Apart from death, life is better than death 2, I would rather die
.〖Extra〗Besides death, there is no better life than death (2) I would rather die
If deep love is a tragedy, it must be read as a sentence of death.
——Inscription.
Mingzhu's pale face flashed with surprise, is she really that important? To Xiao Zimo!
His hands are very warm, much like his father's hands, which are broad and warm. But why now?
If he wanted to be himself from the beginning and was called "Daddy" from birth, wouldn't everything be different now?
Daddy, daddy, she has been used to calling Ling Jiuyue daddy for so many years. Facing Xiao Zimo, she didn't know how to call her. She couldn't even say two simple words like "daddy".
Some things are not that we don’t want to do, but that years of habits and unnaturalness prevent us from learning how to change the status quo first.
Everyone is a coward in life.
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Lan Ximo looked at Mu Ze and then at the unconscious Ling Xi. He pursed his thin lips and said in a sinister voice, "You encouraged Ling Xi to do this, right?"
Mu Ze faced Lan Ximo with a smile and nodded without hesitation, "Yes, I told him that as long as he does this, I can help him elope with Mingzhu, and he believed it."
That boy with the delicate appearance of a girl and a pair of clear and bright peach blossom eyes, a boy who was willful, arrogant, arrogant but clean without a trace of dust, was ruined by them like this.
"Lan Muze, you will eventually pay the price for what you have done." A hint of guilt flashed in Lan Ximo's eyes, but he walked towards the door. When he passed Muze, his voice was cold and cold, as if it was coming from hell.
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The smile on Mu Ze's mouth was stiff, but his eyes dimmed a little bit...
Xi Ting raised his arm to fall on his shoulder, but Xi Mo quickly dodged his hand, disgust flashed in his eyes, "Lan Xi Ting, you really disappoint me!"
Before the voice fell, the figure was already drifting away.
Xi Ting looked down at Lian Lian, whose eyes were red and swollen from crying, and patted her shoulders comfortingly with his fingers, but his eyes were filled with incomparable heaviness.
The corner of his eye swept over Mu Jue, but there was nothing he could do.
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It was two days after Lan Sichen, Silan and Helianze flew to Beijing. Ling Xi was really crazy. She didn't know anyone. She didn't let anyone touch her except Lin Jiu. She couldn't see Lin Jiu's emotions when she opened her eyes.
They may lose control and even engage in harmful behaviors.
Ling Jiuyue contacted many experts for consultation, and the answers were all the same. She could only try hypnotherapy. There is a half chance of success, but she cannot be 100% sure that it will be completely cured, and recovery does not mean that it will not relapse in the future.
Ling Jiuyue and Lin Jiuyue discussed sending Ling Xi away and would not let him stay here anymore. As for where to send him, they have not yet decided.
In the Xiao family hall, the lights are bright, and Mingzhu is sitting upright on the sofa. At this moment, she is Lan Ximo's legal wife. There is no wedding, no honeymoon, and she even lost the engagement ring Lan Ximo gave her.
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No one could laugh at what was obviously a joyful thing, because their marriage was just a formality, just the beginning of a revenge game.
Lin Jiu and Ling Jiuyue were sitting on the other side. They had been taking care of Ling Xi recently. They both looked a little tired and felt indescribably powerless.
Xi Ting, Lian Lian, Mu Ze, and Xi Mo all stood aside, and everyone's expressions were similar - heavy and solemn.
Helianze and the others rushed over as soon as they got off the plane. Ever since they learned about this, everyone felt depressed, heavy, and heartbroken. If Lan Ruixiu hadn't been in poor health recently and had a high fever, Su Weixi would have come as well.
Helianze walked up to Mu Ze with a calm and calm expression. He was not furious or furious. He just pursed his lips and squeezed out two words, "Kneel down."
Mu Ze's eyebrows were inherited from He Lian Ze's, and looking at him at this moment was like looking into a mirror, including the stubbornness in his eyes.
"Don't kneel?" Helianze's voice was light, and the next second he gave Mu Ze a hard kick on the knee.
Mu Ze was caught off guard and knelt on the ground. When he wanted to stand up, Lan Yunsheng's big palm fell on his shoulder and said meaningfully, "Is this what we have given you all these years?"
