I am a medical student and I never believe in the so-called theories of ghosts and gods. [`Novel`] However, I could not help but feel fear after hearing Ah Zhu personally say that she would see her mother at home every night.
"Where did you see your mother?" Tong Yao's mother asked with a trembling voice.
"Are you hallucinating?" Su Hua asked, and I was thinking the same thing.
However, Azhu is shaking his head.[
Everyone held their breath, and the tense atmosphere just now suddenly enveloped us again. I asked her hurriedly: "Azhu, tell me, what happened?"
"Every night I can see her on the sofa, in her room, and in the kitchen. Just like when she was still alive. I called her, but she didn't answer me," she said.
Tong Yao's mother suddenly exclaimed. Shangguan Qin's face had already turned pale.
"Azhu, you must be hallucinating." Su Hua suddenly said loudly.
"No, I can see it clearly!" Azhu protested.
"Azhu, you have to go to a psychiatrist to see a doctor." Su Hua sighed.
"Auntie, Shangguan, please leave first. Where in the world did those things come from? Ah Zhu has been too nervous recently." I immediately went to say to them both. I know that some things can scare people.
.It’s fine with Shangguan Qin. If Tong Yao’s mother is frightened and falls ill, I can’t bear the responsibility.
Then she glanced at Shangguan Qin. She understood immediately, and then went to Tong Yao's mother and said, "Auntie, let's go."
I sent them out and expressed my gratitude to the old lady politely.
After returning home, Su Hua said to me: "Feng Xiao, let Ah Zhu move back here."
I said: "It's not impossible to move back, but I think there's something wrong with A-Zhu's current situation. A-Zhu, Su Hua is right, you should see a psychiatrist. You are also a medical student, so you should know what's wrong with you."
question."
"I have no problem." Azhu said.
"Azhu, it's not that I won't let you move to my place." I said to her softly, "Have you ever thought about it? You can't always live in my house. One day you will live independently.
, face everything about yourself alone. If I agree to this matter today, I may harm you, because then you will never be independent and face your own life bravely alone. By the way,
I recently heard a story..."
Immediately, I told her the story Tong Yao told me. I felt that the story still had an effect on Ah Zhu. Of course, this had to be understood from another perspective.
"You don't believe me..." She suddenly started crying.
Su Hua and I looked at each other.
"Feng Xiao, you go to her house and have a look. No, I'll go with you. Azhu, you're here to look after the house. I don't believe it." Su Hua said suddenly.
I thought her idea was a little weird, so I looked at her hesitantly.
"Let's go take a look." Su Hua said to me, and then stretched out his hand to Azhu, "Give me the key to your house."[
"No, I'm scared even here alone." Azhu said crying.
"What are you afraid of? Aren't Chen Yuan and the children here?" Su Hua said loudly.
I immediately felt that A-Zhu was lying. It was obvious that her purpose was to move to me. My heart suddenly weakened, "Forget it, stop talking. A-Zhu, you can move here tomorrow."
"Feng Xiao, I have no objection to her moving here. What I mean is that her current situation is very bad because she has had hallucinations. So I think what she needs most now is to see a doctor. Azhu, you
If you feel that going to your hospital will have a bad impact, you can definitely go to our hospital. Oh, it’s not my hospital anymore..." Su Hua said, and when he said the next part, his expression suddenly became sad.
I glanced at Su Hua and then said: "Forget it, let's all go to bed early today. Azhu, you can stay here for one night temporarily. We'll talk about anything tomorrow."
"I'm going to clean up the things on the table and wash the dishes," Su Hua said.
I nodded, "Azhu, come here and I'll ask you something."
Then I went to sit down on the sofa, and A-Zhu walked over slowly. I looked at her and said to her softly: "A-Zhu, sit down? Don't blame me, I'm doing it for your own good."
She sat down slowly, but did not speak. I asked her: "Azhu, tell me, were you lying to us just now?"
"No. "Pure Text First Edition" I really saw her. Feng Xiao, why don't you believe me?" she said, looking like she was about to cry.
