Ten years of love in 'Fanwai' can't be worth half a step of sorrow 1 Who
."Extra" Ten years of love is not worth half a step of sorrow (1) Whose sorrow
"Sir, please calm down. The doctor has really tried his best." The nurse quickly came over to help and separated the two people.
Tuo'er's tears almost drowned her. Helplessness and despair were overwhelming. She didn't know where the strength came from. She pushed Xiao Zimo hard with both hands as if she was going crazy.
"Have you had enough? Who are you showing off to now? If you hadn't taken her out privately, would she be like this? Xiao Zimo, what do I owe you? My best years have been ruined in your hands.
Isn’t it enough? Why are you still unwilling to let me go? Why do you have to harm my daughter?"
Xiao Zimo was pushed back several steps by her, his black eyes filled with bloodshot eyes. He felt heartbroken when he thought that such a cute child like Mingzhu would never be seen again.
"Xiao Zimo, I really hate you! I've tried every possible means to avoid you, why do you have to cling to me like a ghost? Your love for Lin Jiu is your business, why must your relationship be involved?
Fuck me? What did I do wrong? Just because I loved you back then, I am going to be punished now, but why is this retribution not on me? Why should such cruel retribution be on my daughter..."
Tuan'er cried hoarsely and fell to the ground. She couldn't help but cover her mouth. She bit her arm hard with her teeth, so hard that she broke the skin. The taste of blood filled her entire mouth without even noticing it.
The bright red color spreads down the arm little by little...
Ling Jiuyue's eyes met Xiao Zimo's, and her clenched hands couldn't bear it and she punched Xiao Zimo's cheek directly.
Xiao Zimo did not fight back.
He deserved this punch.
"Go away, we don't need you here. Tu'er and Mingzhu won't want to see you again!" Ling Jiuyue said coldly, turned around and helped Tuun'er up, "Let's go to the ward and wait for Mingzhu. I will definitely find the best one.
The doctor will definitely cure Mingzhu’s eyes..."
Xiao Zimo leaned slumped against the cold wall. He raised his head and looked at the incandescent lamp with dark eyes. He was dizzy and felt so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
He didn't expect this.
Really, I haven't thought about it.
Mingzhu's little face was wrapped in a bandage, as were her eyes, and only her nose was exposed with an oxygen tube inserted into it. The electrocardiogram made a beeping sound. Tuo'er sat by the bed and looked at her frail daughter, unable to stop crying.
Ling Jiuyue patted her shoulder lightly, "You stay here with Mingzhu, and I'll go through the hospitalization procedures."
Tong'er is like a wooden stake, without any reaction.
A trace of distress flashed through Ling Jiuyue's eyes, she paused for a few seconds and turned to leave the ward.
Passing through the long corridor, the dark sky held the prospect of an imminent storm. When I saw the emaciated and helpless figure sitting on the ground, my heart suddenly tightened.
He strode forward and hugged her gently from behind, "Xiaojiu..."
Lin Jiu's spine stiffened, and she turned back slowly, staring at him with tears in her eyes, her voice hoarse, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I didn't mean it... I really don't know..."
"I know! I know everything!" Ling Jiuyue hugged her tightly and rubbed her hair with her warm palms. Seeing her crying like a helpless child, her own heart broke.
, with red eyes, "It's not your fault."
Lin Jiu grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, blaming herself and wanting to die, "It's my fault... I didn't take good care of her... I knew she was a child, how could I leave her alone in the living room?
Jiuyue, it was my fault...it was my negligence, it was me..."
Ling Jiuyue hugged him tighter, and every word she said was like a knife cutting into his heart. He wanted to comfort him, but any words he said at this moment were feeble and could not change anything.
"How could I do this...How could I..." Lin Jiu cried uncontrollably, all her emotions could no longer be suppressed, and she almost collapsed.
Ling Jiuyue hugged her hard, wishing to rub her into his arms. He couldn't say whose fault it was!
If you really want to be wrong, everyone is wrong.
