Outside the window, heavy rain poured down, and the whole city was shrouded in rain. The sky and the earth were hazy, and the cold raindrops hit the glass, making a pattering sound.
When she opened her eyes, she was lying on the familiar big bed. There was no light in the bedroom and the light was dim. Lin Anxin looked around and found that Fei Chensi was not in the room.
She remembered the weird pain in her heart before she fell into coma, and it was probably just like a thousand arrows piercing her heart.
Sitting up, Lin Anxin covered her heart with her hand. She didn't feel any pain at the moment, but her body was very tired and limp, as if she had run eight hundred meters before. However, since she was at home now, then
It means she is not sick.
Her throat was dry, so she got out of bed to get a glass of water and take a look at what Fei Chensi was doing. Without shoes, she stepped barefoot on the floor, and the slightly cool temperature penetrated the soles of her feet, and she couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness.
chill.
When she came to the living room, it was still empty. Lin Anxin frowned. After drinking a cup of hot water, she turned and went to the study.
The study door was ajar, and through the crack, she saw Fei Chensi, who was sitting at the desk, looking at something unknown.
Lin Anxin opened the door and called him softly, "Asi, why are you here?"
As soon as Fei Chensi saw her coming in, a strange color flashed through his eyes. He immediately put a stack of photos on the table into a drawer, and then looked at her. When he found her bare feet, his eyebrows rose with anger.
He strode to her side, bent down, picked her up in his arms, and took her back to the bedroom.
"You are such a big person, why are you still running around barefoot?" He scolded her with a sullen face.
Knowing that he was a paper tiger, Lin Anxin was not afraid of him at all. She put her little hands around his neck and leaned comfortably in his arms, smelling the good smell on his body. Lin Anxin said coquettishly: "Who told you to leave me alone?
You're in the bedroom. I didn't see you when I woke up. I missed you."
Now she is very dependent on Fei Chensi and wants him by her side all the time.
His eyes were stagnant, and there was a hint of complexity in his heart. Fei Chensi just said a faint "hmm" and stopped talking, nor did he kiss her or coax her as usual.
The sudden coldness made Lin Anxin extremely uncomfortable.
She vaguely felt that there was something on his mind.
Fei Chensi put her back on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover her. Lin Anxin held his hand, but the moment she touched him, Fei Chensi was obviously shocked and immediately took it back like an electric shock.
Handed.
Such an obvious dodge was like a thin needle pricking Lin Anxin's heart.
"Asi, what's wrong with you?" Lin Anxin pursed her lips.
Realizing that he had overreacted, Fei Chensi felt regret on his brows. He raised the corners of his lips stiffly and smiled at her, "It's nothing. You've been sleeping for two days. If you want something to eat, I'll prepare it for you."
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His expression was not very natural, and Lin Anxin felt more and more that he was hiding something from her. Now she learned that she had slept for two days, and she wondered if there was something wrong with her body.
"Asi, you always tell me, am I seriously ill?"
Fei Chensi's eyes tightened, looking at her pale little face, with mixed feelings in his heart. After some thought, he stepped forward, touched the top of her hair, and gave a faint smile, "If you are sick,
If so, how could I take you home? The doctor said that you are just slightly anemic."
Lin Anxin was dubious about his words, "Really? You didn't lie to me?"
"certainly."
Lin Anxin frowned suspiciously, then knelt beside the bed, put her hands behind his back, hugged him, buried her face in his arms, and complained a little aggrievedly: "Then why have you been avoiding me? I did it.
Did something go wrong?"
During this period, there was no day when they were not together, so Fei Chensi's alienation made Lin Anxin very sensitive.
His eyes fell on the top of her head, and the raised hand finally placed on her back and patted her gently. Fei Chensi said in a calm tone: "You are thinking too much."
You are overthinking it. To a woman, this sentence is perfunctory and hurtful.
Lin Anxin raised her head suddenly. For some reason, at that moment, she felt like she was far away from him. They were clearly beside each other, but she couldn't feel him in her heart.
"Asi, what happened?" She began to feel anxious.
Fei Chensi looked at her with a solemn expression. After hesitating for a while, he finally said: "An Xin, you are pregnant..."
Pregnant!
These two simple words made Lin Anxin stunned for a while before she came back to her senses. There was surprise in her eyes and she asked uncertainly: "Really? I'm really pregnant?"
"Yes, it's true." Fei Chensi nodded, a soft light flashing in the depths of his black eyes.
Raising her hand to touch her still flat belly, Lin Anxin was ecstatic. She hugged Fei Chensi, her eyes were a little moist, and her voice could not hide her excitement, "That's great, Asi, we have a child! Now you
He is a veritable father-to-be, and I am also a mother-to-be!"
This little life is what they both look forward to together and is the testimony of their love!
No wonder she has been so lethargic and gained weight recently. It turns out that there is a little person in her belly.
Seeing her smiling so happily, those happy words made him feel more and more disappointed. Fei Chensi was not as excited as she was. His expression was very calm and he just said softly: "I'll go give it to you."
You cook some porridge."
