I feel guilty inside, but I can't say anything to apologize.
He looked at the computer she held in front of her eyes. The files were open and densely packed, all translated from English to French.
Her foreign language is not as good as his, and she grew up in Japan and is not used to his Chinese keyboard, so he believes that she is not exaggerating at all. She must have worked very hard and put in a lot of effort to write this.
Report.
"How is it, how is it? Is the writing good?" She looked at him expectantly, with a faint dark shadow under her watery eyes... She must have been awake all night.
He pursed his lips subconsciously, his mouth feeling slightly bitter.
"Did it take a long time to write?"
"Haha, it's okay! But I can't compare with your speed. I'm not as powerful as you!" She said humbly and admiringly, with obvious flattery in her tone.
He stared at her deeply and said solemnly, "Thank you."
She couldn't help but smile when her efforts were recognized by him, but as soon as she saw his injury, the smile on her lips disappeared immediately.
"Uh... don't be so polite. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be hurt." She glanced at him guiltily and quickly lowered her head, not wanting him to notice the sourness in the corners of her eyes.
"I'll put the computer back first, otherwise there will be radiation, please wait for me!" She quickly put the notebook back to its original position, and then returned to the hospital bed as if she didn't want to be separated from him for a moment, and asked him about his well-being.
"Bo Anrui, are you still in pain? If you feel uncomfortable, be sure to tell me!" She reached out to touch his forehead, "Well, it's okay, I don't have a fever. The doctor said that the most fearful thing is that the wound will become inflamed and cause a high fever."
"By the way, do you want to drink some water? You must be thirsty after sleeping for so long? I will help you pour water, but the nurse has warned you not to drink too much at once!"
"Also, are you hungry? You haven't eaten since you were admitted to the hospital. You must be very hungry, right? Wait a minute. I'm going to call for takeout. The nurse gave me a business card. There is a porridge shop nearby.
, tastes very good, and is right downstairs, very convenient!”
She moved here and there, busy, and circled around him.
And he was lying on the hospital bed, confused.
I really imagined that I had fallen asleep before, and when I fell asleep, I didn’t have to think so much.
***
Bo Anrui was injured and hospitalized, and Principal Sun also came to visit in person.
It happened that Ji Milan had gone out to buy things and was not there, but traces of her presence could still be seen everywhere in the ward.
On the bedside table were the apples she bought, and an automatic peeler in the shape of Doraemon.
In the small glass room, there was her red notebook on the chair, her coat hung on the back of the chair, and there were many colorful random stickers posted on the glass window, all of which were her memos of the past few days.
What time to go to a certain doctor, what time to go to a certain nurse, what time to get medicine, what time to buy water and food, what time to prepare some information for him, etc.
Seeing that, Principal Sun's brows tightened, "An Rui, haven't you made a decision yet? Look at what you have become now because of her?"
Bao Anrui has been hospitalized for several days. The injury on Bao Anrui's back is gradually improving, but his heart is getting more and more entangled.
He has never been an indecisive person, but this time, he was really at a loss.
Seeing how hard she tried to take care of him every day, but she was always in a hurry. The day before yesterday, she used a fruit knife to help him peel an apple and cut her finger awkwardly. The day before yesterday, she almost burned her foot when pouring boiling water. Yesterday, she worked so hard.
She had been typing up the report for a long time because the nurse suddenly came in to change his dressing. She was so nervous that she forgot to save it.
It was obvious that she was taking care of him with all her heart, she felt guilty for causing him to get hurt, and she felt sorry for him because she saw him hurt.
So even though she couldn't do those things well, she still persisted and worked hard to do them.
All I can say is that she likes him so much and loves him so much.
But she didn't know that the more she acted like this, the greater the pressure on him would be.
Facing Principal Sun's questions, Bo Anrui couldn't face it. He knew that Principal Sun didn't mean to beat the couple, and he also knew that it would be better for him if they broke up, but... he just couldn't make up his mind.
He hated his hesitation, his mercy and ruthlessness.
"Anrui, your parents are about to return to China, and you are about to be discharged from the hospital. Think about it for the last time. Your parents have trained you for so many years, the school has trained you for so many years, and you have struggled for so many years. Taken together, you are as good as you."
Compared with a girl you have only known for a few months, who is more important? If you are willing to destroy your future, are you worthy of your parents, school, and yourself? "
But if he gave up on her, he would be sorry for her!
Although they have only known each other for a short time, he will not recognize someone casually. Although it has only been a few months, she is already an unbearable lightness in his life.
But he couldn't deceive himself anymore, he had to make a choice.
***
"Bo Anrui, look what I bought for you?" Jimilan was very excited when he came back from outside. In addition to buying some daily necessities for him, he also bought an eye mask.
"Well, haven't you been having trouble sleeping at night these past few days? The nurse is not allowed to turn off the lights in the ward, so I bought you an eye mask. If you put this on, you won't be able to see anything. I guarantee that you will sleep until dawn.
!”
Compared with her excitement, he just wanted to sigh.
He couldn't sleep well not because he was afraid of the light, but because he had something on his mind.
"Come on, try it on and see if it's comfortable. If it doesn't work, I'll get it replaced." She eagerly opened the package, "Bo Anrui, look, I specially chose a panda-shaped one! It's a panda, so cute.
And our first date was to see pandas, which was very memorable!"
As his injury improved, her mood also improved in the past two days, but his mood was the opposite to hers. He even thought in vain that if the injury on his back never healed, then he would
You can still delay it.
Unfortunately, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow morning.
Although the injury on my back has not completely healed, I can go home and recuperate.
First, because his parents are coming back and he doesn't want them to worry.
Secondly, the day has come when he must give Principal Sun an answer.
She put the blindfold on his face and compared it, "How does it look? Does it fit?"
He nodded and said "hmm" reluctantly.
"That's great, I knew it would work!" She said happily, slowly taking off his blindfold and looking into his unusually deep gaze.