Xu Ningmo was afraid that Silan would be emotionally stimulated when she woke up and saw him, so he had to call Helianze and ask him to come to the hospital to take care of Silan.
Helianze screamed on the other end of the phone, asking him what he had done to Silan.
Xu Ningmo just cut off the call without further explanation.
Helianze and Lan Yunsheng hurried to the hospital. Helianze's face was solemn. Especially when he saw Silan's pale face, he almost screamed, "**! How on earth did you take care of her? In two days.
It's a wedding, how do you..."
"Shut up!" Lan Yunsheng frowned and slapped him on the head, making him swallow all the rest of his words. His eyes glanced at Xu Ningmo, who was also exhausted, "Let's go out and say, you take care of her.
"
Helianze couldn't hold back a few words, so he lay down beside Silan's bed and coaxed her, "Baby, wake up quickly... When I wake up, I'll show you the bridesmaid dress. It's so beautiful."
…”
Lan Yunsheng accompanied Lan Sichen out of the inpatient ward. The rain had gradually stopped, leaving only humidity and haze. The cold wind blew, messing up his hair and blurring his eyes.
"Does she know?"
Lan Sichen nodded without any hesitation.
Lan Yunsheng's eyes darkened, "She won't forgive you?"
Lan Sichen nodded again.
Lan Yunsheng's black eyebrows were twisted into caterpillars, and her eyes were full of regret and heartache. Si Lan felt that being cheated would hurt, but it would be even more painful for the person who cheated! She was afraid.
"Wedding, cancelled?"
"You call Feng Wen for me, I..." Lan Sichen's voice was extremely hoarse. He paused and took a deep breath, as if he was looking for some strength, "I'm really tired..."
Lan Yunsheng nodded, his eyes flashing with complexity and uncertainty, "Is there really no other way?"
"She loves Xu Ningmo. I am Lan Sichen, the man she once hated." Lan Sichen said dullly. He didn't blame Si Lan. It was not her fault. He just felt sorry for her and regretted that he was hurt in the end.
Got her.
"Do you know? When she knew the truth and stood up to leave, I wanted to hold her and beg her not to go, not to leave me. When I raised my arms, guess what I saw?"
"What did you see?"
Lan Sichen turned to look at him, his face was pale and colorless, his brows were filled with fatigue, his thin lips were slightly pursed, "I saw a cold scalpel in my hand, and my fingers were covered with her
of blood.”
Lan Yunsheng raised his eyebrows and looked at him in astonishment...
"That night was not only her nightmare, but also my nightmare." Lan Sichen pursed his thin lips, and his pale smile made people feel distressed. His low voice seemed to be saying to Lan Yunsheng, but more like saying to himself,
"Even if she slept next to me, I would wake up in the middle of the night. I was afraid that I would dig out her heart for someone. It wasn't until I saw her lying quietly next to me that I felt at ease."
This is true for me, let alone her.
Sleeping in the same bed, even if you fall asleep, have you ever thought about whether one day in your sleep, the person sleeping next to you will take a knife to cut open your chest and take away your heart...
"But you..." Lan Yunsheng hesitated. You sacrificed so much for her, even one of your own kidneys was taken away. Isn't that enough?
"It's not good... it's not good..." Helianze's panicked voice came from not far away, and he ran towards him with a look of panic on his face.
"What's wrong?" Lan Yunsheng held his arm and asked him to stand firm.
"Baby... the baby is gone!" Helianze was about to cry.
"Didn't I ask you to take care of her? How could she disappear?" Lan Sichen grabbed Helianze's clothes and asked, "How could she disappear?"
"I...I don't know..." Helianze didn't resist, feeling extremely guilty, "I just went out to answer a phone call and didn't go far, but when I came back, the baby was not in the ward. I asked
Nurse, the nurse said she didn’t see it..."
"...You!" The veins on Lan Sichen's forehead jumped. He wanted to scold him, but felt that now was not the time.
Lan Yunsheng hurriedly stepped forward to drive away Lan Sichen, "Calm down, the most important thing now is to find Silan. In such a small amount of time, she shouldn't have gone far, let's split up and look for her!"
Lan Sichen glanced at him thoughtfully and nodded, "Call me immediately if you find her!"
Lan Yunsheng and Helianze nodded, and when they turned to leave, Lan Sichen couldn't help but say, "Wait a minute..."
