I am a very secular person. Although I have been an immortal and a monk, when I came to the human world, I felt that I was no different from a mortal.
Just one word: vulgar.
It is precisely because of this tackiness that I get angry and become a beauty.
That day, it was raining in the sky. I used my magic to do some divination business and made a little money. I happily led Mumu towards the thatched hut that was sheltered from the rain.
On the way, a shrimp soldier suddenly came out and pointed at Mumu and said: "It's a pity that Mumu follows this pig demon. It's better to follow me back to the Dragon Palace and become the Dragon Crown Princess."
Mumu shrank back in fright, pulled my sleeve and shook it pitifully.
I heard Mumu say that Prince Long has been pestering her for more than a day or two.
I thought of Nezha and the dragon tendons he pulled out to make a belt.
Prince Long...
It turns out that they all like to look for trouble, and then they turn into looking for death.
I turned back to give her a comforting smile, then turned to the shrimp soldiers and said loudly: "I want you, Prince Long, to come in person. Tell him that my name is Bajie."
After saying that, I stretched out my hand and swept towards the shrimp soldier. The shrimp soldier disappeared instantly. He should be on his way back to the Dragon Palace at this time.
"Bajie, I'm afraid if you provoke Prince Long like this."
I rubbed her hair gently: "Idiot, I told you that I am very powerful, just leave everything to me."
My little fox, I said I would protect you.
Mumu looked at me for a while, lowered his head and bit his lip silently, and after a while he said to me: "The person I like is Marshal Tianpeng."
When I said this, Mumu held my hand extremely tightly.
I smiled and held an umbrella for her, but I was caught in the rain. I replied to her gently: "Yes, I know."
I know, my little fox, the person you like is not me. I know...
After a long silence, clouds rolled in from the sky, a burst of white light appeared in the sky, and someone fell from the clouds.
I recognized that person, the Dragon Prince of Xihai Dragon Palace.
He stood in front of me, looked at me for a long time, and smiled sarcastically.
"You ran away, right?"
"So what?"
"Even if I kill you here, I will be doing justice for heaven and clearing the door for heaven."
"Haha, if you are capable enough."
I waved it into the air, and the weapon immediately appeared in my hand.
When I flew into the air, my heart was filled with my little fox.
It was the pressure from the Dragon Prince that made my little fox become homeless.
I think I'm really good at it.
I can endure Baihua Fairy's disdain for me, but I cannot tolerate the slightest injustice to my beloved.
It's just that my anger has burned me out.
I don't know how much disaster this battle will cause for me.
At that time, I only knew that I promised her to protect her.
And after that, when I think about it again, I think I would still rush up and beat up that Dragon Prince.
When I was about to kill the Dragon Prince, Mumu rushed up and stopped me.
She shook her head at me.
I know that my little fox is kind.
So, with a sudden thought, I let Prince Xihai Long go.
After the Dragon Prince flew away, I looked up, smiled sadly at my little fox, and stroked her hair.
My little fox, if I let him go, he is destined to be separated from you.
It turns out that the ending is still the same.
I can't escape, I always know.
I just want to spend as much time with you as possible.
"Bajie, what's wrong with you?"
"It's just that I feel this rain is so sad."
I didn't run away because I knew they were just waiting for me to come to my senses.
But I know that I will not repent.
One day in heaven and one year on earth.
I want to spend this year with my little fox.
But I didn't expect that the time would be short. Only three months later, they were here.
When the sky was covered with dark clouds, I looked at the disappearing sunshine and thought of the three months between Mumu and I.
My little fox always declares loudly to me with a blushing face: "The person I love is the Marshal of the Canopy in the sky."
I smiled softly: "Okay, I know."
My little fox always shakes my hand and says pitifully to me: "Bajie, I want to eat fish."
I laughed at her: "How can a fox eat fish?"
She said to me with tears in her eyes: "Yes, yes, Mumu eats fish."
Work out in the morning and return at sunset.
We are like two mortals, living an ordinary and happy life.
But, we just look alike. But we are not real.
A fairy and a demon.
How difficult it is to become a mortal.
