"Enough madness?" Chi Sen's voice sounded very tired. Looking at the drunken Chi Xiaohui, he stood up, poured a cup of tea, and handed it to his daughter. Seeing the forced smile on his daughter's face, his heart hurt so much. This
The daughter, whether she is strong or fragile, failed for the first time in her life because of the relationship that she thought she would never fail. "Have a cup of tea, at this time, at home, whether you sing or not, it doesn't mean anything.
no need."
Chi Xiaohui stared at her father and burst into tears. She cried so sadly that Chi Xiaowan and Chi Xiaoman stood aside. They didn't know what to do and had to stand blankly. Chi Xiaowan didn't like it at all.
At this time, the dim light in the living room seemed to have done something bad, and she did not dare to take a breath, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
"I went to see Lu Yurong." Chi Sen's calm voice sounded smooth, "He was very kind and polite to me. He was a strange man, completely different from before the car accident."
Chi Xiaowan finally couldn't stand the dim yellow light in the living room. She walked to the switch and turned on the chandeliers in the middle of the living room, turning them on to the brightest. Immediately, the entire living room became much brighter, and the deepest corners seemed to be filled with light.
, all the haze suddenly disappeared, and everyone's mood immediately brightened.
Chi Sen raised his head and glanced at his little daughter. He was a little surprised that the light could be so warm. Why had he never thought that he kept burying himself in the dim light and his mood was very depressed? It turns out that a small detail can change his mood.
"Very good, I feel much better when I turn on the light like this." Chi Sen smiled, and his tone sounded warmer, "Thank you."
Chi Xiaowan said nothing and sat down on the sofa, hugging an orange pillow and sitting cross-legged. She was a little tired.
Chi Sen didn't say much, and turned his gaze back to Chi Xiaohui, who had been crying. He hesitated and said, "He really doesn't remember you. In other words, Lu Yurong, who used to like you, actually disappeared in that car accident.
This Lu Yurong is a completely different person. No matter how hard you try, it won't help. Do you understand what dad means? Whether you like it or not, he and you already belong to two different worlds."
Chi Xiaohui just cried and didn't speak.
"Tell me, how are you three sisters going to survive?" Yu Xueqin suddenly said, her voice full of sadness, "You all have world-weary expressions, are you all planning to die to prove your loyalty to your relationship?
!”
Chi Xiaowan looked at her parents and lowered her head. They were her parents and gave her life. Sometimes, she couldn't hide her feelings from anyone, not even her parents.
"Is it the men who appear in these lives that are more important? Or is your own life and your parents more important?" Yu Xueqin's face has become much older and she has lost her former composure. In just a few days, there have been so many changes in her family. She
He couldn't calm down anymore, "He's just an unsympathetic man, he's just a man who has forgotten the past, he's just a man who has his own heart. Is it worth it for you? How old are you? You will meet many outstanding men in the future.
But for these unworthy men, I have to live and die, cry and make trouble, is it worth it?"
Chi Xiaohui's crying didn't stop, and she choked and said: "Mom, I know, I know Lu Yurong is not good, and I also know that I am very hopeless like this, but I just can't help not to be sad or angry, I can't help
I am very happy to see him being nice to other women! I just can’t help it. At this time, I am unfilial and worthless, but I just can’t help it, I can’t help it!”
Chi Xiaoman and Chi Xiaowan both lowered their heads. Chi Xiaohui was right. She knew it was wrong and knew it was not good, but she just couldn't help but forget it!
Yu Xueqin choked, wanted to say something, swallowed it back, closed her eyes in the bright light, and slowly calmed down her emotions. The children made her feel very distressed at this time.
"Mom feels very sad." Yu Xueqin murmured, "Seeing you like this, unable to help at all, makes me feel really sad. I want to cry but I can't. You are still young. I believe you will do better in the future.
There are better choices, they don't deserve this. A man who doesn't have you in his heart and is unwilling to spend time cultivating him really doesn't deserve this."
