The ward was deserted. Silan kept her eyes lowered and did not look at him. The infusion flowed into the body bit by bit through the transparent hose. Maybe the medicine was so cold that it was cold when it flowed into the body. Her fingers were cold.
He was so stiff that he couldn't even do simple movements like moving.
Xu Ningmo stood there for a while, then walked to the hospital bed and put the thermos bucket aside, "I'll help you get up and have something to eat."
Silan bit her lip and said nothing, nor did she refuse him to come over and help her sit up. Xu Ningmo thoughtfully placed a pillow on her back, and when he came close to her, his breath sprayed on the side of her face. Silan avoided him.
Turning her head slightly, Xu Ningmo noticed this detail sensitively, her heart sank, and she sat down without changing her expression. He poured the porridge in the thermos bucket into a bowl to feed her——
"I can do it myself." I just can't use one hand, and the other hand is not disabled. I don't need him to be so kind to me, and I don't need him to be so gentle and considerate. I am addicted to such good things. If I can't quit in the future, I will
what to do.
"Be obedient." Xu Ningmo's low voice was full of strength that could not be refused. The spoon had already reached Si Lan's lips, and she was not allowed to refuse.
Si Lan couldn't resist him, so she had to open her mouth and let him feed her. Xu Ningmo moved calmly, unhurriedly, and impeccably. From time to time, he used paper to wipe the grains of rice from the corners of her lips. She didn't eat half of it, Si Lan.
Lan avoided his hand and shook her head gently: "I can't eat anymore."
Xu Ningmo thought about her stomach and couldn't eat too much at once. It was best for her to eat small and frequent meals. Putting down the bowl, Xu Ningmo wiped her hands with paper. His dark eyes kept lowering and he spoke in a self-conscious voice.
The deserted ward seemed particularly heavy.
"I'm sorry, I didn't notice that you looked bad when I went back in the evening. I didn't know that you didn't eat..."
If I knew that I would not leave you alone at home, I would not let you faint at home and no one would care about you. If Lin Jiu hadn't come back and she hadn't sent you to the hospital, I couldn't even imagine what it would have been like for you to have passed out on the ground all night.
What are the consequences?
This is all my fault.
"Ning Mo, this has nothing to do with you." Si Lan answered him lightly, bit his lip, tried his best to suppress the sadness in his heart, and said in a relaxed tone: "My body is my own, and not eating is my own business.
, what does it have to do with you? You are not my nanny or my parents, and you have no responsibility to be responsible for my three meals a day."
Ning Mo, it’s me who’s wrong, I shouldn’t rely too much on your existence, I shouldn’t be greedy and want more...
Xu Ningmo raised his head and looked at her with complicated eyes, his thin lips raised, "Silan..."
"Ning Mo!" Si Lan interrupted him and smiled lightly: "I don't have so much pain now. Although I have been hurt a lot, I wouldn't know you without these hurts. If
That's right, I think the hurt is worth it. Now Hengzhe is developing very well, and I am doing well too. You don't have to worry about me, you don't need to accommodate everything, and there is no need to sacrifice your feelings for me out of sympathy."
A man like you should be able to meet a woman who makes your heart beat and have complete love.
"Sympathy?" Xu Ningmo raised his thick eyebrows and looked at her with puzzled eyes.
Silan tried very hard to make himself laugh, but the smile was far-fetched, hesitant and helpless, "I was always wrong, I thought you never changed, I thought..."
"Wait a minute." Xu Ningmo couldn't help but interrupt her, clamping her jaw with his fingers, forcing Si Lan to look up at him, "Did you misunderstand something? What are you talking about in your wild thoughts?"
"Misunderstanding?" Si Lan looked at him with wide eyes, confused and puzzled.
Isn't that the case? You didn't even ask, isn't it because you don't care about me at all? It's not because you really like yourself that you treat me so well, it's just out of sympathy!
Xu Ningmo's dark eyes were inscrutable, his mind filtered through the events of the past two days, and he said in an uncertain tone: "Didn't you choose Lan Ruixiu?"
"Choose Lan Ruixiu?" Si Lanjuanxiu frowned and said depressedly: "Why do you think I would choose Lan Ruixiu? Could it be that when you saw me walking out of the hotel with him, you thought I liked the person?
Is it Lan Ruixiu?"
Xu Ningmo raised her eyebrows and looked at her with stern eyes without saying anything. Isn't that the case?
"Lan Ruixiu and I went to check out a room because we wanted to investigate Ain's death. Fang Yan often went there with a woman to check out a room, but I couldn't get in without a membership card. Lan Ruixiu happened to have one, so I asked him to take me there.
ah!"
Silan explained to him. How could he like Lan Ruixiu? He had never liked her before, not now, and never in the future. What is it about a man who is arrogant, venomous, and lustful that makes people like him?
"What's going on with the hickey on her collarbone?" Xu Ningmo stared at her delicate and protruding collarbone, and the hickey was still clearly visible. Looking at it a second time, it seemed as if his neck was being strangled and he couldn't breathe.
