She didn't say anything more, and she wouldn't say anything anymore. [`Novel`] I think that although we already have that kind of relationship, she actually still puts herself in the position of a "nanny".
I don’t want to change this. For me, I also think that our current relationship is the best. I have suffered many failures in relationship issues, so I will not talk to Udon Mei again.
Love talks. Although our current relationship cannot be seen in the light, I need it. I am a man, a man of flesh and blood, and I need a woman like her. Not to mention that she can bring me great physical satisfaction.
I am very grateful to Ning Xiangru for this. But I can only keep my gratitude in my heart. Should I tell her: Thank you for giving me a woman?
There is one thing I think Ning Xiangru did right, that is, she did not arrange Dong Jie for me. Dong Jie is different from Wu Dongmei. She is Wu Yaru's niece. If I violated her unintentionally, I can only consider it.
I have a marriage relationship with her, otherwise I will feel sorry for Wu Yaru in my heart, and I will also feel sorry for Dong Jie. If that is really the case, it will be like the relationship between me and Shangguanqin - first
Have sex and then fall in love.[
I've already missed something once, I can't make another mistake.
I was so busy thinking about these things on the way to the place I wanted to go that I forgot to talk to Udon Mei. She didn't come to say anything to me either. I thought, maybe she thought
I'm thinking about work.
When we arrived at our destination, I suddenly realized that we had just experienced such a long silence. I said to her apologetically: "Dongmei, I'm sorry. I was just thinking about something."
She laughed softly: "It's okay, I know you are busy."
She was so understanding and so obedient to me. I should have been very happy, but at this moment I felt something was missing. Then I understood: her obedience was entirely due to her "nanny"
The identity is considering the problem.
So, I can only sigh in my heart.
This is the seafood restaurant where Tang Zi and I have been several times.
To be honest, I brought Udon Mei here today with the thought of missing Tang Zi. It has been so long, but I have no news about her at all. But I can’t ask for any news about her, because I
I don't want to cause any more trouble.
However, I still have her in my heart, and only I know this best. I brought Udon Mei here today because of this.
We went to sit down at a nearby seat, and the waiter quickly came over and asked us what we wanted to order. I took the menu and looked at it, and asked Udon Mei: "What do you like to eat?"
Although I already knew that she had never eaten seafood, I still asked her: Just because you haven’t eaten it doesn’t mean you don’t know what you like to eat.
She said: "Shrimp."
So I said to the waiter: "One pound of prawns, half boiled, half salt and pepper." Then I asked the Udon plum: "Is there anything else?"
She replied: "I don't know anything else."
I smiled, and then ordered a few other items: salmon sashimi, fried crab with green onion, steamed scallops with garlic... "Waiter, this way, the prawns only cost half a catty, boiled. And then there's an Australian one."
For the lobster, let's steam it and make porridge with the lobster shell. Then we'll have a vegetarian dish for us. For the soup, let's boil the winter melon with a kind of small seafood. By the way, Dongmei, let's have some red wine?"
Udon Mei said: "If you want to drink, I will accompany you."
I smiled bitterly in my heart, and then said to the waiter: "A bottle of red wine, just the Great Wall Dry Red."
The waiter responded and left. After a while, he brought the seafood we asked for for us to review. This is the case here, before the seafood is processed, it is brought to the customers to review, to ensure that the seafood they provide is fresh.
I nodded in approval and started waiting for the food to be served.[
"Dongmei, are you getting used to coming to our hospital today?" I started chatting with her.
"Well, we are divided into groups today. I will start my internship in the obstetrics department tomorrow." She said, and then she came to look at me and smiled, "Teacher Feng, your speech to us today was so wonderful."
To be honest, I have been waiting for her to say this. I said, "Really?"
She looked at me with a smile, and there was a strange feeling in her eyes: "Teacher Feng, did you know? Many of our classmates are beginning to admire you."
I felt a little proud in my heart, but I said: "Adoration is the preserve of young people. Because you don't understand many things, you have the emotion of admiration."
She said: "Maybe. But you became the dean at such a young age, and you are also our alumnus. Also, your speech today was really wonderful. So it is normal for everyone to admire you."
I looked at her and smiled, "Do you admire me?"
Her face immediately turned red, "You and I are both like that, why are you asking me this?"
I also felt that I was going a little too far, but seeing her so shy and beautiful, I suddenly had a strange reaction in my heart, "What happened to us?"
