The cruel reality made Lin Anxin almost collapse. She raised her head sadly and stared at him who was so close. The heavy rain blurred her vision, and she could no longer see his face clearly.
Why is this so?
They are obviously very happy. Just two days ago, they were still discussing the details of the wedding. They were going to Fiji for their honeymoon. When they came back, they would move to their new home...
But in the blink of an eye, all this sweetness was gone!
The world was getting darker little by little, Lin Anxin smiled miserably, and she looked at Fei Chensi dreamingly.
Fei Chensi stood motionless in the heavy rain, looking at her equally intently with his dark eyes suppressing hot emotions.
She stretched out her hand tremblingly, wanting to touch his face. However, before her fingertips could touch him, the world spun before her eyes, and Lin Anxin's thin body fell to the ground weakly.
"Don't worry!" Fei Chensi hugged her tightly with quick eyes and hands, holding her tightly in his arms.
Looking at her little face as pale as paper, hot tears fell from her eyes. He hugged her tightly and said, "An Xin, I'm sorry..."
The hoarse voice was full of heartache and pain, but she could no longer hear it.
This heavy rain soaked two loving hearts.
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When she opened her eyes again, it was already dark, the heavy rain had stopped, and her heart felt cold.
She subconsciously turned her head and looked at the floor-to-ceiling window. Fei Chensi was standing there with his back to her. She didn't know what kind of scenery he saw in his eyes at this time.
After getting out of bed, Lin Anxin walked barefoot to him.
Hearing the sound, Fei Chensi moved slightly, but in the end he did not look at her. He was still looking at the blurry night outside, his eyes as dark as thick ink that could not be melted away.
No one spoke, the two of them just stood side by side, soft light shrouded them, quietly, as if what they had done before was just an illusion.
I don't know how much time passed, but Fei Chensi was the first to break the silence. He looked sideways at her and said softly: "I have informed Leng Ye that he is in Ningcheng now. When you sign the divorce agreement, I will send you there.
, you go back to Miami with him."
When he opened his mouth, he was so cruel and ruthless.
Her heartache was so heartbroken that Lin Anxin's eyes turned black. She held on, stared at him coldly, and asked one word at a time: "Fei Chensi, how could you do this to me?!"
He actually wants to send her back to Leng Ye, even though he clearly knows their brother-sister relationship!
"I'm doing it for your own good." He answered her indifferently. Then, his eyes glanced at her belly, and he added vaguely: "And your child, I'm sorry, don't worry, I can't convince myself that nothing happened.
of accepting you and his children."
He picked up a document at hand and handed it to her, "I have thought clearly in the past two days. I can't stand a flawed marriage, so let's divorce. This is the best choice. I will slowly forget
You and we will all have a new life."
The four words of the divorce agreement burst into Lin Anxin's eyes, and they were so dazzling. At the bottom of the document, he had already signed his own name, and now, the only thing missing was hers...
Happiness is too short-lived, it still has wings and can fly.
From the moment they met, this man had given her so much care, love and affection, but at this moment
He said there were flaws in their marriage.
He said they were done here.
He said that he would forget her...
A biting chill spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body. Lin Anxin clenched her fists and looked at him with red and swollen eyes without blinking. Then, she suddenly asked him softly: "Asi, do you remember what I said?"
Fei Chensi's heart was shaken, and unspeakable pain was raging in his heart.
"I said, I will never leave you..." Lin Anxin's tear-stained face bloomed into a weak smile, like a flower on the verge of collapse, "Unless you don't want me anymore."
She swallowed all the sorrow and pain, walked slowly to him, put her cold palms against his cheek, and stared at him deeply with her watery eyes, her voice was so ethereal and weak, "A Si
,You, really don’t want me anymore?”
"Yes, no." He looked at her and gave her the answer without any hesitation.
So decisive, without any reluctance.
"Now, you can sign." He cruelly made the most fatal cut on her scarred heart.
When the heart is broken, no sound can be heard.
"From now on, no matter whether you are poor or rich, no matter how good or bad the environment is, no matter whether you are sick or healthy, I will always be loyal to you, protect you, and love you deeply..." I don't know if it was because I was extremely sad, so I calmed down instead. Lin Anxin stopped crying.
, just looked at him quietly, murmuring the vows he made when he proposed in a low voice, his bright eyes full of sadness, "Fei Chensi, have you ever really loved me?"
His pupils shrank suddenly, and Fei Chensi's heart felt like it was on ice.
He knew that what he just said had completely broken her heart, and he understood that this was the last chance to save her, but——
"You are already pregnant with Leng Ye's child. There is no point in asking this question now." His eyes were cold, and with one sentence, the last trace of hope in her eyes was shattered.
Recalling that she had foolishly thought that she had the happiness that would make the whole world jealous, Lin Anxin laughed suddenly, her sad laughter full of self-deprecation.
It turns out that she was too naive after all?
