be honest.
, Now, if you make me believe that I love her, it is almost impossible. How can I be fascinated and like such a shallow woman? "
Sang Xinrou looked at Lu Yurong in astonishment, and sighed: "It would be terrible if a man became ruthless. When he loves, she is like an angel. When he doesn't love, she becomes a devil. If Lu Yurong,
One day, you suddenly think of old things. I don’t know whether you want to cry or laugh?! Forget it, I have no choice. However, Lu Yurong, I have something to tell you. You no longer like Xiao
Sister Hui, I can’t fall in love with you now. Only God knows what will happen in the future. Anyway, I know that I like Chi Xiaomin and not you. Don’t force me or embarrass yourself. We can only be friends.
Now you can go home and recuperate, and my care ends here, okay?"
Lu Yurong smiled confidently and said, "Xinrou, we are destined to be a couple. No matter what you think, you belong to me."
"That's weird!" Sang Xinrou curled her lips and said disdainfully, "Do you really think you are a prince riding a white horse? I just don't like men like you. It's too simple and boring. Besides, you
The story is playing out in front of me like a movie, how can I have another story with you? Let’s go, I guess the formalities have been completed, so let’s go home and have a good rest.”
The phone rang. Sang Xinrou looked down, smiled and said, "It's Xiaowan. I haven't heard from her for a long time. It's rare that she would take the initiative to ask me out. I thought she was only staying with Sima. Okay, no.
After chatting with you, I’m going to date a good friend. I’ll contact you when I have time.”
Under the sun, Chi Xiaowan looked a little haggard, slightly sad, and her smile seemed a little forced. We hadn't seen her for just a few days, how could she look like this?!
"Xiao Wan, what's wrong?" Sang Xinrou asked worriedly, "I haven't seen you for a few days, how come you suddenly become so haggard, as if you are recovering from a serious illness? What happened? I haven't seen you at work these days.
You, I heard from Director Gao, you have been taking leave to concentrate on the articles on the old address. You have posted a few articles. I have read them and they are very well written. It is rare that Director Gao will also praise you. Haha, you will not be tired of articles.
Alright?"
"No, I just haven't had enough rest." Chi Xiaowan smiled, her tone didn't sound particularly attentive, as if she had been distracted, "By the way, do you have time? I want to ask you to go shopping together, and I haven't gone shopping together for a long time.
Now, the weather is getting colder and colder. I want to buy some beautiful clothes to wear."
"Okay, it's easy." Sang Xinrou nodded cheerfully, and then thought again, "By the way, aren't you going to marry Sima? Don't you have to take care of the wedding matters? Do you have time to go shopping? Or are you going to buy some beautiful things?
Should I wear the clothes after the wedding?"
Facing Sang Xinrou's question, Chi Xiaowan just said in a calm tone: "The wedding has been cancelled. I suddenly realized that I don't love him, it's just a temporary obsession, and he is just a novelty to me, that's all."
."
Sang Xinrou opened her eyes wide and wanted to say something, but Chi Xiaowan took her arm and walked into a store together, walking around in front of various products.
Xiaoyi watched Chi Xiaowan and Sang Xinrou walk into a coffee shop after shopping all day, and sat down by the window. She asked Gan Nan with some confusion: "What happened to her? Why did she suddenly refuse to marry the owner?"
?”
Gan Nan shook his head, "I don't know. She didn't say anything. She just gave the owner a call and said she wanted to cancel the wedding. The owner said that this was the third time she mentioned it. She had said it twice before. The owner only thought she was
It was due to a momentary emotion and she didn't care. However, after this phone call, the owner said that it was really necessary to cancel. The owner said that it was okay, so as not to delay her life's happiness. In fact, the owner did not love her.
Just a mercy."
Xiaoyi let out a sigh of relief and said regretfully: "I thought that Chi Xiaowan could make the master's heart flutter once, even if it was fake and superficial, she could get a little warmth, but the result was like this, which is really sad.