Her face turned even redder, and then she whispered: "Teacher Feng, I don't dare to admire you because I'm worried that I will really fall in love with you."
I was stunned for a moment, "Okay, let's not talk about this anymore." At this moment, I really felt the distance between us, and I had to warn myself to maintain such a sense of distance from her. So, we started again
Entered into a state of silence.
And at this moment, I suddenly heard a familiar voice whispering in my ear, "You, are you never short of women around you?"
This voice was so familiar that I turned around suddenly. It was her, Tang Zi!
I was suddenly surprised, "You, you... why are you here? Tang Zi, I haven't seen you for a long time. Where have you been recently?"
She looked at me with fixed eyes.
I confirmed that she was Tang Zi, there was absolutely no mistake, "Tang Zi, come and sit down. Can we have dinner together?"
But at this moment, she suddenly raised her hand, and then slapped me hard in the face!
I watched helplessly as she raised her hand and hit me in the face. Then I heard a crisp sound on my face, and immediately felt burning pain on the side of my face that was hit.
.(.om pure text) Her movements were not fast, but I didn't avoid it at all, because I didn't expect that she would treat me like this.
Until the pain appeared on my face, I still didn't fully react. I looked at her in shock, and at the same time I was a little angry, "Tang Zi, why did you hit me?"
She was crying, "My uncle is so miserable, but you are lucky enough to hang out with beautiful women every day..."
Immediately, she ran outside crying.
The people around me had already started to look at me, with various expressions. I didn’t care so much anymore, and just said to Udon Mei: “You eat first. I’ll be back in a while.” Then I ran outside.
go.[
When I ran outside the restaurant, I found that Tang Zi had been stopped by the waiter. Tang Zi was taking out the money and handing it to the waiter. But the waiter did not accept her money. I heard the waiter say: "Please go first."
How about you pay inside and then leave?"
I was very grateful to this waiter in my heart, because she was the one who stopped Tang Zi. Otherwise, where would I find her? I hurried over and said to the waiter: "She is my friend, and I have someone inside. Let's settle the bill together later."
Already."
Immediately, I pointed at the udon plum inside.
The waiter then left.
Tang Zi immediately ran towards the road in front. I quickly caught up and grabbed her hand, "Tang Zi, what are you doing?"
She was struggling hard, and I held her hand firmly, "Tang Zi, let's talk, okay? I've been trying to find you, but your mobile phone number has changed and I can't find you."
She stopped moving. I looked at her, "Tang Zi, why are you here today? Are you alone? How are you recently?"
Just now, I was angry at the first moment after she slapped me, but then I understood why she slapped me: because I had always stayed out of the matter between her uncle and her, and I had not taken the initiative until now.
I had never contacted her, let alone cared about her. Therefore, the guilt in my heart immediately covered my anger. But at this moment, when I looked at her miserable, crying face, my heart completely
The ground is soft.
She came over suddenly and hugged me, her voice was in my ear, and she was sobbing, "Brother Feng, I, I often come here to eat, just want to see you... Wuwu!
"
Her words made me immediately understand why I met her here today, and my heart felt even more sad and pitiful, "Tang Zi, you can call me, or come to the hospital directly to find me?"
She sobbed and said: "I dare not... wuwu! After my uncle's accident, I was all alone..."
I opened her door gently and looked at her beautiful face, "Tang Zi, where have you been for the past six months? Isn't there any difficulty in your life now?"
In fact, my words may be redundant, because she has already told me that she often comes here to eat. You know, spending money in such a place is not cheap. But I still asked, because I couldn't help but ask.
.
She was still sobbing, "I'm fine. I just feel uncomfortable..."
I looked at her lovingly and said, "Let's go in and have something to eat together. Okay?"
She shook her head, "No, I don't want to disturb you. As long as I can see you, that's fine. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hit you just now."
I shook my head, "It's my fault. Because I was afraid that your uncle's matter would get into trouble with me, so I didn't take the initiative to come to you. Tang Zi, I'm sorry for you, if it weren't for Liu Meng...
Oh, no, the main reason for that matter is that your uncle shouldn't have done that. Alas! In short, that matter is too complicated, and in short, I feel that everything is my fault. I'm sorry..."
She started to cry again, "Brother Feng, there is no right or wrong in some things. But you should help my uncle, but I didn't expect you to stay out of it. Moreover, you seem to have completely forgotten me. Just now, I saw you and
That girl couldn't help but get angry when we were so affectionate together. I'm sorry..."
I hurriedly said: "She is my student. You misunderstood."
