Ever since I got together with Shangguan Yun, I have found that my tears are becoming less and less valuable. I shed them at every turn and bring them up at every turn. No matter if I am sad or happy, I will shed tears.
"Why are you crying again? Don't you know how much my heart hurts when you cry? Be good, please stop crying." Shangguan Yun turned around and kissed my face gently.
It seems that as long as I am with Guanyun, he will drink my tears.
"The tears are very salty," I said with a wry smile. "No, they are very bitter, and they are always bitter in my heart. Promise me not to shed tears again, okay? This makes me really heartbroken." Shangguan Yun caressed me.
He said while holding my head.
"I shed tears because I care about you. Because I love you, I shed tears at every turn." I sniffed and said.
"Silly wife..." Shangguan Yun rubbed my neck with his nose and called out affectionately.
I chuckled and said, "Don't, it's itchy."
Only then did Shangguan Yun hug me seriously, and I continued to ask: "How is Tingting doing now?" Although I don't like her, she was kidnapped and raped after all. Who makes me so sympathetic?
It's right to sympathize with her.
"Things are fine, but I'm just not in a good mood. That's why I called you and told you I wouldn't go back tonight. I originally planned to stay with her at her house that night, but don't get it wrong, there's someone else with you.
I'm not the only one, but that person is the only one staying with Tingting at her house now, and I guess he got scolded badly by Tingting." Shangguan Yun said with a helpless smile.
"Tingting's most important thing is to let you accompany her, so after you left, Ah Chun called you, right? If you don't go, will it be bad? Will it affect your relationship with Ah Chun?
?" I asked a little nervously.
"Forget it, don't talk about these things. You are the most important to me. As long as you are fine and not angry, it will be fine." Shangguan Yun said with a wry smile.
His words really touched me. I could deeply understand that in his heart, I am really important to him. Likewise, he is also very important to me.
important.
I took Shangguan Yun's hand, pressed it tightly against my chest and said affectionately: "Can you feel it? In this direction of me, you are the most important."
After Shangguan Yun listened to my words, his body trembled slightly again. I could clearly feel that his body trembled slightly again.
"Xuanxuan, I love you! Promise me that we will never quarrel in the future, okay?" Shangguan Yun said affectionately.
I nodded vigorously and said, "Well, no more arguing."
At this moment, I feel very happy. There is nothing happier than when two people’s hearts are together.
Now, I feel like I am surrounded by so much happiness, everything has become so small, and all I can see is the relationship with Shangguan Yun.
"Yun, I am willing to give myself to you. I am willing." Suddenly I turned around and said to Shangguan Yun emotionally, I am really willing and have no regrets.
Shangguan Yun was stunned for a moment after hearing this, then slowly came to his senses and said to me: "Are you willing? Don't you regret it?"
I nodded heavily again and said: "Well, I do, right now, and I won't regret it. Even if we are no longer together in the future, I will remember that my first night was with the man I love deeply. I don't
I will regret it, but I will never regret it. Even if my future husband dislikes me, I will not regret it, really."
"Silly girl." When Shangguan Yun said this sentence, he always had a smile, a very thick smile.
After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, I kissed his lips. I took the initiative to kiss his lips. It was rare for me to be so proactive. I rarely take such initiative.
I kissed Shangguan Yun tenderly. Slowly Shangguan Yun took off my pajamas for me. His smooth body was put together with his strong body. The feeling was very different. It was like an electric current passing through my body.
Coupled with Shangguan Yun's caressing and kissing on my body, unprecedented pleasure surged into my heart, and my body became extremely hot. When Shangguan Yun rolled up and gently pressed on my body, my body
It started to tighten, and the same body began to tremble slightly. Am I afraid? Am I not ready yet?
"What's wrong? Do you regret it?" Shangguan Yun said in a hoarse voice. I held his back tightly and said in a trembling voice: "I, I'm afraid."
After hearing this, Shangguan Yun chuckled and said, "Don't be afraid. There is nothing to be afraid of. It will be fine soon. It will be fine soon." Shangguan Yun murmured softly in my ear, but I didn't because of what Shangguan Yun said.
These words feel reassuring.
I became even more nervous and uneasy, scared and frightened.
"Be good, it's nothing." Shangguan Yun continued to coax and kiss my body.
When his kiss fell on my chest, my body began to freeze, as if something had hardened my body and I froze.
"I...I'm afraid of pain." I continued to say with a trembling voice.
"No, it won't hurt. It'll be fine soon." Shangguan Yun continued to coax, while his voice and breath became faster and faster.
"But, but I'm still afraid." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, I continued to speak in a trembling voice, mixed with a little bit of crying, because I was really scared, scared, really scared.
I was so anxious that I almost cried, but I knew that Shangguan Yun could no longer control it. That strong desire could no longer be controlled.
"What are you afraid of?" Shangguan Yun's voice sounded helpless.
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid of getting pregnant." I gritted my teeth and said, hoping that Shangguan Yun would stop.
After Shangguan Yun heard what I said, he stopped kissing and caressing my body, and said to me in a low voice: "No, you won't get pregnant the first time, and it's not such a coincidence. You can't even buy a lottery ticket."
You can't win the lottery." I knew he was trying to keep his voice relaxed and make his tone a bit jokey. He mainly wanted to distract me.
"But, if there is no ten thousand, there is always a chance." I am still very scared. I don't know what I am afraid of. Afraid of pregnancy? Or afraid of something else. In short, it is just a fear.
"Then I'll buy contraceptive pills for you tomorrow. If you take them, you'll be fine." Shangguan Yun said weakly while lying on my body.
"I heard that taking that medicine is bad for your health and will disrupt your menstrual cycle." I continued in a trembling voice.