Hello everyone, this is Andlao, your loyal friend who is finished and about to enjoy the holidays.
First of all... without any confession, before starting today's nonsense literature, let me pull up the sponsor list.
Thank you, the leader of [Infinite Moon]
Thanks, the leader of [Book Friends 20190729205446286].
Thank you, the leader of [Promise to Be King].
Thank you, the leader of [Leek Kite].
My memory is not very good. If there are any good friends that I missed, you can click on the one-click group on the homepage of the work to join the group and privately message me for torture. If it doesn't work, then I'm really sorry, dong dong dong.
The plot has reached the end and is over soon. There is really no extra plot that I can add more to. Adding more just for the sake of adding more will only make the plot bloated, so I will give it a try and see if it will be added in the next book.
For an update, let’s think about adding extra updates or something like that.
Then.
Thank you, the leader of [Hundred-Eyed Ones].
Thank you, the leader of [Yu Ban 17784].
Thank you, the leader of [Shimano poi].
The three alliance leaders asked for more comments. This can be added, Jie Jie. Then [Leek Kite] is the ember of the reward. Ask me to update the extra story of the ember. Well, well, you kid, take the sword of the previous dynasty and kill this dynasty.
The official, right?
It's almost like I owe the four alliance leaders an update, and I'll remember this kindness.
Hi, I have something to say. I think the alliance leader’s addition of updates near the end is simply an epic conspiracy.
It feels like you are about to get off work and your boss comes over and asks you to work overtime.
Extra update, what extra update? I’m not done yet, why do I need to add more updates? Don’t do it.
No debts.
The name of a person, the shadow of a tree.
Speaking of which, this reminds me of the kind of dancing live broadcast room I saw when I was watching videos. Whoever you tip will dance. The more tips you give, the longer you dance. Once I saw a guy dancing very fast.
I fainted, feeling pain and happiness at the same time.
In short, thank you for the reward. To all readers who have subscribed, thank you very much. The list of thanks is too long, so I won’t include it in the text. You can find it on your own in the book friend list.
A grateful heart~Thank you for having you~
One thing I have to say is that every time I list my thanks to the leader of the alliance, I feel like that kind of anchor who keeps kowtowing to the screen and thanking the big brother for sending rockets and so on.
It's a pity that I don't have coordination with my hands and feet, otherwise I would give you a little bit of a handshake or something.
Ah, you can also see that because the book has reached the end, in order to ensure that the plot flows smoothly and will not suddenly get stuck at a constipated point and let everyone torture me, so for this period of updates, I have basically updated more than 10,000 per day.
, I didn’t split the chapters, so I can’t add more. I’m really sorry.
Also because there are a lot of words in this update, I am in a state of exhaustion, and the day and night are reversed, making me confused every day. The typo rate will be much higher, so please forgive me.
Then I would like to express my special thanks to all the food and clothing parents who gave me rewards. Then, several leaders asked me to write more testimonials, and I did so...
To be honest, I didn’t understand before that I needed to add more testimonials, but after I started adding more testimonials, I found that adding more testimonials is good, and I’m the best at nonsense literature and so on.
I feel that the book Endless is not good enough, and there are too many problems in it.
For example, the entire book is written in a way that connects a large series of several main plots for the sake of writing the situation of making dumplings with vinegar.
If it's a unit drama, it's okay, but it's obviously not okay to put it on a large-scale serialized story like a web novel.
It was also when I was writing this book that I fell into confusion and doubt. Fortunately, through this book, I also clearly understood what I am good at and what I am not good at, and I can use my strengths to avoid my weaknesses.
When I was writing Embers before, everyone complained that the ending was a bit too bland. Embers could not expand its content due to its own story structure, so it seemed like this. Moreover, it may also be related to the author's slack.
When I was writing to the end, I had the problem more than once. Anyway, it was over and the manuscript fee was just right. I should hurry up and co-write it, finish it and rest.