He did not move, only hearing Helianze curling his lips and staring at Muze with a sneer, "How could I have such a beastly son like you!"
No genetic mutation can be so sinister!
"Do you regret it? You should have kicked me before I was born." Mu Ze replied calmly.
"You think I don't want to..." Helianze's tone was high. If it weren't for Si Lan and Mrs. Song, Mu Ze would never have had a chance to be born!
"That's enough!" Lan Yunsheng frowned and glanced at Helianze to indicate to him that he was here to resolve the matter with the Xiao family, not the reason why their son was not silenced back then.
Two days ago, the Xiao family began to grab Tianlan's business, buying up Tianlan's stocks on a large scale, and then releasing them at low prices. Xiao Zimo was basically using the Xiao family to hurt both sides, and both Tianlan and Jade would be destroyed.
Helianze didn't say anything. He glared at Muze fiercely, turned around to face Xiao Zimo, took out a gun from his waist and slapped it in front of Xiao Zimo's face.
"We are here today. You want to kill this beast with one shot or whatever. It doesn't matter...as long as you can calm down and make some compensation to Mingzhu."
Xiao Zimo was sitting in his lap, and his raised sword eyes fell coldly on the kneeling Mu Ze, without even looking at He Lianze, "Can killing him bring back the suffering my daughter has suffered?"
Helianze was startled, bit his lip and looked helplessly at Lan Yunsheng, saying that he was helpless.
"What do you want us to do?" Lan Yunsheng's dark eyes fell on Xiao Zimo's face and asked straight to the point.
Xiao Zimo narrowed his thin lips and remained silent, but there was a cold light in his eyes.
Even if Xiao was buried with him, he would not make it easy for the Lan family.
Si Lan and Lan Sichen clasped their fingers together, with disappointment and self-blame flowing in their eyes. Now that something like this happened, both himself and Lan Sichen were responsible. If they had raised their two children well, such a thing would not have happened.
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The most sorry thing is that she hurt Lin Jiu.
"Lan Ximo, kneel down." Si Lan pursed her thin lips and her voice was as soft as a needle dropped on the ground. There was no anger, but no emotion either. She was very disappointed with Xi Mo.
Lan Ximo walked out without any hesitation and knelt down facing Lin Jiu and Ling Jiuyue. His spine was straight and straight, without any trace of depression, and he still looked so arrogant and cold.
Apart from Mingzhu, what he cares about most in this life is Si Lan. As long as it is Si Lan, he will not resist.
"Ah Que, kneel down for me too."
Si Lan spoke again, and Xi Ting walked out without hesitation. When he was about to kneel down to face Mingzhu, Lianlian hurriedly pulled Xi Ting, her eyes filled with tears, and she choked to Si Lan, "Aunt..."
"Lan Sangyu, the only person here who is most qualified to teach you a lesson is me. I didn't ask you to kneel down because you are a girl. You grew up under Wei Xi's education. I believe the children she raised are not that kind-hearted.
Evil girl."
The words are tactful but also extremely sharp.
If she had been raised by her biological mother, what would Lan Sangyu be like today?
Lianlian bit her lip and did not dare to say anything more. She gradually relaxed her fingers holding Xi Ting, letting him kneel on the ground, tears falling silently on the blanket.
"When I worked so hard to give birth to you two, I felt very proud. I thought you were a gift from God. Unexpectedly, it turns out that you are not angels, but demons. How could Si Chen and I raise you two demons?
Compared to your father, I now feel that you are even more unforgivable."
Lan Sichen stood aside and did not refute her words.
"I did this alone." Mu Ze frowned and said, "Lianlian and Ah Que were not involved at all. They came to stop me. If Ah Que hadn't stopped it, Xiao Mingzhu might not have been able to survive until now.
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As soon as his voice fell, Si Lan turned around and slapped him hard on the cheek, with an extremely cold tone, "Mu Ze, you really disappoint us."
Mu Ze received this slap, hatred surged in his eyes, and he faced Si Lan coldly, "Shouldn't you be happy? I'm not your son. I'm the one who did such a thing, not your kind son.