So, when the Tathagata slowly fell from the sky, when the master and his senior brother came from not far away with sad faces.
I know it's time to wake up from the dream.
I thought about the wishes I made, the vows I made. I thought about the death of the little goblin the master fell in love with, and the Zixia fairy on the city wall.
At that moment, I gently got rid of Mumu's extended hand.
How selfish am I?
How stupid am I?
I love my little fox, but my little fox doesn't love me.
I want to live with my little fox, but my little fox is waiting for her canopy marshal.
Love it or not, I can't hurt my little fox.
Why bother, why be greedy for a moment of happiness.
The Tathagata landed on the ground and asked me: "Eight Precepts, have you understood these precepts? I, the Buddha, have mercy, please come back."
I laugh, do I see it through?
It’s clear, then what? So what.
Form is emptiness, and emptiness is color. So can form really become emptiness?
"Senior brother, quickly admit your mistake to the Buddha." Sha Monk said eagerly.
But I saw my master and senior brother just looking at me silently.
I know that at this moment, no matter what choice I make, my master and senior brother will not blame me.
I looked back at my little fox, she was just biting her lips tightly and trembling all over.
"Monster, don't confuse the world anymore."
My little fox couldn't help but tremble with fear.
I pulled her over sadly, smiled slightly, and stroked her hair.
"Mumu, from now on, when you are alone, just use the methods I taught you to live, and use some simple spells. This way you won't go hungry."
She raised her head, tears welling up in her eyes: "Bajie, are you leaving?"
"Well, I'm sorry, I have to go back."
I'm sorry, I also want to be with you. But, I can't.
I think if they could stay, neither Chang'e nor Xiaoqi would leave.
At this time, I realized that it’s not that we don’t know how to cry, we just can’t cry.
We will never see each other again. All I want to leave you is a smile. At least when you miss me, you will no longer be sad because of this smile.
I turned around and said loudly to Tathagata: "It's none of her business. I'll go back with you. I won't see her again from now on. Bajie is enlightened."
I lied, but I know Tathagata doesn't care about this, he only wants these words.
Mumu finally cried.
I tried hard not to look at her, but I couldn't.
I thought she would never see her canopy marshal again.
So, I turned around and showed my original appearance to the crying Mumu.
He smiled slightly at her: "Hey, little fox, see clearly, I'm a handsome guy."
In this way, she will never wait for Marshal Tianpeng again.
Because Marshal Tianpeng turned into the ugly Bajie.
Mumu looked up at me, with blurred tears, but she forced a smile and said to me: "Bajie, he looks so handsome, so he doesn't look like you."
At that moment, I was stunned.
She never knew what Marshal Tianpeng looked like...
Never knew...
In the air, words came again that I can never forget.
"Tianpeng, if you can, don't forget me."
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The person I like is Marshal Tianpeng in the sky, the most handsome, bravest, and best man in the world. I believe that one day, he will suddenly appear in front of me, smile gently at me, and say to me:
Mumu, I will protect you and never make you sad again.
The sky, at that moment, collapsed.
My little fox, my little fox.
what are you saying?
I always thought that my little fox didn't know that I was Tianpeng.
I always thought that my little fox was in love with Marshal Tianpeng, who was as handsome as anyone in heaven or on earth.
But Mumu, what are you talking about?
Mumu looked at me and smiled, but couldn't help but burst into tears.
She said: "Whether it's Tianpeng or Bajie, they're all the same. They're so stupid."
At that moment, I, who had never cried before, suddenly felt the urge to cry.
"Mumu, when did you know about it?"
"Tang Monk's second disciple is named Bajie. He was the Marshal of Tianpeng in heaven and was demoted to earth."
I must be stupid. How many monsters want to eat Tang Monk's meat.
Mumu, how could you not have heard of it?
A golden light gradually appeared all around, and I stared at my little fox intently.
That moment was the last moment.
She said: "No matter who you are, don't forget me."
There was a flash of golden light, and from now on, I was just Bajie, no longer someone like that little fox.
The woman I love must be an extraordinary person. She never judges a person by his appearance. What she cares about is the heart. One day, she will appear when I am the most ugly, the most depressed, and the most useless, and say to me
:"You are the one."