Xiao Zimoyou.
Xiaojiu has.
He Ling Jiuyue also has it.
"Mingzhu, she..." Lin Jiu let go of him slightly, suppressing her grief, and looked at him expectantly, "She..."
One sentence can never be complete...
Hesitation and struggle flashed across Ling Jiuyue's eyes. How could he say such a cruel answer at this moment? Lin Jiu fell into even more crazy self-blame.
"Tell me...please!" Lin Jiu choked, and every word seemed to use all his strength.
"Mingzhu..." Ling Jiuyue paused, her voice hoarse, "I won't see you anymore."
Lin Jiu's body trembled, and her hands dropped to her side in an instant. It was like a blow to the head, and her soul left her body. The water eyes staring at him lost any focus, were empty and dull...
It turns out that this is the feeling of eternal damnation.
Ling Jiuyue stared at her with distressed eyes. She didn't know what she could say to comfort her. She didn't even dare to hug her. Her raised arms froze in the air.
There was only a small distance between his fingers and her cheek, but they were trembling all the time...
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Mingzhu was in coma for a day and a night, and Mingzhu stayed beside the hospital bed for a day and a night.
Lin Jiu stayed outside the ward all day and night.
Ling Jiuyue and Xiao Zimo used their personal connections to find the best and most top doctors. They kept asking them to see the pearl and held meetings to study...
In the end, everyone shook their heads. There was a way to fade the scars on Mingzhu's face, but her eyes were really powerless.
After working without sleep for 24 hours without eating or drinking, the four of us were exhausted.
Lin Jiu was sitting on a wooden chair outside the ward, expressionless and pale, with empty eyes, like a soulless puppet. No matter what the nurse said to her, she seemed unable to hear.
Ling Jiuyue asked people to buy food and water and put them aside, but she didn't touch them.
Ling Jiuyue and Xiao Zimo walked out of the conference room and went to the ward to see Mingzhu. When their eyes fell on Lin Jiu, their eyes were full of distress——
"Go back." Ling Jiuyue couldn't help but stopped in front of her, squatted down slowly, raised her head and looked at her pleadingly, "You can't change anything by torturing yourself like this. Go back and rest, anything
I will inform you of the news."
Lin Jiu's still eyelashes trembled for a while, and finally she responded. When she looked at him with empty eyes, her eyes were a little more dim, she didn't speak, she just shook her head as if nothing.
There was a hint of fatigue between Ling Jiuyue's brows, as well as a lot of helplessness.
"You go in and see them, I'll talk to her." Xiao Zimo's voice became hoarse, and his handsome face couldn't hide the tiredness. His fingers stiffly pulled on his tie, and a feeling of powerless fatigue enveloped him deeply.
them.
Ling Jiuyue didn't say anything, but when she stood up, she patted the back of her hand gently, as if to comfort and encourage her.
Lin Jiushui's eyes followed him, and only the two of them understood the tacit understanding.
Xiao Zimo saw it, but he didn't understand it.
Ling Jiuyue turned around and went into the ward to see Mingzhu and Qu'er.
Usually no one comes to the corridor of the VIP ward, and it is not the time for ward rounds now, so it is extremely quiet.
Lin Jiuban lowered his eyes, with no emotion on his face; Xiao Zimo slowly sat down next to her, staring at her with dark eyes, and the distress in his eyes was undisguised.
"This matter... it's not your fault!" He spoke slowly, his voice hoarse and complicated, "It's my fault!"
"Is there any point in talking about this now?" Lin Jiu's voice was as calm as a mirror, without any wind or waves, and his eyes were looking at the ground without looking at him.
"Ajiu, this is an accident. No one wants this. The cause of the incident is me. I will not shirk responsibility. I will work hard to compensate them..." No matter how difficult it is, he will definitely find a way to find a cure.
A person with beautiful eyes.