Helianze and Lan Yunsheng stopped at the same time and looked back at him.
Lan Sichen hesitated to speak, struggled for a moment and said: "The doctor said that she may have some mental problems when she wakes up. Don't irritate her and don't mention my name in front of her."
"Having a mental problem? Don't mention your name?" Helianze's face was full of doubts, "What happened?"
"Don't ask so many questions, it's important to find someone." Lan Yunsheng came to Lan Sichen's rescue and dragged Helianze away.
Lan Sichen looked up at the gray sky. Who said that the sky would clear up after the rain? It was still dark.
There is no hope, no sunshine, no wind, nothing.
He Lianze, Lan Yunsheng, and Lan Sichen searched all afternoon. It was getting dark, but they still couldn't find Si Lan. Lan Yunsheng asked the people in the hospital if they had seen Si Lan, such a big man walking out of the hospital. No.
Maybe no one saw it.
A nurse described that the person she saw looked very similar to Slan. She saw her eyes blank, walked out of the hospital door, and didn't know where she went.
I searched everywhere I could at work, at home, and even called Xiaojiu to ask tactfully, but they said they didn’t know.
The sky was completely dark, a cold wind was blowing, and there was a biting pain. Lan Sichen stood on the road, confused and didn't know where to go next. He couldn't find her. She was obviously in the same city, but he couldn't find her.
This feeling is very powerless.
Lan Sichen called Ji Fengwen and said, "Ji Fengwen, how long will it take you to find someone in this city...three days? I'll give you one night. No matter what, you must help me find her tonight. Find her."
...Slan."
"I beg you."
I beg you. These four words came out from thin lips, like a bullet piercing Ji Fengwen's heart.
How could Lan Sichen, who was aloof and arrogant, ask anyone for help in such a humble manner? Even when facing the enemy's knife and hating his bullets, he never even frowned...
At this moment, in order to find Silan, he actually said the word "begging" to his best brother.
It can be seen that he is really tired and can't think of any solution.
Ji Fengwen called people he knew in the underworld. No matter what method he used, he must find Si Lan before dawn. He also found Lan Sichen as quickly as possible.
Having known Lan Sichen for so many years, he had never seen Lan Sichen look like this before, as if the sky had fallen...
Silan is his sky. If Silan disappears, how can his sky not collapse?
It rained heavily again late at night. Lan Sichen stood in the rain and refused to move a step. He stood stubbornly at the door and wanted to wait for her to come back, but he knew clearly in his heart that she would never come back, and she would never come back to him.
around.
Ji Fengwen stood beside him holding an umbrella, his eyes showing the same emotion as Lan Yunsheng when she looked at him, "How could she know?"
Ji Fengwen only knew that Xu Ningmo was the former Lan Sichen when Ye Hao died. Because he and Lan Sichen had a secret code, no one else in the world knew it except him and Lan Sichen; so when he knew
The number of times Xu Ningmo dialed his number and hung up, he knew that he was no longer Xu Ningmo, but Lan Sichen who had come back from the dead.
How could Silan know?
"Lan Jing'en told Tan Miao that after being hypnotized by Li Xiaochen, Tan Miao told her that she told Li Mingzhe before she died and also recorded it. Li Mingzhe gave the recording to Si Lan..." Lan Sichen answered him with a numb voice, his voice flowing.
Feeling exhausted, "Asi had doubts in his mind, so he drugged me and asked the doctor to check my body..."
Lan Sichen didn't need to explain the rest, Ji Fengwen could figure it out. Lan Sichen, who had one less kidney than a normal person, could no longer hide his identity.
Is this a gift of fate or cruelty?
Silan used Lan Sichen's kidney to save Helianze, but now he also discovered Lan Sichen's identity because of the missing kidney...
Is this a gift or retribution for her?
Ji Fengwen didn't say anything to comfort him, because he didn't know how to comfort him. Silan's decision probably couldn't be changed by anyone, and no one could interfere in the affairs between them.
The only thing I can do at this moment is to stay with my best brother.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the clothes on her body were soaked. Lan Sichen didn't feel anything. He couldn't help but worry in his heart, where was she in such a heavy rain, and was she wet? Could she have a cold or fever?
, she hasn’t eaten for a long time, maybe she’s hungry and has a stomachache and faints.
The rain gradually stopped, and the east in the darkness was glowing with fish belly white. The surroundings were deserted, and it was so quiet that one could even hear the sound of water droplets on the leaves falling to the ground.