I guessed everything correctly, but I forgot my identity and gave the woman who fell in love with me a place to go.
Love is really selfish, so that Mumu and I ended up like this.
After that, when I dreamed back at midnight, I could always dream about my little fox.
She was blushing with shame by the sparkling river, but she said to me very firmly: The person I like is Marshal Tianpeng in the sky, the most handsome, bravest and best man in the world.
.I believe that one day, he will suddenly appear in front of me, smile gently at me, and say to me: Mumu, I will protect you and never make you sad again.
After opening my eyes, I saw that my master and senior brother were just like me, unable to sleep.
I couldn't help but ask them: "Is it really possible to quit?"
The master smiled and said, "If I can't quit, what can I do?"
The eldest brother just smiled lightly.
Yes, so what about monks? Are monks omnipotent?
I took advantage of my confusion and went to the underworld to find Hou Yi's reincarnation.
But I got an unbelievable answer from the King of Hell.
Hou Yi was not reincarnated.
From now on, there will be no reincarnation.
Because his soul has scattered.
I walked out of the underworld in despair and looked up at the sky.
I know that there is another person who is also not allowed to be reincarnated. He is Xiao Qi’s Cowherd.
I smiled, facing God and Heaven, raising the corners of my mouth sarcastically.
Even if you do this, what will change?
The sky has no eyes and the earth has traces. This feeling and hatred will last forever. Do you understand?
After that, I followed my master peacefully and went to the West.
After obtaining the scriptures, we arrived at the Tathagata's territory.
There, Tathagata asked me if I wanted to return to heaven.
I smiled and said, "Bajie has converted to Buddhism, so he should practice Buddhism's rituals."
The Tathagata looked at me meaningfully and said solemnly: "Then I will give you the title of Purifying Altar Envoy."
When I walked out of the main hall, I turned around and asked the Tathagata: "My Buddha is so compassionate that I can forgive all the evil people in the world. As long as I go through purgatory after death and be reincarnated, I can still accept it."
Tathagata's face changed slightly.
I think he knows what I mean.
It was quiet all around, and his voice penetrated through the layers of clouds and reached my ears.
"Buddha only forgives those who regret it."
I laughed, laughing out loud in this solemn place.
After a while, I replied to him: "It is indeed my Buddha who is compassionate."
Turning around, I quickly left there.
A person who knows regret?
I see.
Looking towards the direction of heaven, I swallowed my sadness silently.
Chang'e, Xiaoqi.
At least, those two people were unrepentant when faced with the choice.
This is love.
Some people will never understand, and those who understand will never repent.
I changed back to my original appearance, but covered my face with a mask.
The woman in heaven was heartbroken when she found out that I had converted to Buddhism. She was even more heartbroken when she found out that I was wearing a mask on my face again.
I just smiled and knocked on the wooden fish quietly in my palace.
I only want to show this look to that little fox. If she can't see it, then I won't show it to any woman again.
I bang wooden fish every day, but I never chant sutras.
I just keep missing my little fox.
Later, Chang'e came to see me and asked me eagerly about Hou Yi.
I smiled and said to her in a cheerful voice: "He is very good. I saw him become a scholar and study peacefully every day."
Chang'e was so excited that I tightened my hands and a beautiful smile spread across my lips.
"That's good, that's good." She said, tears falling.
Behind the mask, the corners of my mouth curved into a sad arc.
Women are indeed made of water.
Just Chang'e, do you know that Yingying is still the same Yingying, but Zhang Sheng is no longer the same Zhang Sheng.
I don't care about lying, because at least she still has something to think about.
After she left, Tathagata came.
He seems to like my palace very much and often comes here in his true form.
Speaking of which, Tathagata's true body looks like a scholar.
"Did you lie to her? Buddha doesn't like people who lie."
I smiled: "Yes, I lied to her, but I also saved her. Buddha often said: Universally save all sentient beings. Who can truly be saved?"
The Tathagata looked at me with a deep smile in his eyes: "You are refuting the Buddha. You think everything written in the scriptures is wrong."
