Sima Shao stared blankly as the bold palace maid abandoned him and walked away. He stood there for a long time and forgot to cry, and the tears hung on his cheeks and became a trace.
After a while, Sima Shao came back to his senses and said, "Damn slave! I will definitely find you -"
However, it's strange that although my face and butt are sore, I don't feel really angry. On the contrary, it's as if I have found a relative, someone who dares to scold me, teach me, and point out my mistakes, instead of talking to him.
Everyone in this palace is the same, they are all fake to him. Sima Shao rubbed his red butt and cheeks, and there was an inexplicable flush on his face. He wanted to ignore the inexplicable joy in his heart, and wanted to ignore himself.
She is always thinking of her in my eyes and mind. But - how can I throw away the things that are hidden deep in my heart so easily -
Thinking that there is someone in this world who really cares about me.
Thinking about it, for the first time I smiled innocently and sweetly like a child, showing two little tiger teeth.
Sima Shao, who was immersed in his own thoughts, did not notice that a bright yellow figure who had come here for a walk looked at him and the woman who had just left with complicated and dangerous eyes.
How dare you do this to the prince? Could it be that some palace maid was deliberately trying to seduce him? He hadn't put his harem in order for a long time, so how could he come up with such a bold and novel method! The man narrowed his eyes. If he saw the palace maid clearly, he would definitely assassinate her.
In other words, seducing the prince is an unpardonable crime.
The tide rises and the elegies sing.
All memories are wet...
Looking forward to more from now on.
I look forward to meeting him again one day. This is all my feelings now, not from the perspective of Xie Weiying, an abandoned concubine of the emperor, but from the standpoint of An Jin, who grew up with Brother Sima.
Looking for Doudou, what I was looking for was something I had never seriously thought about.
In the past few days, Li Jiu and I were discussing the history of the Three Kingdoms, especially about Cao Cao, Liu Bei, Sun Quan and others (actually the famous figures in the Romance of the Three Kingdoms). I told future generations, that is, what we contemporary people know,
The adaptation of "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms" I read was told to Li Jiu as a novel, which made him very interested and kept asking me to have a good chat. I haven't met such a good friend in a long time, so naturally I was very interested.
Yes, but because of that little benefactor, I rarely go to "Miwu" now - that is, Li Jiu's dilapidated house. He named it after the emperor gave it to him. I usually only go there at night.
Looking for him, I don’t do much on weekdays anyway, and in modern times I am used to being a night owl, so I naturally don’t mind.
Originally, Li Jiu was still concerned about my reputation as a girl, but seeing that I often dressed in men's clothes and looked calm and meaningless, he felt that I was too pedantic. In addition, I once asked him disdainfully.
Didn’t he mind that I was a woman, and that dating me had degraded his status, and he didn’t want to know each other? He naturally denied it. Seeing my determined face, he followed me. I knew he was afraid of ruining my reputation and innocence. But
, I am not a woman here, and I don’t care about it in my mind or in my thoughts, so I don’t care. It’s hard to find a confidant, for me. Gradually, he also abandoned worldly views and concentrated on
We had a great discussion with me. Having a confidant in life is really enough. My life is gradually getting better now and is no longer boring.
Tonight, as usual, I took advantage of Yunying's sleep. Well, I didn't want to tell her, otherwise she would have to tell me not to go, so as not to ruin my reputation... etc. I put on my clothes,
Climb the wall quietly and go out. Xiao Quanzi will guard the door from time to time every night. I don't want to disturb him. I don't want him to see his master climbing over the wall and frightening him.
As usual, I climbed over the wall and came to the door of the study. While saying, "Li Jiu, why is the wall of your shabby house so high?" I pushed the door in and went in - who would have thought that when I looked up, I saw Li Jiu there.
The person opposite me blinked desperately. When did he get this habit? Are his eyes sick? I would never have thought that such a serious person like Li Jiu would use such childish actions to remind me that something big was happening to me.
Here we are, I never imagined that the person I have always been close to would meet him like this——
If I could predict everything, then I would not come. I would rather be kept in the dark for the rest of my life, not knowing for the rest of my life, and not meeting each other for the rest of my life is better than meeting in such a miserable way——
I was surprised and wanted to ask him what happened today, when I suddenly turned my head and saw a pair of golden shoes with stripes. A little further up, there was a bright yellow corner of the clothes. My face instantly turned pale and my whole body trembled.
Although his whole body was stiff and unable to move, his body still instinctively knelt down on the ground and said, "My slave, please pay your respects to the Emperor. I didn't know that the Emperor was here, and barged in rashly. Please forgive me, Your Majesty."
The emperor looked at the woman who had appeared here inexplicably. Hearing the casual manner when she came in just now, she must be familiar with Mrs. Li, so he said calmly: "Well, get up." Why does this figure look familiar.
"Thank you, Your Majesty." I stood up timidly, bowed my head and stood aside, my expression full of panic. I never imagined that at this time, if the emperor was not enjoying the tenderness of the beautiful concubine in his arms, he would be here?!
Fortunately, I was wearing the palace maid uniform that I usually wear when I put on makeup and go out to have fun. Even my hair bun was the simplest palace maid style. Otherwise, I don’t know what he would think if he knew that his concubine sneaked into his courtier’s room late at night.