Ji Fengwen's cell phone was vibrating. A few seconds after he connected, he stared at Lan Sichen and said, "Found her."
***
When Lan Sichen got out of the car, he saw Silan curled up under a big tree. He was wearing a hospital uniform, his whole body was wet, his feet were covered in mud, his hair was lying on his neck, and his fingers were covered in mud.
, there were drops of water on his face and he was dirty.
Sitting there motionless, he seemed to be holding something in his hand, his eyes were wide open, but he was empty and lifeless, and his whole person had no vitality at all.
His heart was clenching and painful. He took small steps, each step seemed to be walking on the tip of a knife, until he walked in front of her, but she didn't react at all.
Lan Sichen squatted down slowly, stared at her with phoenix eyes, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "As..."
Silan didn't react at all. He had the same posture and expression. Apart from blinking and breathing, he was basically dead.
"Asian, I'm sorry. I know you don't want to see me. I don't ask for your forgiveness. If you don't want to see me, I can disappear. Let Feng Wen take you back, okay?"
He has put it behind his humble circumstances and only begged her not to torture him, because in this way... he would be in more pain than she was.
Silan still didn't react at all, just like a wooden stake without emotions. He didn't react at all except tightly holding the thing in his palm.
Lan Sichen thought of the doctor's words and realized something. Her heart kept sinking. Her fingers gently passed in front of her eyes, but she didn't react. When the fingers landed on her knees, her body couldn't help but tremble.
Like a frightened little animal.
"Asi, let me take you home, okay?" He slowed down his voice, looked at her cautiously, and was so nervous that he almost held his breath.
Si Lan's still eyelashes trembled violently, seeming to have a reaction. His eyes without any emotion were like a pool of stagnant water. When he looked at him, his expression was somewhat guarded and crystal clear. After looking at him for a long time, he suddenly opened his palms. His clumsy voice was difficult.
Say the word "home".
The gleaming key lying quietly in Si Lan's palm is the key to the "home" Lan Sichen has decorated and they are about to move into.
The place where Si Lan squats is downstairs of the community.
The tears in the phoenix eyes could no longer be held back and fell slowly...
"Home." She repeated her difficult voice again, looking at him with eyes that seemed to say, let's go home, I have the key to home.
Lan Sichen couldn't restrain himself and stretched out his hand to take her into his arms. Silan struggled in fright, his body was constantly trembling, his body temperature was high and he was running a fever.
"Don't be afraid, I will take you home! Let's go home! As..."
Lan Sichen's voice was filled with endless sorrow, and he hugged the restless Silan in his arms with all his strength. His soul seemed to be torn into pieces, and he could not put it back together.
New house, nothing missing.
Lan Sichen took Si Lan back to the room, put on the hot water, and gave her clean clothes to change into. Si Lan just stood in the bathroom, not moving or talking, without any reaction.
Lan Sichen stopped at the bathroom door, looked back at her, hesitated for a moment, and then walked back to her. He took her hand and walked to the bathtub, let her sit next to the bathtub, and gently rubbed her with a wrung wet towel.
, carefully wiped the mud off her face bit by bit, on her hands, feet...
When he started to take off Silan's clothes, he originally thought that she would react a little bit and he could let her do it on her own, but Silan didn't move and was moved by Lan Sichen at will like a doll.
Lan Sichen's face became darker and darker, and he endured the heartache as he wiped her body clean and put on clean clothes for her. He carried her to the bedroom and used a hair dryer to dry her hair.
Silan didn't respond from the beginning to the end, just holding the key tightly in his hand.
The key represents "home", so you can't let go.
Ji Fengwen invited two doctors, one to treat Slan and the other a psychiatrist.
The doctor wanted to take Silan's temperature, but before he got close to Silan, she started to shiver and her body kept shaking, as if she was afraid of other people's touch and approach. She was like a child who had no ability to protect herself and was extremely fragile.
When it was Lan Sichen who took Silan's temperature, she didn't seem to be so resistant.
The high fever was not serious, and the doctor prescribed medicine, so Lan Sichen could inject Silan with medicine. After a while, probably due to the influence of the medicine, Silan began to feel drowsy while lying on the bed, but he still held the key in his hand.
Seeing this, the psychiatrist said that Silan was not suitable for treatment now, and suggested that he should wait until Silan wakes up and becomes emotionally stable.