Her pale smile deeply hurt Fei Chensi's heart. He never wanted her to be hurt in the slightest. He loved her so much that it was more than his life. But now, he said to her
He said those heartless words, and every word he said was tantamount to a sharp cut in his heart.
If she hurts, he will hurt even more!
if……
It's a pity that, without what-if, in reality, he had to lower his head and hurt her completely with his own hands!
Everyone has their own bottom line, but everyone is different, so Fei Chensi is not wrong, is he? He has his self-esteem, his pride, his principles... and what happened to her
Things made it impossible for him to open his heart to her anymore.
After recognizing these facts, Lin Anxin was unable to argue anymore.
She walked to the dressing table, picked up the signature pen, and wrote her name on the divorce agreement with trembling fingers.
With every stroke she wrote, the sweetness of the past flew through her mind, until she wrote the last stroke, putting an end to their short marriage.
"Asi, thank you for giving me the most beautiful dream." She raised her head and smiled at him.
If she can't keep it, she will choose to let it go.
What's more, she has lost the qualification to keep him!
Fei Chensi looked at her steadily, the suffocating pain was gnawing at his heart crazily, but he could not say anything or do anything.
He could only watch her, drifting away from his world little by little, until they never met again!
"It's very late now. I'm going to cook something for you... Let's go tomorrow..." He walked up to her, took the phone from her hand, and said to her warmly.
In fact, he wanted to spend more time with her, even if it was just for one night.
After she returns to Leng Ye, he may never have the chance to see her again in this life.
Lin Anxin was startled, her beautiful eyes filled with mist. She looked at him for a while, then nodded, "Okay."
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A certain Korean drama was being broadcast on the TV. The male and female protagonists in it were experiencing life and death, and the female protagonist was crying heartbroken. Lin Anxin was sitting on the sofa in the living room, turning a deaf ear to this touching scene. She lowered her eyes and pointed her fingertips.
She rubbed the engagement ring on her left ring finger. The luxurious diamond was so dazzling that it hurt her eyes.
This ring could not be taken off, but the amazing thing is that when they were choosing wedding rings, Fei Chensi took it off.
At that time, he joked that this fully demonstrated that she could only be his wife in this life.
At that time, she also thought so...
She raised her head and saw the busy figures in the kitchen, which looked so familiar, just like those days in the past.
Her heart throbbed uncontrollably. She stood up and walked towards him. Then her hands passed through his waist. She hugged him from behind, her little face pressed against his back, absorbing his scent.
The warmth covering his body made Fei Chensi stiffen suddenly. His suppressed eyes were intertwined with deep affection, joy, distress and obscure feelings that he could not express.
"Asi, will you cook for other women in the future?" Lin Anxin's voice was very soft and calm, with no emotion at all.
She knew the question was silly and the answer was obvious, but she just couldn't help but want to ask.
Or, actually, she just wanted to hear his voice, and she was afraid that one day, she would forget.
Fei Chensi took a deep breath, and then exhaled it. His magnetic voice was as indifferent as water, "I don't know, maybe it will, maybe it won't."
If you can still come back to me, then you will; if not, then there is no other person in this world who can make me willing to do this.
"Yeah." She could barely accept this answer.
The porridge in the pot was boiling, with small bubbles popping up happily. Lin Anxin closed her eyes as if tired, and said softly: "Asi, tonight, you can hold me to sleep, okay? You know, I'm very tired.
Afraid of the cold, but also likes to kick the quilt."
"...Okay." After a moment of silence, he responded.
The arms around his waist tightened, and Lin Anxin said softly: "Thank you."
Fei Chensi's eyes were dark, and the chopsticks in his hand were broken by him, sharply piercing his skin, and blood had already stained his palms red.
The deep night is like water.
On the soft big bed, Lin Anxin curled up in Fei Chensi's warm arms. She hugged him tightly, as if she wanted to drown herself in his arms.
In fact, she never doubted that Fei Chensi loved her.
They have been together for so long and have seen each other day and night. Whether they are sincere or not can be seen at a glance.
only……
Reality will always leave us helpless.
There was silence in the bedroom, and his steady and powerful heartbeat could be heard in her ears. Lin Anxin bit her lower lip tightly, feeling bitter in her heart. In the days to come, how would she spend those lonely and cold nights without him anymore?
?
There is also the child in her belly. She and Leng Ye are half-brothers and sisters, and they are related by blood. At this moment, she can escape and pretend that nothing has happened. However, when the sun rises tomorrow, she
How to face this cruel fact?
Should you keep him, or...
The man in his arms was crying silently, his clothes wet with tears, and the hot temperature burned his heart.
He knows her suffering, her pain, and her despair; maybe she will hate him, hate him for being ruthless, hate him for being cruel; maybe, they will never see each other again in this life; maybe, one day she will forget him...
