After I got home, I went to bed without even taking a shower. Although I was very sleepy, I couldn't fall asleep. When Shangguan Yun took a shower and came in to sleep, I told him my decision and said, "I'm going to go there tomorrow."
The school gave her the sick note to ask him for leave, otherwise he probably wouldn't believe me."
"Well, let's go to school together tomorrow. It's very late, so go to bed early. This way you will recover quickly. After you take leave, you will live in my house and let me take good care of you." Shangguan Yun also agreed with me.
decision, but I still have a decision that I haven’t told him.
"Then when you get up tomorrow, remember to wake me up. Don't walk away alone again and leave me alone, okay? This will make me scared and my heart will be uneasy." I looked at Shangguan Yun and said. Darkness
Among them, Shangguan Yun's eyes looked particularly bright.
"Well, okay. No, no, don't worry. I just saw how deeply you were sleeping in the morning and wanted you to sleep a little longer, so I couldn't bear to wake you up. And I just happened to be a little nervous.
That's why I went out, I know you will call me when you wake up." Shangguan Yun explained.
I didn't say anything anymore, let's talk about tomorrow's things tomorrow, and worry about tomorrow's worries tomorrow.
He stayed close to Shangguan Yun's arms and cultivated sleep.
The next day, it was not Shangguan Yun who woke me up, it was me who woke up. When I woke up, the same Shangguan Yun was no longer by my side. I thought Shangguan Yun had gone out again. When I got up and walked out of the room, I saw
Shangguan Yun was sitting in the living room watching TV. When he saw me coming out, he stood up and walked towards me with a smile and said: "Wake up, you must be very hungry. I have bought breakfast for you, you can eat some
.”
It turns out that Shangguan Yun is still there, but why didn't he wake me up?
"Why didn't you call me?" I asked him as we walked to the kitchen.
"You are sick, so of course I have to let you sleep more. How can I bear to wake you up. But I bought breakfast for you to eat together." After saying that, I took out the steamed buns and soy milk from the microwave. This was Shangguan Yun and I.
Eat it often.
After breakfast, it's getting late, and everyone else is probably going to have lunch by now.
"Let's go to school now." I said to Shangguan Yun with a smile.
Shangguan Yun poured a cup of boiling water, handed the medicine into my hand and said, "Take the medicine and we'll go."
I looked at Shangguan Yun movedly, took the medicine and went out.
After arriving at school, it was already lunch break. I went to find the class teacher alone. I didn't let Shangguan Yun wait, and asked him to go elsewhere by himself. Shangguan Yun also left. Shangguan Yun knew what I was worried about.
I took the sick sheet to the class teacher. The class teacher looked at my face and said with concern: "In this weather, you have to pay attention to your health. Go home and have a good rest."
I looked at the class teacher gratefully and left. I left the office. I didn't go to Shangguan Yun. I went straight back to the dormitory to pack my things and get ready to go home.
After I returned to the dormitory feeling sick, they saw me and talked to me for a few words, then they went their separate ways.
I packed my things and told me that I had asked for leave and was going home. Only then did they know that I had a fever and they expressed some concern. When I was about to leave with some clothes, I met Tingting, Tingting as soon as I left the door.
When she saw me, she was surprised at first. She must not have expected that I would come back to school.
"Hey, are you comfortable outside with Guanyun? Why are you willing to come to school?" I felt uncomfortable when I heard Tingting's voice. It's a pity that I still sympathized with him that night.
When I smiled at her and was about to leave, Tingting stopped me and said, "I have something to tell me. Come with me to the top floor." Tingting's voice was still overbearing, and she couldn't tell that she was being raped the night before.
Raped.
I also wanted to get some things from Tingting’s mouth that I didn’t know, so I followed her to the top floor. Normally, I would definitely ignore her.
When we got to the top floor, Tingting looked at me and said, "Why, you look like a sick person. No wonder Shangguan Yun feels sorry for you. Looking at you, you look like a vixen."
"What happens to me is my business. You don't need to worry about it. If you have anything, just tell me. Shangguan Yun is still waiting for me." I deliberately moved Shangguan Yun out. I just wanted to make her angry and see the look on her face.
