What is it that has blinded my heart and my eyes - making me avoid everything around me again and again -
When Sima Rui, Emperor of Jin and Yuan Dynasty, proclaimed himself emperor in Jiangnan, wasn't he named "King Langxie"?
Sima Langxie, isn’t he Sima Rui?!
In the fourth year of Jianxing's reign, the Xiongnu nobleman Liu Yao sent troops to attack and surround Chang'an. Chang'an was cut off from food and grass. Later, Emperor Jin Min of the Western Jin Dynasty surrendered out of the city and was later killed. The Western Jin Dynasty was destroyed.
In the first year of Daxing, when the news of Emperor Min's murder reached Jiankang, Langxie King Sima Rui, a member of the royal family and a nobleman, mourned for him. Three days later, Sima Rui inherited the throne of emperor, and established the Eastern Jin Dynasty.
And according to historical records, Sima Rui's ability to inherit the throne from King Langxie is inseparable from the support of the Wang family. This is why Director Wang became his good friend. The Wang family, as the first noble family, supported him.
He has been by his side since the time of King Langxie, and has been with the current Emperor Sima Rui of Jin Yuan Dynasty!
I'm afraid I'm the only one who doesn't know. Sister Dankai knew everything the first time. The reason why she kept hiding it from me must be Brother Sima's intention, or maybe they had agreed on everything before me and agreed not to tell me.
Any. And brother Sima must also know the identity of Sister Dankai. I am the only one who has been kept in the dark like an ignorant child. If I didn’t know it myself today, they would have kept it a secret?!
No wonder the world-famous Director Wang is his friend, and he is always respectful in front of him. No wonder the store owner gave them a private room without hesitation when they first met. That room must have been prepared for him.
.No wonder Shen Jue is so angry at me?! No wonder there are so many people secretly protecting him?! No wonder it’s so difficult for me to get rid of those who are following me when I go back?! No wonder he was obsessed with those luxurious things when we went to Yichun Garden together.
The decoration is uneventful?! Imagine a person who is used to seeing the most luxurious and magnificent palace in the world, and is also its owner, will he still look at those children? From beginning to end, I was the stupid one, in fact, I had seen everything before
, but you never wanted to delve into it, right?!
I always thought that no matter what the gap was between us, no matter who Sister Dankui and Brother Sima were, it would not have any impact on the relationship between us. But today, I realized how stupid I was!
Haha. I laughed coldly a few times. Haha. It’s really ridiculous. What does this fate mean to me? Now that things have happened, should I smile bitterly or cry?
Staggering all the way back, strangely enough, I was surprisingly calm and my mind was not moved at all. I looked at the darkness along the way with an expressionless face, as well as the splendor and dim lights of the palace at night in the distance.
Why is it that everything is splendid and prosperous, but in my eyes it is all desolate? So what if the prosperity is prosperous? No place is where I should be. Everywhere will become history. For the first time, I feel helpless, not only because I can't control my destiny.
, influenced history, and everything in front of me seemed to be mocking me, mocking my naivety, and mocking my stupidity!
Is leaving the only choice I should make?
I clenched my fists and secretly made up my mind, I want to leave! Get out of here!
I don't want to be one of these concubines. I don't want to be one of the thousands.
The original calmness and the original indifference were based on who that person was not. However, that person was the emperor, no matter that the person everyone in the harem was vying for favor now was Brother Sima! It was different, everything was different——
No matter how things will turn out in the future, when I know all the truth, I can never go back to a state of mind that is without waves and threads, and I can never go back to an innocent state of mind that has no worries...
Haha. I remembered that sentence again: Drunken life and dreaming are just a joke she played on me. The more you want to forget some things, the more firmly you will remember them. When there are some things you can't get, the only thing you can do is not to forget.
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Being drunk and dreaming is just a joke played by fate on me?!
I took a deep breath in the cool night breeze, and then smiled faintly. Since fate has to be faced by me, then, no matter what is waiting for me ahead, I will go on without hesitation. It is not for anyone.
, but for myself, for myself living in this era.
I always thought that after so long, I had already gotten used to everything here, used to women not having any status, used to everything those women in the palace did, but now, I find that when I recognize all the facts, all that
To me it is still a dream, a world that I can never integrate into.
My heart was throbbing and tightening, aching and cold, which made me unable to stand up straight. I didn’t know whether I was heartbroken or numb - my chest was getting more and more painful and uncomfortable -
I struggled to reach Jiunianxuan. As usual, I climbed over the wall to get in. However, when I reached the high wall, a sharp pain suddenly hit me. My body became unstable, my strength suddenly lost, and I fell straight down.