...he knew all this. But as early as the moment he made his decision, he was destined to never be able to hold her tightly, give her warmth, and comfort her like he did in the past...
This can only go so far between them!
Time passed by minute by second, the darkness gradually faded away, and the sky lit up.
For the first time, she was in his arms and had a sleepless night. She raised her head and saw his peaceful sleeping face. She looked at him quietly. Suddenly, she remembered that she had looked at him quietly like this a long time ago.
, at that time, she also secretly took a photo...
With moisture in her eyes, Lin Anxin pursed her lips tightly. She stretched out her hand, wanting to touch his face. When her fingertips were about to touch him, she stopped suddenly.
Taking off his arm around her waist, Lin Anxin stood up without hesitation. She went to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, scooped up cold water and slapped it on her face. The cold air penetrated all her limbs.
"Lin Anxin, everything is over, you will be fine!" She showed a pale smile to the person in the mirror, but tears welled up the next moment.
The pain was raging in her heart. She fell to the ground, hugged her knees with her hands, and hid her face deep inside. She bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from making a sound. She kept telling herself silently in her heart that it would be okay, it would be okay.
…
She will be fine. Even if Fei Chensi is gone, she still has relatives. In this world, no one can really live without anyone, right?
But the tears couldn't be stopped...
When she left, Fei Chensi hadn't woken up yet, and Lin Anxin didn't take anything except his mobile phone. Now that he has chosen to let go of this relationship, he should completely draw a line with the past.
When the door closed, Fei Chensi opened his eyes. His delicate phoenix eyes were filled with dark red bloodshot eyes. He stared blankly at the closed door. Her warmth still remained in the place next to him.
Her fragrance, but his heart was already empty.
He picked up his cell phone and dialed a number. When the call was connected, he said coldly to the person on the other end: "She's gone. I hope you remember your promise!"
A pleasant but cold laughter reached his ears through the radio waves, "Don't worry, I will take good care of her, and... the child in her belly. Fei Chensi, I hope you will also remember that from today
Get up, don’t disturb our family again..."
"Bang!" The phone hit the hard wall and instantly shattered into pieces.
Fei Chensi's eyes were red. He stood up slumped and took out their marriage certificate from the drawer. The festive red color stung his eyes. Next to the marriage certificate, there was a small velvet box with the contents they had chosen.
Wedding ring.
Lin Anxin said that she liked the simple platinum rings. So he followed her wishes and ordered a unique pair of wedding rings. The inside of the ring was engraved with f&l's endless love.
endless love
Peace of mind, my beloved wife, I'm sorry, I love you.
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The doorbell kept ringing like a reminder, and Ji Yan got up from the bed irritably, full of anger, "Who is here to disturb the people so early in the morning!"
"Yan Yan, I'm sorry to bother you so early." When the door opened, Lin Anxin stood outside and smiled apologetically at her.
Ji Yan was stunned for a moment, looking at Lin Anxin who was covered in dew, her beautiful eyes full of confusion: "Anxin? Why are you here? What's the matter?"
As she asked, she pulled the person into the room. The cold temperature of Lin Anxin's hand made her even more surprised. She vaguely felt that something had happened.
Seeing the concern in Ji Yan's eyes, Lin Anxin could no longer force a smile. She hugged Ji Yan and burst into tears instantly. After walking out of Fei Chensi's apartment, she had been thinking about where else in this city
Her place of refuge.
Standing alone on the street for a long time, she thought of Ji Yan, her only close friend.
"An Xin, what's wrong? What happened?" Ji Yan was so frightened by her that she suddenly woke up. She patted her back and asked anxiously.
Lin Anxin didn't answer, just kept crying, tears falling on Ji Yan's clothes, which made Ji Yan panic even more. They had known each other for several years, and this was the first time she saw Lin Anxin cry so sadly.
Even her emotions were affected.
"Don't cry. Tell me, what's going on? Where's Fei Chensi? What happened to him?" She was about to get married. Logically speaking, she should be happy to be a bride-to-be instead of crying endlessly.
So Ji Yan thought that her loss of control was most likely related to Fei Chensi.
As soon as she mentioned Fei Chensi's name, Lin Anxin cried even harder.
She thought she could be brave, she thought she could be chic, she thought she could bear all this... However, she loved Fei Chensi so much, so much, so much...
My love for him is like a vine that grows in my heart. When I pull it out, my blood drips with blood and my heart is filled with pain.
When love has become a habit, how can she let go of it?
Her reaction confirmed Ji Yan's suspicion. Her beautiful eyes turned cold. Ji Yan gritted her teeth and asked, "Did he bully you and make you feel wronged? Tell me and I will help you teach him a lesson!"
"...No...No." Lin Anxin shook his head, his eyes dim with tears.
Fei Chensi cannot be blamed for this matter, he just stood in his position and made the choice he thought was best.
He is such a proud and self-respecting man, how can he accept that his wife has been unfaithful?