"What's the story?" Ouyang Qing looked at Chi Xiaowan and asked softly.
Chi Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, and sat down on a protruding stone. It was here, as if the red candle no longer existed, as if it was here, she and Cong Yi'er became one person, talking and doing what Cong Yi'er did.
I only have some vague impressions of what I know how to do, as if I was sleepwalking. I no longer remember what I did or said.
Is Cong Yier a human? It seems not, it’s just a memory!
Sang Yue once said that the soul has no body, so will the soul be placed on her this time? Why is there no feeling of rebirth? She is still her, just a vague memory, no new understanding of life?
"There once was a man and woman who were deeply in love here. One was Prince Xuan of the current dynasty and later the emperor, and the other was the daughter of the prince. Just like what we see in the story, they met and fell in love, and then went through a lot of hardships.
Finally we got together." Chi Xiaowan said slowly, this was telling a story, she said to herself, she was telling the story that Sima told her, it had nothing to do with her, she was telling the story of Cong Yi'er and Sima Yixuan
The story has nothing to do with her, Chi Xiaowan.
"What happened next?" Ouyang Qing waited for a long time, but did not see Chi Xiaowan continue talking. She seemed to be in a trance, so she asked. In fact, he was not interested in the story, but the story was told by Chi Xiaowan.
He is willing to listen.
"Later?" Chi Xiaowan hesitated and thought for a moment, "Later, they broke up. Because of life and death, the woman died." She felt that what she said was very boring and seemed to have no interest at all, but Cong
The story of Yi'er and Sima Yixuan is very touching, but why is it so boring to tell it by myself? I don't understand!
"Is it right here?" Ouyang Qing also felt that the story was a bit pale. This didn't seem to be Chi Xiaowan's style. She seemed reluctant to tell it, as if it was her own private matter that she didn't want to share with others. "Here are they.
A separate place? At a wedding? Father said this should be a wedding venue."
Chi Xiaowan nodded, thought for a while and said: "Yes, I just said that this is the wedding venue of Cong Yi'er and Sima Yixuan, right here, they are reunited and they are separated. It's strange, I should have
I want to tell you a very romantic and beautiful love story, but why is it so pale when I tell it?"
Ouyang Qing shook his head, "I don't know, but it does sound a bit tasteless."
Chi Xiaowan nodded and sighed, what's going on?
"Okay, let's talk about Cong Yi'er first. Is she the woman in the painting? She looks somewhat similar to you. To be precise, I think the woman you painted is almost a replica of yourself.
It's just that the clothes are from ancient times." Ouyang Qing said with a smile, "I'm a little curious whether you are another descendant of this dynasty. Just like Sima is a descendant of this dynasty, are you also a descendant of this dynasty?
, is this possible? Impossible, but you can communicate with the things in the old site, and you have a similar appearance to the woman in the painting."
"You have to ask my grandma about this. I don't know. It's probably unlikely." Chi Xiaowan said jokingly, "Cong Yi'er is an outstanding woman. I'm just an ordinary woman. How can I be compared with her? However, I don't understand this.
Women are really curious and tight.”
"Maybe she is your ancestor." Ouyang Qing also joked, and their chat and laughter gave the old site a warm flavor, "So, she will find you, just like if Sima came here, Sima Yixuan
It’s like you’re going to come to him, right?”
"Maybe." Chi Xiaowan hesitated and looked around, "I just don't know where the red candle is now. Do you believe it has burned out? Probably not."
Ouyang Qing was a little hesitant and said slowly: "I have seen the burned out red candle. It should not be a real red candle. Something must have happened that day. The red candle must have been lost. What I am worried about is who took it.
I took away the red candles and tested them with Xiao Min. The pair of red candles did contain substances that caused confusion. It is estimated that my father's abnormality some time ago was caused by the substances emitted by the pair of red candles. Fortunately, it was lost.
Otherwise, my father doesn’t know what will happen.”