?Then again, why does his voice sound so familiar? Where have you heard it before? It feels so friendly.
While I was thinking wildly, Li Jiu saw that the emperor had no intention of blaming me, so he smiled and said: "Your Majesty, this maid is the one I mentioned to you not long ago, the one who has made good friends with me and discussed academic matters with me. Just now, I said
The story of the Three Kingdoms that she told the emperor was also what she told me."
I lowered my head and couldn't see the emperor's expression. I wondered why Li Jiu told the emperor what happened between us!
"That's right," he smiled slightly, with more playfulness in his tone, and continued: "Raise your head and show me what a strange woman it is. Even the Grand Tutor was impressed."
I lowered my head and my thoughts were running wild. I didn't listen carefully at all. I just kept thinking, this voice is so familiar. It seems that I have heard it all the time before, and it seems that it has been appearing in my ears. What is it?
I was about to raise my head to look him up to see who he was, when I heard a sound and raised my head. I raised my head in confusion and reflexively, and looked straight into the depths of his pupils. They were still the familiar demonic pupils.
Color. Light purple is bewitching, silver is weird. Dark like a whisper in the dusk, clear as if lingering around the body. Bright yellow dragon robe, the waist is still surrounded by a rare gold and jade belt painted with strange totems, and the handsome face is dark and elegant
Her long eyebrows were swept into her long hair that was casually draped. A pair of dark eyes like obsidian were looking at me domineeringly yet curiously. They looked noble and had a dangerous aura around them. Just like when I was the first person many years ago.
It was the same as the first time I met him.
As if I was covered by a magic barrier, I stared at him blankly, forgetting words, forgetting everything around me, and even forgetting the world... Unknowingly, I murmured on my lips: "Brother Sima——
"But as soon as I opened my mouth, all this turned into air and disappeared. I seemed to be smiling and acting coquettishly with him as before, calling him "Brother Sima" sweetly. I really wanted to - inadvertently, I burst into tears, but I
Stubbornly not letting it fall.
At that moment, my heart was completely confused, I forgot everything, and the world went blank. The joy of being a brother to the emperor was not there at all. Instead, I felt a chill down my spine, and my heart was full of despair. Even I didn't know what was going on.
I was not looking forward to the scene where brothers happily recognized each other. Even from that moment on, I was almost sure that I would never tell him that I was An Jin.
No wonder Sister Danyi always hesitates when talking about Brother Sima?! No wonder Brother Sima doesn’t know martial arts but there are so many masters around him to protect him?! No wonder Sister Danyi and Brother Sima always say some incomprehensible things?
!
Brother Sima is actually the emperor?! He is not a prince or a nobleman, he is the emperor!?
I forgot, I forgot everything - I can't remember all the things we did together, I -
He noticed that I was not looking away, and frowned slightly. His eyes were full of impatience and disgust... He was no longer the doting brother Sima. Standing in front of me was Sima Rui, the emperor of the Jin Dynasty.
...Why did you lie to me, why did you keep me in the dark? If - if I knew, I would not enter the palace at all. Such an encounter, Brother Sima, how can you make me feel so embarrassed -
Brother Sima, how should I face you in this situation? Tell you that your brother is one of your many concubines. How should I tell you to retain my only dignity?
"Presumptuous!" His expression turned cold, and he looked indifferently at me who was crying inexplicably. After a long time, he said coldly: "Get out."
Get lost. He said get lost. I stood there in a daze, staring blankly at him, but it seemed that I was not looking at him. Brother Sima couldn’t recognize me, he couldn’t remember me, and all he could think about was
This, the others, nothing can be heard or seen...
Then I unconsciously touched my face. Didn't he recognize this face? This unfamiliar face? He smiled bitterly. It turned out that what he remembered was only An Jin——
Brother Sima has always only said that An Jin is the most perfect person in the world. An Jin is the brother Sima loves most in his life. My An Jin is unparalleled in the world...
And now, the same Brother Sima is telling me, get out.
Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, the emperor narrowed his eyes dangerously. When Li Jiu saw that the emperor was about to get angry, he hurriedly came over, pulled me down, knelt on the ground, and said urgently: "Your Majesty, forgive me, this servant has only entered the palace not long ago.
, I don’t understand the rules, please forgive me.” He said without forgetting to tug on my sleeve.
I felt sour in my heart, but I suppressed the throbbing pain in my heart, lowered my head and said respectfully: "Your Majesty, forgive me. This servant has just entered the palace not long ago. It was the first time that I looked up at the sky, and I was frightened for a moment, so I lost my etiquette and got a demonic barrier. Please forgive me, Your Majesty."
crime."
The emperor remained silent and still said coldly: "Get out."
I kowtowed and suddenly said in a calm tone: "Yes, Your Majesty."
I took a deep breath, clenched my fists in despair, closed my eyes, and bit my lip until it turned white. In the end, I bit it open and left a few blood beads, which dripped onto the back of my hand. Almost there.
In a moment, I made a decision. From now on, there will be no An Jin in this world, only an abandoned concubine named Xie Weiying, the emperor's woman.
I will never tell him the truth. Xie Weiying is An Jin, and An Jin is Xie Weiying.