He looks arrogant and feels uncomfortable.
"Oh, there's Shangguan Yun. I came to you just to tell you something about Shangguan Yun." Tingting said with a smile, but her smile seemed sarcastic.
"Then tell me quickly." I was a little impatient and wanted to know quickly.
"Do you know where Shangguan Yun stayed yesterday?" Tingting said with a smile.
"Isn't it at your house? Shangguan Yun told me about it." I said deliberately. I knew that Shangguan Yun was at her house. Although Shangguan Yun didn't tell me, I was sure.
"I know, it seems Shangguan Yun really doesn't hide anything from you. Then do you know what he is doing at my house?" Tingting continued to say with a smile.
I looked at her without saying anything, and Tingting laughed and said, "I don't know anymore. Then I'll tell you. We went to bed." Tingting's words were like a knife piercing me,
All the way to my heart, I can feel my blood dripping slowly drop by drop. The pain makes me suffocate. I feel my chest tightening and feeling so stuffy...
A gust of cold wind blew by, so cold, so cold, that it penetrated into my bones. It was as if the blood had been frozen in an instant, and the blood could not flow smoothly.
It felt like the surroundings suddenly became dark and dark, and my whole body became numb. I wanted to cry, but my tears couldn't come out.
"Do you believe me? I believe he won't do this." After a long time, I came to my senses, forced a smile on my face and said. But I knew that my smile would be ugly at that time.
It's ugly. I...actually I have heard the sound of my own heart breaking.
I tried hard to tell myself that Shangguan Yun would not do anything sorry to me. I tried to tell myself that Shangguan Yun would not do it, he would not, he would never do it. But I don’t know why, my heart is still so
It hurts so much...
I tried hard to tell myself that I must believe in him, I must believe in him, but I still heard the sound of heartbreak.
"Do you believe him? Huh, I do. No wonder he is so bold, leaving you alone at home and coming to my house to sleep with me." Tingting said with a sneer, I don't know why a girl can "
The word "go to bed" was spoken so blatantly, and it was said so nakedly, was it to stimulate me?
At this time, my cell phone rang. It was probably Shangguan Yun calling. I picked it up, sniffed and said, "I'm in the dormitory. I'll go find you later."
Shangguan Yun only said yes and hung up the phone.
"Did you call me up here just to tell me this? What if I say I don't believe it?" I smiled and said to her. But in fact, my heart was filled with tears.
"It's up to you if you don't believe it. I'm just kindly reminding you. If you don't believe it, you're deceiving yourself. There's nothing I can do about it. However, you'll know if you go back carefully and see if there are any traces of being kissed by me on Shangguan Yun's body.
, a purple piece, I specially left it for you as a gift. And if you are careful, you will find that there are traces of me kissing him on his lips. Haha, I don’t think you can say that it is you.
Stay, the hickeys on his body are also left by you, right?" Tingting said with a smile and strode away.
Looking at her back, my tears fell silently, across every inch of skin on my face. My heart hurt so much, it hurt so violently. Why did I try so hard to believe him, but he
You still have to let me down, why...
The bag I was originally carrying had fallen off my hand at some point and lay quietly on the ground. I squatted down weakly, buried my head deep in my knees, and cried out in pain.
The tears streaked across my face were so cold, and slowly seeped into the corners of my mouth, which was so bitter. Shangguan Yun was right, tears are not salty, but very bitter, and they are always bitter in my heart.
But now I feel that these tears are not only bitter, but these tears are like needles, hurting my heart so much. My heart is riddled with needles. My heart is really hurt, so hurt.
It's so serious. I know there must be a very big wound in my heart now, and blood must be pouring out. I can't bear such a big stimulation. The gift Tingting gave me is really powerful and powerful...
Why should I believe him, but he has left something behind that makes me unable to believe it.
I believe Tingting is not lying. Shangguan Yun stayed at Tingting's house all day, but did not tell me where he went or what he did.
I believe Tingting is not lying. Shangguan Yun stayed at Tingting's house all day, but did not tell me where he went or what he did.
