'Fanwai' The first heaven and the last absurdity 3 Finally lost me
."Extra" The first paradise, the final absurdity (3) I finally lost my love
When Ling Jiuyue was about to walk out, she heard Liang Moge's deep voice coming from behind: "She loves you, but just because of this, there is nothing worth giving up on her."
His steps paused, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly, "I know."
I love her, how could I be willing to give up on her!
Liang Moge heard the sound of the door closing, very softly; but this door seemed to have closed the door between him and Ling Jiuyue, Lin Jiu, and they would never be in the same world.
Holding the beer can, she raised her head and drank it in another gulp. A pale smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and her heart felt like a knife. This was Lin Jiu's choice. She chose to love Ling Jiuyue. No matter how unwilling she was, no matter how sad she was,
Also respect her choice.
It's not that Lin Jiu doesn't love herself, it's just that they missed her, missed her, that's all...
The hand holding the beer can tightened, making a creaking sound, veins popping, and a violent expression on his calm face; the smile hanging on the corner of his mouth became deeper and deeper, becoming more and more bitter; finally he raised his arm and smashed the beer can hard
He hit the floor and roared hysterically——
"ah!!!!!!!!"
Sadness, despair.
Over the years, whether he loves or hates her, Lin Jiu has always been the deepest, purest and most important part of his heart; even though she is no longer with him, it is as if she has never left him in his heart.
Now, his dream has awakened and he has completely lost Lin Jiu...
He lost the Xiao Jiu whom he had promised to take home as his wife.
"Xiaojiu...Xiaojiu...Xiaojiu..."
Every sentence is filled with tears and every word is like blood.
I finally lost my love.
*****I am the pure young master dividing line*****
Jiang Ning wiped the cup gracefully, and from the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of the moving shadow at the door, and said calmly: "Sorry, we haven't reached the opening hours yet. Please wait until after six o'clock in the afternoon."
The visitor did not stop, but walked to the bar, looked at Jiang Ning sharply with cold eyes, and said straight to the point: "I want to see Lin Jiu."
Jiang Ning put down the cup and looked up at him, his bright eyes like the sky wiped after a rain, "Sir, this is a bar. Find someone to go to the police station."
"I want to see Lin Jiu." Ling Jiuyue repeated, with a firm attitude.
Anyone else would definitely be attracted by his aura, but it's a pity that he is facing an accomplice of the world's most wanted criminal.
Jiang Ning leaned forward, resting his elbows on the cold marble, holding his chin, and opened three holes in his white shirt. He looked down from his slender neck, and his underwear could be vaguely seen. This gesture was very tempting; but she was also
It was a look of confusion and innocence.
"I told you, this is a bar. Find someone to go to the police station."
Ling Jiuyue narrowed her eyes, a look of displeasure flashed across her face, and when she turned around to walk inside, Jiang Ning didn't stop her, and a careless smile appeared on her lips.
Ling Jiuyue was not sure whether Xiao Jiu was here, but Jiang Ning's attitude and answer made him sure that Lin Jiu must be here.
His pace quickened, and suddenly a black figure appeared in front of him, blocking his way.
Xu Bunuan had just been repaired by Cheng Qinghan. At this moment, he was stepping on the cold marble with bare feet. He was wearing Cheng Qinghan's black shirt. The hem covered half of his white thighs. He had just buttoned up a few buttons, not even a bra.
Wear it with your hair scattered freely, messy and sexy.
"This handsome guy, doesn't he have long ears or can't he hear clearly?" Xu Bunuan's red and swollen lips were bitten by Cheng Qinghan, and she smiled coquettishly, "Do you want me to repeat it again??"
"I'm just here to find my wife." Ling Jiuyue's face was expressionless and her voice was as cold as ice.
Xu Bunuan squinted his eyes like a lazy cat, "Let me give you a warm reminder. Except for the scumbags in my family, I hate it when other men look at me with paralyzed faces! Even if my mother just died, in my case
You have to smile in front of me. Do you understand??"
The voice paused, and his watery eyes landed on Ling Jiuyue's crotch, "Little brother, if you understand, give your sister a smile!"
Ling Jiuyue glanced at her, calm as if she didn't hear anything, and was about to leave. Xu Bunuan raised a sneer at the corner of his mouth, he was really a reckless guy.