She shook her head, "You can't lie to me. I'm a woman. I can tell your relationship from the way she looks at you and the way you look at her. Brother Feng, have you really not thought about me at all?
?"
I was silent for a moment.
She cried even harder, "And Yu Min, you've forgotten her too, haven't you?"
My emotions suddenly became excited, "Tang Zi, don't mention her! She actually deceived me and said that her child was mine! I can tolerate anything, but I can never tolerate others deceiving me!"
She looked at me and shook her head slightly, "You, you have changed and become hard-hearted. I'll leave first. I'll pay the bill myself."
I hurriedly said: "Tang Zi, why? Don't you often come here to wait for me?"
She was still shaking her head, "No, I didn't come here to wait for you on purpose. I just came here to recall the days we spent together. Including the room we once stayed in together in the hotel not far away.
I go back often.”
My heart suddenly warmed up, "Tang Zi, we can still be together, do you think so?"
She shook her head again, "No. I found that I was wrong. You have become completely different from the one you used to be. I'm leaving. So, please help me settle the accounts for a few days."
Immediately, she left. I hurriedly followed, but she immediately turned around and looked at me coldly, "Feng Xiao, don't follow me! We are over. Today I saw you and that girl
I already knew from the way we were together that you are a heartless lover!"
I stopped immediately and looked at her with embarrassment on my face. At the same time, I felt extremely uncomfortable, "Tang Zi, it's not like this..."
Her face was filled with frost, "I thought I would meet you here one day, and you came to this place alone. Because I always thought you would remember the days when we were together. But you did come.
Yes, it's just that you came with another woman. Feng Xiao, I'm very disappointed. Let's just pretend that we have never known each other in this life."
Immediately, I watched as she walked to a white BMW, opened the door, got in, and drove away.
I kept watching her car disappear from my sight. At this moment, I felt extremely uncomfortable.
I know, and we will truly become strangers from now on. Obviously, she has made a lot of money now, so she doesn’t need any help from me at all. Also, she has feelings for me, so
She often came here to wait for me. She said that what she wanted was for me to come here alone and meet her by chance. If that was really the case, it would not be a chance encounter, but that I still remember it in my heart like her.
The other person is still missing and longing for the other person.
However, today I brought a woman here, which is why she became so sad and disappointed.
I sighed, disappointed, and sadly returned to the restaurant. When I entered, I said to the waiter: "Give me her bill later, and I'll pay it together."
When I returned and sat down across from Udonmei, I found that all the dishes I had ordered had been served and the wine had been opened. However, she did not move her chopsticks at all.
"Didn't I let you eat first?" I asked her.
"I'll wait for you." She whispered.
At this moment, I was in a bad mood. I poured some red wine into her glass, and then into my own glass. Then I raised my glass to her, "Come, let's drink and eat."
"Hmm." She said softly.
She never asked me who Tang Zi was, let alone why she slapped me. Although I knew why she didn't ask, I felt even more unhappy inside.
We started to eat, occasionally clinking glasses and taking a sip, but I felt that I was really depressed. What happened in Tangzi just now made me unable to cheer up, and at this time, there were very few udon plums in front of me.
Words. But I can see that she has been cautious in front of me.
The things on the table moved very little, and I found that Udonmei seemed a little restrained. And when I suddenly discovered this, time had passed for a long time, because I had been immersed in the previous things in Tangzi, so much so that I
I have been in a state of absent-mindedness since I came in.
When I suddenly woke up from that state, I immediately felt a little sorry for her in front of me, "Dongmei, why don't you eat? Do you think it tastes bad or something?"
She put down her chopsticks and looked up at me, "Teacher Feng, that woman just now had a good relationship with you, right?"
I didn't expect that she would suddenly ask me such a question, so I was stunned for a moment before answering: "Well. She is a former friend of mine."
She said: "Teacher Feng, actually this woman doesn't really like you."
I was suddenly stunned, "Why did you say that?"
She said: "The fact that she slapped you in a place with so many people shows that she didn't consider your face at all in her heart. Of course, maybe she once liked you, maybe she just stayed in the same way as before.
Regarding her love for you, since she did such a thing to you in the presence of so many people, this in itself shows that her hatred for you has long exceeded the kind of love she once had for you."
She kept saying "like" instead of "love". I don't know if she was deliberately avoiding the word "love" or if she originally felt that there was no such feeling between Tang Zi and me, but I didn't want to either.
Went to ask her.