That night, Shangguan Yun said he was going out. I asked him what he was going out for, and he told me that he went out to look for Tingting and said something had happened to her. So if there was nothing wrong with him at Tingting's house yesterday, why didn't he tell me?
What I can't understand is that Shangguan Yun's lip is indeed broken. He said he bit it by himself. I can't believe him. He bit it by himself. How could such a big person bite himself?
For him, I am completely disappointed, really disappointed...
Originally he would change for me. He thought I was special to him, but I still don't have the ability to change him. He is still who he is...
The phone rang over and over again, but it was a little numb to me. I didn't answer it, and I sobbed silently, which made my whole person, my whole body, and my whole heart tremble with it.
I don’t know how long I cried. It wasn’t until I was tired of crying that I wiped my tears and looked at my phone. There were more than a dozen people who had missed their calls.
I guess no one knew I was here. Lili and the others must have thought I had gone home.
At this time, the campus was quiet. They were already in class. It turned out that I had been crying for a long time, and my eyes hurt. They must have been red and swollen from crying.
I packed up my mood, picked up the things I had dropped and went downstairs. I did not call Shangguan Yun. When I walked to the school gate, a boy who was a freshman in high school saw me running out from the guard and grabbed me and said
"Xuanxuan, Shangguan Yun is looking for you in a hurry. Haven't you seen him?"
"Did Shangguan Yun tell you to wait for me here?" I asked calmly, lowering my head.
"Yes, you should call him. He is still looking for you in the whole school."
"No need, you tell him when he comes, I have to leave beforehand."
But unexpectedly, the junior student held me tight and took out his cell phone to call Shangguan Yun to tell him that I was at the school gate.
"Why are you holding me? Let me go." I got a little angry and said to him with a very angry temper.
He was already in a bad mood, so he still pulled me. After being yelled at by me, he shrank his neck, but still had no intention of letting go. He said tremblingly: "Just wait here for a moment. Shangguan Yun will be there soon."
Here we come." As soon as he finished speaking, Shangguan Yun ran over panting. Only then did the man let me go. As soon as he let me go, I left.
Shangguan Yun immediately caught up with me and said, "What's wrong? Wait for me."
I didn't wait for him and just walked forward. Shangguan Yun quickly walked in front of me, stopped me and said, "What's going on? Why are you so angry for no reason? If anything happens, just follow me."
Say, stop sulking like this."
I raised my head and looked at him and said, "Take off your coat, I'm cold." My tone was very calm.
Shangguan Yun was stunned for a moment, looked at me and said, "What's wrong with you? Why are your eyes so red and you're crying again?" Shangguan Yun frowned as he spoke.
I didn't answer, I just looked at his coat blankly. Shangguan Yun had no choice but to take off his coat and put it on me. It's autumn now, and Shangguan Yun only wears a coat and a long T-shirt.
I didn't say anything. While Shangguan Yun was looking at me, I reached out and pulled up Shangguan Yun's clothes. Sure enough, there was a hickey on his chest. The purple color stung my eyes so much that it hurt. I originally wanted to find an excuse to persuade him.
I have to believe him, maybe he bit his lip accidentally. Besides, sometimes I bite my tongue accidentally. But what happened to the hickey on his chest?
He can kiss himself like a pervert, and it is even more impossible for me. I will not kiss his body. Never, I always feel that it is too ambiguous, and I have never kissed him. Could it be that I was dreaming?
Did he kiss me when he was sleeping? Shangguan Yun was naked when he was sleeping, and I was sleeping on his chest. Could it be that he kissed me while I was sleeping? I’m not that good at kissing. I shouldn’t do it anymore.
I deceived myself.
After I pulled up Shangguan Yun's clothes, I quickly put them down. Tears were already flowing out uncontrollably.
"What's wrong?" Shangguan Yun asked me without understanding. I didn't know whether he really didn't understand or was pretending.
.
I quickly wiped away my tears and said, "It's nothing. I want to go home."
Shangguan Yun grabbed my hand, looked at me with frowning eyebrows and said, "What's wrong? Wasn't it a good morning? Why did it change like this when I got back to school? Are you hiding something from me?"
