Shangguan Yun didn't seem surprised at all. He just didn't speak and kept eating his food with his head down.
He didn't speak, and I didn't speak either.
After a long time, Shangguan Yun finished his meal and said to me, "Why so fast?"
"You asked knowingly." I said calmly.
Now, when I speak to Shangguan Yun, in addition to using this tone, I still use this tone. Since I learned the truth that day, I have always spoken to Shangguan Yun in such a plain or indifferent tone.
"Do you really want to leave now?" Shangguan Yun asked calmly.
"Well, if I don't go back today, my mother will be suspicious." I still said calmly.
"Oh, is it just because your mother is suspicious? Is there no other reason?" Shangguan Yun looked up at me and asked.
After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I nodded lightly and said, "Yes."
"Oh, then I will take you back later in the evening. We will go out to eat later." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"No, I want to eat and leave. I've been bored here for so long. I feel like I haven't seen the sun for several days. If I stay like this, I don't know what the outside world will become.
I don’t even know what it looks like anymore.” I also smiled and said.
"That's fine. It's boring to stay here for so long without going out. I'll go out with you for a walk in the afternoon." Shangguan Yun smiled again and said.
"No, I want to go for a walk alone. I have something else to do." I said with a smile.
Although both of us were smiling and talking, our smiles were so fake, really fake.
In the past few days, I have been so fake, always talking to him in a light tone, and always facing him with that fake smile.
I feel so tired, so tired, really tired, so tired.
"Xuanxuan..." Shangguan Yun called me helplessly again.
"Don't say anything. It's my own fault. I know what you want to say." I looked up at Shangguan Yun and said with a smile.
After Shangguan Yun heard what I said, he said nothing.
After dinner, Shangguan Yun was still cleaning up.
After I packed up, I also packed up my own things and prepared to leave.
When I was about to leave, Shangguan Yun said to me: "Are you going home now? But, there are still half-day classes at school."
"Uh, no, haha, didn't I tell you? I want to go out for a walk alone." I said with a smile.
"Then put your things here first. It's not convenient to carry things when you go for a walk alone. When you want to go back, you can tell me and I will send them to you. Is that okay?" Shangguan?
Yun looked at me gently and said.
If I refuse even this, then Shangguan Yun will definitely feel very uncomfortable, and he will definitely misunderstand something.
And indeed, as Shangguan Yun said, this is really inconvenient.
So, I nodded and said, "Well, I'll put these things here first."
Just like that, I was about to go out after putting down my things. A few days ago, I walked around the house and went to the balcony to look outside. However, since I learned the truth, I have never left the house. I have never left the house.