Silan got angry when he mentioned this, and said in a bad tone: "Some people suspected our motive of opening a room and were watching outside the door. Lan Ruixiu was playing a prank!" The bite was really painful at the time! But apart from the pain, there was really no other feeling!
Xu Ningmo probably knew what Lan Ruixiu's motives were. The veins on his forehead were popping. After all these years, he still likes to play such nasty tricks and never gets tired of them! (Author: You haven't been fooled every time.)
"I wanted to explain to you, but you didn't come back at night and didn't go to the company during the day. I finally waited for you to come back, but you ignored me and left again." Silan shrugged helplessly. Later, I felt that you didn't care, so what's the point of my explanation?
use.
"Why do you say I sympathize with you?" Xu Ningmo didn't understand the logic of her thinking.
"You didn't even ask me. Isn't it because you have always sympathized with me? In fact, you don't care who I am with." Thinking of this, Silan looked lonely again, and then smiled again: "Fortunately, I have experienced
Having gone through so many things, I am not the kind of person who is willing to live and die for feelings, so I won’t..."
That's because I thought you chose Lan Ruixiu. Xu Ningmo put his big palm on her forehead and interrupted her, "I have never sympathized with you."
Si Lan was stunned, and suddenly looked at him brightly with his lowered eyes, "Aren't you pitying me, that's why you're so nice to me?"
"Of course not." Xu Ningmo denied, how could his feelings for her be defined by sympathy? He released her jaw with his fingers and gently stroked her outline, "I have never been sympathetic to you, and I will never be.
, do you understand?”
"But……"
As soon as Si Lan opened her mouth, he blocked her lips. Xu Ningmo leaned close to her and blocked her sweet and soft lips. His hot breath surrounded her, and his low and hoarse voice was full of tenderness: "I am to you, yes."
Do you know what men desire for women?"
He raised his head and said with his lips close to Silan's ear, and his exquisite little ears suddenly turned red sensitively, which was extremely cute. Silan couldn't believe it, his face was burning, as if he had a fever, "You treat me... like normal
What would a man think like that when he sees a beautiful woman?”
I am a normal man, so I will naturally have it. Xu Ningmo looked at her with a gentle light in his black eyes, and nodded: "Because you are Si Lan, I can't just want you with the thought of getting married. You have
I have never enjoyed the normal relationship from dating to marriage, so I want to take my time."
As long as your heart is happy and your life can be relaxed and comfortable, I can afford to wait no matter how long it takes.
"So -" Slan said hesitantly: "You still like me as before?"
Something strange flashed in his black pupils, too fast for Silan to catch. He smiled slightly: "Yes."
I like you more than before.
You still think how much I like you!
My Ass! Hard blue one.
When Silan smiled, her eyes turned into crescent moons, and all the worries and heavy emotions she had felt before were gone. She had never been in love before and fell in love with Lan Sichen, but it seemed that they had never been in love.
When she loves him, the person he loves is Qin Xin; when he loves her, she hates him!
Therefore, Slan's love in the true sense is zero and has never happened before.
"Then what we did before and what we do now are - dating?"
"If you are willing, this is it." Xu Ningmo ran his fingers through her soft hair, and the softest part of his heart was touched by her. She indulged in it again and again, unable to struggle to refuse.
"So this is how it feels to be in a relationship!" Si Lan sighed and bit his fingers and muttered to himself, a soft light flowing between his eyebrows. It felt like a very wonderful thing. I had never felt this way about Ning Mo before, but
Now I am dependent on Ning Mo, reluctant to let go, and have indescribable feelings.
Seeing her childish look, Xu Ningmo couldn't help but smile at the corners of her mouth. His fingers fell on her chin from the outline, and she looked at him with her blue eyes——
"If I say that I forcefully don't allow you to do certain things or meet certain people, will you hate me?"
"for example……"
"Don't get too close to Lan Ruixiu, don't let him touch you!" Xu Ningmo's hoarse voice was full of charm. Before the surprised Silan could react, he lowered his head and kissed Silan's collarbone, sucking the tenderness with his soft lips.
The skin is almost numb from the bite of the teeth and the suction.
Silan made a sound in pain, Juanxiu frowned but did not push away his consciousness. Xu Ningmo's bite on her collarbone was very painful, but not only the pain, but also the heartbeat, which could not suppress the frantic heartbeat. The world was spinning, and her hands were spinning.
I squeezed his shoulders weakly, and my breathing was disordered...
Xu Ningmo let go slightly, raised his head and pecked her lips, "I want to own you domineeringly and make you mine. I won't let anyone touch me again. Is that okay?"
Si Lan's face was red and his ears were red. His dark eyes were like the endless sky or the vast sea. He wanted to melt her in and drag her into the abyss of eternal destruction. He turned the traces left by Lan Ruixiu into his exclusive mark.
, his behavior is obviously as abominable as Lan Ruixiu's, but Si Lan can't say anything hateful to him when facing his face!
Young Master: I’m so scared to write this. These two people are so pretentious that I don’t want to write about it. I’ll drag someone out tomorrow to torture them, the waiter? Ling Jiuyue? Or Lan Ruixiu...