It can be said that he just pretended that Shangguan Yun did not exist. It was like I was the only one standing in front of him, and he never looked at Shangguan Yun.
And I have been silent all this time. In fact, I don’t know what I should say.
"Xuanxuan..." Haohua called me helplessly, stretched out his hand and gently grabbed my arm. His hand was very cold. When I was with him in the past, he would always use his warm hand.
His hands hugged me tightly so that I would no longer feel cold in the cold winter. But why are his hands so cold now? Is it because of his ice-cold heart?
Before I could fully react, Shangguan Yun had already rudely pulled off Haohua's hand and said rudely: "Please respect yourself, Xuanxuan is my girlfriend now, please don't touch her."
." Apparently Shangguan Yun's tone was not good, and he seemed a little angry, otherwise he wouldn't have gritted his teeth and said it to Haohua.
After all, Shangguan Yun couldn't bear Haoran's repeated disregard.
"I'm talking to Xuanxuan, even if you are his boyfriend, so what, do you have the right to stop me from talking to him?" Haohua said to Shangguan Yun expressionlessly with veins on his forehead.
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I smelled the smell of gunpowder, and it seemed that a war was about to start. I felt a little anxious and scared.
Looking at the faces of Haohua and Shangguan Yun that were almost twisted with anger, and looking at their eyes with sparks in their eyes, I quickly grabbed Shangguan Yun and said, "I'm very hungry, please eat with me first." Really.
I don't know how to prevent the war that is about to break out, so I have to spend it on food. I don't know if it is possible, so I can only treat a dead horse as a doctor.
I stared at Shangguan Yun nervously, my heart pounding, for fear that they would ignore my words and start a fight on the street.
Fortunately, Shangguan Yun looked at Haohua for a few seconds, then turned to look at me with distressed eyes and said, "Then let's go."
After saying that, he put a hand on my waist in a very affectionate manner. When we were about to leave, Horwath still had no intention of getting out of the way. My heart that was about to relax suddenly became nervous again. In fact,
I am very afraid of seeing other people fighting, not to mention that one of them is an ex-boyfriend and the other is a current boyfriend, and they are still on the street.
"Let's go together. I'll wait until you finish eating and we'll talk." Haohua said in a soft tone. After hearing what he said, I felt relieved.
Although I didn't know what Horwath was going to say to me, I was still looking forward to hearing his explanation. After all, he left me without giving me a reasonable explanation.
The three of us were walking together, and the atmosphere was very bad. It was as if the air was frozen. The air made me feel like I was about to suffocate, and I always felt a strong discomfort in my heart.
I always felt that my whole body was light and weightless, and my legs were soft and seemed to be floating. Fortunately, I was held in Shangguan Yun's arms, otherwise I was really afraid that I would not be able to walk, so I finally reached a restaurant.
After Shangguan Yun ordered some of my favorite dishes, he turned to Haohua and said, "You can order whatever you want. Anyway, my taste has changed with Xuanxuan. She likes to eat my food and has fallen in love with it."
"Shangguanyun seemed to feel a little proud when he said this.
After speaking, he looked at Haohua with a provocative look.
"Haha, no need. Xuanxuan and I have almost the same taste, so thank you." It seems that Haohua didn't show any weakness.
But Haohua always feels harsh when listening to it. His and I have almost different tastes. He prefers sweeter food, but I like lighter food. A light sweetness is enough for him.
I like to eat celery, but I hate that thing.
So I couldn't help but glance at Haohua, and when I met Haohua's gaze, his eyes suddenly became extremely gentle, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said softly to me: "Sometimes some things will slowly change."
It changes, but some things cannot be changed.”
I didn't understand what he meant, it was very vague.
"Some things will change, and some things will change slowly as time goes by." I said with a touch of sadness. When I said this sentence, my heart twitched slightly, but
Knowing why you feel this way, do you still regret your relationship with Haohua? Or are you afraid of this new relationship with Shangguan Yun?
Time can dilute everything, but time cannot dilute feelings. This is what Haohua said before he left. He did not eat with me, but left these words and left. Before leaving, he also said to me: "At eight o'clock in the evening
I'll wait for you, see you at the same place. I'll wait until you come."
Looking at his thin figure, I feel a little sour in my heart. When I think back to the time when I was with him, I can always see the bright smile on his face. That smile warms my heart like the sunshine in winter.
, every time I was with him in the past, I could always feel that I only needed him in the whole world. He was the only one in my eyes and in my heart, and everything in fact seemed empty to me.
I always thought that he was my world. Every time I held him in my arms, I would always say to him, I love you more and more. I can’t imagine what I would do without you by my side. I don’t know if I can still
Can I survive? But every time he would smile and gently pinch my nose and say to me, fool, how could I leave you? Stop thinking about it. Although I knew in my heart that he would never leave me.
He abandoned me, but I still want to say these words of loving me, never leaving me, and pampering me forever in front of me again and again.
I still remember very clearly that every time after school we would go to the park near the school. No matter it was winter or summer, after dinner every night we would always go to the park near the school to sit and find a secluded place to sit down.
Snuggled in his arms, he would always kiss my cheek gently when it got dark. I felt that life at that time was simple and happy.
I still remember one time when we left the campus right after school, we walked to the park again, found a stone bench to sit down, and the afterglow of the sunset enveloped us, which was very gentle and comfortable. While we were enjoying the warm sunset, we didn’t know
What happened was that I got into trouble with him. Just at that moment, my sister in the same dormitory passed by. I got angry and walked away with my sister in the same dormitory to go to dinner, leaving Haohua sitting there alone. Thinking about that
Shi was really cruel, he just left like that without saying a word.
