This sudden feeling of fear was even more unbearable. However, I found that my nerves were indeed strong enough, because I could still turn my body. I slowly turned sideways to look, and immediately fell slumped on the sofa.
.....What is there? There is a complete blank next to me.
"Did you see it?" Azhu asked.
The strength of my body was slowly returning, and I yelled angrily. In fact, I was trying to forget the fear just now, "No, nothing!"
"She is obviously here. Look, she is smiling at you." Azhu said.[
I looked at the air beside me, stretched out my hand and said, "What's there? Ah Zhu, you have to go to the hospital with me tomorrow to see the psychology department. You can ask for leave from your department and find any reason."
"You scared her away." Azhu said, "Mom seems to be afraid of you."
I stood up immediately and walked towards her, then stood in front of her, "Azhu, you should understand now, right? This is really an illusion. Can you go to the hospital with me tomorrow?"
The suitcase in her hand fell to the ground, and then she suddenly came over and hugged me, "Feng Xiao, I'm scared. I'm so scared... Wuwu!"
Her tears moistened my cheeks, and she hugged me tightly. I slowly stretched out my hands, one hand gently held her waist, and the other hand gently patted her back. I
The purpose of this is just to make her feel a sense of security, and there is absolutely no intention to blaspheme her. You know, this is my mentor's home.
I tried my best to soften my voice, "Azhu, everything is over. You go to Shangguan tomorrow. She will take you to see the new house, and she also promised to help you sell this place. Okay, let's
Let’s go.”
She didn't let me go and kept crying. It wasn't until her emotions slowly calmed down that she slowly let go of me. Then, I took her suitcase and left here. I know that from now on,
We will never come back here again. I also hope that Ah Zhu can say goodbye to this place forever, because this place is her sad place.
Only now do I realize how wrong my decision was to let her come back.
I kept comforting her in the car and tried not to talk about her family affairs. I told her about Tong Yao's injury. Finally, I said to Azhu: "She is also a woman, but she is very strong."
After returning to my house, I asked her to rest as soon as possible, but she said: "I'm scared."
So I had no choice but to say to Su Hua: "Please accompany her. It might be better for you to live together." Su Hua had no objection.
After taking a shower, Su Hua came in just as I lay down, but she turned on the light in the room. I knew she wouldn't do anything extraordinary here. So I asked her, "Is something wrong?"
"She fell asleep. How was it? What did you tell her?" she asked me.
"I'll take her to our hospital to see the psychiatrist tomorrow. Then I'll ask Shangguan to take her to see the new house," I said.
"Feng Xiao, I think her problem is not about changing houses, but the need for warmth. Even if she changes places to live, she will still have hallucinations if no one is with her. Don't you think so?
” she said.
I nodded, "That's the truth. Or, let her stay here for a while?"
"I think this is the best. She is a girl, why should she buy a house? She will always have a place to live when she gets married. Don't you think so?" she said.
"Money is becoming less and less valuable now. If the money she has is not invested, it will depreciate very quickly." I said.
She immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, you are so good at making money, why are you helping her invest?" [
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "What if we lose money?"
"Then you will compensate her? Who told you to be her senior brother?" She laughed again.
I knew she was joking with me, but my instructor thought her words made sense, so he said, "This is a good idea."
"That's it, I'm going to bed." She said, "The child should follow me. You have to go to work tomorrow. If the child affects you at night, you will be tired tomorrow."
"Thank you. {Free novel}" I said. She was right, I have been really tired recently.
She picked up the child and turned around to go out. Suddenly I remembered something, "Su Hua..."
She turned around.
"Put the child back." I said. I wanted to tell her what happened tonight, but I was worried that she would be frightened and drop the child to the ground. In fact, until now, I still don't understand why I saw that scene. Although
I explained it to Azhu, but even I couldn't fully believe that explanation.
She put the child back on the crib and then looked at me doubtfully.
"I saw the instructor too." Only then did I whisper to her.
She immediately looked at me with her mouth wide open. I nodded to her, "Really. Just when Ah Zhu opened the door. I explained to Ah Zhu that it was her subconscious that affected me, and it was a herd mentality. But I
I didn’t believe this explanation myself. Su Hua, I really saw it clearly, just for a moment. I saw the instructor sitting on the sofa with her back to me. Although I didn’t see her face, I was sure
It's her, because I'm familiar with her back and hair accessories. Su Hua, I don't know how to explain this, my world view has almost changed. Are there really ghosts in this world?"
"Feng Xiao, we are all medical students. We should not believe in ghosts at all. Think about it, we humans are actually animals. We have flesh and blood. The only thing that is different from other animals is that we have thoughts and intelligence. We are in the hospital
I have seen so many deaths, and they all died because of problems with their bodies. This is no different from other animals. If there really is a so-called soul, wouldn’t we as doctors often see it? Isn’t it in the hospital?