The next second, Xu Bunuan attacked him. Ling Jiuyue quickly dodged. Xu Bunuan was surprised and said, "It's interesting."
Ling Jiuyue had never seen a woman with such fast skills. After receiving two punches from her, she realized that her strength was amazing. Ling Jiuyue, who usually had no pressure even in group fights, was now dealing with Xu Bunuan.
Extremely strenuous, even beyond your capabilities...
Xu Bunuan grabbed his wrist and broke it off, and kicked his knees at the same time, easily putting him down on the ground. He stepped on his neck with his feet, with a superior attitude, and his phoenix eyes were flowing with no disdain.
"You dare to show off your ability in front of me and risk your life?"
When Ling Jiuyue looked at her, her peripheral vision glanced at her white thighs, her face froze, and she immediately looked away. How come this woman has no shame at all!
Xu Bunuan looked at him strangely, leaned forward and pinched his chin, "Why don't you dare to look at me?! Am I that ugly?"
"You -" Ling Jiuyue paused for a moment. She didn't want to say anything, but it was obvious that Xu Bunuan had a curious look on her face and would not give up until she got the answer. So she simply said it to let her know what shyness is. "You didn't
Wear underwear.”
Xu Bunuan remained expressionless for a long time, then said "Oh" calmly, but still looked at him doubtfully, "That's it?"
Ling Jiuyue frowned, what was her reaction? Shouldn't any woman go back to the room to get dressed as quickly as possible now?
"If you are worried that my butt will get cold if I don't wear underwear, then thank you for your concern! I just farted, and now I want to get some air and put it on again later..."
Xu Bunuan said in a serious tone.
Ling Jiuyue's forehead was covered with black lines, and her logic was even weirder than Lin Jiu's.
Cheng Qinghan came out fully dressed and saw a scene like this. His wife was dressed extremely sexy and seductively. Her white toes were on a man's neck. She was wearing her own shirt. The problem was her slightly visible butt.
what is going on!!!
"Xu, no, Nuan." Cheng Qinghan almost gritted his teeth when he heard his own voice.
"What are you doing!" Xu Bunuan turned around and rolled his eyes at him. "Didn't I just feed you! Don't tell me you're hungry again. Fly the plane yourself!!"
"Xu Bunuan, you're dead." Cheng Qinghan strode forward, picked her up like a chicken and threw her into the room, "Go back and get dressed! Otherwise I won't let you get dressed for a whole month.
!”
——Bang!!
The door was slammed with an earth-shattering sound, and the whole wall seemed to be shaking...
When Cheng Qinghan turned around, Ling Jiuyue had already stood up. Facing Cheng Qinghan, who was as powerful as a king, he showed no fear and said concisely, "Where is Lin Jiu? I want to take her away."
"How much did you just see?" Cheng Qinghan answered the question. He didn't care about Lin Jiu's bullshit. He only cared about how much of his wife's beauty was seen by other men.
Ling Jiuyue said nothing. (Author: Can you say nonsense?)
Cheng Qinghan's eyes were half-squinted, and the corners of his mouth curved in a cold smile, "Have you seen everything?"
"I want these eyes of yours." Cheng Qinghan said calmly, as if to say, the clothes you are wearing today are very nice.
Ling Jiuyue narrowed her eyes. Cheng Qinghan had already attacked him before he could speak. Ling Jiuyue reluctantly got out of the way. When Cheng Qinghan was about to attack him again, he suddenly grabbed his shoulder with one hand and pushed him to the side, while the other hand held him tightly.
He made a fist to meet Cheng Qinghan's iron fist.
Before Cheng Qinghan had time to draw back his strength, Xu Bunuan punched him hard. His brows furrowed in pain, but he insisted on pretending that nothing was wrong.
"A Nuan!!"
Xu Bunuan retracted his hand and put it behind his back, grinning, "You scum, I knew you didn't love me anymore! You actually hit me so hard! Do you want to kill me so that you can find a stepmother for me?"
"
"Xu Bunuan!" Cheng Qinghan frowned, "Get out of the way!" He wanted to gouge this man's eyes! How dare he look at his wife!
"I, no, let!" Xu Bunuan was already dressed now. Casual and comfortable clothes were loosely hung around her body. Her hair was still untouched, which did not affect her gangster temperament at all. "How dare you gouge his eyes?