Although Horwath and I had a good relationship in the past, we would also have small quarrels. It was normal for us to have small quarrels. Horwath coaxed me back every time. The same time, I also treated it as a little quarrel and ate it.
After dinner, I went back to the dormitory. It was already winter at that time, and the winter in Lishui was very cold. At night, after I washed my clothes and hung them up, they would brave the cold smoke and then freeze into ice. The sky gradually darkened.
, that day happened to be Friday again. I looked at the time and it was already almost seven o'clock. In addition, the weather was so cold, so I finished washing and got ready to go to bed. Then the phone in the dormitory rang. It was Horwath. I answered the call.
After the call, a sad voice came from the other end of the phone: "Are you just leaving like this?"
Then there was silence, and it was silence all the time, and then I hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, I was still wondering why Horwath didn't coax me this time. Instead, he just said a word and hung up. Normally, he wouldn't use that tone when he coaxed me. I shook my head and said nothing.
After thinking about it, I climbed into bed and got ready to go to bed. At that time, I always thought that our love was very strong and could withstand any test. So I felt that the quarrel with Horwath was normal and that we would be reconciled again in a day or two.
I don’t know how long I slept, but I opened my sleepy eyes when my sister in the dormitory called me, and the phone was handed to me again and said: "The person who is looking for you seems to be Haohua." I stretched out my hand and stuck out my head.
When I took it, I felt a gust of cold wind going straight to my neck. I took Minnie's phone and got under the quilt again.
"Hey..." I said to the phone in a lazy voice when I got into bed and felt the coldness was no longer biting.
"Are you really so cruel to leave me here alone? Are you really not coming?" Haohua's sad voice came again. Listening to his sad voice, my heart trembled slightly.
For a moment.
"you……"
"I have always been here waiting for you, always here waiting for you, and I will wait until you come." Haohua continued to speak to me in a sad tone before I could speak. When I heard his words
Finally, I felt so sad that my tears rolled out immediately. After hanging up the phone, I immediately sat up and quickly put on my clothes, but my tears could not be controlled. The people in my dormitory saw me answering the phone.
I burst into tears and asked what was going on. I put on my pants and put on my coat and told them that Horwath was still waiting for me in the park, so they asked me to hurry over. I didn’t even bother to put on shoes, so I just wore summer clothes.
The lovely pair of slippers that Horwath bought for me were gone, and I didn’t even have time to put on my socks.
The tears still never stopped. I ran as fast as I could as soon as I left the dormitory. It was very dark outside. At this time, I forgot about the cold. The cold wind outside kept hitting my neck, but
But I don't feel it anymore.
Usually when I go to the park hand in hand with Horwath, I feel like I can get there very quickly, but I don’t know why the road has become so long now. No matter how hard I run, I still feel so far away from the park...
When I ran out of breath and separated from Haohua today, under the dim light, Haohua was still sitting on the cold stone bench, looking at his face that was blue with cold, my heart was deep.
It hurts.
When I walked in front of Haohua, Haohua stood up and hugged me into his arms and said, "I've finally waited for you. I've finally waited for you. I thought you wouldn't come." His words were choked and he was trembling.
Extraordinarily cold.
I stretched out my hands and hugged his waist tightly and said with tears in my eyes: "You have never left, have you waited until now?"
Horwath didn't speak, but just nodded to me. I was moved, distressed, and blamed myself. If I hadn't left so willfully, if I had passed by the park when I came back from dinner, then Horwath wouldn't have
It will be dry and frozen here for a few hours.
It was already very late, almost ten o'clock, and the dormitory was about to close. But Haoran refused to let me leave. The park was so deserted, and gusts of cold wind made me shiver.
"Isn't it very cold? Don't go back at night. Can you go to my cousin's house?" Haohua looked at me distressedly. The cold was really unbearable. I nodded hurriedly, even my teeth were chattering.
The gurgling sound came.
After Haohua let me go, he said accusingly: "Why are you wearing such thin clothes? You're not wearing anything underneath. You're just wearing a coat like this. Is it cold? You must be freezing." Haoran said as he took off his clothes.
He put his coat on me, hugged me tightly and walked out of the park. Fortunately, he still had a car.
I can't imagine how Haohua could have waited for so long in that deserted night. If I hadn't arrived in time, he would have had to sit there all night.
When we were sitting in the car, Haohua saw my feet that were already red from the cold. He leaned down and gently pulled my feet up and put them on his thighs, and then kept rubbing them with his warm hands.
Yes, to be honest, my feet were so cold that I couldn't feel them.
When we arrived at Haohua's cousin's house, Haohua's cousin opened the door and looked at us stupidly, maybe because he saw us in such a mess.
"What are you doing? I'm freezing to death. Why don't you let me in?" It wasn't until Haohua made a dissatisfied voice that Haohua looked on his face and asked us to come in.
After entering, Horwath took me to the guest room and asked me to lie on the bed, but the bed was so cold that I didn't want to lie in it. I knew that as soon as I lay in it, my whole body would tremble violently.
So Haohua shouted to his cousin outside: "Help me boil water."
"There is hot water in the bathroom." Haohua's cousin was watching the football game in the living room and was fascinated.
So Haohua took me into the bathroom again. After putting the hot water on, I stretched my feet in and a warm current flowed into my whole body. It felt so comfortable.
However, Haohua leaned down and said with pain: "Look at your little feet, they are so frozen. You don't take care of yourself at all..."
"What are you thinking about? The food is here. Let's eat quickly. Don't get hungry." At this time, Shangguan Yun pushed me gently to bring me back from my memories.
I saw a table full of my dishes in front of me, and the rice was placed in front of me. I was so absorbed in my thoughts just now that the waiter came in and out in a blur.