Aren't there ghosts everywhere?" she said.
I nodded, "That's the truth, but I clearly saw it? I think it's an illusion, but I can't convince myself."
"In fact, many phenomena in our human body cannot be explained so far, such as the phantom limb phenomenon. After a flesh-and-blood limb is amputated due to illness or accident, the patient can still feel that the limb continues to exist. Even though the limb has been amputated
, but amputees can still feel the itching, pain, coldness, warmth, and twisting of the limb that no longer exists, and can often move freely according to the person's wishes, and have a sense of coordination with the body, as if it is part of the human body. Then you
How do you explain such a thing? I think the first thing is not to believe in some superstitious things. This is the most fundamental thing. However, Chinese medicine seems to be able to explain the hallucinations of the human body. Traditional Chinese medicine believes that a person is susceptible to weakness when his qi and blood are weak.
The phenomenon of hallucinations, such as serious illness, postpartum period for women, excessive sexual indulgence for men..." When she said this, she looked at me strangely, "Feng Xiao, isn't that the reason for you?"
My eyes immediately went to Chen Yuan's bed, Su Hua also woke up, and then smiled and said: "Don't be suspicious, anyway, I don't believe in ghosts and gods. Okay, I'm going to bed."
I was stunned after she left with the baby in her arms. Maybe she was right, I might have hallucinated because of that, not to mention the induction effect of Azhu.
First of all, don't believe in superstitious things. This is the most fundamental thing. I thought of Su Hua's words just now and found that sometimes what she said was very insightful.
There were no random thoughts in my mind, and I was not affected by the child, so I slept very soundly that night.
The next morning, Azhu went to our hospital with me, and I took her directly to the psychology department.
Psychological consultation and diagnosis take a lot of time, so I went back to the department directly. When I left, I reminded Azhu: "Be sure to ask for leave from the leader of your department. Call me immediately after reading it."
As soon as I returned to the department, I received a call from the hospital office, "Dean Zhang invites you to come."
I guessed that Dean Zhang was planning to talk to me about the project, and I couldn't help but think of his daughter, and I couldn't help but feel uneasy. But fortunately, his daughter has not contacted me recently, so I felt a little bit
I felt more at ease. He definitely didn’t know about me and his daughter. I comforted myself in this way.[
Dean Zhang looked at me with a smile. I felt completely at ease immediately.
"Dean Zhang, do you have something to do with me?" I asked.
"Xiao Feng, how are you doing during the Spring Festival?" He asked me with a smile. I was stunned: where and where are all this? But I still replied respectfully: "It's not bad. Anyway, there is no Spring Festival now.
It’s no longer the same atmosphere as before.”
He nodded, "Yes. In fact, the Spring Festival is troublesome. Drinking every day is very tiring. By the way, has Shiyu contacted you recently?"
My heart suddenly tightened and I thought: Why did he ask me this question? I hurriedly replied: "No. My father-in-law asked me to do that thing, and I didn't care about it after I finished it. Because he said other things.
Let him handle it."
"That's right. I'm just asking casually. Recently, your father-in-law hired a professional teacher to train her. I don't know what's going on. I asked her but she didn't say that children nowadays are too rebellious. There's nothing I can do about it.
." He shook his head and sighed.
I couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: It seems that there is a ghost in my heart that scares me. So I also smiled and said: "Dean Zhang, I think her foundation is very good. Plus my father-in-law's arrangements
, it will definitely be no problem to win the award.”
He nodded, "Xiao Feng, we were chatting earlier, now I will talk about business with you."
I immediately sat up straight. I knew that even though he and I now have a special interest relationship, we should keep a low profile. He is my leader after all, and being arrogant under such circumstances is the behavior of a villain.
, which is even more a sign of immaturity.
"The first thing, our dean's office meeting has already discussed. You will serve as the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology from now on. Director Qiu will completely separate from you and go to prepare for the establishment of the infertility center. Xiao Feng, actually we
I also know that in terms of work ability, it is most suitable for you to build that place, but after all, it is a new department, and your experience and qualifications are a bit lacking. Alas! There is no other way." He said.
explain.
I said respectfully: "I understand. I don't even know if I can do the work in obstetrics and gynecology."
"You're fine. People in your department are praising you. By the way, please type up the reports on other inspection projects you plan to carry out as soon as possible. We will seize the time to study them. But they can only be small projects, otherwise there will be other
The department will have opinions." He smiled.
"Thank you so much!" I said sincerely.
"The second thing." He nodded slightly, "Maybe your father-in-law has told you. It is about our hospital's preparations to cooperate with Jiangnan Group. We have also studied this matter and are going to let you be the person to prepare the project.
The person in charge of the team, Xiao Feng, you have a heavy burden on your shoulders. We hope that you can wear many hats but still complete the tasks satisfactorily. Fortunately, you are young, energetic and have strong work ability.
