A few hours later, Ji Milan sent Pengpeng back to the children's welfare home, then returned the rented wedding dress to the photo studio, then returned home, took a bath, washed her hair, washed her clothes... busy
After thinking about it for a while, I am still thinking about this issue.
There should be nothing wrong with her rejecting his invitation, right?
Logically speaking, if two people have broken up for a long time, no matter what the reason is, it seems that the ex-girlfriend should no longer go to the ex-boyfriend's house casually.
It wasn't that she was worried that he would have any plans for her, anyway, she thought it was better not to go.
Besides, Pengpeng was there at the time, and the little guy was already drowsy in the car. Pengpeng always had the habit of taking a nap, so she took him back to the children's welfare home in a hurry.
So, it should be normal for her to reject him, right? But why is she still thinking about this issue after several hours have passed?
Is it because he smiled lightly but said nothing, but there was a profound sense of sadness in his eyes?
Is she really "heartless"?
She didn't understand. She only knew that she liked her current state. She was no longer childish and no longer whimsical. She liked herself even more tomorrow, because tomorrow would be better than today.
Is there anything wrong with this?
"There's nothing wrong, but there's nothing right either. It shouldn't be criticized, but it doesn't deserve praise either." Hibiscus answered her question.
Jimilan suddenly came back to his senses, and then realized belatedly that he had just inadvertently murmured his thoughts out loud.
But it doesn't matter, there are only two people in the room, she and Hibiscus. Hibiscus knows everything about her and there is nothing to hide.
Moreover, Hibiscus is a very kind-hearted woman. Talking to her might solve the doubts in her heart.
As the saying goes: The beholder is clear.
"Why do you say that? Is this bad for me, or us?"
Mujin also had a period of sadness in her heart, and she thought Mujin would definitely understand her feelings.
However, Hibiscus said something very strange and mysterious to her.
"Milan, what did you like about him at first? Handsome? Mature? Wise? Calm? Determined?"
She couldn't help but be surprised, Hibiscus had never met Bao Anrui, how could she know him so well?
Mu Jin just smiled, "Actually, it's not difficult to guess at all. A girl in her prime will mostly like such a man. Because such a man is not as impetuous as other boys of the same age and can give women
A different world for children can give girls a sense of security. But..."
She held her breath slightly, waiting for the next step.
"However, most women like mature men, but the more stable a man looks, the further away their hearts are from women. When a man is in front of a woman, he is not childish, willful, or unreasonable.
That can only mean that he doesn't love her, or doesn't love her enough. On the contrary, when he is willing to act like a child in front of you, be clumsy, or even do stupid things, it means that he has really fallen in love with you."
Listening to Hibiscus's words, Jimilan couldn't help but think of today's events, and suddenly panicked in his heart.
She originally thought that he just felt guilty towards her and wanted to help her and make up for her, but she never thought of this.
Does he really still love her? Or, did he just realize that he loves her?
Because you love her, are you willing to change for her?
Because he loves her, he loses his former reason and wants to please her even at the cost of his health?
Jimilan was so upset that he picked up the mobile phone on the coffee table and saw the message he sent her ten minutes ago.
He said that he had processed all the photos taken this morning and packaged them and sent them to her email.
What on earth is he doing? Did he turn a deaf ear to the doctor’s instructions to him to take a good rest? How come he still has time to edit the photos? Pengpeng has already received a dozen of them, right? There’s no rush for the others!
"Milan, you know your name is a flower name, right?"
"Yeah, Milan flower."
"Then do you know what the flower language of Milan is?"
"With love, life will bloom." Because the Milan flower is the love flower of her parents, she took this name.
Hibiscus nodded slightly, "Yes, many people know this flower language, but few people know the origin of the Milan flower. There is also a legend about it."
"Legend?" Jimilan couldn't help but wonder, she had never heard of it.
However, she believed what Mu Jin said. Mu Jin studied Chinese medicine and had a lot of research on many traditional Chinese medicines and plants. Moreover, she came from a scholarly family and was also very cultural.
"In ancient legends, there is a kind of flower that blooms red flowers half of the year and blue flowers the other half of the year. When the sun rises, it blooms with fiery red brilliance, and when the sun rises, it will bloom red.
When the moonlight shines, its light is enveloped in a faint blue halo."
"It is so magical that it was given the title of 'Flower of Warriors' by people. It became synonymous with bravery and progress. Soldiers would wear it to show their bravery before going into battle, and its name was passed down from generation to generation."
"But one day, people discovered that it had changed. Blue and red flowers bloomed on the same stem at the same time. The two flowers shined in the sun and rippled in the moonlight at the same time, with the same depth and affection.
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"So people began to argue about who is the real flower of bravery, but every time soldiers go to war, they will still wear it, but some people like to wear blue flowers, and some people like to wear red flowers.
flower."
"And these two colors of flowers always appear under the sun and moonlight at the same time, on the heads of brave warriors, and anywhere that requires courage and passion."
"This kind of flower is called Milan flower."
Hibiscus spoke eloquently, pausing for a moment at the end, as if to emphasize the following words, "Therefore, the Milan flower has become a symbol of bravery and passion."
After listening to Mujin's words, Jimilan's heart trembled slightly. Although Mujin was just telling a legend, she felt that the meaning also suited her very well.
And Hibiscus thinks so too.
"Milan, when I saw you for the first time, I knew that you were definitely not what you are now. Later, when I learned your name, I found it even more incredible. You are really just like the Milanese flower. You are both.
The dual colors of red and blue, but now... you have lost the red color, only blue is left. Now you are only strong and brave, but you have given up romance and passion. That's why I said
, this is both good and bad, you have lost half of yourself.