Apart from death, life is worse than death 3 part ways
.〖Extra〗Besides death, there is also life worse than death (3) Go their separate ways
"None of you are unforgivable, and no one is unforgivable. The real source of sin is me, isn't it?" Mingzhu smiled sadly. The death she was waiting for had made her despair, and she had been cold for many years.
I finally had a little warm feeling, but it was completely killed by Xi Mo.
"Without me, Momo wouldn't like me, Muze wouldn't torture me, and Xi Ting and Lianlian wouldn't need to hide it in order to protect Muze. I won't be hurt by Momo, and nothing will happen...
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After all, even my existence is a mistake.
Pain, this word has become dispensable when it reaches the extreme, but the feeling has long been as heartbreaking as death.
"That's not what I meant, Mingzhu. I just think you can't be more tolerant. Forgive us, forgive Muze, and forgive Amo. He did something like that because he was mad. You know, he loves you, really
I love you very much."
Lianlian choked with sobs, her tears rained down, and she couldn't stop it. Her fingers were stained with Ah Que's blood, and the coldness burned her skin.
"——Tolerance." Mingzhu hesitated for a moment, then asked in a low voice: "How can you be tolerant if you want me to?" Taitai has gone crazy, and I can no longer feel any warmth or beauty.
"That's enough, stop talking." Xi Mo scolded him coldly. He didn't need anyone to intercede for himself and Mingzhu.
One person does the work and the other takes the responsibility. Since he has done it, he will not be afraid of the Ling family's revenge if he dares to speak out.
Mu Ze fell to the ground, his beautiful phoenix eyes sadly flowed from Xi Ting's blood-covered fingers, and then slowly landed on Xi Mo's cold and emotionless outline. His thin lips raised a silly smile, and his eyelids couldn't stop it.
Crying crystal clear tears.
Rong Shengxibu didn't expect that he couldn't even die to get a look from him.
Unexpectedly, the person who risked his life to save him in the end was actually Xi Ting.
There really was no one in his eyes, in his heart, and even deep in his soul, only a woman named Xiao Mingzhu.
He even hated Xi Ting and Lian Lian.
Xiao Mingzhu had really completely destroyed his soul, leaving nothing but her.
"Hehe - hehe - hehe -" he couldn't help laughing, and his laughter became louder and louder. The sad and tragic laughter echoed eerily in Xiao's house, and he got up staggeringly, with tears in his eyes.
His eyes swept around, and the curve of his mouth was cold and desperate.
The back shadow projected on the ground was shallow, pale and weak. After standing there for a long time, it stumbled out.
"Muze..." Lianlian looked at his back and called him worriedly. He didn't look back and left without hesitation.
Ling Jiuyue held Lin Jiu's hand and said in a cold voice: "We are leaving, but since you have to bear the responsibility, Lan Ximo, be prepared." She looked firmly and decisively as she glanced at Lan Sichen and Si Lan.
It was impossible for his son to sit idly by when he suffered such a huge humiliation. Even if he could forgive it, Bai Su and Ling Haoyan couldn't accept it. The Ling family must openly become enemies of the Lan family, so it would be better to let Xi Mo bear the responsibility alone.
"I'm sorry, Xiaojiu." When Si Lan's watery eyes looked at Xiaojiu, his eyes were full of guilt. He never thought that they shared life and death at that time, but now their sons are killing each other.
Lin Jiu lowered her eyes and said nothing. She knew that this was not Si Lan's fault, but that the experience she was going through was too heartbreaking. She also knew that Ling Jiuyue's decision was already the best way, and naturally it would not make any sense.
At this point, it's useless to say anything.
A prosperity, a desolation, a flourishing fireworks, a life transcendence. After all, they are not as ferocious as murderers and arsonists, nor are they as kind as angels. They grew up in a childhood with no lack of warmth, because in a love that seduces people's hearts, it is like opium.
Being a bad person once, sowing bad consequences, hurting others and hurting yourself.