As he spoke, he gently pushed her away.
"Yeah." Lin Anxin, immersed in joy, temporarily ignored Fei Chensi's strangeness. Now all she could think about was the little life in her belly.
Fei Chensi took a deep look at her, turned around and left the room. After closing the door, he leaned against the wall and covered his heart with his hand.
There is so much sourness there.
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After filling her stomach, Lin Anxin quickly called Fu Rong and asked her what issues pregnant women should pay attention to.
After all, this is her and Fei Chensi's first child, so of course she can't be careless.
On the sofa in the living room, Fei Chensi held her in his arms and watched her happily talking to Fu Rong on the phone. She asked a lot of questions. Then he took a paper and pen and carefully wrote down the aspects that needed to be treated carefully during pregnancy.
The heavy rain never stopped, and the dark and cold weather was just like his mood at this time, which made him feel depressed and breathless.
"Yeah, I know, I will be careful." Lin Anxin nodded in agreement, then she glanced at Fei Chensi and said with a smile: "Of course Asi is happy too, he is looking forward to this more than me.
As for the child, well, he will take good care of me, mom, don’t worry."
The mother and daughter chatted for a while, and then Lin Anxin reluctantly ended the call. Just as she put down her phone, a cup of hot water was handed to her.
"Thank you, husband." Lin Anxin took it with a smile, raised her little head and kissed his chin.
"Yeah." Fei Chensi smiled carelessly, his eyes unconsciously glanced at her belly again, with a complicated glimmer in his eyes.
Lin Anxin noticed his gaze and felt sweet in her heart. She held his hand and put it against her belly. She leaned back and nestled comfortably in his arms. She whispered softly: "Asi, we have a child, but now I
It doesn’t feel very real.”
Fei Chensi always talked about having children before. Although he was mentally prepared to have a child, after she slept, he told her without any warning that there was a little life in her belly. Faced with this
The sudden good news made Lin Anxin feel like he was in a dream.
"Well, me too..." Her warm skin was under the palm of her hand, rising and falling with every breath she took. A new life was being given birth to in her slender body.
He should have been happy about the arrival of this child, but now...
"Aren't you happy?" She noticed that his brows had never relaxed and he looked worried.
Facing her bright eyes, Fei Chensi's heart turned over and over again. He didn't know how to speak.
He was silent again and again, and Lin Anxin couldn't help but become anxious. She stood up suddenly, stared down at his solemn face, and asked loudly: "What's wrong with you? What are you hiding from me?"
He has never been truly happy since she woke up. Even when it comes to children, he is not as excited as she imagined.
It can even be said that Fei Chensi at this moment is completely different from the two before she fell into coma.
Fei Chensi also stood up and saw the anger and grievance in her eyes. He instinctively reached out and hugged her, but his reason stopped him in time. He stiffly retracted his hands and put them behind his back, settling down all his emotions.
Finally calmly stated his decision.
"Don't worry, let's get a divorce."
Let’s get a divorce…
These few words were undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Lin Anxin. She looked at Fei Chensi blankly. It was the first time that he had looked at her with such cold, emotionless eyes for so long.
The coldness in his eyes made her unfamiliar and scared her.
Her mind went blank for a while, and it took her a long time to find her thoughts. She walked up to Fei Chensi, reached out and pulled his sleeves, and pulled out an extremely ugly smile on her lips. Her voice trembled slightly, "Asi, this
The joke is not funny at all, and the baby doesn't like it either..."
He brushed her hand away, and the familiar warmth passed over the back of his hand, but he could no longer feel any warmth. Fei Chensi said to her word by word: "I'm serious, don't worry, let's get divorced."
Tears fell as he spoke. Lin Anxin's face turned pale. She staggered back, her moist eyes filled with shock and hurt. She murmured, "Why...why? You are lying to me."
Yes, right?"
He loves her so much, doesn't he? How could he divorce her?
He must be playing a trick on her!
It must be!
"Because the child in your belly needs a father." Fei Chensi dug his fingertips into his palms and tried his best to tell himself to stay calm.
Lin Anxin's eyes suddenly opened wide. She put a hand on her abdomen and could hardly believe what she just heard. "What nonsense are you talking about? Isn't the father of my child..."
"He is not my child!" Fei Chensi interrupted her sharply. He looked at her with eyes as sharp as knives.
"No, you're talking nonsense, you're talking nonsense! It's impossible!" Lin Anxin looked panicked, and she shouted hysterically.
This is obviously their child, how could he insult her like this?!
"Am I talking nonsense? Do doctors in the hospital lie? An Xin, the child in your belly is two months old, and you have only been back with me for more than a month. How can he be my child!" Fei Chensi held her tightly.
There was no pity in his wrist, "You were with Leng Ye for that month. You know what happened between you!"
Lin Anxin shuddered when Leng Ye's name was mentioned, but she did not dodge his gaze, "Ye and I are innocent, don't talk nonsense!"
"Innocent? If you are really innocent, how do you explain the child in your belly?!" He did not believe her words at all.