So we are very relieved.”
"I'll do my best." I said.
"No, it's not as much as possible, it's a must." He said seriously.
"I will definitely." I said seriously.
His face brightened, "When we had a meeting to study this matter, we all agreed that it would be most appropriate for you to be responsible for that project, because only you are unlikely to make any mistakes in future construction. Everyone knows that you are very good.
If you have money, there is no need to take bribes. Haha!”
I also laughed immediately, "That's true."
"So, we use you to protect other people. If you let other people do that, problems may arise. Director Dong, Su Hua's lesson is profound." He continued.
"I can completely guarantee this. I guarantee that I will not accept bribes." I said.
"Okay, that's it. I have other things to do right away. We will send out your two appointment documents right away. I hope you can enter your role as soon as possible and arrange your work and rest time reasonably. We believe you can do a good job
All the work. By the way, there is one more thing. Your scientific research project has been approved. The Provincial Science and Technology Commission has given one million in scientific research funds. The school and the hospital will jointly match one million, so the total is two hundred.
Wan. For such a large-scale, new-type scientific research project, the funding may be a little less, but if it is used sparingly, there should be no problem." He added.
I was overjoyed and said, "Thank you, Dean Zhang." Suddenly, my heart moved, "Dean Zhang, do you think this is okay? This scientific research fund will be distributed with your signature, and we will report to you when we need funds."
But he was shaking his head, "How can that be done? You are the first person responsible for the project, and you can only arrange the use of the funds. This can only be done like this. Haha! I won't have to ask you for reimbursement when the time comes.
Where’s the funding?”
I couldn't help but feel embarrassed, "Dean Zhang, you are kidding me." Then I stood up and said goodbye to him. He was smiling at me.
Azhu hadn't called yet, so I went to the psychology department again.
"How is it?" I asked the doctor who was diagnosing Ah Zhu.
"There is no big problem. It is probably caused by the stimulation I received some time ago. However, it requires a period of psychological counseling. If you have time, hypnotherapy will be the best." The doctor said.
"The most important thing is that she has to go to work, what should I do?" I asked, feeling relieved at the same time.
"You can use your weekend time," the doctor said.
I seemed to understand, "Let's just do this. Psychotherapy doesn't require any equipment anyway, so I'll ask you to provide door-to-door service on weekends. You can charge whatever you want. It doesn't matter."
"Director Feng, why are you so embarrassed?" she said.
"It's really okay. We are all in the same hospital, and it's not easy for everyone. I completely understand. Just do me a favor. Thank you." I said.
"Director Feng, you know that psychological treatment is relatively expensive. Ordinary people abroad will go for psychological treatment regularly, but our country is still lacking in this aspect. Of course, this is also related to cultural traditions, because our country has many
People think that psychological problems are a disgraceful thing. In fact, this is not the case. We normal people will all have psychological abnormalities. Therefore, psychological counseling is very important. If this work can be carried out to the level of foreign countries, our
Many social problems will be solved." She said a lot. Of course I knew these words were correct, but I also understood that she was trying to cover up the embarrassment of charging fees.
So I nodded and said: "That's right. So I completely understand. Even if I don't necessarily have to ask you to help me calm down my psychology at that time."
"Let's do this. We are all acquaintances. I only charge two hundred yuan at a time. Twice a week, Saturday and Sunday, for a month. In fact, it is best to do it once a day, but it is a pity that she has to go to work." The doctor said.
"It's okay at night. Then let's do it every day. Let's do a course of treatment first. Then, I'll pay you for half a month first." I said, and then asked Azhu, "What do you think? Is this okay?"
Azhu is nodding.
So I gave the doctor 3,000 yuan and left my address. Then I took Azhu and left.
This kind of thing often happens among doctors in hospitals, not to mention that the psychology department is the most popular department in the hospital. I completely understand that they are looking for extra income.
I asked Azhu to take a taxi back because I had to go back to the department immediately to discuss the next examination items.
This matter has been discussed before, but I still need to confirm it again.
No one had any new opinions, so I said: "In this case, I will contact you about the equipment immediately. If you believe me."
Everyone smiled and said: "Director Feng is so rich, you will definitely not take kickbacks. Of course we believe you."
So I laughed too. However, I noticed that the head nurse's expression seemed not quite right. I immediately understood what was going on.
After arriving at my office, I hesitated a little. I found that I suddenly felt dissatisfied with Yu Min in my heart. Because I suddenly thought of something: Yu Min didn't even call me during the Spring Festival.
Pass.
I don't covet anyone to give me New Year greetings or gifts, but I do care about the most basic human touch. Even Shangguan Qin wanted to come and give me New Year greetings. Although she only gave me some sausages and bacon, she at least expressed her gratitude.
It gave her a kind of respect for me.
Yu Min...I really hesitated.
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