"What's wrong? Let's go, it's cold outside." When Shangguan Yun pulled me to leave, I stood motionless.
I'm afraid to step in again, I'm really scared...
"Come in quickly, let's not quarrel anymore." Shangguan Yun said calmly and then picked me up in his arms.
I hugged his neck tightly with both hands and rested my head on his chest. This feeling made me feel at ease and at ease.
I really wish time could stop, I really wish I was drunk every day, so that I wouldn’t care about the harm Shangguan Yun did to me.
Otherwise, I will remember every day that I will never forgive him. That pain and injury have already taken root in my heart.
It's impossible to forget, it's impossible to pretend that nothing happened...
Shangguan Yun, why should he act like nothing happened? Why should he?
Shangguan Yun, how could he bear to hurt me?
I really don’t understand him, I don’t understand him very well.
He thought so at the beginning, when he kicked me out, but now? What does it mean now?
Just because in his heart, I am a casual woman?
Although I was reluctant to step into the home that Shangguan Yun said, I still quietly leaned in his arms and was picked up by him.
I told myself that because I drank today, I could let myself be wild for a while. I drank and my mind was very unclear, so I could let myself go crazy for a while.
Because I miss him, I really miss him, so let me indulge myself at night.
Close your eyes and lean into Shangguan Yun's arms, stretching out your slender hands to wrap around Shangguan Yun's neck...
I can quietly feel Shangguan Yun's heartbeat and his breathing...
Everything is so familiar, and I feel that my mind is getting less and less clear...
When I opened my eyes, I saw only that handsome face that made me worried. Every feature of that face made me dream. I thought about it all the time. I would encounter it in my dreams every time, but his words, bitch, that sentence
, get out... It makes my heart feel like a knife. Every time I wake up crying in my dream,
Those words are so real, so relevant, each word hurts my heart, it hurts so much, it really hurts, every time it hurts so much that I can't breathe, and then I wake up in a dream, or maybe I'm in a dream
I always dream that my heart is pierced by these words and is covered in blood, as if the blood is flowing like a river...
Every part of the body will overflow with blood, and then I will wake up with that kind of fear and fear.
Every time I wake up, I can no longer fall asleep. In my heart and mind, I can see Shangguan Yun’s familiar yet unfamiliar handsome face in front of me, thinking about when he was angry, thinking about when he was angry,
Thinking about when he smiled tenderly at me, thinking about when he was happy, thinking about when he was jealous, thinking about when he kissed me, thinking about his happy expression when I kissed him, thinking about him blaming me.
when thinking about him......
Everything about him reminds me of heartache and exhaustion...