I was stunned and suddenly felt a little nervous. Because it seemed from her expression that she was not lying to me, so her situation was probably what Su Hua analyzed: she was hallucinating.
Ordinary people occasionally experience hallucinations, such as when they are extremely weak or frightened. But A-Zhu is different. She suffered the blow of the death of both her parents, and her mental age lags behind. Therefore, I think she has hallucinations.
The reason is more of a psychological illness.
It is not scary to have any disease in a person's body, because it can be seen and touched, and can be treated with drugs or surgery. Even patients with terminal illnesses have no choice but to accept their fate. But this is not the case with mental illnesses.
Because the patient always believes that what she sees, hears, or other feelings in his mind are real. In recent years, with the rapid development of the economy and society, competition pressure and survival pressure are increasing.
The number of people suffering from psychological problems has begun to increase at a geometric rate. Even a highly economically developed country like Japan cannot solve the increasing number of suicide problems. In our country, suicide behaviors caused by depression are also increasing.
I have a deep understanding of depression, because when I was in college, a student in my class committed suicide because of this disease. My student came from a single-parent family, was not tall, and was good-looking.
She is delicate and her grades are above average in our class. Her initial reaction was inferiority complex: she always felt that she was too short and her grades were not particularly good, so she was particularly envious of those students in the class who had excellent grades and good looks.
A beautiful, tall student. Then she began to suffer from insomnia and world-weariness. She always felt that living in this world was meaningless. Depression has a distinctive feature, that is, "it becomes lighter during the day and heavier at night", that is to say
, the world-weary feeling becomes particularly severe at night, and is most severe around dawn in the morning. So, my student finally jumped off the building one morning and died on the spot.
Depression is treatable, but the problem is that people don't know they have it, and most people don't think of it as an illness.
Therefore, I often publicize to people around me: As long as I feel world-weary or have suicidal thoughts, the first thing I think of in this case is to see a doctor, not the real "you" who is world-weary.
, to commit suicide.
Azhu's situation does not seem to be depression. A person's perception of external things is completely controlled by the brain, and the final information obtained is processed by the brain. If the brain works normally, it can correctly understand the world, but if the brain is
Functional disorders caused by certain reasons such as lack of oxygen, overwork, disease, injury, etc. cannot correctly process the information sent by the sensory organs, resulting in processing errors and hallucinations.
My knowledge of psychiatry tells me that there are often two situations when hallucinations occur, one is schizophrenia, or early symptoms of schizophrenia, and the other is psychological problems. As for the problem that Azhu has, I am very concerned about it.
I hope she only has a psychological problem. Schizophrenia requires hospitalization, but mental illness only requires psychological dredging treatment. It also makes sense to analyze A-Zhu's hallucinations from a psychological perspective: her
Subconsciously, she must be expecting her parents or others to accompany her. The emergence of this kind of hallucination is closely related to the psychology of expectation. Because normal people may also have some fragments under the influence of ardent hope, strong expectation, and high tension.
A fleeting hallucination, but hallucinations generally do not last long.
Now, I think Su Hua's opinion is correct.
Although A-Zhu is also a medical student, she doesn’t know much about psychiatry and human psychological problems. So I think the most important problem that needs to be solved at the moment is to make A-Zhu understand one thing: what she saw is really
Hallucination. Because only under such circumstances can she cooperate with the treatment. And the way to solve this problem is actually very simple, that is, take Azhu to her home. If she sees her mother and I don’t
, then she will believe that something is really wrong with herself.
So, I then said to Azhu: "Let's go to your house with you. It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that I think this matter is too incredible. Azhu, I am studying medicine, you want
The only way for me to believe you is to see it with my own eyes. How about that? Let’s go to your house now?”
She hesitated, and then nodded slightly.[
I went to tell Su Hua, and she nodded, "Your method is the best. As long as she understands that it is a hallucination, you will take her to the psychological department of your hospital for treatment tomorrow. The tutor is no longer here, and we must help Azhu properly.
That’s it.”