, hit the ground hard. It hurts——
I groaned and tried to struggle to get up, but my hands and feet became weaker and weaker. It was so uncomfortable. My chest hurt so much that I couldn't breathe. My breathing became rapid. Another sharp pain hit my chest, and everything in front of me suddenly changed.
I felt dark and panicked, and I gradually lost my intuition——
I fell into a coma and didn't realize it. A tear slowly slipped from the corner of my closed eyes...
"Why are you doing this?" A slender, crystal-clear finger carefully touched the fair and tender face of the sleeping person, wiping away her tears with a heartbroken look, and murmured.
After a long time, he wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with the corner of her white shirt, bent down and picked up the woman who fell to the ground, looked down at her elegant face with distress, and carefully smoothed her long and messy hair.
The lips on the beautiful face were pursed tightly, and he sighed softly. He carefully held the woman against his chest with great care, and then with a light step, he hugged the unconscious woman and disappeared into the misty darkness.
"Uh... it hurts, water - I want water..." My head hurts, my chest hurts, and my whole body hurts. Who is plotting against me while I'm sleeping?! (At this time, the woman was completely confused.
I don’t know that I fell from the wall last night, which is why my whole body is sore. In addition, the old injury has recurred... Well, it’s good to be alive. The woman still doesn’t know the severity, so what’s the blame... I’m so ashamed*)
I rubbed my forehead and struggled to sit up, but I became weak and fell on the bed again. Fortunately, I had always covered it with velvet, which was soft and soft. Otherwise, I would have suffered internal injuries if I didn't fall on it!
"Yunying - water!" I closed my eyes tightly in pain and screamed.
When I was about to continue shouting, a pair of warm hands gently lifted my limp body and let me lean against him. A bowl of water was brought to my dry lips in time. I couldn't wait to drink it, and the squirming feeling in my throat
The sound made those around him chuckle.
I opened my eyes in a hurry, stopped drinking water, turned around regardless of the pain in my body, and looked at the beautiful man with a smile in his eyes and a gentle face looking at me. He cried out:
"old man?!"
He was grinning happily, but unexpectedly the wound on his chest caused him to take a deep breath. He frowned and leaned over the old guy's chest to wait for the pain to pass.
"Alas... little girl," the man above his head sighed, "When will you be able to take good care of yourself so that I can rest assured?" He said and patted my back gently to comfort me.
I leaned over him and chuckled, "Old guy, you're back." I rubbed it as before, it was so comfortable, and I sighed with satisfaction. It still had the same fresh and clear light chrysanthemum fragrance as before. It smelled so good.
People are in a good mood.
"It was you last time, right?" I asked casually while fiddling with the buttons on his collar. I knew he understood that I was talking about the last time I was drunk and carried me back to my room to rest. Thinking of that, I
I couldn't help but blush, and I didn't know what embarrassing behavior I had done while drunk. When I woke up the next day, I saw brooms thrown carelessly on the ground all over the yard, as well as the messy flowers and plants in the garden, and clouds.
Amidst the shadow’s snickering, I also knew that I had done a lot of “good things”.
"Why, are you blushing now that you know?" Sang Qin couldn't help but smile when he thought of the girl holding a broom and singing loudly.
What a unique girl. From the first time I saw her eccentric girl at Xie Yushi's family dinner, I knew that she was different from any other woman. She was obviously cunning and cunning, but she was kind and gentle to others and the weak. Then
The family banquet was crowded with people, and everyone was dressed very luxuriously. They were drinking and laughing at the banquet. Sang Qin originally thought that agreeing to Xie Yushi's family banquet was really boring. However, she was the only one hiding in a dark place.
He was eating with gusto in the corner, with an attitude that had nothing to do with him, so leisurely, so interesting, that he couldn't take his eyes back. Unexpectedly, he actually sat there seriously,
It wasn't until she casually recited a poem that satirized those boring people with a smile, and until she left in disgust that he got up and followed her. What's more, he was an experienced disguiser, so he could naturally see that she deliberately put the words on her lips.
The material added to her eyebrows made her shine dim, and her face was almost similar to Ranran's, which made him unable to take his eyes away. In fact, he had visited her a few years ago, but she was timid at that time.
She was dull and lacked the aura and sensitivity that she had back then. Naturally, she was a little disappointed. However, when she came back after just leaving once, she was as dazzling as if she had been reborn, making people unable to take their eyes away.
What exactly made her change? Although it was strange, she still chose to remain silent. As long as this stinky girl was happy, there was nothing to care about.
Come to think of it, I have never seen such a special person, let alone a woman.