"I——!" Lin Anxin was speechless. She clearly remembered those days on the island. Although she was very close to Leng Ye, nothing happened between them, not even a kiss. How could she?
Pregnant with his child?!
Asi said she was two months pregnant. Two months. How could it be two months?
Trying to recall the past, something she had long forgotten flashed through her mind. When he was imprisoned in France in the cold night, he once tried to violate her, but she fainted at the time and did not know what happened next.
Bai Wei said that Leng Ye did not touch her...
But if Bai Wei lied to her... then, from the time point of view, it can roughly match. Moreover, she remembered another thing. After being taken away by Leng Ye, her menstrual period had not come. At that time, she
She lost her memory and didn't pay attention to this problem at all. Later, when she returned to Ningcheng, she just thought it was because she was too depressed during that period and affected her endocrine system.
She never thought that it would be because of pregnancy!
Her silence made Fei Chensi extremely distressed. He roared angrily: "Lin Anxin, I love you so much, how could you betray me!"
"No, I didn't, Asi, you believe me!" Lin An anxiously grabbed him and wanted to explain, but didn't know how to say it.
Fei Chensi's eyes were cold, even with a hint of hatred, "When I saw those photos, I told myself to trust you. After I found you, I continued to love you as if I didn't know anything. But now, you
How do you expect me to trust you when you are pregnant with another man's child?"
"Photo? What photo?" She suddenly had a bad feeling in her heart.
"Are you still pretending not to know?" Fei Chensi sarcastically said. He roughly dragged her to the study, took out a stack of photos from the drawer, and threw them all in front of her, "Do you remember now?
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Lin Anxin picked up two of them and looked at them. In the photos, she was snuggling in Leng Ye's arms, smiling happily. They looked very close, and the rest of the photos were similar.
These must have been taken by Leng Ye during her amnesia. Did he then give them to Fei Chensi?
Use these things to tell him that she actually fell into his arms?
"No, no..." Tears blurred her vision, and her heart hurt very much, "Asi, you said you loved me, you said you would believe me!"
She took a step back and cried out, accusing him of his ruthlessness.
Fei Chensi's dark phoenix eyes flashed with a hint of distress, but more importantly, he was disappointed with her, "Yes, I love you, but I cannot accept that my wife has had a relationship with another man!"
"I didn't!" she yelled uncontrollably.
"An Xin, don't lie to me again, you are already pregnant with his child!" He walked up to her and reached out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. The warm liquid burned his heart.
As gentle as ever, Lin Anxin could no longer hold on. She threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly, and cried loudly, "Asi, believe me, I didn't betray you, I didn't, I really didn't...
...The doctor must have made a wrong diagnosis, it must be..."
She still didn't believe that Leng Ye had taken her by force. If he had really done it, there was no way he wouldn't have discovered the birthmark on her body!
The person in his arms cried like a helpless child, and the rolling tears wetted his clothes. Fei Chensi's heart was as sharp as a knife. He really wanted to hold her tight, kiss her, and comfort her, but
……he can not!
He put his hands on her trembling thin shoulders and sighed helplessly: "Don't worry, let's call it a day."
Lin Anxin's slender body suddenly stiffened, and after a moment, she pushed him away with such force that Fei Chensi, who was caught off guard, took a few steps back, and she quickly turned around and ran out.
"Don't worry!" Fei Chensi's hand accidentally hit the desk, giving him a dull pain, but he ignored the situation of his inspection and hurriedly chased after him.
Lin Anxin ran very fast. Just as he chased her out, she had already entered the elevator, so Fei Chensi had to choose another elevator.
It was pouring rain outside, and the raindrops kept hitting the ground, causing high splashes of water. As soon as the elevator reached the bottom, Fei Chensi saw Lin Anxin running into the rain curtain, and he was immediately worried.
The cold rain instantly soaked his whole body. Fei Chensi caught up with Lin Anxin, grabbed her white wrist and pulled her in front of him, saying in a gloomy voice: "What are you doing?!"
"Let me go!" Lin Anxin struggled desperately and hit him with her fist unwillingly. "Let me go. I have to go to the hospital. The doctor must have made a wrong diagnosis. I don't believe it..."
She yelled incoherently, her tears mixed with the rain, and her long wet hair stuck to her cheeks. Seeing her in such a mess, Fei Chensi's hardened heart almost collapsed.
"An Xin, what happens now, even if you go to the hospital? Do you think I'm lying to you?" He held her arm tightly, forcing her to look at him, "Don't you still understand? I always hope
I have a child with you, and if the child in your belly is really mine, how could I not want him?!"
No matter how reluctant he was to let go, in the end, he had to hurt her so cruelly.
"..." Lin Anxin was speechless in response to his question.
Yes, at that time, he always pestered her and said that he wanted to have a child, whether it was a son or a daughter... So, if she was pregnant with his child, he had no reason not to accept it, or even make up lies to deceive her. She knew that Fei
Chenji is a man who is extremely possessive and has a serious mental disorder. Since he is determined to divorce her, it can only mean that this sudden child is proof of her loss of virginity. He cannot forgive her and no longer