"It's not wrong." I said to him in a gentle tone, "It's nonsense. Now that I have become a Buddha, isn't it nonsense?"
Then Tathagata smiled. That was the first time I saw Tathagata smile.
He smiled, leaned back and forth, and finally got up and left.
But I am still in my palace, thinking or doing things that have nothing to do with Buddha.
Later, I began to transform into a monk and go to the human world to teach and sit.
In fact, I just want to meet my little fox again somewhere.
Slowly, I became an eminent monk with great magical powers that people talk about indiscriminately.
Then, by the misty and rainy Jiangnan River, I finally met my little fox again.
She stood in front of me, pointed at me and said, "Monk, it's you!"
I looked at her blankly, almost bursting into tears, but I only gave a slight salute: "What do you want from the donor?"
She smiled at me, turned her hair and said, "You must have great magic power. I'll treat you to a meal, and you do me a favor. Help me tell the messenger in the sky that there is a little fox who misses him very much."
I looked at Mumu's blushing face, with the corners of her mouth raised bitterly, and pretended to cast a spell by the sparkling lake.
After casting the spell, I said to her: "The words are here."
The little fox looked at me happily and asked: "What did he say? What did he say?"
I looked at her expectant eyes and my heart was cut like a knife.
"The messenger said: Fate is hard to come by. Please tell the little benefactor to the little fox. Don't think about it any more."
I saw my little fox's eyes turn red instantly, turned around and ran away quickly.
I looked at her back quietly and said softly: "The messenger also said: I will never forget that little fox. And I will always like her the most."
After that, I returned to heaven and never went to the mortal world again.
I know that there will never be an ending between me and my little fox.
So, I can only let her go.
I beg her to confess her regrets to the Lord of Hell, and then happily continue to be her little demon.
Time flows quickly between my fingers.
Time flies.
I no longer know in which era my little fox disappeared.
For a long time, I knocked on wooden fish every day.
There was a lot of discussion in the heaven, saying that the former Marshal Tianpeng was really all gone.
Only my master, senior brother and Tathagata know, but I never know how to repent.
I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop thinking about her.
That day, Tathagata came again.
What's different from usual is that he is here to deliver something.
I laughed at him: "Why, Tathagata also needs to ask for help? Want to bribe people?"
Tathagata looked at me steadily for a while, then silently put down a ball of red fur.
"She... still doesn't repent."
The sky is falling apart...
Mumu, my little fox.
My body was shivering in the windless hall, and I was holding the fiery red ball of hair tremblingly.
The tears that had always flowed only in my heart burst out of my eyes at that moment.
I raised my head and asked Tathagata: "The last thing she said..."
"She said: No matter who you are, don't forget me."
My heart was broken. I thought my heart was broken the moment I left her, but I didn't expect that the fragments on the ground had been crushed into ashes.
I don’t know when Tathagata left. I held the fiery red fur ball and silently lost all feeling.
Never see you again, my little fox.
I'm thinking, if, if I had known it would end like this.
Then, I will never abandon you, and I will love you vigorously.
But even if I am an immortal or a Buddha, I cannot let this happen.
So, my little fox.
I've lost you from now on, right?
The empty hall became blurry, and I seemed to see that day again.
My favorite little fox blushed with shame and said to me: The person I like is Marshal Tianpeng in the sky, the most handsome, bravest and best man in the world. I believe that one day,
He would suddenly appear in front of me, smile gently at me, and say to me: Mumu, I will protect you and never make you sad again."
By the shimmering lake, the wind blew her flying hair, unparalleled beauty.
A beauty that will never come back.
Later, I participated in the Peach Banquet.
The Jade Emperor sat on it and talked about the legend of my transformation from immortal to Buddha.
When I was happy, the Jade Emperor asked me: "Jingtan Envoy went through many twists and turns in learning the scriptures, and finally became a true Buddha. Can you gain some insights into Buddhism?"
After hearing this, I gently took off my mask and smiled slightly amid the exclamations of amazement.
That was probably the time when I smiled the most handsomely.
I smiled and whispered to the Jade Emperor and everyone: "Bullshit."