"Mom, we know, give us some time, maybe it will get better gradually." Chi Xiaoman said softly, the injury on his wrist ached faintly. It was strange. When he was in the hospital, he didn't feel any pain, but now it hurts faintly.
Get up, as if to remind her of her past behavior.
Chi Xiaowan wanted to cry but couldn't. Is she really ready to give up her life to fulfill Sima's happiness? Can she be worthy of her parents? She didn't know, she only knew that she was reluctant to make Sima sad and wanted Cong Yi'er to come back, and she believed that,
She is the only woman who can fulfill Sima's wish.
The wind in the early morning was very cold. The air was so cold and cold that it was unbearable. It was rare that the cold wave came so suddenly at this time. There was no snow, no rain, or even a strong wind. The sun was also very good, but
It's cold, so cold that the whole body is cold from the bones to the flesh.
There were very few people waiting at the stop sign. Chi Xiaowan stood with her head slightly lowered. Her expression could not be seen clearly, but she just felt very lonely.
"Miss Chi." A voice sounded.
Chi Xiaowan raised her head and saw Gan Nan sticking his head out of the car and saying hello with a warm smile on his face.
"Morning." Chi Xiaowan responded softly, a cold breath hitting his lips, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.
Gan Nan looked at Chi Xiaowan and had a strange feeling. He suddenly hoped that the girl in front of him would be Cong Yier in the next life. They were so similar, with a slight indifference and the loneliness in his eyes and brows.
There are many similarities between her and the remaining imprints in his memory.
"It's very cold today, do you want to go to work?" Gan Nan said gently, opened the car door, smiled and said, "Come, I'll see you off."
Chi Xiaowan hesitated and wanted to refuse, but saw the envious eyes of the people around her. At this time, it was really a blessing to not have to wait for the bus in the cold wind but to sit in a private car with the heating on.
After a pause, she sat in the car and was immediately enveloped by the warm breath.
"Have you had breakfast?" A gentle and calm voice sounded behind Chi Xiaowan, startling Chi Xiaowan.
Looking back, she saw Sima sitting in the back seat, looking at her quietly with a smile and calm eyes. The kindness made her want to cry. Does this man really value family ties? For
Is it worth it for him, a man who doesn't have her in his heart, to give up his life to fulfill his happiness with another woman?
"I ate at home." Chi Xiaowan said softly in a low voice.
Sima always had a gentle smile on his face, and his tone was always light and caring, "You don't look good, did you have a bad rest last night? Chi Xiaoman's injury should be fine, don't worry.
As for Chi Xiaohui, I can think of another way to deal with her and Lu Yurong, maybe through hypnosis to help him recall the past as much as possible."
Chi Xiaowan was stunned and looked at Sima in surprise. Didn't he refuse to agree?
Sima smiled softly, "It's rare that we meet by fate. There are some things that you don't have to be stubborn about. If Yi'er can convey some messages to me through you, I should be able to do something for you. However, artificial concessions
Lu Yurong thought of old things, but he didn't know if he could let him feel the way he felt at that time again. With his current mood, I'm afraid he won't fall in love with your second sister again. As for Chi Xiaoman, the matter between her and Du Hui is more complicated.
Easier."
Chi Xiaowan nodded lightly, "Thank you. There are some things that they have to face and solve on their own, so they can't help. I also know that at this time, even if Lu Yurong is reminded of old things, I'm afraid it will only make him sad.
He felt disgusted, and he no longer had any love or nostalgia for his second sister. At this time, as my mother said, he was just a stranger who could not be loved or not loved. However, my sister found out that she loved him at this time, so she could only
It’s said that fate has been missed, and there is no one to blame.”
When we arrived in front of the unit where Chi Xiaowan worked, the car stopped. Chi Xiaowan got out of the car, thanked her quietly, gathered her clothes, and entered the unit.
Watching Chi Xiaowan leave, Gan Nan sighed softly, "Miss Chi is a good girl, simple and kind. It's a pity that you have a queen in your heart, otherwise, it would be a good match."