It's easy to make do, just like the alarm clock has been ringing for a long time and you are already late, so you might as well just sleep until noon.
But fortunately, I curbed this bad idea. Just like what this book says, professional people must have professional ethics when doing professional things!
Then, in order to finish it well, the completion date of the book once changed from years ago to the next year, and then from March 5th, which was scheduled with a friend, to now.
Looking at the chat history, similar conversations like "When will you finish the book?" occurred no less than ten times. Every time I was asked, there was a feeling that Party A was urging you to die, which was unsettling.
Because of the feedback and experience of the previous book, when I finished this book, I deliberately left a lot of content and released it in the ending. However, due to personal writing skills, daily updates and many other factors, there are still many things that are not enough.
Perfect, not expressive enough.
To use the way I prefer to describe it, it’s like when I played ff7re a few years ago. I played from 9pm to 12pm. I felt it was about to end, so I thought about staying up late to finish the game, but ended up playing until 12 noon the next day.
The typing was not over yet, so I had a good sleep and finally finished typing when I got up at night.
The information density of the ending was a bit too high, making it seem top-heavy, and at the end, I did feel tired.
Personally, I feel that the final battle in the novel is very bland. It can be decomposed into the protagonist going to kill the villain. Whether it is a Star Destroyer bombardment or a street fight, it is the same result. It is nothing more than a way to achieve it.
So when it comes to the part where the protagonist fights the villain from a military perspective, it was a bit difficult for me to write.
Due to different story carriers, novels cannot be written too cumbersome. Being cumbersome will only give readers a headache. A few thousand words can be summarized as to who killed whom, but animations and movies are different. For example, I watched Dragon Ball before.
·Broly, I never got tired from the beginning to the end.
So at the end of the book, with the idea of Ember in mind, I wrote something counter-conventional, not an ending where who killed whom.
reconciliation.
I really like the word reconciliation and the meaning it brings, just like no matter how many obsessions, disputes, and pains, they will eventually reach reconciliation and achieve a kind of self-liberation.
This may be related to my own complicated state of mind, so at the end of Embers, I wrote about the reconciliation between the protagonist and his own past. When writing this book, I wanted to repeat the same trick.
But halfway through, I felt that there was nothing to reconcile with the protagonist of Endless. The previous volumes had pretty much explained it, and the character’s mood was that of a pure and cheerful boy with a cloudless heart.
So what's the point of reconciliation? Forget it, just write whatever comes to mind.
I like the word "reconciliation". It gives me the feeling that a peerless master has enlightened himself, laughed wildly, and then ascended to heaven. But at the same time, I don't like the word "reconciliation" that much. It feels like if you really can't solve a certain problem, you have to do it.
Solve yourself, convince yourself, shake hands with it, and feel helpless to compromise.
Sometimes, I feel that the characters I write are somewhat homogeneous. They all seem to have the same hobbies, bad jokes, and movies. This may be a reflection of myself.
In order to make a certain distinction, the protagonist of Embers often doubts himself, so the protagonist of Endless is a confident boy. Regardless of whether he hits anyone or not, a big disability is a big disability.
There is nothing to reconcile with such a confident boy. Just like in Boruto, everyone's cognition is distorted. Uchiha always questions the world before doubting himself. There is nothing wrong with Uchiha.
So when I was imagining the ending, I decided to focus the ending's perspective on the little characters. In fact, they are not little characters, but I just ended everything from another perspective.
The theme has also changed from the so-called reconciliation to a more romantic sense of redemption, an ending that is not quite like the ending of the online novel. After all, everyone else is defeated.
But very few people write endings like this, so let me do it.
The reason for this ending comes from two aspects. One is the urban supernatural novel that I wrote a long, long time ago but failed to serialize.
In many of my later books, many elements were disassembled from that book. After all, I am a lazy dog and I love certain elements very much. I wish every book had traces of them.