On the road of love, neither of them had smooth sailing, nor did they fulfill anyone else. They all fulfilled themselves selfishly.
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Hotel room.
Xi Mo watched indifferently as Lianlian took out the bullet stuck in Xi Ting's palm.
Lian Lian's eyes were red and swollen from crying for several days, and she cried again today. Her eyes were even redder and full of bloodshot eyes. She treated Xi Ting's hand injury even more carefully, for fear of hurting him.
Xi Ting's face was calm, his calm black eyes fell directly on Xi Mo's cold cheek, and his voice was hoarse, "Amo, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have concealed what happened to you back then."
You are my brother, and I care about your feelings more than anyone else.
"What are you hiding? It's not just you but Lan Sangyu." Xi Mo's cool smile with curved lips was full of sarcasm, "In your opinion, Mu Ze grew up with us, so it's natural for him to protect me.
It seems that anyone who hurts the Pearl is unforgivable." Including myself.
"Amo..."
"Actually, you hope more than anyone else that I can't be with Mingzhu." Xi Mo interrupted him coldly, his voice like a pool of water, "In these years, you have never dared to admit that you like Lianlian, and the person Lianlian likes
It's me, you love her so much that you want to push your own brother to him so that you can have incest."
"Lan Ximo." Lan Sichen, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke and scolded him in a cold voice.
Lian Lian's fingers trembled, and she looked at Xi Mo with red and swollen eyes, and then at Xi Ting, who was looking at her with distressed eyes, as if she had been slapped, and her cheeks were burning with pain.
No, it's not just one slap, it's many, many slaps.
Si Lan didn't say anything, but walked slowly to Xi Mo, his steps were as light as if he were stepping on the clouds and would fall at any time. His raised hand was clean and neat, and he used all his strength to slap the slap.
Five bright red fingerprints quickly appeared on the pale cheek. His head was tilted slightly, his teeth touched his inner lip, and the smell of blood instantly filled his entire mouth.
The burning pain on his face was nothing to him. There was nothing more painful than losing his pearl.
"Apologise to your brother." Si Lan was not as tall as Xi Mo. She raised her chin and looked at him, her bright eyes filled with awe and coldness. "Lan Xi Mo, is this what I taught you since you were a child? These are the words you can say.
? The only people in this world who can blame your brother are me and your father, because it was me and him who brought you into this world, and no one else is qualified, let alone you."
"Apologise to your brother and Lianlian."
Silan, who has always loved Lan Ximo the most, hit Ximo for the first time. This slap hit Ximo on the cheek and also hit Silan's heart.
There was no disappointment in the world that could make her feel so sad.
Xi Mo really disappointed her.
Xi Mo looked at her seriously, pursed his thin lips and said, "I will not apologize."
When Silan raised her arm and was about to slap her for the second time, Lianlian stood up and rushed over to hug her arm, crying and begging, "Don't hit him. Auntie, please don't hit Amo. It's me and Ah Que."
Okay, I am the sister and Ah Que is the brother. It is our fault that we did not take good care of our brother!"
The tears fell silently, and the tear-filled eyes did not look at Xi Mo. It turned out that it was not so difficult to say the word "brother".
Xi Ting also stood up, with deep and tolerant eyes, "Mom, don't blame him. He just loves the Pearl too much."
"So what?" Si Lan bit his lip, a trace of unwillingness flashed in his eyes. No one was more saddened by Xi Mo becoming like this, "Can you hurt others wantonly if you love someone? That person is no one else, but Ling
Xi, he is also your brother. Even if he is not related by blood, he is not a relative, so can you be allowed to hurt innocent people wantonly for the sake of great love? "
"Can you be more mature? Loving someone is tolerance, gentleness, asking for nothing as long as the other person is good, not harm! You keep talking about love, but you don't understand love at all! Why don't any of you learn?
Do you have to be like your father?"
Si Lan was so angry that he couldn't control his emotions for a moment, and he spoke too harshly. After saying it, he regretted it, his eyes were innocent and helpless, and he looked at Lan Sichen with heartache, tears falling silently, and he seemed to be coquettish: It's all your fault.