I pulled my hand away hard and raised my head, looking at him with tears in my eyes and asked, "What about you? Are you hiding something from me?"
After Shangguan Yun heard what I said, he was surprised at first, then continued to look at me and said, "I have nothing to hide from you. Didn't I say it well yesterday? Why is it different today?"
I just looked at him quietly without saying anything. Shangguan Yun said to me in desperation: "If there is anything we can talk about when we go back, okay? There are people coming and going here, and it's not nice to see. When you get home, tell me, you
Are you feeling wronged in some way? Let me help you seek justice."
As Shangguan Yun spoke, he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on my face. I gently took his hand away and took a step back slightly. I felt that he was so dirty. He had affairs with other girls in the past. That was also in the past.
The past is over, but now you are with me. You said you would not do anything to make me sorry, but you still didn’t do it. You still went out and had sex with Tingting. Really, I really feel that I am willing to do it.
He was so dirty in front of me.
Shangguan Yun looked at me with puzzled eyes and stretched out his hand to pull me. I stepped back further and further. When he wanted to hold my hand, I screamed: "Don't touch me."
After Shangguan Yun heard my cry, his hand suddenly stopped, and his eyes seemed confused...
"What's wrong?" Shangguan Yun said to me with a slightly trembling voice.
Maybe Shangguan Yun also discovered something was wrong with me. Maybe he also knew that something was going to happen. Maybe his heart began to feel uneasy. Maybe... "I'm going back first. If you have any questions, let's talk about it after I recover."
Come on." I looked at him calmly and said to him calmly.
"Then I'll take you back." Finally, Shangguan Yun also said lightly, because Shangguan Yun also knows my temper, and as long as it is something I decide, it cannot be changed no matter what.
Now that I have decided to go home, Shangguan Yun will do whatever I want.
"No, I can go back by myself." At this time, I smiled and said to Shangguan Yun. I didn't want to quarrel with him or have any unpleasantness with him, so I had to pretend that everything was fine.
"Xuanxuan, tell me what's on your mind, please tell me, okay?" Shangguan Yun approached me, slowly approached me, looked at me and said.
After saying that, he wanted to hold my hand. When his hand touched mine, I reflexively shook it away. I don’t know why, but now I hate being touched by him. I feel that he is so dirty...
…
"You..." Shangguan Yun was so angry that veins appeared on his forehead, and he looked at me with sad eyes and said.
"My hand was a little sore from the needle yesterday, and you touched my wound." I stood up from the stage and looked at him calmly and said. I knew that my eyes must have betrayed me, and my eyes had told him that I was
Lie to him.
Shangguan Yun looked at me with puzzled eyes and said nothing. I opened my mouth and put a faint smile on my lips and said: "I'm really fine. I'm very tired and my head hurts. I want to go home. If you have anything to do, go ahead and do it."
Let’s do something else.”
"Then I'll take you back." Shangguan Yun said to me with a firm attitude.
In desperation, I had no choice but to nod and agree. I was really too tired, and my head really hurt. If I kept going like this, I probably wouldn't be able to stand it. Now I just want to go home quickly, hurry up.
Returning to the home that makes me feel at ease, the home that makes me feel safe, the home that makes me feel warm, the home that belongs to me...
Sitting in the car, I leaned weakly on the cushion and closed my eyes. But as soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered what Tingting said to me just now, and Tingting's words and sentences were always echoing in my mind.
It would pierce into my heart like a sharp knife, which hurt me so much. I frowned tightly and bit my lower lip to prevent myself from screaming out in pain. I felt really good.
It hurts so much...
"What's wrong? Is your body in trouble?" At this time, I felt a warm hand on my forehead, heard the urgent voice, and when I opened my eyes, I met Shangguan Yun's distressed eyes.
He twitched slightly, shook his head and said, "No, I'm just a little sleepy."
"Is there something on your mind? You don't look good. Just now I saw you frowning tightly and biting your lower lip so hard that it almost broke. Doesn't it hurt?" Shangguan Yun still said.
He looked at me with distressed eyes and said.
