"I know you have gone to see Sang Yue." Sima said gently, "This is also the reason why I decided to leave immediately. Don't you think it's strange, how can I know your whereabouts and plans? I also feel very strange, yes At that time, I can completely know all the thoughts in your heart. I know that you plan to use your own life to exchange for Yi'er's life. However, even if Yi'er can attach his soul to you, you are still Xiaowan, not Yi'er. , it is impossible for me to fall in love with two women at the same time, it is impossible to love Yi'er while facing Xiaowan's face, even if Yi'er's soul is in your body, you are still not Yi'er. Don't try, Xiaowan, I I don’t want to hurt you because of Yi’er, and I don’t want to blaspheme my feelings for Yi’er because of you. I can’t face you both as one at the same time.”
Chi Xiaowan did not speak, but quietly looked at the lusterless Qingfeng Sword and Liuyun Sword that were put together. They had dimmed all their brilliance in the lonely years. They had been walking with Sima for so long. Just for a return.
"My leaving can make your memory, or let's say, the part about me disappear in everyone's memory. You will no longer remember me or recognize me. Even if we walk on the street, you and I are strangers. I He may smile at you, but you will ignore him." Sima calmly let go of Chi Xiaowan, walked to the table, picked up a glass of wine on the table, and looked at, "Sometimes, for the magical medicinal materials of Wumeng Country, , I also have a sense of awe in my heart. Many medicines in Wumeng Kingdom are actually due to love and hate. Sima Xichen’s love has created two strange kingdoms, Daxing Dynasty and Wumeng Kingdom. Daxing Dynasty has always tolerated Wumeng Kingdom. The existence of the two is nothing more than unbearable, not for love, but for the tolerance of the love given by the other person at that time. Even if the love is wrong, it cannot be ignored. Life after life, people from these two countries will always have entanglements, and every day The love and hate that the Daxing Dynasty cannot forget all have traces of the Wumeng Kingdom. Sometimes I wonder, is it true that the reincarnation of life after life is actually just the joys and sorrows of a few people? "
Chi Xiaowan stretched out her hand and gently touched the two swords. There were traces of time on them. When her fingers touched them, the swords seemed to tremble slightly, as if they were telling of years of grievances. They should also be alive, in the lonely years. With all the love hidden in them, what kind of story will they have?
"They look very ordinary, don't they?" Sima also walked to the wall where the two swords were hung, and sighed, "They were once the most magical pair of swords in the world. They were just like life, with tacit understanding and concern for each other. Unfortunately, they are also restrained now. The brilliance has been lost. The mistake is that I used the Qingfeng Sword to hurt the owner of the Liuyun Sword. No matter what the reason is, it is unforgivable. Therefore, they are now together. If they are not separated, they will lose all their sharpness. , I’m just waiting for Liuyunjian’s forgiveness, and no one in this world can open it again except Yi’er.”
Chi Xiaowan seemed to be able to feel how stoic the silence of the two swords was. Her fingers kept stroking gently without speaking, as if she had met a friend from long ago.
"Even if the successor of Liuyun Sword appears again now, and someone is lucky enough to pick up the lost Liuyun Sword manual, the glory of Liuyun Sword cannot be restored. Sometimes, I really feel that I am not as sincere as this pair of swords. Sima smiled bitterly and said calmly, shaking the wine in his hand slightly, "Okay, Xiaowan, we are about to separate. Come, let's sit down and have a glass of wine together. There are some things that are better forgotten."
Chi Xiaowan looked back at the wine in Sima's hand and said slowly: "Does drinking this glass of wine make you forget everything, including my love for you?"
Sima nodded lightly and said nothing.
Chi Xiaowan smiled bitterly and took the wine. Without thinking, she raised her head and drank the wine in one gulp. It had a slightly spicy taste. It didn't have the loneliness and lingering feeling of the wine brewed by Yunxiang Restaurant. There was only one way to say no.
Out of strange indifference.
"If there really is wine in the world that can forget true love, why did Yi'er have to live and miss you in the first place? The love that is engraved in my heart cannot be forgotten. If Yi'er can really forget you, why does Yi'er still have vague memories at this time?"