"Compensation?" Lin Jiu seemed to have heard a big joke, her eyes fell on his cold and handsome face, "What compensation do you want? Can you compensate? You are rich, but you
Can those stinky money give Mingzhu a pair of eyes and make her forget such a terrible memory?"
"Xiao Zimo, when will you stop being so selfish and self-righteous?!"
Xiao Zimo looked stunned and opened his mouth to argue, but swallowed the words when they reached his lips.
At this moment, he really didn't have the energy to argue with her.
The door to the ward was suddenly opened. Lin Jiu and Xiao Zimo looked at it at the same time. Tuo'er stood at the door with a haggard look on his face and closed the door gently.
The gentle eyes in the past were now looking at Lin Jiu and Xiao Zimo indifferently. When his eyes were fixed on Xiao Zimo's face, his hatred was obvious, and he pointed at the exit of the corridor, "Get out! Get out now! I don't want to see you,
I don’t want to do this for the rest of my life!!”
Xiao Zimo said nothing. He glanced at Lin Jiu with his dark eyes, then looked at Tuan'er who was numb with heartache. He stood up and walked slowly towards the elevator.
Lin Jiu was always sitting on the wooden chair, looking at Tuo'er with watery eyes, feeling endless guilt and apology.
Even if Tuo'er slaps himself twice at this moment, he deserves it!
The corridor was quiet, and Tuo'er stood for a long time. She didn't cry or make a fuss, nor did she accuse Lin Jiu of anything. He just looked at her numbly with red and swollen eyes. After a long time, he said quietly: "You should leave too. I don't want to see you again!"
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Lin Jiu's heart trembled and hurt when she heard her words.
"I know this is not your responsibility, but if you can be more careful and don't leave Mingzhu alone in the living room, maybe this kind of thing won't happen. She will never be seen again when she is still so young..." Tong'er
The hoarse voice revealed helpless exhaustion and choked with sobs...
"I'm sorry!!" Lin Jiu bit her lip, wishing that Tuo'er could slap herself at this moment!
Tuo'er took a deep breath to calm down, "...it's true that I brought Xiao Zimo into your life, but now my daughter is suffering like this because of you and Xiao Zimo! I don't hate you! But neither do I.
I have no way to forgive you! I never thought about arguing with you or what you robbed. I just wanted to
It’s useless for me to lead a quiet and stable life with my daughter. I don’t have enough ability to refuse your and Jiuyue’s help. This all seems to be a vicious circle. I want to escape Xiao Zimo, but in the end you
Or bring him into my life and Mingzhu's, it seems like retribution..."
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Lin Jiu didn't know what else she could say besides these three words.
"Let's go!" Tu'er said numbly, looking at her, "I beg you and Xiao Zimo to disappear from my life. I really don't want to be involved among you anymore, and I don't want to see my daughter anymore because of you.
My feelings will be hurt in any way again!!”
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Tears were still rolling in Lin Jiu's eyes, and she stood up in a hurry. If she were still sitting here, she felt ashamed. "I will never let you and Mingzhu because of me and Xiao Zimo."
The relationship has been harmed in any way! Sorry, goodbye!"
When she turned to leave, Tuo'er suddenly called her name.
Lin Jiu paused and didn't look back, so she couldn't see the tears rolling down the corners of Tuo'er's eyes. She only heard her hoarse voice whispering, "Lin Jiu, I'm sorry!!"
Whether it was four years ago or four years later, no matter what it is, there are always people and things that we have to say "sorry" to.
Even I don't know why.
Lin Jiu's heart felt like being pricked by thousands of needles. The pain was beyond help. The stiff fingers hanging by his body gradually clenched, "You didn't forgive me, it was I who apologized to you! I'm sorry Mingzhu!! I won't do it again in the future.
I won't bother you anymore..."
The sound fell, and the figure fled hastily...
Tuo'er's tears couldn't help but fall down, and the corners of her mouth felt so bitter and helpless.
Life is always full of surprises and helplessness. We cannot resist, we can only obey.