This strange stubbornness has persisted for a long time, and maybe it can be regarded as one of my styles, just like my favorite Final Fantasy series. No matter how the world view changes, killing matt, crystals, and chocobos are the eternal elements.
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The other is from "What Bad Thoughts Can I Have?"
A very interesting book. The often seen meme of going to the pier to order French fries originated from this book.
But compared to the pier fries, what I actually like more is another content drawn by the author. Two birds are flying in the sky. One suddenly asks if we will be friends in another world, and then the grid of the comic begins to split.
Each small grid is a parallel world. Two birds have such a conversation, and then the grids are put together. The other bird thinks for a while and says, "Unlikely to be friends."
The ending, a summary of a book, is like a comprehensive evaluation after clearing a game. I like to do all the collections, all the illustrations, all the achievements, and then get the precious platinum cup, so I like a perfect ending, at least
It is a logically reasonable and perfect ending that is both emotional and reasonable.
I like those majestic epics, and I like countless characters who come one after another to push the wheel of greatness forward. As early as in my unspeakable black history work, I have used such an element, called the power of unity.
, that is, gathering the strength of everyone.
In my subsequent works, the stories I wrote were more or less like this. In addition to the protagonist, there were many characters who contributed. Everyone worked together to push the plot to the end of the boss, just like Warcraft fighting in a group.
, the leader's current microphone shouted wildly, Just beat Germany! Just beat Germany! It's the same.
I think I will continue to use this element in the future, and I already have many similar but new ideas in my mind.
So, to put it nicely, I have my own unique style, but to put it harshly, I like to copy myself, quack.
In fact, when I first conceived the concept of Endless, I was thinking of an ember promax. After all, according to my career, my character at that time was that of a small author who was inexplicably trying to revitalize himself. Of course, for my own food and clothing, I had to do it.
It's path dependent, right?
As long as I write according to the content of the ember and copy it again, I can make a living more or less. But when I finished writing the endless first volume with this idea, I realized in despair that the work itself is a unique one.
Regardless of whether the results are good or bad, whether there is an audience or not.
In my opinion, the work is like a total reflection of the author's personality, own situation, thoughts and other things at the time when he created the work. If one of the elements changes, the work will change accordingly.
Just like what a senior said to me when I had dinner with him later.
The general meaning is that when I wrote Embers, I was still a freshly graduated college student. Don’t talk about artistic pursuits, self-worth realization and other fancy things. I wrote books just for a bite of food. It was okay to take care of food and shelter, nothing else.
Requirements, sitting in front of the computer, I am a nuclear-powered beast.
Now, when I write Endless, I have accumulated a certain amount of experience, and I am not as embarrassed as I was when I just graduated from college. I don’t have to worry about food and clothing for the time being, and I don’t have too much realistic pressure. So my needs for my works have changed from simple ones.
Eating, drinking and having fun has become some recognition of self-worth.
Therefore, when I wrote Endless, my situation and mentality were naturally different from those when I was writing about Ember, so I found that I could not recreate the path of Ember at all.
In fact, I feel pretty good. As a person who writes books, I mainly focus on writing wherever I think of it. It really requires me to strictly follow a certain outline, process, rhythm and other things to write, but I feel constrained and unaccustomed to it.
, Moreover, in the book Endless, except for the clear outline of the first volume, the following volumes were all written while thinking, quack quack.
After all, these two are still two completely different books.
I have worked hard to write an outline, really, but the version of the story has been updated too quickly, and the originally written outline has long since been changed beyond recognition in a series of divine developments.
But fortunately, I'm pretty good at telling stories, and I managed to pull the plot back together.
Then, when writing some key plots, in order to ensure that the plot proceeds smoothly, I will roughly organize the following plots into lines of text that barely count as an outline, and then add a date on the side.
For example, where should I write the plot on x, month x, like this.
Every time I finished writing a plot, I would delete that line of the outline. By the time I finished the book, the entire outline page had become completely blank.