However, it doesn’t matter if you don’t get married. The master only has the empress in his heart and cannot tolerate others. Even if Chi Xiaowan does get married, it will only be a sad moment. In fact, if it were me, I would be sad too. Look at the new house the master has chosen.
It's basically a place far away from Yunxiang Restaurant. Even if you get married, I guess the owner won't live in the new house. Chi Xiaowan will just stay in the empty room alone. Forget it, let's worry about it. It's true that the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuch is. "
Gan Nan didn't speak. It was strange. Chi Xiaowan gave him an inexplicable feeling of familiarity from the beginning. He couldn't explain it. Maybe it was his appearance or his temperament. There was always something similar to Cong Yi'er. Xiaoyi
He only met Cong Yi'er once, at the wedding, and he had been involved in the story between his master and Cong Yi'er from the beginning, and he remembered some vague scenes.
It is a pity that the drugs used back then caused them all to lose their clear memories, including the master. The drugs used by Princess Rui and the Supreme Emperor were so poisonous that even though Princess Calyx tried her best, she could not completely eliminate the effects of the drugs.
The master can't clearly recall the woman he loved. How sad is it in these long years?!
They tried everything they could to make the master forget, but in the end, the master used all his strength to remember it again. If the master could forget, he might be happier. Gan Nan thought sadly.
As the sun disappeared, the air became colder and colder. Walking on the street, Chi Xiaowan couldn't help tightening her shoulders. The wind blew her hair. She turned up the collar of her clothes, tied up her scarf, and hid herself in the
In the man-made package, she hoped for a trace of warmth. The road she took led to the old site. She knew that Ouyang Qing was on duty today. If he was the only one there, she could try to get close to the soul in the old site.
She broke up with Sang Xinrou and stayed alone in a bar for an hour. After drinking some wine, she was slightly drunk. She was not sure and didn't know how to get close to the soul. She just knew that only she could get close to the soul hidden in the old site.
She hopes that she can persuade Cong Yi'er to exchange with her for Cong Yi'er's soul, so that she can stay at the old location and Cong Yi'er can return to the sunshine.
Someone was swaying across from him, and he could see drunkenness and faint singing from a distance. The voice was so familiar that Chi Xiaowan stopped in his tracks.
It was not surprising to see Chi Xiaohui at this time and place. She only stayed in the hospital for two days before she refused to stay. She returned home and resumed her chaotic life. She made up her mind to let the baby in her belly
The little life disappears on its own. She cannot abort it on her own. She just hopes that this little life will disappear on its own. This little life is simply a mistake!
Seeing the woman standing opposite him, she looked familiar. She tilted her head and stared. Under the street lamp, the light was blurry and she couldn't see clearly. She had a vaguely delicate face, slightly messy hair, and a few strands of hair hanging down.
In front of the forehead, let the eyes become unreal behind the hair.
"W-who are you?! You look familiar, you look familiar!"
The smile froze on Chi Xiaohui's face. It was a bit cartoony and not very real. Her eyes were helpless and sad, but the smile on her face was charming. She was a beautiful woman, exquisitely beautiful, but without edges and corners.
Feel.
Chi Xiaowan felt that she had no need to persuade others. Her own choice itself was sad. How could she persuade others to be happy? She just stood quietly and looked at her sister, so charming and moving.
Smiling, tilting his head silly like that, staring at himself seriously.
"You, you are, Xiao Wan?!" Chi Xiaohui finally recognized that the girl in front of her was her sister. She grinned, smiled, and waved her hand. On such a cold day, she was only wearing a close-fitting shirt.
The sweater and short skirt, the black socks clinging tightly to the legs, and the high boots with shiny decorative buckles, have a vague, mocking sheen under the street lights.
Chi Xiaowan nodded but still didn't speak.
"I drank too much, didn't I?!" Chi Xiaohui reached out and grabbed Chi Xiaowan's hand. Her hand was as cold as ice. The ring on her finger pressed against Chi Xiaowan's palm, and there was a faint pain.