Chi Xiaowan said calmly. After drinking the wine, she still looked at Sima with clear eyes, and there was a faint sadness on her lips hidden in a soft smile.
Sima Wei was a little stunned and looked at Chi Xiaowan, wondering if he had brought the wrong wine.
"If I can forget, if this medicine can make me forget my love for you, why can't you drink it and forget your love for Yi'er?" Chi Xiaowan's tears fell, and the wine fell into her heart, making her heart cold.
Trembling slightly, she felt nothing but sadness, "You are not willing to forget, you are never willing to forget Yi'er, you would rather be awake, and would rather recall the lost memories over and over again.
Find it bit by bit——"
Sima put away his somewhat astonished expression and said nothing, but his heart was full of doubts. He carefully controlled the dosage of this medicine, fearing to harm Chi Xiaowan who was not good at martial arts, but it should be enough to make Chi Xiaowan
Falling asleep late and forgetting everything in her sleep shouldn't happen?! How could she stay awake like this?
"How is Yi'er now?" Chi Xiaowan said sadly, "How is she now? Have you ever thought about it? She must be missing you and wants to come back. If she no longer loves you or misses you, why bother to remind her?
You, you both want to forget each other, why did she tell you before she died that she wanted to forget you, and you wanted to forget her, because she believed that only if you forget her can you live happily, and she will really
Are you willing to forget you? You have been waiting for a thousand years, and she must have been sad for a thousand years. She will definitely try her best to rebirth you!"
Sima wanted to reach out to support Chi Xiaowan, but Chi Xiaowan stepped back, avoided his hand, looked at him, and continued: "There is no one else in your heart except Yi'er, so I admit, I am not you
The only thing is that I am just a passer-by, but I am a passer-by who loves you. What is my happiness? It is that you can be happy, so I want to exchange my love for you. You can be together, and I will be happy because of it.
I feel happy, love is meaningless, do you understand?!"
Chi Xiaowan felt a little dizzy. The wine did not make her forget anything. At least she was still looking at Sima soberly and knew her love for him. However, the alcohol must be high, so she felt a little dizzy.
Dizzy and a little drunk, she looked at Sima and saw the sadness on his brows. She was really sad. Why was he sad? Wasn't it because he always felt guilty? He was always sad about the harm he had done to Yi'er, thinking that he was responsible for it.
Take Yi'er's life?!
She walked closer to the swords hanging on the wall and reached out to take them off. They were a little heavy and made her feel uncomfortable holding them in her hands. She didn't expect real swords to be so heavy! "You have always felt guilty, thinking that you were the one who hurt me.
Yi'er, for letting Yi'er die, do you think Yi'er will blame you? Will she hate you? As long as you are alive, for her, it is the greatest happiness, do you understand?! A sword can save you
Have you been confused for so long? Can they really make you so unhappy? Isn’t it just a sword!——"
Sima immediately said: "Be careful. Although they are integrated into one, they can easily hurt people without the protection of the scabbard, because their sword blades are still very sharp!"
Chi Xiaowan was a little vaguely drunk. In other words, sometimes, sadness can be intoxicating. Wine is not necessarily the only thing that can be intoxicating in the world. Anything that is strong can be intoxicating! Today, Chi Xiaowan has become intoxicated by loneliness.
With her whole body trembling, she tried hard to raise the sword and looked at the heavy sharpness on the end of the sword, "They
It has been a thousand years, can it still be sharp? In fact, there is nothing surprising, right? At that time, the Liuyun Sword was stored in the statue. Isn’t it also that after hundreds of years, the Qingfeng Sword has always been alone?
Are you here? To say that love lasts forever, does it have to be hurt to make it worth it?!"
Sima frowned. Chi Xiaowan was not talking about drunkenness. She was just vaguely drunk. However, how did she know that Liuyun Sword once existed in the statue? Could it be that Yi'er's soul suddenly appeared at this time?
Suddenly, Chi Xiaowan stared at Sima and said seriously: "You said you hurt Yi'er with your sword at that time, did you mean that all of Yi'er's memories and Yi'er's soul are on this sword? What if my life is also ruined here?
On the sword, will you be able to come back?"
"No!" Sima said immediately, wanting to take the sword back from Chi Xiaowan.