The problems I encountered after that were the same as those in Ember. I tried hard to make my writing more accessible to the public, but I still inevitably went down a narrow path, and the upper limit of my performance was set at the beginning.
I also had a period of depression during the period, but I am very good at reconciliation and enlightening myself. Since this is the case, why not try it again and see what I can write by blindly writing.
When I realized that this book had reached its upper limit and there were already problems with its goals, I chose to change direction. Since I couldn't write an upgrading stream of cool articles, let's do something else. So as an undead, what I discussed was
Forms of immortality, as well as death, literature, etc.
In my opinion, online articles can be divided into two parts: what readers want to read and what you want to write.
Writing what readers want to see will naturally make you money. Write what you want to write, and if readers agree with it, you will also make money. But obviously, not everyone can agree with you, and you will naturally become a niche.
After once again realizing that the upper limit was so high, I tried to balance the two to ensure that readers wanted to read it while also being able to realize some of my own complex and fancy ideas.
So in the next few volumes, I let myself go a little bit.
Everyone laughed at me for not having any emotional scenes, so I tried to write the emotional scenes in the second volume. At the same time, I personally feel that the goodwill should be gained slowly, and it can't be something like Brother Tiger's eyes will last forever. I will continue to work on it in the follow-up
In several volumes, the emotional development is promoted step by step.
Among the several volumes in this book, I am personally very satisfied with the third volume.
As I said before, I like to use some elements stubbornly, which of course includes some characters that are already somewhat templated for readers who are familiar with me.
author.
I like to insert a character like the author into my story, just like my avatar in my own book. Through the character's mouth, I can vent some of my own thoughts and connect the world in the story with the real world.
When I was writing the third volume, I was at a stage where my thoughts were extremely complicated. I tried to write something romantic and interesting, and thus the plot of this volume was born.
According to my opinion, that volume should have been written better. As readers have reported, the fighting and killing in the first half of the third volume can be completely removed, but unfortunately, this is an online novel.
, many plots need to be connected together, and it is inevitable to make some structural compromises.
But I still like this volume very much. For a while, I felt that if I could finish writing this volume and express some of my thoughts, the book would be complete in terms of significance and value, and the rest would be fierce.
It's just a waste of money.
Kidding.
In fact, my various volumes are also very instrumental. The plots of some volumes are just to promote the plot, and the plots of some volumes are just to promote the plot, and I also enjoy myself, like this.
I am a very shy person. When I think about my parents saying, wow, my son writes novels, take them out and read them, I will immediately die on the spot.
So when I was writing the book... I don’t know what year it was, my family still didn’t know what I did for a living.
Hahaha.
I often have some inexplicable stubbornness, just like I am looking forward to how long I can keep my identity a secret, and what expressions they will show when they find out.
Just like in a Jim Carrey movie, he spent more than ten years as a mentally retarded person in a sanatorium in order to deceive his friends.
I suddenly understood this movie.
Then, what else? Let me think about it.
Changes in mood.
I found that in the past few years, I have become more and more autistic, and I talk very little. Because I don’t talk to people very much, I even stutter a little.
In the past, I liked to share random things in my feed, and I would try to come up with some interesting jokes from some details of life.
But one day inadvertently, without even realizing it, I suddenly lost the idea of sharing. Maybe it wasn’t that I didn’t want to share the silly stories in my life, but that in my life,
I can't find the silly story.
They are still there, but I can't see them.
Just like children will regard the asphalt road and falling shadows on the street as rocks and lava, and then jump around in the shadows, saying to the person standing in the sun, you are burned to death.
In the eyes of the children, it was a thrilling playground, but in my eyes, it was just a road.
It feels like I have lost a superpower, and this "shady story" can be replaced by any short story in life.
I really don't want to wonder if I have become a boring person, that would be too sad.
It may be due to his personality, living environment, career factors, etc. I think he is a naughty and pretentious person who will always be troubled by some things, but those things are actually small things, and talking about them will only make people sad.