, Xi Mo and you are simply carved from the same mold.
Didn't Lan Sichen do too many sins for Qin Xin back then?
Xi Mo is now following his old path.
Lan Sichen walked up to Si Lan, soft light flowing between her brows, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with gentle fingers, but her voice was as cold as ice, "Lan Ximo, Lan Xiting, Lan Sangyu, within three years
I don’t want to see you in my sight.”
Everyone was startled, including Si Lan.
"Since Asi and I got married, I have never been willing to let her shed a tear. You actually made her cry..." Lan Sichen's eyes squinted, a chill suddenly appeared, "Asi is right, love is as long as
If the other party is doing well, ask for nothing else, instead of hurting the innocent.
People. When I was young, I failed to understand this truth. I hurt Lan Ruixiu and hurt As. In the end, the person was not like a human or a ghost. Fortunately, As was kind enough to forgive me, so you can exist. Why don’t you learn from this?
As's kindness is based on my mistakes?"
Lianlian and Xi Ting both lowered their heads in shame, with guilty and apologetic expressions on their faces.
Xi Mo looked stunned, and his eyes fell on the crystal clear tears hanging on Si Lan's cheeks. There was a trace of self-blame in his eyes, and he murmured in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Mom."
I have disappointed you, made you sad, and made you embarrassed.
Silan sniffed and suppressed her tears. She didn't feel like saying anything after Lan Sichen had already said it, so she just turned her head away from them.
Lan Sichen gently held Si Lan in his arms, as gentle and tiresome as he had been many years ago, "You all get lost. If you don't learn how to be an upright person outside, never go back to Lan's house."
"Dad, Mom, you have to take good care of your health. I will never let you down again." Xi Ting was the eldest son and had a heavier burden on his shoulders than anyone else, speaking for the first time.
"Uncle, aunt, please tell mommy and daddy that you don't have to worry about Lian Lian, I will take good care of myself, so take care of yourself."
When Lianlian thought about not being able to see her father and mother for three years, she burst into tears.
Xi Mo's dark eyes lingered on Lan Sichen and Si Lan, and he pursed his thin lips without saying a word. He turned around and walked out of the hotel room with decisive steps.
Yes, they relearn how to be an upright person and learn how to be gentle and cruel through time.
Xi Ting stood at the end of the corridor, his eyes falling on Xi Mo, still worried, "A Mo..."
"I will handle my affairs." Xi Mo interrupted him coldly, his eyes falling directly on Lian Lian, and his words were sharp, "If you really regard Ah Que as your younger brother, you shouldn't rely too much on him.
Lan Sangyu, pretending to be stupid and greedy, and his favor for so many years is not enough? Do you have to let him sacrifice his life's happiness?"
This is my business. The words came to my mouth but I swallowed them back silently. Although Xi Mo's words were unpleasant, they were the truth. It's just that he never understood that even if I pretend to be stupid for the rest of my life, I will accompany her to pretend to be stupid for the rest of my life.
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Lian Lian slowly lowered her head to avoid Xi Mo's sharp eyes. But she knew everything, she just pretended not to know, thinking that in this way she would always have Ah Que's love, and Ah Que would always be only good to herself.
It's a pity that this dream is about to be shattered. I can't continue to be selfish like this, and I can't drag Ah Que so that he doesn't have the chance to find his own happiness.
The three of them left the hotel at the same time. Xiao Chen immediately opened the car door for Lan Ximo. Xi Mo stood beside the car door and looked back at Xi Ting and Lian Lian.
The waiter only called for a car. Xi Ting took two steps and realized that Lianlian had not followed. He frowned and looked back at her, "Lianlian-" They had always walked together.
Lian Lian's red eyes looked at Xi Ting, tears were streaming down her face, her voice was hoarse and tough, "Aque, I know how good you have been to me over the years... No one in this world loves me more than you,
I know it too. But I know even more that you have been suffering a lot these years..."