"Do you really want to remember it?" A voice suddenly sounded in Chi Xiaowan's ear, "It took a lot of effort to forget, and it finally stopped being sad. Do you have to fall into it again?"
Chi Xiaowan was stunned and looked around, but there was no one there. He stared at Ouyang Qing, hesitated for a long time and then said slowly: "Did you hear anyone talking just now?"
Ouyang Qing shook his head, "No, are you hallucinating again?"
"I don't know, it feels more like talking to myself." Chi Xiaowan felt that she was trapped in a rather strange feeling. She was trying to feel Cong Yi'er's existence, but why did she feel more and more like
Are you suffering from delusion?
Ouyang Qing smiled and said, "It's okay as long as I'm here. In fact, it's been a lot quieter here since the red candle was gone. As my father said, it seems that there is no spirituality. It seems that the red candle is the key to all the past. It
Without it, nothing can be opened."
Chi Xiaowan hesitated for a moment and looked around. There was an inexplicable sense of intimacy here. Although the red candle was gone and it was much colder, it still made her feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy. "It's okay, let's continue."
Take a look around here, have you found anything interesting these days?"
"No." Ouyang Qing shook his head and continued to move forward with Chi Xiaowan. "By the way, have you finished telling your story?"
Chi Xiaowan was stunned and looked at Ouyang Qing, "It should be the end of the story. They are no longer together. Then they expected to meet again, but they lost news of each other and can never find each other again."
Ouyang Qing sighed, "Just like the love stories we watch, sad ones are always unforgettable. When you walk to the Naihe Bridge and want to be reborn, you always have to lose something, such as memories. Maybe they are gone in this life.
Regarding each other’s memories, didn’t you say that they didn’t want to think about each other anymore because they loved each other too deeply and were hurt too much?”
"Did I say that?" Chi Xiaowan asked in surprise.
Ouyang Qing hesitated and said, "That seems to be the meaning."
Chi Xiaowan felt a pain in her chest. It was not pain, but sadness. It was unspeakable sadness. I felt sorry for Sima. He was looking for it, but Cong Yier refused to remember it again. She would rather disappear than remember it again. Could it be that
After being hurt once, do you really refuse to love again?
The phone suddenly rang with an unfamiliar number and a short message, "Learn to forget and never meet again." There was no signature, but Chi Xiaowan knew that this was a text message from Sima. He wanted her to forget him. He
If they never meet again, he is unwilling to hurt her or forget Cong Yi'er. This is the only way to leave without giving his vague affection a chance to survive. For Cong Yi'er, he would rather live like a walking zombie, even if there are people in front of him.
Duan might have a chance to warm up, but he didn't even give himself a chance.
However, he still left a text message, using his own mobile phone instead of the mobile phone number borrowed from Xiaoyi. He still showed concern at the end. He hoped that she could be happy. He believed that as long as she forgets him,
She can be happy.
Does Cong Yier think so too? Her life has disappeared. She wants him to forget her. She knows that only if he forgets her can he have the possibility of happiness, and he chooses not to forget!
She had no time, she had to find Cong Yi'er as soon as possible, otherwise, she believed that if Sima disappeared in front of her eyes, she would not see him again.
It was just her extravagant hope that she could take a look at him before he left, even if it was just a quiet look. She couldn't bear to forget him before she could forget him.
"I have to leave for a while and will be back soon." Chi Xiaowan said softly, the expression on her face was full of reluctance, and she felt very aggrieved. However, she couldn't blame Sima for this. His love was given to Cong Yi'er and he would never return.
Give it to anyone, and she is a latecomer and an outsider. She doesn't want to give it up, but she doesn't want to give it up. Moreover, her love has always been gentle. In his life, it does not exist forcefully. She does not ask for anything extravagantly.
What and how to make him remember.
Ouyang Qing nodded and did not ask about the content of the text message. He just said gently: "Don't worry, you can go and do your work. I'll always be here."