I feel like I am moaning for no reason.
But maybe it is my personality that enables me to write some words that are unique to me.
Speaking of this, I was commented by a friend a while ago, saying that I write like a tomboy.
To be honest, this is the first time I heard such a comment.
My friend said that sometimes I write very delicately, like a female author, but looking at my ID card, I am a real man and a heavyweight who has gained 200 pounds. Under this contrast, I fantasize
The image in the movie is like Takeshi Kitano after cross-dressing.
This is an uneducated person. I thought my friends would say that I have a tiger sniffing out the roses.
Oops!
When writing this last paragraph, I continued to maintain romantic ideas, so there was a fairly romantic ending, not about standing eternity, nor about becoming the supreme god.
Those who should be mortals will remain mortals, and then everyone will happily explore a new world together.
When I was writing the last paragraph of this book, the amount of updates I made was obvious to everyone, and my work schedule also exploded accordingly.
There is an elementary school downstairs from my house. There are various gymnastics exercises every day and bells between classes give me endless headaches. I have to wear earplugs when I have trouble sleeping during the day.
Maybe it's the right time to end it. It's Saturday, it's quiet downstairs, I should be able to have a good sleep.
After I finish writing this book, I will take a long vacation for the first time in a long time. I plan to take a two-month break to lose weight, and then learn to drive. In addition, I may also run around, meet friends, and take care of my hometown.
Check out movies, comics, animations, games, and novels.
Of course, it could just be that I am a very lazy guy, the type who can stay alone in a room for a month if it is not necessary.
My dad once tried to have a fight with me to see who couldn't hold it in any longer. As a result, he went out cursing the next day.
Time will always move forward unswervingly, and life will inevitably enter the next stage.
When this book was finished, my roommate and I broke up and moved back to my hometown. It seems that my roommate and I have been living together since our sophomore year. It feels like we have been living together for five or six years now. In fact, it feels quite emotional.
of.
I saw a saying before that people always miss some old friends, maybe not simply missing this friend, but that distant time.
I thought about it carefully and found that there were indeed a few moments in my life, but they were unique to me, so I won’t elaborate more on them here.
When we broke up and moved, we rummaged through the boxes, just like when a company went bankrupt and the partners divided property. This box is yours and this box is mine. Then we discussed the custody rights of the children... I successfully obtained the custody rights of the two cats.
Before I left, I also deleted all the software and material libraries related to drawing and modeling in my computer. I haven’t drawn for a long, long time. I didn’t even know how to draw lines when I picked up a pen. But before
It's like I have a thought that as long as there is this thing in the hard drive, I will be painting as my main job and writing books as a side job.
After I deleted all of this and left the tablet and everything with my roommate, I felt like Pikachu had evolved using the Thunder Stone and could never go back.
Now, now I am really a full-time coder.
It was also during this rummaging through that I found my wallet that I had lost for many years, which contained my student ID card, medical insurance card, bank card, and several high-speed rail tickets.
The ink on the high-speed rail ticket has faded very lightly, and the time marked on it is 2017. For the first time, the blurry time has a real sense.
I saw a meme before. The general meaning is that when a person is too happy, he will become sad because he realizes that the happiness now may not be there again in the future, and he will be sad to death.
Happiness is not eternal and will always disappear, but fortunately, pain and happiness will also disappear with the passage of time, just like the ink on a high-speed rail ticket fades and disappears.
When I really moved back home, I felt unexpectedly complicated. I felt like my graduation had been delayed for many years, and I was really not a college student this time.
It’s not a big problem. It’s great to go home and spend time with my family. Besides, my mother likes big cats very much and takes the initiative to scoop up the cat’s poop.
Cats are good, and so are people.
When I returned home, I felt as if I had a sense of security. I didn’t have to worry about what to do when I move next year, so I bought a lot of things and filled my small living room with them.