Lan Sichen nodded in agreement without thinking too much. The most important thing now is Silan's health, and other things can take a breather.
Ji Fengwen sent the doctor out. He had been sitting by the bed watching over the sleeping Silan. He had been there all day and night, looking very tired, but at this moment he was not sleepy at all.
How could Slan sleep when he was like this?
Ji Fengwen came back and saw that he was still sitting by the bed, with a heavy face. He was obviously extremely tired but still holding on to himself, "You also go to rest for a while. I will help you keep an eye on her. As soon as she wakes up, I will
Just tell you."
Lan Sichen shook his head, "No, I can't sleep."
"Then at least go change your clothes. Wearing wet clothes will make you catch a cold. Who will take care of her if you fall ill?" Ji Fengwen frowned.
Lan Sichen hesitated for a moment, then glanced at Silan's face with a worried look, "Don't take a step away from her."
He was really afraid of that feeling. Helianze didn't even see her in the hospital, so how could he rest assured now?
Ji Feng nodded steadily, "I will help you keep an eye on her without taking a step away."
Lan Sichen took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower and put on clean clothes. It only took fifteen minutes. When he returned to the bedroom, he saw Si Lan sleeping peacefully. The previous uneasiness finally disappeared.
"I'm going to buy you something to eat." Ji Feng stood up steadily and strode out.
"Thank you." Lan Sichen sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Si Lan, but his words were addressed to Ji Fengwen.
Ji Fengwen turned his back to him and did not look back. A smile appeared on his lips, "Brother, this is the first time you have said 'please' to me in so many years. I hope it is the first and last time!"
Lan Sichen responded in a deep voice.
In the afternoon, Si Lan finally woke up and turned his head to see Lan Sichen sitting by the bed. He didn't speak, but looked at him with watery eyes without blinking.
Lan Sichen immediately asked Ji Fengwen to notify the doctor.
Half an hour later, the doctor appeared in the room. He wanted to hypnotize Si Lan. Lan Sichen and Ji Fengwen had to go out.
"It's okay, Silan is very strong. It will be okay." Ji Fengwen comforted him.
Lan Sichen leaned against the wall, his pale face cast a dim light under the glass lamp, and murmured to himself, "Feng Wen, you don't understand her."
"In the past, she had hatred to support her, but then Xu Ningmo was the last straw that saved her life. Now the straw that saved her life has turned against her, and she...can't hold on any longer."
Without the life-saving straw of Xu Ningmo, how could she survive?
Ji Fengwen was puzzled, "But she treats you..."
"This face belongs to Xu Ningmo." Lan Sichen interrupted him. At this moment, the face belonged to Xu Ningmo. She had no defense or vigilance against Xu Ningmo's face, even if she was sick.
Twenty minutes later, the doctor walked out of the room. Ji Fengwen couldn't wait to ask, "Doctor, how is she?"
"The patient is hysterical."
Lan Sichen's eyes trembled, and unspeakable pain flowed in his eyes. "Hysteria" undoubtedly seemed like a death sentence.
"How could this happen?" Ji Fengwen was shocked. He couldn't imagine that the wise, smart, and calm Silan would suffer from hysteria, which is commonly known as: crazy.
"When I hypnotized the patient, I found that her mood was very unstable and she was very confused. She kept calling Ning Mo to save me. This meant that the patient was suffering from some kind of torture in her heart, and she was suffering from huge pain in her heart.
pain."
Young Master: I have to go out today for something, and I don’t know when I will come back. Let’s update 5,000 words! I’ll make it up tomorrow... meow meow... Si Lan is crazy, in fact, I am crazy too. Some people feel that Lan Sichen’s identity should not be revealed to Si Lan
Lan knows that some people think that Si Lan should be Lan Sichen, and the two of them should be together in a real sense.
I'm sorry, I've written it here, and there's no point in saying more. I can only guarantee that the ending will be a happy ending, after all, I promised that there will be some sweetness in the extra story. The heroine's happy life in the whole article is basically non-existent, it's too bitter.
It's awesome... If you don't like the tangled process, you can wait until I finish writing the ending and come directly to read the ending. I don't have any objections. I will try my best to update 10,000 words a day and try to finish it by the end of the month. If I can't finish it by the end of the month, you guys won't be able to finish it either.
Don’t blame me! I really tried my best... burst into tears...