Niuniu and I grew up together. We were childhood sweethearts and loved each other. The whole family thought that we would always love each other, get married, have children, grow old together, and stay together forever.
No one thought that when I was nineteen and Niuniu was eighteen, Niuniu got seriously ill and everything changed.
I lay on the ground, panting violently. Niu Niu's finger joints holding the wooden stick turned white, and she hit me mercilessly with one stick after another.
The wooden sticks hitting my body made a dull sound, and each stick seemed to break my bones, causing heart-breaking pain.
I endured it, gritting my teeth and enduring it.
I don’t know how much time passed, but my consciousness of pain was already a little blurry. I vaguely saw her throwing away the stick and running back into the house, slamming the door.
After a while, the lights upstairs turned on, and Niu Niu's slender figure was reflected on the curtains. I lay on the ground and looked at it dreamily.
Niuniu...my Niuniu...what should I do...so that you don't feel so much pain?
After a while, the lights went out, and I put my hands on the ground, stood up unsteadily, and staggered towards my yard.
I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower head. The water hit my scarred body and it hurt like a knife. I washed up in a hurry, put on a bathrobe, took the best wound medicine, and applied it to myself bit by bit.
I was very careful and very slow, because I wanted the wounds on my body to be healed faster and faster, so that when Niuniu gets sick and hits me next time, I can hold on longer.
I was gently massaging the bruises on my body when the door was pushed open.
"Who?" I yelled angrily, wrapping my bathrobe tightly around me.
Who is so bold as to enter my room without knocking?
"Xiaoying!" The baby's mother walked in with a smile.
I immediately stuffed the medicine in my hand into the quilt behind me, stood up and went to meet her, "Baby mom, it's so late, why are you here?"
The baby's mother glanced at me, sniffed and sniffed again, "Why is there such a strong smell of medicine? Are you injured?"
"Oh," I smiled, "I injured my foot while playing basketball at school."
"Oh, that's it!" Baby's mother helped me sit down and squatted down, "No wonder the servant just said to me, I saw you limping out of Niuniu's yard, let me take a look, is it serious?"
"It's okay..." I struggled and refused to let her see.
"Don't move." She held my ankle and checked carefully, "It's okay. It doesn't look serious. Why does the servant say you look bad?"
As she spoke, she lifted up my bathrobe. It was too late for me to stop her, and several purple streaks lay across my calves, which looked particularly hideous under the light.
I struggled to pull my leg out of her hands and said awkwardly: "Baby mom, I just accidentally bumped it, I'm fine."
She stood up and looked at me calmly, "Are you wearing any clothes inside?"
I didn't understand why she asked so, so I nodded hesitantly.
"Take off your bathrobe and let me take a look."
I was so embarrassed that my face turned red, and I grabbed my tight-fitting bathrobe and said, "Baby mom, I'm nineteen years old and I'm an adult."
The baby's mother looked at me for a while, then suddenly lowered her head and sighed, "Oh! When the child grows up, he is no longer close to his mother. I bathed you every day when you were a child, but now you can't even look at it.
"
I clearly knew that baby mommy was the best at acting, but I still couldn’t see her looking sad. I walked up to her, hugged her and acted like a baby, "Baby mommy, you see you are already in your thirties, but you still look like a teenager."
I look like my sister in my early teens, how can I have the nerve to show you my body?"
I'm not exaggerating at all. Baby mother is like a fairy. In addition to becoming more charming and feminine in recent years, she still looks like a student who has not yet graduated from college. No wonder Dad Yun always wants to hold her in the palm of his hand.
It hurt her, she was afraid it would melt when she held it in her mouth, and she was afraid it would be lost in the blink of an eye.
"You talkative!" She smiled and pinched my nose, then lifted my bathrobe abruptly, and the smile on her face suddenly froze.
The young and strong body is covered with bruises and bruises, some of which are red marks that have subsided, and more are bruised and purple.
I hurriedly wrapped my bathrobe tightly and stammered: "Baby mom... I competed with people in the school's fighting gym... I... I..."
I'm not good at lying. In fact, I never lie to my parents at home, but I don't want anyone to know. When Niuniu gets sick, she will hit me with something, and she will hit me hard with anything around her.
It smoked on me.
I can't let them know... they will be sad...
She looked at me quietly for a while, with tears glistening in her eyes, but she held it back and smiled at me, "Well! Be careful when fighting with others in the future. If you can't beat me, just admit defeat. Don't hurt yourself."
"I know...I know..." Looking at the tears in her eyes, I nodded repeatedly, sweating all over my head.