I got a mobile TV stand and a 65-inch big TV. I convinced myself to be a grudge and bought a ps5. I also got the ff7 rebirth and king of beasts discs. When I saw Zack jumping up and down in the game, I
I am in tears, I have not waited in vain for these four years.
The corrupt life is beckoning to me.
Generally speaking, life will always move forward steadily, just like a novel, no matter how good it is, it will end sooner or later. Everything will move forward unswervingly, just like a system always tends to chaos.
It's over, it's really over. When it's over, there's really no feeling of reluctance, but a sense of relief.
A job that lasted for more than two years is finally over. I don’t have to think about the wonderful adventures of the protagonists every day. I only need to eat and sleep. It’s such a good life.
But after a short period of happiness, I became confused again, like a bear who had been in the zoo for a long time.
When you are in the zoo, you have fixed things to do every day, such as getting up to eat, waving to tourists, and so on. When you are suddenly released back into the wild jungle, you will inevitably feel a sense of panic that you are out of your comfort zone, even if you were a cow and horse in your comfort zone before.
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It's not a big problem, just get used to it. I still remember that when the last book was finished, I wanted to work as a salesperson at Lawson downstairs.
Then I opened a box of Mecha City that was unfinished. This poor assembly feeling directly stopped me from continuing to assemble the glue, and I was still nagging me by Feng Yue.
Don't ask about Mecha City. Mecha City is already dead. I left it to my roommate for second-hand use!
Writing a book is like besieging a city. When I'm not writing, I feel idle, but when I'm writing, I feel cursed.
I like writing books very much. It is like a node marking each time period of my life. Just like when I deliberately recall the past, I actually can’t remember much, but when I write before reading
As I read through the chapters, I was surprisingly able to remember my own mood and situation when I was writing this passage.
For example, when I wrote this paragraph, it was almost 12 o'clock, and I couldn't keep up with perfect attendance. Another example, when I wrote this paragraph, why the hell did February only have 28 days, and I couldn't make up for the perfect attendance of 120,000 words. Another example, ahhhhhhhhhhh
, I don’t have any leave requests this month, I need to write more.
Alas, I suddenly discovered that in fact, part of my troubles in writing a book were basically related to perfect attendance. I cursed and cursed, and as a result, perfect attendance increased every day.
Is there anything else you want to say?
Oh, by the way, the cake painting session.
As I said, after finishing this book, I plan to take a two-month break. While taking a break, I will also prepare new books and other things.
In my opinion, preparing a new book is a very relaxing and relaxing thing, so preparing a new book is also part of the holiday in my opinion.
In the third month, I will start to write and save the manuscript. If nothing happens, you will be able to see my new book in the fourth month after the completion. Of course, I do not rule out that I have no money in my pocket. One month in advance
The moon comes out to ask for food.
Let’s just eat together!
As for the content of the new book, it is tentatively decided to be a science fiction theme, which is the story of the cyber quackery that I have read to you before.
During my vacation, I may also write some short stories. I often have some inexplicable ideas, but these ideas are difficult to expand into the length of a web article. I think I will spare some time.
Give me some time and write it down.
Then there are expected to be three or four extra episodes that will continue to tell some inexplicable stories, but the specific update time is uncertain.
Let me rest for a few days first!
That's probably it. I will keep the traditional ritual after finishing the last book, close the computer, go out to the traditional Chinese medicine clinic, and let the master massage my waist properly.
Finally, I will use this sentence that I like very much and have mentioned it once, with a slight modification, as the ending and summary.
"If I have 6 million, I will make "The Mole's Son". If I have only 3 million, I will continue to make my autobiography trilogy. If I have 300,000, I will paint. If I have 5,000 yuan,
I will write a book. If I only have 100 yuan, then I will write poetry. All these art forms are great, and I hope you and I can find the impulse of self-expression in them."
If you only have 50, then I v. 50 to all of you, have a good meal and celebrate that the long work is finally over.
As for now, I'm going to bed
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