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"Shut up, Mu Ze." Xi Ting said coldly, interrupting him, facing Mingzhu and Xiao Zimo, with a frank look on his face, "I knew that I didn't stop this incident in time enough, and I helped Mu Ze afterward.
Ze concealed it and helped him destroy all the evidence; Rang Lianlian was not allowed to say it. Amo did this because I didn't stop him. All the fault is mine. Uncle Xiao, I am willing to deal with it however I want."
"My matter has nothing to do with Lan Xiting." Xi Mo said coldly, calling him by his first name.
Xiao Chen hurriedly walked out from outside and knelt beside Lan Ximo. Facing Ling Jiuyue and Lin Jiu's sincere confession, "This matter has nothing to do with sir. It's me... I'm not willing to let him be treated like this."
Design to take revenge on Ling Xi. You can send me to jail or kill me! This really has nothing to do with sir!"
Mu Ze wanted to bear it alone, without involving Lian Lian and Xi Ting; but Xi Ting wanted to bear it alone, even Lian Ximo's share...
Xiao Chen thought about taking the responsibility on behalf of Xi Mo.
Obviously everyone has selfish motives and darkness, but at important moments they want to take all the blame on themselves.
Who said that, we are all selfish, because when we have to choose to hurt someone, we will choose the person we don't love and protect the person we love deeply.
Between Xi Mo and Mingzhu, Mu Ze chose to hurt Mingzhu.
Between Muze and Mingzhu, Xi Ting chose to hurt Mingzhu.
Between Muze and Mingzhu, Lianlian chooses to hurt Mingzhu.
Between Ling Xi and Mingzhu, Xi Mo chose to hurt Ling Xi.
He was the only one who chose not to hurt Mingzhu, but in the end he was the one who hurt Mingzhu the most and made her the most unforgivable.
I don’t know if this is irony or a funny fate?!
"That's enough." Mingzhu couldn't see that it was just the mixed smell of this huge living room that made her frown, slightly tired, and pursed her thin lips, "It's all over here. The purchase of Tianlan will stop tomorrow."
"Mingzhu." Xiao Zimo frowned, his tone was stern, how could he let the Lan family off like this.
"You also know that killing Lan Muze can't make up for the damage I've suffered, nor can it erase the nightmares I've had for the past five years." Mingzhu's cold voice lingered in the quiet living room, "What's the point of being hostile to the Lan family now?
? I don’t hate Xi Ting and Lian Lian for hiding it, because Mu Ze is their childhood sweetheart, and it’s understandable to stand on their side and protect the people they care about.”
"I won't hate Mu Ze, because he loves Xi Mo, but he is destined to not get it in this life. Watching me get Mo Mo is the biggest punishment for him. What else do I hate, the only thing I hate
There is only one person..."
The cold voice paused, then pursed his lips again with an unusually cold voice, "Lan, Xi, Mo."
"I have been living in darkness for so many years. Life is really lonely and difficult. I can never see any hope of life. I have experienced too much pain and twists and turns. I wonder if I did a lot of bad things in my previous life, so God wants to do this.
I have no eyes, no mommy, and everyone in the world has lied to me. I hate Xi Mo for breaking the promise, and I hate Mu Ze.
I have no ability to fight back against the torture, so I can only torture Xi Mo and let him suffer with me. Even if I know in my heart that he is innocent, he may not feel better than me after knowing the truth, but I have been so lonely these years.
I feel so lonely that I can’t feel alive except for breathing and resting, and I can’t even feel my own heartbeat…”
How much sadness does a person need to feel that sleeping is a life?
Only her desolate voice echoed in the huge living room, and every sentence and every word struck their scarred souls. Silan's pain was no less than Mingzhu's back then, but at least then he met Ning Mo and the others.
With Helianze by his side, life was not so torturous. At least at that time, hatred supported him to live...
Where is the pearl?
What does she have? In the past five years, she has chosen to keep a secret and live with difficulty every day. She can't even hate. Her despair is the real one - the ultimate.
"Momo, you have always been concerned about the existence of Zidai. Do you think I like him? Yes, I do like Zidai. He is so cute, so clean and sunny, even if I can't see but I can hear his voice.
