"Mom...am I really okay? Will Mama and Papa Yue blame me? Brother Ying is so good, but I...I..."
Niuniu!
Niuniu!
Why do you think so?
You are my favorite girl. I have been with you since you were born, watching you learn to talk, watching you learn to walk, watching you staggering towards me and calling me brother Ying.
Loving you has become a habit and nature, and it will never change. As long as I am here, you will always be my favorite.
Niuniu, what are you afraid of?
"Silly girl, do you know how to love someone?"
"how?"
"Loving someone means that when he loves you, you repay him more love, and when he doesn't love you, you just walk away quietly. Now Xiaoying still loves you, so you should love him more.
That is truly good and true love to him, not your self-righteous good intentions."
After a long silence, Niu Niu said hesitantly: "Mom, I seem to understand a little bit."
"Be good...it doesn't matter if you don't understand. Tomorrow...tomorrow you will do as mom says..."
"Um?"
"Starting from tomorrow, you will pretend that nothing happened. You have never had that illness. You are still the same you, and he is still the original Xiaoying. You are happy together. When you get sick,
Just avoid him and pretend that you have never been sick at all... After a while, you will understand..."
"Mom, I listen to you..."
"Good boy, go to sleep. It's getting late. Tomorrow, you and Xiaoying will be fine. Don't let mom worry anymore, eh?"
"Well, I listen to my mother in everything, and what she says is always right!"
Niu Niu smiled and acted coquettishly, the lights in the room were turned off, and there was no sound anymore.
I went downstairs quietly, and when I returned to my room, I thought about it all night.
Niuniu!
My Niuniu, will she... go back to the past?
Sometimes, baby mama is like a fairy who can turn stone into gold. Everything changes in just one night.
I went to pick up Niuniu from Niuniu's yard again. She came out as happily as before when she was not sick. She held my arm and kissed me on the cheek. "Ying, my illness is better. I won't do anything wrong in the future."
You are fierce, okay?"
She bumped into my injury, and even though I tried my best to control it, the corners of her lips still twitched fiercely. The smile on her face froze, and then she smiled brightly, shaking my arm and acting coquettishly, "It was me before.
No, let’s start over from now on, and I’ll be very, very, very, very good to you, okay?”
"Okay!" I smiled and scratched her nose, "But Niuniu has never been in trouble. My Niuniu has always been very, very, very good to me."
"Glib tongue!" She yelled, but she looked very happy.
I was so surprised that I was a little dizzy.
Is my nightmare finally over?
Sure enough, we were back to the days before Niu Niu got sick, so sweet and happy. We just called each other's names and looked at each other quietly, feeling that we had nothing more to ask for in this life.
The only thing I couldn't accept was that every time Niuniu got sick, she would really avoid me and lock herself in her room. When I heard her faint cries of pain, my heart was cut like a knife.
I have seen Niu Niu getting sick, rolling around on the ground holding her head in her arms, and even hitting her head against the wall.
I'm very worried, but I don't dare to break in. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that if I see her, she will resist me again...
I finally couldn't help but go to the baby mother, hugged the baby mother and acted like a baby, begging her, "Niuniu listens to you the most. Please advise her. When she gets sick, can you let me guard her? I can't see her, and in my heart
I’m panicking and the pain is severe.”
"Xiaoying..." Baby's mother looked at me, "If you guard her, you will feel better, right?"
I nodded quickly.
"But have you ever thought about Niuniu's feelings?" Baby's mother asked me.
I was stunned.
The baby's mother sighed, "Every girl wants the person she loves the most to see her looking her most beautiful. She was so embarrassed when she got sick. What would she think if you were watching from the side?"
I was completely stunned.
The baby's mother patted me and said, "Xiaoying, if I were you, I would pretend that when she walked away, I didn't know what she was doing. I would pretend that I didn't even know she was sick, so I would
Treat her as a healthy and normal girl, treat Huizi as she should, treat Huanhuan as Yifan, and treat Niuniu as you do, that is what is truly good to her."
I don’t quite understand it, but I know that what my baby’s mother said must be right, because she is the smartest person I have ever met.
I did what my baby mother taught me, and sure enough, there was no quarrel between me and Niu Niu. Niu Niu was still sick, still got sick every day, and still hid and suffered alone every day, but Niu Niu was happy every day.
I am like Huizi to Nannan and Yifan to Huanhuan. I love her when she does the right thing and scold her and yell at her when she does the wrong thing. She becomes more and more dependent on me and becomes less and less concerned about her illness.
Keeping it in mind, we are approaching the palace of marriage step by step.
When Niuniu was twenty years old, I finally got my wish and married her as my bride, and a new test for us came along with it.