Sima didn't say anything and looked out the car window. After a while, he slowly said: "She and Yi'er do have many similarities, but even if I really deceive myself and believe that she is Yi'er's
In the next life, she will always be someone else, not Yi'er. It would be great if she really is Yi'er. Unfortunately, she is not. Therefore, I can't accept it with my whole heart. Even if I like the slightest bit, I will feel distressed when I think of Yi'er.
"She makes me feel a little warm in my heart, but her love is my whole life."
Gan Nan didn't say anything. He understood his master's suffering.
No matter how good Chi Xiaowan is, it’s just Chi Xiaowan, not Yi’er who is the most beloved in his master’s heart. If you can accept it, he had already embraced Yi’er long before he appeared, when he was Prince Xuan of the Daxing Dynasty.
Yes! Before Yi'er appeared, he was lonely. After Yi'er disappeared, he was lonely. His happiest time was Yi'er's time, which was so profoundly left in his life that it could not be erased.
"Master, if love is a painful thing, don't force it. Let's treat Miss Chi well. She is a good girl and has no fate of love. Considering the connection between her and the empress, we should also treat her well.
She, she is still young, and she still has a lot of time to fall in love with someone else." Gan Nan said softly, "If you decide to leave, let's leave. Your presence is a great thing for Miss Chi.
It’s such a painful thing.”
Sima looked out the car window and could no longer see Chi Xiaowan. Thinking of leaving, he felt a vague pain in his heart. He couldn't explain why. However, if he left, Chi Xiaowan might be able to live a happier life. If not
With his appearance, she and Ouyang Qing may have had a happy marriage at this time, instead of the entanglement they have now, which makes all three of them miserable.
All three people are in pain? Is he in pain too? Sima asked himself somewhat unexpectedly, is it not just a contradiction?
Seeing Chi Xiaowan come in, Gao Yuan paused, thought about it, and said stiffly: "Chi Xiaowan, come to my office."
Just as Chi Xiaowan was about to sit down, she was startled by Gao Yuan's words. She was in a daze. She glanced at Sang Xinrou, who looked worried, and silently followed Gao Yuan into Gao Yuan's office.
"Sit down." Gao Yuan said in a stiff tone, "I have something to tell you."
Chi Xiaowan sat down and turned on the heater in Gao Yuan's office. It was very warm. Her hands began to feel warm. When she got off Sima's car, she was freezing just walking to the office. At this time, she walked into the warm room again.
The warmth slowly returned to the room.
"I heard that your second sister is hospitalized." Gao Yuan said simply.
Chi Xiaowan didn't look up, just nodded, and said in a gentle tone: "I have been discharged from the hospital."
Gao Yuan didn't speak for a while. Just when Chi Xiaowan thought she wouldn't speak, she suddenly said: "I heard from Jiang Ping that she is pregnant. Is it Jialin's child?"
Chi Xiaowan still lowered her head slightly. This Jiang Ping was very well-informed. How did she know about it? Has she been 'caring' about the Chi family? "Yes."
"What is she going to do?!" Gao Yuan's tone began to fluctuate.
Chi Xiaowan simply shook her head, "I don't know."
"Is she going to give birth to a child and then blackmail Jialin into marrying her?!" Gao Yuan shouted angrily, "She can't even imagine that Jialin is a good boy, how could he marry a bad woman like her!"
Chi Xiaowan raised her head, stared at Gao Yuan, and said word by word: "She is not as despicable as you, and you can't bear the child's status when talking about a child!"
"What do you mean?!" Gao Yuan stared at Chi Xiaowan angrily, but under Chi Xiaowan's seemingly calm but sharp gaze, she couldn't help but become worried. This girl looked so gentle and thin, but...
It has a power that makes her uneasy.
"Mou Jialin is the treasure in your eyes, and the second sister is also the only one in our Chi family." Chi Xiaowan suppressed her anger, "Tell Jiang Ping to stay out of our Chi family's affairs, so that everyone will not be in trouble. Just Chi Xiaohui,
It's enough for her to cope with, and you can live in peace. Now, we are just strangers, and you have no right to make irresponsible remarks. It's not your turn to do anything about the child!"