At this time, Shangguan Yun happened to arrive. When I walked towards him with full of hope, he left me and slowly walked towards Tingting...
It happened that I woke up here. When I woke up, it was already dark outside. I got up and couldn't help but look out the window, hoping to see Shangguan Yun's figure, so I walked slowly.
I slowly moved to the window and poked my head out. There was no one below, it was quiet...
So I left with a disappointed mood and closed the window. It was getting harder and harder to understand myself now. I obviously didn't want to see him, but I was looking forward to his arrival. I obviously didn't want to think about him, but everything that appeared in my mind was...
It's his picture.
I originally wanted to go home and just be quiet and not think about anything, but when I got home I realized that I couldn't even be quiet when I got home.
After leaving the room, my mother saw me coming out and asked with concern: "Xuanxuan, how are you feeling now? Why are you so careless? You get sick every season like this. Why are you so careless?"
If you are so careless, you will get sick every season like this. Why are you so careless?"
"It's okay, I feel better after a good sleep. I'm a little hungry." I said with a smile.
"Then come and eat." My mother stood up and walked to the kitchen. I followed closely. I was really hungry. I looked at the time and it was already past eight o'clock. I didn't know what Shangguan Yun was doing now or that he was hungry.
Have you eaten? I don’t know if he is at home. I don’t know if he has gone out...
A series of questions about Shangguan Yun appeared in my mind. Why do I always think about him? Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun...
I shook my head and sat at the dining table and said to my mother: "It's okay. I can just eat by myself. If you want to sleep, go to bed early." I didn't expect that I could say such polite words to my mother. Sure enough, I could say such polite words to my mother.
When people get sick, they become different.
"Then remember to take the medicine after eating." My mother walked up to me and put her hand on my forehead to explore, then continued: "Why is it still so hot?"
"It's okay, it's okay. I just woke up. I'll take the medicine before going to bed. Maybe I'll be fine tomorrow." I was afraid that my mother would drag me to the hospital. To be honest, I really didn't want to go and I wasn't in the mood at all.
Go. So I rush to talk.
"Then you see for yourself. If you really feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, okay? You are such an old person, you must know how to take good care of your body." After her mother said that, she left.
After my mother left, I ate my meal quickly and finished it in a few seconds. After finishing my meal, I went back to the room.
I’ve been sleeping for a long time, but I still feel like I haven’t gotten enough sleep, and my head is still groggy...
When I returned to my room, I saw a text message on my phone. When I opened it, it turned out to be from Shangguan Yun. It was sent at around six o'clock, when I was still sleeping.
"Honey, have you eaten? I really miss you. You must remember to take your medicine."
Looking at this text message, my tears fell on the screen of the phone and slowly melted away. The words slowly became blurred in front of my eyes. I put the phone next to me and thought about what I had just eaten.
After dinner, I went into the room. I didn't take any medicine at all, so I went out and took the medicine before coming back in.
After entering the room, I found my pajamas and prepared to take a bath before going back to sleep. It would be okay if I didn't sleep anyway, so I just lay there and thought.
So that the more you think about it, the sadder you become, and the more you think about it, the sadder you become.
After taking a shower, it was getting late, almost ten o'clock. I couldn't help but walk to the window, pull back the curtains, open the window and look outside. When I saw a figure below,
My heart skipped a beat, wasn't that person Shangguan Yun? He was smoking a cigarette, leaning against the wall lonely, standing under a tree with few leaves, looking so lonely.
The sparks from the cigarette butt looked particularly bright and dazzling in the dark night. He was really here. Why was he here...
Standing at the window, my tears began to pour out again...
I covered my mouth and tried not to make any noise.
Shangguan Yun finished smoking a cigarette and then started smoking again. It made me feel so distressed...
I don't understand why we are like this, why we are like this, and I don't know if this counts as torturing each other.
Shouldn't we sit down and have a good talk and explain clearly what we want to say?
So I picked up the phone and prepared to call him, hoping to say something clearly and clearly.
But holding the phone in my heart, I feel timid again. I am afraid. I am afraid that what Tingting said is true. I would rather not ask clearly. I hold on to the slightest hope. Although I know that Tingting’s words are true, I am still willing.
Lie to yourself and don't let yourself figure it out. Sometimes it's better to pretend to be confused than to be clear.
So I put down my phone and continued to look at Shangguan Yun, who was still smoking.
I stared blankly, not knowing how long I stood by the window. Finally, I couldn't help but pick up my phone and call Shangguan Yun. The call was quickly answered.
"Where are you now?" I asked as soon as I answered the phone.
"I'm downstairs at your house, have you just woken up?" Shangguan Yun's lonely voice sounded in my ears.
"How do you know I'm sleeping?" I asked confused.
"I've been standing downstairs in your house for a long time, and I saw that your room was always dark without turning on the lights, so I thought you were sleeping, so I never dared to call you."
"I've been standing downstairs in your house for a long time, and I saw that your room was always dark without turning on the lights, so I thought you were sleeping, so I never dared to call you."
After Shangguan Yun reminded me, I discovered that my room had not turned on the lights. It had never been turned on, and it was completely dark...
Suddenly I started to feel a little scared. Why was it always dark but I didn’t feel it or notice it?
"Look up." I said to Shangguan Yun calmly. When I finished speaking, I turned on the light.
After Shangguan Yun heard my words, he raised his head as expected, but I couldn't see his expression clearly. I couldn't see any expression on his face. I could only clearly look at the stars beside Shangguan Yun...
"Have you eaten? If you don't stay at home, why are you standing downstairs in my house?" She looked at him and asked with some distress.
"I missed you and had nowhere to go, so I came here. In fact, I didn't intend to come here when I came out. It's just that my footsteps couldn't help but come here." It can be heard that Shangguan Yun's words are true.