I looked at her and said, "Dongmei, you also took psychology as an elective?"
There is no "Psychology" course in the undergraduate curriculum of the Medical University, but "General Psychology" and "Medical Psychology" are included in the elective courses, so I asked her this question.
She nodded and said, "Yes. I took it as an elective. Because the elective time for this course is on weekend afternoons, I have time to take it."
I was unknowingly introduced to this topic by her, "Dongmei, one thing I know is that medical courses are very complicated, and there are many things that need to be memorized. How did you do each course?
Are they all passing?"
My question is actually very clear: since you used to work part-time in a place like that every night, how much time did you have to read? And I also know that during the undergraduate study period at a medical university, almost every morning and afternoon
The schedule is full of courses, so I only have time to read books and review in the evening. Because of this, even if the school does not require students to study in the evening, the classrooms of the Medical University are full at night. It is the pressure of study that forces students not to study.
If you don’t do that, you will fail the course. So I have lamented to my classmates in other schools more than once: Medicine is the most difficult and most difficult major to learn.
She replied: "I have a very good memory. I can basically remember many things after reading them once."
I was very surprised, "Really? Do you have any skills?"
She shook her head, "I don't have any skills. I just remembered it after reading it. I don't know why."
I was immediately pleasantly surprised, "Dongmei, you are a genius. I have heard of people who have a photographic memory before, such as Zhang Song in "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms". There is also Jin Yong's novel "The Legend of the Condor Heroes"
Huang Rong’s mother, haha! Of course this is the fiction of the novel.”
She smiled and said: "I have read "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", but I also think it is just a fiction. Teacher Feng, I have also read "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms", but why don't I remember the character Zhang Song in it?"
I looked at her in surprise, "Since your memory is so good, how could you not know?"
She smiled sheepishly, "Actually, I only read a little bit. I don't like reading books like that. I like "A Dream of Red Mansions" and "Journey to the West". Among the four famous classics, "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms" and "Water Margin" I like
I only looked at it a little bit."
I understood immediately, "That's true. Girls, most of them don't like books about fighting and killing. Let me tell you, since you have such a good memory, how could you not know Zhang Song?"
She said: "Teacher Feng, can you tell me the story of this man named Zhang Song?"
I said: "Okay." Chapter 60 of "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms" said that Zhang Song, who was not in Yizhou, wanted to secretly communicate with Cao Cao and leave a way out for himself when Xichuan controlled by Liu Zhang was threatened by Zhang Lu of Hanzhong.
He arrived in Xudu with a privately drawn map of Xichuan, observed the situation, and waited for an opportunity to present the map. Unexpectedly, he was treated coldly by Cao Cao. Zhang Song couldn't swallow this and cursed Cao Cao for his talent. Cao Cao's subordinate Bo Yangxiu, the army leader, ridiculed Zhang Song for living in Xichuan
How could such a remote corner know the great talent of Prime Minister Cao, and showed Zhang Song thirteen chapters of the manuscript of "The New Book of Meng De" for Zhang Song to read. After Zhang Song read it once, he said: "This book is like a three-foot-long boy in Shu."
It can also be recited secretly, "What's New" was written by a famous person during the Warring States Period. Prime Minister Cao thought it was enough to steal it, so he could only hide it from his ears! So he also relied on his ability to recite from memory and recite it word by word. Yang Xiu
He was immediately shocked and hurriedly reported to Cao Cao. After hearing this, Cao Cao disapproved and said: It seems that I have the same idea as the ancients, so he threw his "New Book of Meng De" into the fire and burned it. From then on, this book was never used again.
It has not been passed down."
She immediately smiled and said: "This Cao Cao really has a personality."
I also laughed, "That's right, he was a traitor in the late Han Dynasty. But this Zhang Song was relatively lucky, because Cao Cao didn't do anything to him, he just had people beat him out with sticks. There was another person who
Unfortunately, one day, a Hun envoy came to see Cao Cao. Cao Cao was afraid that his appearance would not convince others, so he sent Cui Yan to pretend to be himself, and he stood by pretending to be a warrior. After the meeting, Cao Cao sent someone to ask the Hun envoy:
What do you think of our King of Wei? The envoy said: The King of Wei is handsome and very handsome, but the man standing next to him is the real hero! Cao Cao was shocked after hearing this and said that this man is too powerful and will definitely be our great leader from now on.
The enemy, so he immediately sent people to kill the Huns envoy."
Udonmei immediately laughed and said, "Teacher Feng, your memory ability is also very good."