I will divorce you tomorrow! Go to Egypt to find Ye Haiya!"
"--you!"
"Humph" Xu Bunuan turned to look at Ling Jiuyue arrogantly, "If you want to find Lin Jiu, you can! You can look for her wherever you want. If you can find her here, I will never stop you! Please do what you want!"
After saying that, he grabbed Cheng Qinghan's hand and walked to the bar, "Why are you angry! I wasn't taken advantage of by him. When it comes to taking advantage, he can see it but can't touch it. It's him who feels uncomfortable, not me. I took advantage, okay?"
!".
"Shut up!" Cheng Qing's cold eagle eyes were emotionless and gloomy.
Xu Bunuan felt the cold air coming, and immediately covered her mouth and did not dare to speak. Every time Cheng Qinghan was really angry, she did not dare to speak.
Ling Jiuyue glanced at them with puzzled eyes, turned around and walked inside, searching room by room. At the same time, different rooms made different sounds——
"**! Get out, what are you looking at..."
"Sorry, we don't have threesomes. Please go out and close the door."
"My lady likes to be naked in the room. Do you want to enjoy it?"
"Ah! Ning Ning!!"
Jiang Ning walked over and calmly closed the door to the room. Yun Danfeng said softly: "Sorry, my family Pinpin likes to take a bath during the day."
Ling Jiuyue searched around, including rooms, private rooms, warehouses, and almost everywhere she could find Lin Jiu. She turned back to the bar and looked at Xu Bunuan, who was drinking leisurely, and asked, "Where is she?"
Xu Bunuan put down his wine glass, turned his head and smiled, "I asked you to look for her, but you couldn't find her. Since you can't find her, why should I tell you where she is?!"
Ling Jiuyue frowned tightly and her eyes were cold, "I know she is in danger, and I also know why she insisted on leaving me! But I don't need her to do this! You let her come out to see me, even if she
If you want to leave me, we should sit down and have a good talk."
"You are such a strange person! Since they said they are getting divorced, what are you going to talk about? Could it be that we are going to do 419 for the last time! Don't be ridiculous, you think you are the hero in a bloody romance novel?! Be good!
Go back and be your prosecutor, find a woman who suits you, have a baby, and live your life! Her world is different from yours! You are no longer in the same world!"
"She is my wife." Ling Jiuyue was stubborn. She was his wife, how could they not be from the same world.
"It doesn't matter if you don't agree to the divorce. If you apply for separation, you will get a divorce in two years even if you don't want it!!"
"I am a prosecutor. As long as I don't want to, her name is destined to be in my spouse column in this life."
"You!!" Xu Bunuan frowned, suddenly wanting to hit him, but thinking of Lin Jiu, he still resisted the urge to hit him.
"Are you sure you don't want her to come out to see me?" Ling Jiuyue asked in a low voice.
Xu Bunuan blew a whistle, said nothing, only drank, completely pretending that he didn't exist.
Ling Jiuyue glanced at them with her cold eyes, pursed her thin lips, and left the bar without saying a word.
Xu Bunuan didn't say anything, but tapped his fingers on the cold marble.
Lin Jiu, who had been hiding under the bar, stood up slowly, with a gray mist in her clear eyes; she heard Ling Jiuyue's figure and felt his breathing, but she couldn't look at him or talk to him.
Say a word. Give up and end up in the wasteland.
The closest distance between the two people was only one step away, but he couldn't see himself, and he couldn't take this step; he watched his back disappear from his eyes, but he could do nothing.
"He knows everything, do you still want to hide?"
Lin Jiu lowered his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth with a slight arc, "Because he knows, I have to hide even more."
Perhaps, this is the ending of her and him, a little worse, together forever.
Xu Bunuan bit his lip for a second and then let go, lying half of his upper body on the cold table. Ignoring Cheng Qinghan's constipated look next to him, he said quietly: "How can I be willing to take you away like this?"
Sigh, sigh, sigh.
*****I am the dividing line of purity*****
Ling Jiuyue opened the door and put the key on the shoe cabinet. She looked sideways at the deserted home. There was no trace of her, and there was no smell of home at all. When her eyes fell on the sofa, it was empty, without her figure or her voice.
, without her eyes, everything seems to fall into a black hole.
He walked to the kitchen and watched her carefully cook a meal for him, which was all his favorite food.