I know how good-looking he is and how warm his smile is. That kind of warmth and cleanliness is something I have never longed for. He is willful and childish, but he has never thought about really hurting anyone. Unlike us
These people,
Whether it is Si Lan, Xiao Zimo of the previous generation, or Mu Zexi Ting of our generation, each of us has selfish desires hidden in our hearts, and we can only wait until he does not... I will get angry with you, quarrel with you, and even not
I am willing to marry you because I also have selfish desires. I can't hate Mu Ze, but I can hate you. Torturing you is equivalent to torturing Mu Ze... What I like is to be treated, but the dream that has been hidden in my heart for so many years has always been
The one I love is you."
When he heard Mingzhu personally say that the person she loved was herself, Xi Mo's eyes froze, his body gradually stiffened, his pupils involuntarily dilated, and his heart trembled and shocked violently.
He really didn't expect Mingzhu to say such words, and he couldn't believe that in her heart, the love belonged to him from beginning to end.
But now, what have you done?
With tears in his eyes, he knew that at this moment, he knew that he had completely lost that love. He had lost it before he could get it.
"From the moment I lost sight, all I could see was the abyss of darkness and loneliness in my heart. In the end, I no longer knew what kind of monster I was. Momo, I just destroyed you, but you...
Ruined for all of us, ruined - my treatment."
The clean, simple and warm Ling Xi.
Xi Mo's eyes were filled with tears, he blinked, bit his lip, and suppressed his emotions. He felt unspeakable pain and sadness. It turned out that he had caused all this by his own hands.
"Miss Xiao, you can't be so cruel to your husband." Xiao Chen knelt down in front of Mingzhu, lowered his head and almost begged, "Miss Xiao, the suffering you have experienced in the past five years, my husband has not been as bad as yours..."
"Don't say anything anymore!" Xi Mo bit his lip and interrupted Xiao Chen's words one by one, "It's none of your business here, get out."
"gentlemen--"
"Get lost." Xi Mo scolded him coldly.
Silan frowned and looked at all this, biting his lips not knowing what to say. The only thing that can make people evil and crazy without any reason is love!
Mu Ze looked at everything indifferently, without any regrets. His eyes kept falling on the upright back in front of him. All he cared about was that back.
But that figure from behind would never look at him again.
Xiao Mingzhu is right, there is no more cruel punishment in this world than watching Xi Mo and Xiao Mingzhu together.
In the end, he still lost to this woman who had been blind for many years. He could not get Xi Mo's attention, and even got disgust in the end.
In the end, his feelings were like a glass of ice-cold water. He raised his head and drank it in one gulp. The coldness swept through his internal organs and reached deep into his soul. His thin red lips raised a cool, self-deprecating smile. He stood up slowly and walked away calmly.
When he got to the coffee table, he picked up the black pistol, weighed it in the palm of his hand a few times, looked at Helianze and chuckled, "You are so brave, you dare to carry this with you in Beijing now."
"I lost, Xiao Mingzhu." Mu Ze opened the fuse, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was cold, "If you win, if you want me to see how you torture Satan, I would rather die." Yu Sheng was deeply dissatisfied.
Before he finished speaking, he directly pulled the fuse and pulled the trigger with his own temple in mind...
"No!" Xi Ting leaned close to him and yelled fiercely. He quickly rushed forward and pressed his finger on the muzzle of the gun. With a "bang" sound, the bullet instantly penetrated his palm, and smoke slowly...
Blood surged, and Jun's face was instantly as pale as paper, with fine sweat on his forehead. He pressed Mu Ze under his body, enduring the severe pain, and threw the gun in his hand far away.
"Ah Que!" Lianlian was startled and ran to Xi Ting's side crying, holding his bleeding hand, tears falling uncontrollably, "Ah Que, your hand."
Xi Tingqiang supported himself to sit up. He glanced at his blood-covered hands and was indifferent. His eyes fell on Lian Lian's tear-filled cheeks and felt distressed. Instead, he comforted her, "Don't cry, I'm fine. I just suffered a small injury."
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"But the bullets were all shot into your palms." Lianlian choked and looked at Mingzhu with tearful eyes, shouting at the top of her lungs, "Mingzhu was our fault. We didn't take your feelings into consideration back then. Muze was at fault, but that