Back in the ward, Ling Jiuyue sat beside the bed, looking at Mingzhu, feeling heartbroken.
Tuo'er calmed down and said calmly: "Jiuyue, you can go back too. Mingzhu, I can take care of it by myself!"
Ling Jiuyue stood up and got out of the way. Feng Yu looked worriedly at her haggard appearance, as if she might collapse at any moment. How could he abandon her at this moment?
"You have no friends, no family around you, and you are not in good health. How can you take care of Mingzhu alone?"
Tuo'er sat on the edge of the bed, holding Mingzhu's little hand with her fingers and placing it on her cheek. She raised a helpless smile at the corner of her mouth, and her tears fell silently, "Let's go. You can't help me forever, I will always have to
I live by my own strength, I cannot rely on you for the rest of my life!"
If I could have had the courage to face Xiao Zimo earlier, maybe Mingzhu wouldn’t be like this now!!
Ling Jiu Yueying frowned even more tightly. When the words reached her lips, she suddenly heard Mingzhu's weak voice, "Mommy... Mommy..."
"Mommy is here, Mommy is by your side, don't be afraid, Mingzhu is not afraid..." Tuo'er saw Mingzhu wake up, her empty and dull eyes were finally dyed with a hint of color, as if she saw hope.
"Daddy..."
"Daddy is also with you. Mingzhu is a brave girl and won't be afraid, right?" Ling Jiuyue walked around to the other side and carefully held her little hand.
Mingzhu heard the two of them and didn't speak for a long time.
Because her entire face was wrapped in bandages, with only her mouth and nose exposed, Tuo'er didn't know whether she was awake or unconscious...
"Pearl..."
"Mommy, don't cry... Mingzhu doesn't hurt, it really... doesn't hurt." Mingzhu's voice was very small, but it still reached the ears of the two of them very clearly, word by word.
My heart is full of sourness and distress.
"It's okay. If it hurts, tell Mommy... Mommy will always be with you."
"It doesn't hurt..." Mingzhu's voice was weak. It actually hurt, but she didn't dare to say it hurt. She was afraid that her mother would cry or be angry. "Mommy... it was Mingzhu's fault. Mingzhu was not good... herself."
If you try to climb up, you will hurt yourself... Mommy, don't be angry, and don't blame Uncle Xiao and Auntie, okay?"
Although Mingzhu has been an innocent little princess under the pampering of Ling Jiuyue and Tuo'er since she was a child, she has never been spoiled or spoiled. If she does something wrong, she will not cry blindly like other children, or be timid.
I put all my fears on the adults.
Tears fell one by one and wet her little hands. Tuo'er's heart broke when she heard her words, "Okay..."
"Daddy...did I cause you trouble again? I'm sorry...I didn't mean it...I just wanted to see you..."
"No!" Ling Jiuyue interrupted her distressedly, "Mingzhu didn't cause trouble to Daddy. It's Daddy's fault. Daddy hasn't visited you for a long time. It's Daddy's fault."
"Daddy is not wrong. Mummy said that Daddy is very busy and has his own life, and Mingzhu cannot disturb him. But - I really miss Daddy and want to hug Daddy. Daddy, Mummy, don't
If I get angry, I will be good and very good in the future..."
The weak voice disappeared little by little, as if he had fallen into a coma again.
If the electrocardiogram hadn't been normal and told them that Mingzhu was still alive, Tong'er would have completely collapsed.
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When Ling Jiuyue returned home, Lin Jiu was curled up on the sofa alone, her face was hesitant and haggard, and her whole person was indescribably depressed and decadent.
He put down the key, sat down next to her, and covered her hand with his fingers, "Xiaojiu..."
Only then did Lin Jiu react. When she saw him, her eyes lit up a little, and she leaned into his arms, helplessly trying to ask for a little support.
Ling Jiuyue hugged her and let her lean against him, and said in a hoarse voice: "I will stay here to take care of Mingzhu and Qu'er these days. They have no friends in Beijing and have no friends. I may not be able to take care of you.