Sure enough, I slowly felt some pain in my lips, but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I didn't feel it at all just now, I really didn't feel it at all.
"Xuanxuan, I know there is something on your mind, I hope you can tell me, don't bear it in your heart, okay? I will be very worried about you." Shangguan Yun saw that I didn't speak, and continued to use a distressed tone.
Said to me.
I leaned weakly on the cushion and shook my head and said, "It's okay. I'm just a little tired. My head hurts. I'll just go home and rest for a few days."
Shangguan Yun looked outside and saw that he was almost at my house. He raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't know why you suddenly stopped living in my house. I hope I can take care of you when you are sick. I hope I can stay with you every day."
Together, but I know you must have your reasons for not wanting to go to my house, and I won’t force you. Recuperate well at home, don’t think too much about it, and wait until you get better before we talk about everything, okay?”
Looking at Shangguan Yun's face full of sadness, looking at Shangguan Yun's eyes full of distress, I nodded gently.
Finally, Shangguan Yun held my head and kissed my face gently, and my tears fell silently again.
"Okay, don't cry. Your tears are like needles, piercing my heart one by one. It hurts so much, you know?" Shangguan Yun said while gently trying to wipe away my tears.
Soon, the car stopped. As soon as the car stopped, I said to Shangguan Yun with tears in my eyes: "You don't have to get up. I can get down by myself."
"Okay." Shangguan Yun hesitated and said.
"Will you go back to school? Will you stay at home?" Before getting off the bus, I still wanted to know Shangguan Yun's whereabouts next.
"Let's see, I'll go back to school if nothing happens. Don't worry, don't worry about me." Shangguan Yun said to me with a smile.
I got off the car without saying anything else. Without me staring at Shangguan Yun, it would be much more convenient for him to do whatever he wanted to do, whether he wanted to go to Tingting's place or find another woman.
convenient.
After getting out of the car, I walked away without looking back, but the car never drove away. I knew that Shangguan Yun was looking at me. I tried hard not to look back. I was afraid of looking back. In the end, I still didn't look back.
When I arrived at the door of my house, I wiped away the tears on my face, sniffed, calmed down, opened the door and went in. My mother was at home. When she saw me, she looked at me in shock and said, "Why is Xuanxuan back?"
After saying this, he walked up to me with a distressed look on his face and said, "What's wrong? Are you sick? Your face is so ugly, why are your eyes so red and swollen?"
I forced a smile on my face and said to my mother with a smile: "It's nothing. I just have a fever, so I asked for leave and came back. Maybe my eyes are caused by a cold."
My mother seemed to believe it. Seeing that I was so seriously ill, I spoke completely through my nose, and my nasal voice was very thick. My mother caressed my forehead with her hand and said, "It's very hot, hurry up.
Mom will take you to the hospital."
My mother's words of concern have always warmed my heart, but they can't heal my heart that was hurt by Shangguan Yun.
"No need, I've already had the intravenous injection, and here's the medicine. I'll just go to bed and be fine." I took out the medicine from my bag, waved it in front of my mother and said with a smile.
"Then you go in and take a nap first. If you're still not well by night, mom will take you for an injection." Mom felt relieved and said to me.
"Well, I'll go in first." After saying that, he walked into the room.
After arriving in the room, he threw his things on the floor and lay down on the bed with his feet in the air, not wanting to move.
I was very annoyed and annoyed, and I couldn't find anyone to talk to. At this moment, I thought of Huimei again. Now I really want to hold her and suffer a lot, but the distance doesn't allow it.
Although I have a good relationship with my classmates in the dormitory, especially Lili, every time I encounter something, the first thing I think of is Huiqing, not her. In fact, I don’t know why.
I looked through my friends on my phone, hoping to find someone to chat with, but there was nothing I could find. I knew that Huiqing must be in class now. Who else is there? There were almost no people there, and there were almost no friends.
They are all in class.
Until I turned to Hao Hua, I stopped. The man I once loved, the man who left me, the man I missed...
So, I chose him and sent him a message to say hello.