Chi Xiaowan lowered her head, apologizing in her heart. Sorry, at this time, maybe for a long time, she will not be able to accept others. She has Sima in her heart and cannot tolerate anyone. She just failed the innocent Ouyang Qing. If he could
Just learn to forget.
I hurried to the Yinxiang Restaurant. It had been almost demolished and seemed a lot deserted. I saw Gannan's car parked at the door from a distance. I walked over and saw no one in the car. When I walked into the Yinxiang Restaurant, there were no guests inside.
Two or three waiters were busy packing some items. After hesitating, Chi Xiaowan walked directly into the elevator that led directly to the top of the building, but her heart started to beat wildly for no reason.
As if he knew she would come, Sima was very calm about her appearance. Hearing Chi Xiaowan's footsteps coming behind him, he slowly said: "Here he comes."
Chi Xiaowan immediately burst into tears, feeling very aggrieved, and her voice was a little unnatural, "Why do you have to leave? I can not disturb you, and I don't need to exist around you, so why do I have to leave? Do I really have to leave?"
Sima paused for a moment, turned around, with a shallow, gentle smile on his face, and said softly: "If you stay in one place for a long time, you have to change places. I still prefer to stay alone. There are too many people here.
, too messy and not suitable for me.”
Chi Xiaowan really shed tears. Her heart was confused and anxious. She didn't know what to say. She could only murmur: "Why don't you leave? I promise not to disturb you."
Sima came over, gently took Chi Xiaowan into his arms, like an elder brother, and said gently: "I'm sorry, I have to leave, Xiaowan, it would be unfair to you if I stay any longer. There is something wrong with you."
Things have begun to attract my attention. They are too similar to Yi'er's feelings. If I stay here any longer, I will hope that you will become Yi'er's substitute because of these things. This will be unfair to Yi'er and you, and I
It just satisfies my selfish thoughts, which is not good."
Chi Xiaowan shouted in her heart a million times: "I don't care, I don't care!" However, she couldn't explain it, she didn't care, Sima did care, even if Yi'er wasn't there, he still seriously cared about Yi'er's feelings, so what?
How can a woman afford such deep affection?!
Chi Xiaowan could only cry, hiding in Sima's arms, crying silently.
Sima didn't say anything or do anything. He just let Chi Xiaowan shed tears silently for a while, and then said softly and gently: "Don't try to find Yi'er anymore. If she is willing to come back, she will come back naturally. I have enough."
Time is waiting for her to come back. If she doesn't want to come back, please don't force her. She is her freedom. If she doesn't want to come back, I can only say that my love is not deep enough to let her return to this entanglement.
As long as she feels happy, that's the best."
"How could she forget you?!" Chi Xiaowan said sadly, "She has no right to forget you. The situation at that time was not your responsibility. If you were not poisoned, you would not have accidentally hurt her. Her departure was not because of
You, but the Daxing Dynasty cannot tolerate her."
"If I could have given her more protection, if I could have given up the power of the Daxing Dynasty and taken Yi'er into seclusion in a deserted place, just like Sima Rui and Murong Feng did at that time, maybe Yi'er wouldn't have
Something happened. At that time, I was lucky enough to harm her. The Daxing Dynasty did not tolerate her not because of who she was, but because the Daxing Dynasty put all its hopes on me, so that I could not be myself. I could only be Daxing.
The emperor of the dynasty lives for the Daxing dynasty." Sima said calmly, "Yi'er was not wrong. Her fault was that I didn't know how much I cared about her at the time. I cared enough to live in hope of her return, just like
She thought I was dead back then, but she was willing to live. It’s the same, it’s worth it.”
Chi Xiaowan stood helplessly, looking at Sima and the lonely swords hanging on the wall. They were joined together quietly, without the protection of the scabbard, but without any sharp light. The Qingfeng Sword and the Liuyun Sword,
They were together because they hurt each other. Qingfengjian would rather spend his whole life's loneliness to protect Liuyunjian's silence, just like Sima at this time would rather live hopelessly to protect Yi'er's disappeared memory.