"Milan, I'm a little tired and want to take a nap." He deliberately changed the topic. Being tired was fake, and needing to think was real.
Today's accidents came one after another. He was shocked to suddenly learn her identity, and was burned again after returning home... His heart was very confused, and he needed to be quiet and think about it.
"Oh, okay, you can go to sleep, I won't disturb you." Jimilan also realized that he had made a mistake and should not have opened or picked up the pot.
She obediently backed away from the hospital bed and came to the small room next to the window.
Sterile wards are all set up in this way. Patients need absolute quietness and rest, so a small room is separated by a glass wall where family members can rest and take care of the patient.
She sat gently on the chair and looked straight at the situation over the hospital bed, fearing that if he felt a little uncomfortable, he could run over immediately.
Feeling those two burning gazes, Bao Anrui endured the severe pain on his back and changed his position slightly. He could only sleep on his stomach now, and changed his head to face away from her.
He really doesn't know how to face her now.
Seeing him turn around, Jimilan was slightly disappointed, but it didn't matter, as long as he felt comfortable.
From the quarrel the day before, to the all-night stay in the library, to the conversation with Principal Sun, to the injury... I was really tired, both physically and mentally, and I was a little overwhelmed. It didn't take long for Bao Anrui to really
Fell asleep.
He fell into a deep sleep. He didn't know how long he slept. But when he woke up again, he opened his eyes and found that all three medicine bottles on the IV stand had been replaced. It must have been a long time.
He shifted his gaze slightly and glanced at the clock on the wall. It was half past two at night.
He turned his head and looked into the glass cubicle.
She was still there, but she was no longer in the chair. She was sitting half-kneeling on the ground, using the chair as a desk, with a laptop placed on the chair.
He frowned subconsciously, but she noticed it before he could speak.
"Bo Anrui, you're finally awake!" Jimilan jumped up in surprise, but maybe because he had stayed in one position on the ground for too long, his legs were a little numb. Suddenly after he stood up, his knees softened and he almost fell.
Fortunately, she held on to the wall next to her, but due to inertia, she still hit her head heavily on the glass wall next to her.
Fortunately, the glass wall is strong enough and has been specially treated to be strong, radiation-proof and soundproof.
"What are you doing?" Seeing her in such a hurry and almost falling down, he felt angry. "It's so late, why don't you go to bed? Why are you playing on the computer?"
"I'm waiting for you!" She walked over with a smile.
He glared at her angrily, "Jimilan, I beg you, can you be more steady? Can you stop making people worry about you like this all the time?"
"Huh?" The joy on her face froze. What's wrong with him? Why is he so angry as soon as he wakes up?
"Bo Anrui, are you feeling uncomfortable? I'll call the doctor..." She was about to turn around, but her steps were frightened by his cold gaze.
She froze in place, carefully looking at his gloomy expression.
"You...don't be angry, be careful of hurting the wound..." She comforted him softly.
"Do you still know that I'm injured? Why don't you just stay here for a while? Why am I scared to death again as soon as I open my eyes? Do you know what will happen if you hit that glass?
?How old are you? Can you take good care of yourself? How many times can I save you? Do I have to keep an eye on you 24 hours a day from now on?"
Facing his angrily reprimanding, she wanted to argue, but she was afraid of making him even more angry.
Seeing the way she hesitated to speak, the manic emotions in Bao Anrui's heart surged even more.
What should he do with her? From the beginning, he knew that she was not suitable for him, but he still jumped in. Although he had restrained himself, even if they dated, he still built a bridge between the two.
An invisible barrier prevents her from crossing the line.
The reason why he didn't let her raise fish was because he didn't want the relationship between them to get deeper. He didn't know why he was so cold and cruel. Maybe... it was because he had expected that they would break up sooner or later?
No, he doesn't want to break up with her.
He knew very well that if it wasn't because he liked her, he wouldn't have touched her in the first place.
And after dating, he really felt very happy, she could always bring him different feelings.
His life before was very regular, but also very rigid, but she was very energetic, full of ideas, unconstrained, and very capable. She always led him to experience new things, making him feel many things that he had never experienced before.
of happiness.
He is not a person who loves to laugh, but not long after being with her, he laughed more times in one day than in the previous month.
But...while he was happy, he was also very conflicted.
He spent too much effort on her. He had different personalities, different habits, different hobbies. He took care of her and pampered her. It didn't matter. He thought they would get along well one day.
But looking at it now, he was too naive.
She and he were not from the same world at all.
It's not that he can't give up his future for her, and he won't starve to death if he doesn't go to Paris III or enter the high-end game. He believes that he still has the ability to support her.
But this accidental injury made him suddenly realize one thing, that is, even if he gave up his future, he might not be able to get a happy and stable life in the future.
If he gives up the opportunity to go abroad and chooses to be with her, his future will inevitably be difficult. He must do his best and even risk his life to fight for the future. As for her, can she be a well-behaved and obedient wife? Can she be a good wife?
Can she be a good wife and mother? Can she let him have no worries?
Obviously, she can't. She can't even take care of herself.
Taking this incident as an example, he might be frightened when she enters the kitchen in the future.
He was injured and she took care of him, but she didn't know how to take care of herself. She sat on the floor playing on the computer in the middle of the night.
In the ward, there was only one night light, and the blue light from the computer screen flickered.
"Ah, by the way, Bo Anrui, I made a report for you!"
"What report?"
She glanced at him mysteriously and trotted towards the small room. But thinking of his scolding just now, she quickly slowed down her steps, walked steadily over, held up the notebook, and said as if to offer a treasure, "Here,
You see, I have sorted out all the materials you need to apply for! It’s so long and difficult! My foreign language is not as good as yours, so it’s very difficult..."
She deliberately prolonged her voice again and said coquettishly.
There was a look of expectation on her face, expecting him to be moved, expecting his praise, but...he was so remorseful that he could not speak.