I think Su Hua is also an emotional person. She has a heartfelt respect for her mentor, so I always think she is very good in nature. A person's attitude towards his relatives and teachers can reflect his deepest heart.
That kind of kindness.
I took Azhu downstairs and then drove.
Half an hour later we arrived at the door of Azhu's house and she was opening the door.
The door was opened by her, and she fumbled for the light behind the door. Suddenly, the living room was bright. Suddenly, A-Zhu said to me: "Feng Xiao, look at the sofa. Mom is sitting there. Look.
!”
I looked towards where her finger was, and my whole body stiffened suddenly. A horrible feeling that could not be described in words suddenly came over me. I was already in a state of suffocation...
I couldn't believe my eyes.
Just now, when I looked in the direction of A-Zhu's finger, I clearly saw a person sitting on the sofa with short, ear-length hair. Her back was turned to me. Judging from her body shape, she looked exactly like the mentor she was before she was alive!
Gone in a flash.
But I can see clearly.
My body finally began to loosen up, and I suddenly felt weak all over, as if all my strength had been drained out at that moment, and I leaned my body against the wall sluggishly.
"Did you see it too?" Azhu asked me softly.
I nodded. The image I just saw still shocked me until now, because it completely subverted my inherent world view. So, I couldn't help but start to wonder: Could it be that I was also hallucinating?
Yes, it must be an illusion. I said to myself.
"Azhu, let's go in. I guess it's an illusion." I turned around and said to her. She entered the room silently. I braved myself and went to the place where I saw the instructor sitting just now. There was nothing on the sofa.
No.
I sat down slowly. Azhu also came over and sat down. I looked at her and said, "Azhu, it really might be an illusion. Why? First, we are all medical students and we shouldn't believe in those things.
existence. Second, I think this matter can be explained. Because you have been hurt in your heart and subconsciously do not believe that your mother has left this world. You and your mother have a deep relationship, so you only see you.
You are your mother but you cannot see your father. In fact, you have to know that as a parent, a father loves his daughter more. As for why I had a hallucination just now, I think it can be explained this way, that is: I was attracted by you
Influenced, from a psychological point of view, it means that I have been influenced by your subconscious mind. There is a saying in psychology called herd psychology, which means that individuals are affected by the behavior of external groups, and thus influence their own perception, judgment, and
Cognitively, the behavior is in line with public opinion or the majority of people. American James Thurber has a very vivid text to describe people's herd mentality: Suddenly, a person started running. Maybe he suddenly remembered that he had a relationship with the herd.
The lover's date has been out of date for a long time now. No matter what he thought, he started running on the street, running eastward. Another person also started running, this may be a newsboy in high spirits. The third person
, a fat gentleman who was in a hurry, also started to trot... Within ten minutes, everyone on this street was running. The noise gradually became clearer, and the word 'levee' could be heard clearly.
The embankment is broken!' This terrifying voice may have been shouted by an old woman on the tram, a traffic policeman, or a boy. No one knows who said it, and no one
They knew what really happened. But more than two thousand people suddenly ran away. 'Go east!' the crowd shouted. The east is far away from the river, and the east is safe. 'Go east! Go east!' Azhu, you understand.
Right?" I analyzed while talking.
She shook her head, "I only believe what I see."
"Azhu, you have to learn to doubt. Only when a person learns to doubt can he truly mature. Because it means that he will no longer follow others' opinions, only then will he have his own independent thoughts, and will he use his own independent thoughts to look at this situation.
The world, look at everything around you. Do you think so?" I said to her after being startled.
She was silent.
I felt relieved because she had already shown that she listened to what I said without speaking. That was good, at least she would no longer insist on her original point of view: she only believed what she saw.
So I asked her softly: "Azhu, have you checked everything at home? Have you found anything new?"
She shook her head, "No. Mom put all the bankbooks together, and there are no other valuable things at home."
I nodded, "Azhu, I see it, and I understand if you don't want to live here, so just live with me for a while. You can keep this house, or you can sell it. I told my father-in-law
I'm told to sell you a house at a discount. If you don't have enough money, you can get a mortgage or buy a small apartment. It's not that I don't want to lend you money, but I think you should be independent and not rely too much on other people.