Meaning. "I look like a fool, don't I? Haha, I am a fool, the number one fool in the world, a man who is not worth it for himself, a man who has never liked me shed tears, that Lu Yurong, that big fool,
That idiot, what's so good about that?! Make me, Chi Xiaohui, sad for him?! - He doesn't know, he forgot, he doesn't remember me at all, does he? He doesn't even know that I am
Who, right? Haha, I don’t know you, you don’t even know me. The guy who has been following me since I was a child and always shines brightly when given some sunshine. He doesn’t even remember me. It was just a car accident. That kid doesn’t even remember me.
Me!"
Chi Xiaowan lowered her head. Her sister had not forgotten the man she never cared about, Lu Yurong, but she had completely forgotten who Chi Xiaohui was!
"Why don't you speak?!" Chi Xiaohui yelled angrily, "You don't want to speak?!"
"What did you say?" Chi Xiaowan asked slowly, with endless sadness in her tone, "Sister, I can't express sympathy or happiness, so I won't speak, just listen."
"You have Sima. Haven't you always loved that man the most? How could you not be happy? You should have a lot of sympathy for me!" Chi Xiaohui looked at Chi Xiaowan with squinting eyes, a look of drunkenness on her face.
, looks a bit funny, and the sapphire eye shadow is a bit scary under the cold light of the street lamp, "I hate women like you who pretend to be happy and pretend to be pitiful. If you are happy, you are happy. If you are not happy, you are not happy. No matter how you pretend, you are as hypocritical as the elder sister.
, for a hypocritical married man to die or live, don't think that I don't know about that stupid woman's suicide. We are in a hospital, and this matter cannot be hidden from me. I just don't tell it for the sake of my mother's fragile soul, otherwise
, she will be annoyed to death by the three of us sisters!”
Chi Xiaowan could only sigh in her heart. People always think rationally about other people's affairs. If it were him, everything would be a mess!
"Speak?!——" Chi Xiaohui yelled domineeringly.
"We have no future." Chi Xiaowan said calmly, "We just met by chance, passed each other, and went our separate ways. He has the person he loves, and I have my life, but that's it."
Chi Xiaohui stared at Chi Xiaowan for a long time, then suddenly laughed so hard that she shed tears. Chi Xiaowan ignored her craziness and reached out to stop a taxi and pulled her into the car. She had already
His whole body was cold and he was shivering. He told the driver in front of him the address and let Chi Xiaohui twist around in the small space of the back seat to show resistance.
When I got home, I paid the car payment and then brought Chi Xiaohui, who was getting more and more drunk, into the house. The lights were on in the living room, the light was dim, and her parents were sitting on the sofa, watching the TV silently, the sound of the TV
It was the only sound in the living room, monotonous and boring. The sound of Chi Xiaowan opening the door turned out to be lively and gentle at this time.
Sighing, she lost an opportunity tonight. Faced with such a deserted and lonely atmosphere at home, she couldn't help herself. What would happen to her parents if they abandoned them at this time?
Chi Xiaoman has also returned home from the hospital. The door is not closed tightly. Only a small lamp on the bedside table is turned on. Her vague face can be seen hiding under the dark flower quilt. There are faint traces of tears in her eyes.
His arms were wearing long-sleeved clothes to cover the injuries on his wrists. Hearing the sound outside, he sat up and put on a coat and came out.
Chi Xiaohui suddenly sang loudly. She was not completely drunk. She was still sober. When she saw her parents, the dim light in the living room, the loneliness and helplessness in the room, she was suddenly so scared that she wanted to
Crying, only singing, only drunkenness can cover up everything.
Chi Xiaowan was silent and helped Chi Xiaohui sit down on the sofa. He understood everything in his heart, but was speechless and did not even dare to shed tears.
Chi family, what happened? Why did it suddenly become like this?