, don’t mind, okay?” It’s not my fault.
What else can I mind now?
"Why don't you blame me? Don't ask me what I was doing at the time. I couldn't even protect a child..."
Ling Jiuyue rubbed her hair with her fingers, kissed her bangs, and sighed deeply, "I don't want to know, and I don't dare to know. I'm afraid that after knowing, even I can't help but want to go."
I blame you. But how can I bear to blame you!"
"Jiuyue..." After hearing this, Lin Jiu felt even more uncomfortable. She raised her head and looked at him. When she opened her mouth, Ling Jiuyue's hand fell on her lips, "Shh."
"Don't say it, okay?" Ling Jiuyue stared at her tightly with her dark eyes, "I said, I won't lose you again. No matter what happens!"
"Xiaojiu, give me a little more time. When I arrange everything, I will take you away!"
Let’s not care about the Ling family, Xiao Zimo, or anything else. Go to a place where there is only you and me, and live a peaceful life for the two of us.
Her watery eyes looked at him quietly, her sincere eyes seemed to be engraved into her heart. Lin Jiu hugged his neck with both hands, placed her chin on his shoulder, her eyes were moist and hot...
Jiuyue, can we still be together?
Can we really still live a peaceful life with just the two of us?
Ling Jiuyue tightened her strength and hugged her, so tightly that there was no gap. She was so tight that he wanted to rub her into his bones and blend into his blood.
In this way, others will no longer be able to covet her.
In this way, will Xiao Zimo be able to pester her again?
Xiaojiu, what should I do with you?
How worried I am that you already have a place for Xiao Zimo in your heart, and how angry I am that you were talking to him in the room. What exactly could you say to make the two of you ignore Mingzhu?
But even so, I still can't give up on you.
Lin Jiu, you finally turned me into a very pathetic man, you made me see my own patheticness.
Lin Jiu's bones were hurting from being strangled by him, and she didn't say a word. But her heart was dripping with blood. After all, they still reached this predicament.
Everyone is exhausted, everyone has completely lost their direction, struggling in the difficult situation of life, and is helpless.
Jiuyue, what should I do?
Ling Jiuyue held her until she fell asleep. She gently placed her on the big bed and covered her with a quilt.
I called to change my flight ticket. Originally they were going to leave, but now they can no longer leave.
He packed his things quietly. He had no time to rest, not even to stay for a while. He had to go to the hospital to take care of Tong'er and Mingzhu!
When Ling Jiuyue arrived at the hospital, she saw Xiao Zimo standing at the door of the hospital. Her cold eyes darkened, and she couldn't suppress the annoyance in her heart.
If it weren't for Xiao Zimo's lingering ghost and his paranoia and stubbornness, how could this happen?
"What are you doing here? You are not welcome here!" Ling Jiuyue stood in front of him, her face as cold as ice.
Xiao Zimo ignored his sarcastic remarks and handed him the information bag in his hand, "This is the foreign doctor I contacted. I think it will be helpful to Mingzhu."
"No need." Ling Jiuyue refused coldly.
"You can hate me, but don't delay Mingzhu's treatment because of me. This is the stupidest behavior!" Xiao Zimo frowned. He didn't get along with Mingzhu for a long time, but he had an inexplicable affinity for the child.
, inexplicably distressed!
Ling Jiuyue hesitated for a moment and took the information he handed to her.
"Call me if you have anything." Xiao Zimo knew that they didn't want to see him, so he turned around and left...
Ling Jiuyue turned around and stared at his bleak back with cold and sharp eyes, "Xiao Zimo, you will never know how precious you have lost!"
Xiao Zimo stopped and turned to look at him, "What do you mean?"
Ling Jiuyue looked at him with a sympathetic look for a few seconds, pursed her thin lips in an emotionless arc, turned around and walked into the hospital.
Xiao Zimo's dark eyes flashed with confusion and confusion. What did Ling Jiuyue's words mean?
Ah Jiu seems to have said it before!
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