Is it true that, as Ah Hao said, he is not suitable for me? Is there a suitable or unsuitable relationship?
There is only love or not, and there is no suitability or unsuitability. There is no one who feels sorry for anyone, only one who does not cherish the other.
It's not easy for two people to be together, it's really not easy, not to mention that he and I have gone through some small twists and turns before we can be as happy together as we are now. I should cherish it, I should cherish it.
I have no self-esteem in relationships. I give without expecting anything in return, and I don’t seem to have given much.
Now that you are in love, you should move forward bravely. Since you are in love, you should pursue happiness. Since you are in love, you should repay it without asking for anything in return and make the man you love feel happy.
It is really not easy to live a lifetime. Life is short, life is short, and it will pass in the blink of an eye. When you can love, you should work hard to love, and when you are happy, you should work hard to cherish.
After taking a shower, I thought about a lot. Sure enough, when you quarrel, you need to calm down and think clearly, instead of losing your temper blindly.
When you quarrel, you should think about the good things about the other person, not the bad things about him. This way, it will be much easier to calm down.
After taking a shower, he stood up, put on his pajamas and walked out. Shangguan Yun was sitting on the floor alone, having drank a lot. The room was filled with the smell of alcohol and cigarette smoke.
Suddenly, my heart felt sour again. Shangguan Yun was right, he had his helplessness. He was a brother on one side and his girlfriend on the other. Neither of them were good people. I was his girlfriend, so I should be considerate of him.
But I didn't. Instead, I just blamed him, got angry at him, and ran out willfully to let him find me, making him anxious.
Compared to some girlfriends, I am really incompetent. I know what kind of person Shangguan Yun is, but since I am with him, I should accommodate him and be considerate of him.
After Shangguan Yun saw me coming out, he looked up at me and said, "It's done. Come sit down and drink together."
Looking at the empty bottle in front of Shangguan Yun, I knew that he had drank a lot.
I slowly walked to him and sat down and said, "Stop drinking. I won't drink either. Go take a bath and go to bed." I said with a thick nasal voice. I really had a cold.
"Are you still angry?" Shangguan Yun hugged me and said. I shook my head and said, "I'm not angry anymore. I know it was my willfulness and I was drunk just now, so I said those words. I know you have your helplessness.
.So I’m not angry anymore.”
Shangguan Yun looked at me with his affectionate eyes and kissed my lips. His lips smelled strongly of cigarettes and alcohol. I tried my best to respond to his kiss, and I had already fallen in love with him.
When I was sleeping, I leaned in his arms as usual and listened quietly to his heartbeat. Suddenly the sound of cell phone ringing broke the quiet night. Shangguan Yun grabbed the phone and looked at it, frowned and said directly
I hung up and didn't answer the call. After hanging up, it rang again and Shangguanyun shut down the phone directly.
I asked with some worry: "What's wrong? Who is calling?"
"Ignore him, let's go to bed, okay?" Shangguan Yun tried to talk to me in a relaxed tone, but the more he acted like this, the more worried I became.
"Yun, tell me, who made the call just now?" I leaned into his arms and asked lightly, but my tone revealed that I was eager to know.
"It's Ah Chun who's calling. Ignore him." Shangguan Yun kissed me on the face and said.
Is the call from Achun related to Tingting? The less Shangguan Yun wants to tell me, the more I want to know. Just like something, the more I can't get it, the more I want to get it.
"What's the matter?" I continued to ask, trying to be as gentle as possible, but I still couldn't hide the urgency in my tone.
"Don't think too much. It's okay. Go to bed early, okay? You have a cold. Go to sleep." Shangguan Yun said to me with a smile. But I felt that his smile was fake.
"Yun, I know something is wrong. If you really don't want to talk about it, I don't mind. But, I hope you can talk about it. Can I share it with you?" In the darkness, I looked with affectionate eyes.
Looking at him, I believe that in the darkness, my affectionate eyes will be very bright.
After Shangguan Yun sighed, he hugged me tightly and said, "Actually, it's nothing. Maybe Tingting can call Achun and tell Achun that I'm leaving. Achun may ask me to accompany Tingting."
"What's wrong with Tingting?" I asked out of curiosity. I swear, I definitely don't care about her. I would be happy if she had a happy ending, and I'd love it.
"Tingting, she got drunk by a man and took her to a hotel to have sex with him." Shangguan Yun sighed.
In the darkness, something called fear slowly crawled all over my body, and my heart began to sympathize with her slightly. I covered my mouth with my hand and whispered, "You mean, you said you were raped?"
When I said this sentence, my body slowly trembled, and I didn't know why I was so scared.
Shangguan Yun's wife immediately hugged me tightly and comforted me: "Don't be afraid." In fact, Shangguan Yun knew me very well, and he knew that I was afraid, because just now I went out drinking with a man I didn't know very well. Fortunately,
Shangguan Yun arrived in time. He had been drinking heavily just now, but Ah Hao didn't stop me. Did he have any intentions? If Shangguan Yun hadn't found me, would I have been taken to the hotel by Ah Hao, and then I was drunk?
What about having a relationship with him?
"Did you look for each box one by one just now?" I asked with a trembling voice. Although in the darkness, I could feel Shangguan Yun nodded first and said, "Yeah, I knew it wasn't that.
It’s so simple, it’s heaven and earth, so I ran out and looked for each box one by one. Fortunately, I knew the people in some of the boxes. Fortunately, I found you. Otherwise, I don’t know what the consequences would be like. Fortunately, let me
Found it." Shangguan Yun hugged me tightly and said. I can imagine how anxious Shangguan Yun was when he received my call and heard me talk about my life in heaven and earth. Then
He must have been anxious.
I can also understand why he had to take me away urgently at that time. Even if he was fighting with ordinary people, even if he was alone, he would still take me away. Everything was for my own good. I was really a big fool.
, really a big fool.
"Yun, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Please forgive me for being willful." My heart felt sour, and tears rolled down my face.