I smiled and said, "It's far worse than your photographic memory."
It wasn't until this moment that I was truly freed from the emotion I just felt. I discovered that only reality is the most real.
In fact, humans are like this, and they always like to comfort themselves. Although I still feel sorry for Tang Zi in my heart, this apology has basically been resolved by Udon Mei.
Udonmei is a smart girl, I already fully understand this. However, I still can't talk about emotional issues with her further. The knot in my heart can never be opened again.
Afterwards, I became lively and natural, and Udonmei kept laughing with me. Our dinner finally erased the haze caused by Tangzi.
After finishing the bottle of red wine, I didn’t want to drink any more. We had almost finished the food on the table, so I said to Udonmei: “Donmei, let’s go home.”
When I said this, I was full of desire, and she felt it too. She said, "Teacher Feng, I am full and I have eaten. Let's go back."
At this moment, I completely abandoned the previous unhappiness in my heart, and all that was left in my heart was desire. I looked at her and whispered to her: "Dongmei, I want you."
Her face flushed, "Teacher Feng, I want yours too..."
I paid the bill and found that the food in Tangzi was actually very cheap, less than 500 yuan. The dinner for Udon Mei and I cost nearly 4,000 yuan.
When I was paying the bill, Wu Dongmei said: "Teacher Feng, it's too expensive. Our meal is enough for ordinary people to live for two months. It's still a relatively high cost of living."
I said: "Maybe. But I don't think you can look at the problem this way. When your income reaches a certain level, as long as such a meal makes you feel happy, you won't think about the specific amount. To be honest,
, I can’t stand it if you let me spend like this every day.”
She immediately laughed, "Teacher Feng, I know you can bear it. But I think you are right. Many of us want this kind of life, but the conditions don't allow it. It's great to have money. It allows you to live like this."
Have a great time anytime.”
I also laughed, "So, we all have to work hard to make more money. There is no need to be arrogant when it comes to making money. Of course, don't ask for things you don't deserve." At this point, I suddenly felt like I
His words were too direct, so he added: "Take me for example. Although I am the dean, I have never been greedy for a penny in my position. But I can make money through other channels? As long as I am not allowed to break the law.
Just the danger.”
She said: "Teacher Feng, if I ask you a question, you won't be angry, right?"
I said: "Of course I won't be angry, just ask."
She came over and took my arm, "Teacher Feng, are you really not greedy for a penny in your position?"
I said: "No, absolutely not! Maybe you won't believe it, but I can't tell you clearly yet, I absolutely don't!"
She paused, "I believe it. But I don't particularly believe it... There are too few officials like this."
I said: "Yes, it is indeed too little. But I have always insisted on one thing, that is, a person's freedom is more important than anything else, so I will not gamble my freedom because of money. Because the result of greed will always be
Losing freedom in one day. Of course, there are many greedy people in today's society, and many of them will never get into trouble. But I can't guarantee that I belong to the group that won't get into trouble, so I won't take such a gamble.
. Besides, I don’t care about money that much.”
She said: "Oh, that's it. Teacher Feng, in the final analysis, you are not particularly short of money. I think if I had your position and power now, I would definitely engage in corruption."
I laughed. I thought she was telling the truth.
She snuggled closer to me, "Teacher Feng, are you satisfied with my nanny?"
I said to her softly: "I am quite satisfied. But I feel very sorry for you. And you are too cheap. Dongmei, to tell you the truth, it's not that I don't like you, but that my marriage has always been unhappy."
.Any woman who marries me, or prepares to marry me, will not end well. So I hope that it is best for us to maintain such a relationship. Dongmei, believe me, I am not a lover, I will definitely
I will help you within my ability."
She raised her head and looked at me, "Teacher Feng, can you tell me about your marriage?"
The author's digression:
Today's "From Surgeon to Municipal Party Committee Secretary: Power and Sex Trading"
Content introduction: Li Zinan, who graduated from the Medical University, has determined to be an excellent surgeon since he was a child. With the help of his first love, he successfully entered the city hospital to work. With his superb medical skills and smooth way of doing things, he was well received by
He was appreciated and promoted by the leaders of the hospital. At the same time, because of his handsome appearance, he was favored by medical officers and female patients. They all threw themselves at him and allowed him to enjoy all kinds of sex. By chance, he met the female deputy of the Health Bureau.
The director has since entered his official career and has been rising rapidly... While gaining both power and sex, what did he pay? What did he lose?
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