.This will be good for you. Don’t you think so?”
"This house was built with funds raised, so it may not be easy to sell," she said in a low voice.
"No problem. After all, the location of this house is relatively good, and it is inside the hospital. There are still people who are willing to buy it to live in. As long as it is not for investment and real estate speculators, others will definitely buy it. I think this house can be sold at least twice.
One hundred thousand?" I said.
"I asked the hospital, and they said it was to raise funds to build a house. If you want to sell it, you must sell it back to the hospital at the original price. At that time, we only spent less than 100,000 yuan to raise funds for this house," she said.
"Don't listen to the hospital. Let me help you ask if there is any way." I said. Now, I completely understand in my heart: She has actually wanted to sell this house for a long time. In fact, I understand her very well, because she
Living here, I always have hallucinations because I miss my mother. This feeling is unbearable for anyone.
"Yeah." She said.
"Okay, you pack your things and then we go back." I said to her. She stood up and immediately went to her room to get her things.
I thought about it and then called Shangguanqin.
"Feng Xiao, what Ah Zhu said scared me to death," she said.
"It's an illusion. I'm at her home." I said, "I want to ask you something, how can I sell a fund-raising house? Azhu wanted to sell the house in her home, but the hospital said it could only be sold according to the
The price raised at the beginning was sold back to the hospital. This must be a loss? Do you think so?"
"It's very simple. I've helped a friend do something like this. Fund-raising houses actually have real estate certificates. In the final analysis, it's just a matter of changing the owner of the household. To do it, you only need to find someone who wants to buy it and live in it. On both sides,
After negotiating the price, A-Zhu can just write a statement in return for the gift to the other party. In this way, A-Zhu is equivalent to selling the house, and the other party will not worry about future disputes over the property rights of the house, and the hospital can also say anything.
"Because the other party bought it to live in, there is no problem of selling it. In this way, all the problems will be solved." She said in great detail.
I understood immediately, "This is a great idea. Shangguan, I would like to trouble you to help her find a buyer, okay? I'll trouble you to help her with this matter, okay?"
"No problem. We will cooperate soon." She smiled.
Of course I understood that she was talking about the project in our hospital, and then said: "The hospital hasn't talked to me yet. By the way, there is one more thing. Does your company have any projects around Azhu's hospital? Azhu wants to use it.
The money from selling the house can be used to buy a smaller apartment."
"Yes, yes. But it won't open until half a year later," she said.
"What about other places? Are there any suitable places?" I asked again.
"Then she has to go and see it herself. Buying a house is a big deal, and everyone's standards are different. It's like a person choosing a partner," she said with a smile.
I thought her metaphor was very vivid, and I immediately had the idea of joking with her, "So Shangguan, what are your criteria for choosing a partner? You don't seem to have a boyfriend yet? Can I help you find one? How about we are single in the hospital?"
There are many doctors.”
"Disgusting! I don't want you to help me find it. It's like I can't get married." She suddenly laughed.
I laughed too, "I'm just kidding. Don't mind."
"Let's do this, ask Azhu to come to me tomorrow, and I'll take her to see several communities near their hospital developed by our company," she said.
"In this case, I'll ask Azhu first. Thank you." I said.
"You're welcome. Haha! Brother Feng, you are so brave. You actually went to Azhu's house. If I told you, I would not dare." She said with a smile.
"I'm a medical student. How can I believe these things?" I laughed immediately. I didn't dare to suddenly think of the scene I saw before, and I still felt a little scared.
Just after finishing the phone call, Azhu came out, holding a suitcase in her hand. Suddenly, I found her standing there motionless, and her eyes were looking at me.
"Azhu, what's wrong with you?" I asked her in surprise.
"Feng Xiao, mom is sitting next to you," she said.
I shuddered suddenly, and suddenly felt that my mind went blank. An extreme feeling of terror came over me again. The only feeling was that the strength in my body was being drained. I slowly turned sideways to look...
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