There were tears in Chi Xiaowan's eyes. She stepped back and held the sword. "They are so heavy. What do you mean it's not allowed? There are so many things that are not allowed. I don't know why I came to this world? Ever since I had memories of birth, I have
I've been searching, as if I'm always looking for a destination, or looking for myself. I always dream about myself playing a hide-and-seek game with myself. I always lose myself. Maybe I came to this world just to fulfill your dream.
love."
Sima ducked to retrieve the sword from Chi Xiaowan's hand. Almost at the same time, Chi Xiaowan also discovered his intention. The two of them grasped the hilt of the sword at the same time. A shining light appeared instantly, and a wisp of bright red blood streaked across it instantly.
.
The two people were stunned and silent for a moment, and the sword fell to the ground with a clang!
What fell to the ground was the Qingfeng Sword. Blood flowed out from Sima's wrist. The shocking color made Chi Xiaowan freeze in place. She didn't mean to hurt him. She really didn't mean to. Almost at the same time, she suddenly stabbed herself with the sword in her backhand.
, the movement was so fast that even if Sima was standing right in front of him, he didn't have time to react. Blood spurted out from Chi Xiaowan's chest and splashed onto Sima.
"Xiaowan—" Sima was startled and quickly tapped Chi Xiaowan's acupuncture points.
Chi Xiaowan gasped slightly, and after a long time, she slowly said: "It's so damnable, after so long, this sword is still so sharp."
"Gannan!" Sima shouted loudly, "Come to my place with Xiaoyi immediately!"
There should be something similar that can make calls, Chi Xiaowan thought vaguely, otherwise how could he find Gan Nan and Xiao Yi like this, her consciousness was a little dazed, she stared at Sima's face, frowned slightly, and said softly.
: "No matter what, am I the only one I can love?!"
"Xiao Wan, please stay awake and don't fall asleep." Sima said anxiously, "You are in a trance now, so you must not fall asleep!"
Chi Xiaowan stared at Sima, with a relaxed smile on her face, and said softly: "You are really unreasonable. I am so sleepy, how can I not sleep? I am so tired. You should tell me that even if this sword has passed a thousand years,
Still the same.”
Gan Nan and Xiao Yi hurried in. The master's panicked voice startled them. They thought they heard wrongly. They had never heard the master be so panicked. In the past thousand years, the master had never been so anxious.
Gan Nan stared blankly at Chi Xiaowan, who was lying in Sima's arms covered in blood. Such a familiar scene made him feel like his brain was going to explode. Back then, thousands of years ago, the master was holding the empress helplessly like this.
What happened to Chi Xiaowan? Why was she covered in blood?
Xiaoyi hurriedly cleaned up Chi Xiaowan's injuries. The same wound was the same as the wound thousands of years ago. She watched the empress leave with her own eyes. How could Chi Xiaowan be like this now? How could she be so injured like the empress?
Deep, and it was a sword wound!
Would anyone use a sword these days?!
Chi Xiaowan still stared at Sima, with a gentle smile on her face, and still said softly: "Sima, I'm sorry, I can't change my mind."
"Don't talk, stay awake." Sima ordered, looking at Chi Xiaowan's increasingly pale face, his whole body seemed to be suffocating, and bits and pieces of memory flashed like lightning, unable to stop, "You must stay awake."
Chi Xiaowan felt a little dizzy and couldn't help but close her eyes and said softly: "Sima Yixuan, it is destined that I only belong to you!"
"Chi Xiaowan, don't sleep." Sima said loudly, "If you really love me, you can't sleep. If you sleep, you will never see me again."
Chi Xiaowan nodded gently, with a slight smile on her lips, but refused to open her eyes again.
"Chi Xiaowan!——" Sima shouted loudly.
"Master," Xiaoyi looked at Sima, who was a little out of sorts. She didn't know whether to dissuade or remain silent. Suddenly she saw the blood on the master's wrist, "your wrist!"
Gan Nan stood silently, looking at the sword on the ground and the blood on Liuyun Sword, which was shocking. The Qingfeng Sword showed its sharp edge, as proud as a king!
He turned his head and looked at Sima and Chi Xiaowan, an exclamation almost bursting out of his throat.