It's really boring, and I don't want to sleep. In fact, I can't sleep. Although my head hurts, I don't feel sleepy at all. My mind is very confused, confused, and annoyed. I just want to find someone to talk to and accompany me.
Chat and relieve boredom...
Haohua quickly texted me back and asked me why I didn't have class. I told him that I was at home, sick and bored, so I wanted to chat with him.
After sending this message, Horwath called me soon after. I answered the call and said feebly: "Why are you calling me? Aren't you busy?" Although Horwath and Horwath have become a thing of the past, but
It must be the one you have loved deeply, it must be your first love, and they all say that first love is the most unforgettable.
Although I love Shangguan Yun wholeheartedly now, Haohua will always remain somewhere in my heart...
After chatting with Haohua for a while, I asked: "How are you doing recently? Have you found a girlfriend?" When I asked, the other person on the phone was silent for a while and said: "That's just me, a girl."
My friend, I think it is impossible to find him during this period of time, because I have one person in my heart and cannot let another person live in my heart."
I know that the person he is talking about is me, because I am also his first. I know his feelings for me. His feelings for me are very real and deep, very affectionate and affectionate, but they broke up later.
Now, when I chat with him, I can deeply feel his love.
"Haha..." I didn't know how to answer his words, so I could only giggle.
"What about you? How are you doing recently? Are you okay with your boyfriend? Is he treating you well?" Then, Horwath asked with concern.
Me, actually I am not good at all, not good at all, Shangguan Yun, he is a bad guy...
When I heard Haohua ask this, I covered my mouth with my hands and said nothing. I was afraid that I would cry. I was really afraid that I would cry.
"What's wrong?" Another gentle voice came from the other party.
Maybe I shouldn't have chosen Shangguan Yun at the beginning. If Shangguan Yun had not intervened in my world, then after Haohua explained to me, we should be back together, and we should be very happy. But everything
Everything is beyond my control, Shangguan Yun, why do you want to break into my world? My life used to be so quiet and ordinary. If it weren't for him, I should be living a good life now, I would really be living a good life.
of.
My tears fell again, running silently across every inch of skin on my face...
"Xuanxuan, has he bullied you? Has he done something to make you sad?" At this time, a distressed and gentle voice came from the other end of the phone.
Even if he can't see my expression, even on the phone, Horwath can understand my mood, as if he can see through my heart.
But why Shangguan Yun doesn't understand, why he can't see through it, even though I'm standing in front of him and crying, but he can't see through my thoughts and doesn't know why I'm crying.
…
"Xuanxuan, don't be sad. Although I don't know what happened to you, but seeing you so sad, I can tell that you have completely forgotten me. I know you love him very much, but if you feel that two people are together
If it's not appropriate, don't force yourself, I, I will always wait for you. My heart will always be with you." Haohua said affectionately.
After hearing this confession from Haohua, my heart moved slightly.
"If you feel it's not right for two people to be together, don't force yourself." This sentence seems similar.
Yes, Ahao also said this. In my heart, Ahao is very shrewd and smart. He could see right away that it was not appropriate for me to be with Guanyun. Maybe when we were at the skating rink, he would see
It's not suitable for us to come out.
Are we really not suitable for each other? Isn't it just as long as two people are happy together? Can two people be together if they love each other?
But am I happy being with Guanyun?
There is joy, there is sadness, there is happiness, there is pain, there is emotion, there is heartache...
Is all love like this? Is love...
What is love? I started to feel a little confused. Originally, my purpose of going home this time was to think clearly about my relationship with Shangguan Yun and whether I should really separate from him. I wanted to think clearly about my relationship with Shangguan Yun.
Is it suitable for him to be together? Is it really inappropriate?
Questions appeared in my mind one by one, and questions entangled me tightly, but I couldn't find the answer...
"Xuanxuan, are you still there?" Haohua saw that I had not responded for so long, so he called softly on the other end of the phone.
After hearing his voice, I turned around and said, "Well, here you are, what do you mean?"
"Haha, no. If you are sick, just take a good rest. Don't think too much. Let's talk about everything after you recover. If you have any questions, just call me. I'll be waiting for you at any time."
