I really can't forgive myself for being like that and not caring about others. I really can't be that selfish. I really can't do it.
"I'm here. Are you hungry? I've bought you something. Get up and eat something first." Shangguan Yun's voice was very gentle, but there was a touch of sadness in his gentle voice.
"Shangguanyun, I won't eat. Have you eaten?" I still asked calmly.
"I'll wait for you to eat together. Wife, don't be like this. You can't be hungry now. If you don't take good care of your body now, your health will be bad in the future. No matter what happens, you can't make fun of your body.
Do you know?" Shangguan Yun said very gently, with a touch of pleading in his tone.
"Shangguanyun, don't worry. I will be fine. I will live well. You will definitely work hard to live my life well in the future. However, I really don't want to eat now, so you don't need to say anything.
Now, if I want to eat, I'll call you again and you can go out and buy it for me, okay?" I said calmly, my voice still very calm.
"Xuanxuan..." Shangguan Yun called me in a helpless voice.
"Shangguanyun, I still want to sleep. Just let me sleep alone. From now on, you won't sleep with me anymore. Don't ask me why. I think you must understand in your heart. You understand me so well."
He still said to Shangguan Yun in a very calm tone.
"Xuanxuan..." Shangguan Yun called sadly.
"Let's go out. I'm very tired and I don't want to talk about anything." I lay down and covered myself with the quilt and said.
When I spoke in such a cold voice, I knew that Shangguan Yun would definitely have nothing to say.
Although he knows me so well, I also know him very well. After all, we have been together for so long. After all, our relationship is so close. If you don’t understand just this little thing, then
It would be a waste of time getting along.
I heard the sound of Shangguan Yun walking, the sound of Shangguan Yun sighing, and the sound of Shangguan Yun opening the door.
"I'll be guarding you at the door. If you need anything, just call me." When Shangguan Yun walked to the door, he still said the same thing.
"Oh." I originally wanted Shangguan Yun to stop being so nice to me. I originally wanted Shangguan Yun to stop treating me like this. But, I don't know why, I just couldn't explain it.
In the end, I just said the word "oh" with a lump in my throat.
"Get some rest early!" Shangguan Yun said lightly again, followed by the sound of Shangguan Yun closing the door.
After Shangguan Yun left, I cried again, tears streaming down my face...
In the next few days, I always treated Shangguan Yun with this attitude. During the day, I let Shangguan Yun accompany me, and at night, I slept alone.
Lying alone on a cold bed, it was so cold, the feeling of biting wind.
Friday came quickly. Even though I haven't been there for seven days, now my body is completely fine.
And as long as I'm careful, it'll be fine.
After lunch on Friday, I said to Shangguan Yun: "Shangguanyun, I'm going home tonight."