It is said that Niuniu often suffers from headaches because there is something growing in her head. It cannot be removed because it is too close to the central nervous system. Surgical removal will be life-threatening. She can only do a cranial CT scan every three months to monitor the growth of the foreign body.
speed.
Because the radiation caused by brain CT scans can cause fetal malformations, Niuniu and I have been unable to have children for a long time.
In fact, Niu Niu was only twenty-two years old at that time, and I was only twenty-three years old, which was far from the age to have children. However, because from the generation of Baobao’s mother and father Yun, it was early for families to have children, and Yifan and Huizi
The good news of pregnancy came out as soon as we got married. This made it a bit unexpected that Niuniu and I had not had a child after two years of marriage.
I could tell that Niu Niu gradually started to care a little. She looked at Yi Fan and Hui Zi's son in a daze, with a look of envy in her eyes.
In the evening, after making love, I hugged her and murmured to her: "Don't worry, we will have children sooner or later. I don't want children yet. You see, Yifan and Huizi's sons are pestering their mothers."
How tight is it? I haven’t had enough of our two-person world with you yet, and it’s just right if we don’t have children.”
Niu Niu was silent for a while and said: "Ying, I think... my condition is much better now. Why don't I do a check-up now? It's only been ten months. I will check after the baby is born..."
"Don't mess around!" I was frightened by her and sat up from the bed.
Things in your head can be big or small. What if there are signs of deterioration in ten months or something unexpected happens?
I can't bear it!
"Niuniu, please listen carefully to me," I held her shoulders and said seriously: "I don't want children now, not at all! Don't mess with me, otherwise I will never forgive you!
"
She looked at me for a while and smiled, "Well, I'm just saying, it's okay. The doctor said I'm much better. In a few years at most, we will definitely be able to have a child."
"It doesn't matter if you never have one in your life," I hugged her and lay down. "Don't we still have Yifan and Huizi's children? It's the same as raising them."
Yifan and Huizi's sons have inherited our family's tradition. They don't call us aunt or uncle, but call us Ying Daddy Ying Mom. They are also our children. With them and Niuniu, I will have no regrets in this life.
Even though I warned Niu Niu, I was still afraid that she would act recklessly. Fortunately, giving birth to a child is not something that can be decided by just one person. Since that day, I have taken better contraceptive measures, fearing that she would be like in TV magazines,
If you poke eyes or do other tricks, I will keep it myself.
Niu Niu felt a little funny when she saw that I was guarding her like a thief, but she let me do it.
One day, I was on a business trip and came home a day early to give Niu Niu a surprise. However, the servant at home said that she had gone to the hospital for a check-up, so I immediately drove to the hospital to pick her up.
When passing the treatment room, several young nurses were whispering inside.
"Hey, did you see that Miss Niuniu's husband didn't come with her this time? Have they already broken up?"
I stopped and frowned tightly. The little nurse inside didn't notice me and was talking excitedly.
"Young Master Ying is young and promising. At such a young age, he is the boss of more than a dozen top law firms. I don't know that the famous lawyer Shuyuan is watching. How can he stay with a woman who can't have children for the rest of his life?" A nurse said in the voice.
There is a strong sense of schadenfreude.
I clenched my fists unconsciously.
"Don't talk nonsense. I think Master Ying and Miss Niuniu are a match made in heaven. Have you not seen how much Master Ying dotes on Miss Niuniu? How could they break up?"
Another nurse retorted.
"You came later. What do you know?" The gloating nurse lowered her voice unconvinced, "Do you think Young Master Ying treats Niuniu well because he likes her? He is just guilty, and guilt can last for several years.
?When you feel that you have almost paid it back, of course you will kick Niuniu, and..."
"Shh..." The other nurse seemed to cover the nurse's mouth, not letting her speak anymore, and said nervously: "Are you crazy? Have you forgotten that Mrs. Jiang said, whoever talks about this matter again,
If you pull out whose tongue, you will die..." The nurse immediately fell silent.
I'm full of questions.
Am I guilty?
Why should I feel guilty? Too lazy to argue with those messy women, I walked towards the director's office.
The person who treated Niuniu was Director Xu, an authoritative expert in brain science in China. From a distance, I could hear his voice talking to Niuniu.
"Why didn't you see your husband this time?"
"He's on a business trip."
Niuniu's voice was very relaxed, and I breathed a sigh of relief. I was really afraid that the nurses would hear the nonsense words they said and make her unhappy.
"He doesn't know about that yet, right?"
"Of course," Niu Niu said with a smile, "My mother said that we will hide it from him for the rest of our lives and never let him know."