"Well, thank you for your concern. You, too, take good care of your body. If nothing happens, hang up now. I feel like sleeping. I'll contact you when you have time."
After that, I hung up the phone. After hanging up the phone, I threw the phone aside...
Just as I threw my phone away, it rang again. I grabbed it and saw that it was Shangguan Yun calling. Maybe Shangguan Yun had gone home now.
I looked at the word "cloud" on it, flashing and flashing. I didn't know whether to pick it up or not. I felt very conflicted and entangled...
In the end, emotion still failed to overcome reason, so I answered the call. I put the phone to my ear and said quietly: "Is something wrong?" It seemed that these words were a bit unfamiliar.
"I just got home. When I got home, I was the only one in the empty house. I suddenly missed you so much that I called you." Shangguan Yun said in a sad tone, which made me feel so heartbroken and tearful.
And it couldn't help but flow down.
As soon as I wiped away the tears on my face, Shangguan Yun's words made me cry again.
"You, didn't you go to school?" I said with a bit of cry. I tried my best to cover it up. Maybe Shangguan Yun couldn't hear it. He must have thought that I had a cold and still made such a sound.
"Oh, I don't want to go, Xuanxuan, I miss you so much. I don't know why. I feel very uncomfortable when I send you home. When I get home, I feel so lonely and lonely. Xuanxuan..." Shangguan Yun continued to use
He said in that sad tone just now.
I don’t know why he feels lonely. Doesn’t he have Tingting? And as long as he hooks his finger, there is no woman he doesn’t want.
"What's wrong with you?" I vaguely felt that something was wrong with Shangguan Yun, otherwise he wouldn't be so depressed and sad. My heart still ached for him.
"I miss you." Shangguan Yun's sad tone changed to affectionate one.
"Yun, is there something wrong with you? Tell me, tell me, okay?" I decided to give Shangguan Yun another chance. I hope he can tell me clearly about the matter with Tingting. I hope it's a misunderstanding. I hope
What Tingting said is not true. I hope I misunderstood him. Although there are hickeys on his body and his lip was bitten, I still hope I misunderstood him.
I found that I started to deceive myself and make excuses for some things more and more.
"Actually, there's nothing wrong. I just saw you today...you seemed to have something to do with me, so my heart started to feel uncomfortable. When I got home, Ruoda's house was empty and I couldn't find you. I heard you
"That's why I got emotional, started thinking about you, and felt a little depressed." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
It turns out that he, he still doesn't want to tell me. It seems that this is really not a misunderstanding. It seems that this is true. What Tingting said is true. I really can't find any reason to believe him. I really can't find any reason to believe him.
Less than...
"Then you can go and play with your friends. Aren't you usually very playful? If not, go to school." I said lightly. I had no strength at all. I was so disappointed with Shangguan Yun. Why did I do it again and again?
Give him a chance, but he doesn't know how to cherish it or grasp it. Doesn't he care about our feelings? If he doesn't care, why would he be depressed and sad...
I find that I am increasingly confused about Shangguan Yun's inner thoughts. I find that I understand him less and less. Maybe I have never understood him at all.
"I only want you, do you understand?" Shangguan Yun said sadly.
I don't know what he meant by these words, but I could hear that there was a little excitement in his sad tone.
"Me? Haha, what's wrong with you? Am I not your girlfriend? I'm tired and want to sleep. If there's nothing else, just hang up first." I said with a faint smile. There was a hint of coldness in the corner of my mouth.
Smile, am I laughing at myself? Or am I laughing at Shangguan Yun?
After hanging up the phone, I turned off the phone, opened the quilt and wrapped myself tightly, wrapping my whole body in it, training for sleep...
Maybe it was because of illness that I quickly fell asleep...
But Tingting wouldn't let me go even when I was sleeping. She actually appeared in my dream. She laughed wildly and said to me: "Shangguanyun is mine, Shangguanyun is mine, Shangguanyun is mine..."
I yelled at her with tears in my eyes, but I found that I couldn't make a sound at all. My throat felt like something was stuck. No matter how hard I tried to scream, I still couldn't make a sound.