At that time, what kind of mood was she in when she did it? Did she cry? Did she accidentally hurt herself?
He picked up the chopsticks with his fingers and put them in his mouth without heating them. The cooled food had no taste at all and was so bitter in his mouth. But he did not stop, but ate the cooled food slowly, just like she
It's like being by your side.
The phone buzzed in his pocket, and he picked it up without panic and answered, "Well, Yeyu City is monitored 24 hours a day, and I go there every two hours. Sorry for the trouble, thank you."
He put down his cell phone and continued to eat. He hadn't eaten properly for a long time, and his stomach felt uncomfortable. Eating these cold foods now would undoubtedly make things worse, making his stomach even more painful.
His haggard face turned pale little by little to the point where there was no trace of blood. He held chopsticks in one hand and held his stomach tightly with the other hand. Cold sweat dripped from his painful forehead and dripped on the sink along his firm outline.
, reflecting his exhausted appearance.
He is not afraid that she will leave him, nor is he afraid of waiting for her. He is just afraid that in the end she will give up on him.
Xiaojiu, it's not that I can't accept you leaving me, I just can't accept having you leave me with so much grievance and helplessness.
This is unfair.
*Yeyu City was open as usual at night, with people coming and going, and it was very lively. But at the climax of the night, a large number of people in uniforms walked in, turned on the lights, and shouted, "The police are checking, check your identity."
Take it out..."
Jiang Ning gave Xu Bunuan, who was sitting in the corner, a look; since the opening of Yeyu City, few policemen have dared to come here for inspection in so many years. It is obvious that some people did it on purpose!
Xu Bunuan was very calm, without any expression, and asked Jiang Ning to cooperate with the police.
The police came to check, slowly and slowly, for an hour and a half, and finally said it was okay and stopped the team.
Some people found it disappointing and left first, while the rest began to have fun again. Lights, dancers, deafening electronic music——
Everything is business as usual.
Just an hour later, another group of people came in with great momentum. They turned on the lights and turned off the music. The men stood on the left and the women stood on the right. The porn sweeper received a report that there was pornography in Yeyu City...
Jiang Ning's face turned completely cold, and he wanted to draw his gun and shoot the head of the anti-pornography captain into a hornet's nest, but after receiving Xu Bunuan's instructions of shaking his head, he still endured it.
The anti-pornography team scanned for an hour and a half, and then said, "I'm sorry, the information is wrong. Thank you for your cooperation with the police and the public." They patted their butts and left.
After being swept away twice in one night, many guests lost interest in the fun and left. Suddenly, the bustling Yeyu City lost more than half of its guests, and only a small half of the remaining guests were reluctant to leave.
Xu Bunuan was leaning on the sofa, holding a wine bottle, squinting his eyes, and smiling. Lin Jiu really knew how to find a man. She found a man who was extremely sinister.
This degree of evil is comparable to that of Jian Yue.
Yeyu City continued to be lively, but an hour later, when the third group came in without waiting for Jiang Ning to deliver the goods, Xu Bunuan got mad. He threw the bottle to the ground, pointed at the captain and cursed, "
Which group are you from?"
"I am from the anti-drug team. I received a report that there is drug dealing in Yeyu City. Please turn on the lights and turn off the music. Men stand on the left and women stand on the right. Thank you for your cooperation!"
The veins on Xu Bunuan's forehead throbbed, "Ling Jiuyue, you are a murderer with a thousand swords!"
No matter how angry you are, you should do as he said, and you can't really blow the policeman's head off. It's just that his face is extremely ugly. Ling Jiuyue can't find anyone and leaves so simply. It turns out that he is here waiting to kill them!
Lin Jiu hid in the darkness and watched the farce tonight, with a deserted expression on his face, and the sourness in his heart welled up in large patches.
He was too persistent. I didn't expect that he would be so persistent.
Young Master: Today’s 5,000-word update. Yesterday afternoon, a reader asked me about the background music. I was not at home in the afternoon and went out to play. It depends on your personal feelings when listening to music. I am currently writing the story of Lin Jiu, and I have been playing the single "Ding Dang" on a loop.
I love him》
A few words that make me feel deeply are: You can't escape, the deeper the love, the more hurt each other is, the deeper the dependence, the more blanks, how to love.
Lin Jiu and Ling Jiuyue are just taking love and hurting each other. But who of us is not like this?