Baby's mother never cried. Even when Yifan, Nannan and Huizi were kidnapped that year, the three fathers were not at home, and my mother and Feng's mother cried unnaturally, she did not shed a single tear.
Her tears did not fall in the end. I breathed a sigh of relief. Baby's mother patted my shoulder and said, "Have a good rest. If the medicine is gone, ask baby's mother for it. The medicines outside are not as effective as those prepared by baby's mother."
"Well, I get it, baby mommy is the best." I put my arms around her neck and acted like a baby, kissed her hard on the face, and then stuck out my tongue.
Every time Dad Yun sees me kissing my baby mother, Dad Yun will act very jealous, then hold my ear and say, brat, you have grown up now and can no longer take advantage of my wife.
, go and kiss your own wife.
I was amused by the scene in my mind.
Isn't my wife his daughter?
He encouraged me to kiss his daughter. Is there such a father?
After I finished laughing, I remembered that my baby mother was still in my arms. When I looked down, my baby mother was looking at the smile on my face in a daze.
I kissed her hard on the face again before letting her go, "Baby mom, what's wrong?"
"Nothing?" Baby mother pinched my face and said with a smile: "Go to bed early, it's getting late, I'm going back."
"Yeah." After I sent my baby mother out, I froze in the room in a daze.
Does baby mama really believe what I say?
She... is so smart!
Suddenly, a chill ran through my heart.
She is the baby mama!
The smartest baby mama!
How could I hide this little trick from her?
She must understand everything...she is so smart...so smart...
I ran towards Niuniu's yard. I was afraid... What should I do if my baby's mother scolds Niuniu?
Niuniu she...
she……
The injuries on my body were burning with pain every step I took, but I didn't care. When I stumbled to Niu Niu's downstairs, the lights in Niu Niu's room had been turned off, but they turned on again.
My heart became more and more anxious, so I ran to Niu Niu's bedroom door with strength. Just as I was about to knock on the door, Niu Niu's soft but sweet voice came from the bedroom. It was so beautiful that my heart beat violently and my hands froze in the air.
live.
She hasn't spoken to me with such a sweet and pleasant voice for a long time. In fact, since she fell ill, she has never looked at me again. Every time I stay by her side, she starts to get sick.
When he came, he hit me with something and refused to say a word to me.
"Mom, you haven't come to sleep with me for a long time. My dad is too much. You look at me so closely." Niuniu was acting coquettishly with her baby mother.
"Niuniu, I just came from Xiaoying's place."
After a moment of silence, Niu Niu's bitter voice came from the crack in the door, "Mom...my illness...I can't delay Brother Ying...I want him to give up on me..."
"Silly girl!" The baby's mother sighed, "Don't you know that we are men of the Jiang family? Once you identify yourself, you will be determined for a lifetime, and you will be determined forever. Don't say you are just sick, but you are stupid and crazy.
He will also protect you for the rest of his life."
"But...Mom...I can't!" Niuniu choked and said, "I love him...so I can't let him go...he deserves better...I...I..."
"Fool! For him, you are the best...how did you do it..."
"Mom... long-term pain is worse than short-term pain... If I treat him like that, he will hate me, leave me... and fall in love with other women... Mom... I can't... I can't miss him...
"
"That's why I said you were stupid!" The baby's mother sighed, "You look like this. Don't just beat him, scold him and ignore him. Even if you beat him to a limp or maim him, he will not leave you..."
"Then what should I do? Mom...I...I..."
Niuniu is crying, and my heart hurts like a knife.
I want to rush in and tell her that I will never leave her no matter what, I will take care of her! I will take care of her for the rest of my life!
The baby's mother said: "Then let me tell you, what would you do if your mother were you?"
I held my breath and listened.
"Niuniu, if my mother were you, my mother would love him even more than before. If she loved him only ten percent before, she would love him one hundred percent from now on, and use other ways to compensate for the shortcomings caused by illness...
…”
No!
I don't need compensation!
As long as Niuniu is by my side, it will be fine.
As long as she is always by my side!
"But mom... I couldn't control myself when I was in pain. I just picked up anything and wanted to hit him. I wanted to knock him out and prevent him from seeing my horrible look."
Thinking of Niuniu holding her head and rolling back and forth on the ground in pain, my heart ached, my legs went weak, and I slid along the wall and sat on the ground.
Niuniu!
Niuniu!
What should I do to prevent you from feeling so much pain?
"No... Niuniu! It's because you had the idea of forcing him to leave that you indulged yourself in beating him when he was sick. You couldn't do it at ordinary times. When you were sick, the pain and stimulation made you lose some of your sanity.
, gives you a reason to hurt him, as long as you still want to be with him in the future, you can control yourself, mom believes in you!!"
