But in this world, the person who feels miserable will never be the last one, because everyone has their own misfortune.
Hibiscus sighed quietly, "Milan, although we seem to have the same problem, you are actually much luckier than me, because you and he really loved each other, but we didn't love enough or deeply enough, but no matter what
He said, Bao Anrui liked you. But I... have never been truly loved. From the beginning, he approached me purposefully. He married me, not because I am Hibiscus, but because my surname is Mu.
"
Milan knew that Mu Jin was sad not because of the divorce, but because the marriage was fake from beginning to end.
Mujin was divorced not long ago, less than a year, but she has been married for ten years. From the age of twenty to thirty, she gave the best ten years of her life to that man, but in the end she discovered
, that man didn't love her at all, he only loved the Mu family behind her, and what he loved was that the title of son-in-law of the Mu family could help him rise to the top.
"So, Milan, you still have a chance to choose, because Bao Anrui really liked you after all. Although he once gave up on your relationship, often, the person who gives you the most pain is your only salvation. Only he
, can help you find your original self. The most important thing is that he knows how to love you now and loves you more than before. So the question now is whether you are willing to love him again."
"Love again?"
"Milan, I'm a few years older than you, so I have more experience than you, and my upbringing environment also allows me to see it more clearly than others. It's not scary for a man to change his heart. What's scary is that he has no heart at all."
"As you said, with Bao Anrui's current status, how many women will flock to you, but he comes back to you, regardless of whether he wants to get back together with you, just because of his guilt for you,
It shows that he is still a caring person. At the very least, it is much better that he still remembers you over the years despite being separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, instead of facing you every day but never caring about you."
"So, it's not actually a matter of whether you give him a chance or not, but whether you are willing to give yourself another chance."
"..." She couldn't answer. She wasn't sure whether she still had the courage to love again.
There must be at least two impulses in a person's life, one for desperate love, and one for a spontaneous trip. And she has already done both of these things.
Nine years ago, she exiled herself after being discharged from the hospital, traveling aimlessly without making any plans or strategies. She would take whatever flight she caught and sleep wherever she went.
What evening.
It wasn't until she disappeared for many days that she was finally found by Chiba.
She returned to Japan with Chiba, but she went to see her mother for the last time.
Soon after, my mother died of advanced gastric cancer.
Fengyuntang and the Fujiwara family, no matter how brilliant they are, are of no use in the face of the disease.
The disease came like a mountain, and my mother lingered on the sick bed. When she was in danger, she finally understood that everything, money, power, status, these are the burdens of life. If you live with those things on your back, you will never be happy.
Therefore, even though her mother knew that she was heartbroken, she still allowed her to choose her own future path.
And her choice is to leave Japan and become an ordinary person from now on.
A girl named Xibao in Yi Shu's novel said: I need a lot of love. If there is no love, then there is a lot of money. If you don't have both, health is also good.
She thought this was very reasonable, so after she lost her love, her relatives, and became alone, she chose a peaceful but not negative life.
It's not that she has no talents, it's just that the things she knew before are not suitable for making a living. She doesn't like foreign languages, and she doesn't want to develop in his circle, so after much deliberation, she chose to be a nurse.
In fact, her childhood dream was to be a doctor, but unfortunately, she failed to lay the foundation at the best time. Of course, it is never too late to learn this kind of thing, but she didn’t want to work so hard. Studying medicine is very hard.
things.
She is not like those heroines in movies who insist on proving to her ex-boyfriend how good and capable she is after breaking up. She does not need to prove anything to anyone, she does not need to become a strong woman, she just wants to
Live quietly alone.
Perhaps due to genetics, she inherited her father's talent in medicine, or perhaps because her mother deliberately cultivated her shooting skills, so she quickly picked up the skills and stayed in nursing school for less than half a year.
I am very skilled in giving injections.
Of course, you can't become a nurse just by knowing how to give injections. She also suffered a lot in order to obtain a nursing license.
However, all the hard work will not make people feel tired, but will only make people feel that life is full of hope.
Later, she finally got her wish and became a real nurse.
She specifically chose pediatrics because children’s smiling faces are the most beautiful and can bring the most happiness and hope to people.
Of course, she would often think of the child she had no chance of giving birth to, but she would not blame others. She just regretted that the fate between that child and her was too shallow after all.
As for the child’s father…
Why!
It had been a long, long time since she had sighed like this.
Bo Anrui, it's not that I don't want to accept you, it's just that I don't believe in myself now.
Do I still have the ability to love again like this?
She is very calm about everything now, but she is completely unsure about this issue.
She is not sure about herself, and she seems to have lost the ability to love.
***
At night, Bo Anrui was also tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night.
Some people say that you only know who you love when you are drunk, and you only know who loves you when you are sick.
He had never been drunk, and perhaps that was why he made mistakes back then.
He thought that she was not important enough to give up in his mind, but the facts proved that he was wrong, very wrong.
He has been sick before, like now.
There was a dull pain in his injured ankle, but he couldn't care less.
He was thinking, how can he open her heart?
He raised his hand to turn on the desk lamp, forgetting what time it was, picked up his cell phone and dialed a number, "Wuyou..."