He obviously shouldn't love but he can't help loving him, he obviously can't get close to him, but he still pretends to dote on him like a brother.
"Thank you, Ah Que. Thank you for your kindness to me over the years. I will remember it for the rest of my life... Ah Mo is right. I can't be selfish and ask you to sacrifice your life's happiness. In this life, the rest is
I always have to go on my own, and I can no longer walk with you all the way."
"It's okay, I don't mind Lianlian-" Her words made Xi Ting both relieved and heartbroken.
I'm happy that Lianlian finally has the courage to go her own way, but it's heartbreaking that I can't be myself and take care of her under my wings.
"I mind." Lianlian spoke in a low voice, looking at him in pain and nostalgia, "I can't let such a good Ah Que make mistakes for me and continue to suffer. That's it... Ah Que, if you love me, please let me go.
I'm going to go my own way."
Not relying on the Lan family, you or anyone else.
Xi Ting hesitated for a long time and finally nodded heavily, with tears in the corners of his eyes. He turned and walked to her side, hugging her into his arms so tightly that he wanted to rub her into his bones.
The low and hoarse voice was as affectionate as the sea, "Lianlian, you have to remember that no matter what happens, no matter when, you can always look back. Ah Que will always stand ten centimeters away from you. As long as you turn around, you can see
Come to me. As long as you want, I will be by your side anytime."
"Yes." Lianlian responded to him in a low voice, not daring to speak for fear that she would burst into tears if she spoke.
"Take good care of yourself." Xi Ting said seriously, and the hands that held her tightly began to loosen, "You can get in the car."
Lian Lian bit the corners of her lips hard, looked at him with watery eyes, and shook her head gently, "Ah Que, you watched me leave every time before. This time, let me watch your back as you leave."
Xi Ting hesitated for a moment, nodded, turned around, got in the car, and left without any hesitation, not daring to stay another second for fear that he would not be able to let go.
"Let go" is a word that sometimes feels cruel when I think about it.
Xi Ting's car gradually went further and further away in his eyes blurred by tears, and there was such bitterness and reluctance crossing the corner of his mouth.
Xi Mo walked up to her slowly and handed the tissue to her, "Actually - the person you like the most in your heart is Xi Ting."
Lianlian took the paper and wiped away her tears, sniffing, her eyes weak yet tough, "Don't worry, I won't be like the person who gave birth to me, destroying everyone's happiness for my own selfish desires. I just want to...
If Que is good, I also want to be good. Only if I am good, will Que be good..."
I just want Ah Que to be well, and I also want to be well. Only when I am well can Ah Que be well.
What a convoluted sentence, and what an affectionate confession.
If you meet the wrong person at the wrong time, there is no point in waiting no matter how long you wait.
She and Ah Que were destined to have no fate in this life, even if their love was as deep as the sea, they would not be able to survive.
"What are you going to do? I'll ask Xiao Chen to see you off." Xi Mo changed the subject.
"I have passed the medical license exam and want to work in the hospital, but I need to find a place to live first, and then find a job." Lianlian took a deep breath, hesitated for a few seconds and cried: "Uncle kicked us out of the house, he will not even use my card.
Stop?"
"It's very possible." Xi Mo thought about how Lan Sichen, a man with a small belly, could let the three of them live a good life. He took out a card from his pocket and handed it to her, "I lent it to you! Remember to pay it back
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"Oh." Lianlian pouted, "Thank you."
Among the Lan family's children, the first ones to be independent were not Xi Ting or Lian Lian, but Xi Mo and Mu Ze. They were financially independent from a very young age, and later became even more so; in Florence, it was even more difficult for them to be independent.
It rains...
The so-called being kicked out of the house has no impact on Xi Mo at all. It just makes Xi Ting, who has been working hard for Tianlan but has nothing, fall in love with the captive princess...
With Xi Ting's abilities, it's not difficult for him to survive. Only Lian Lian probably needs someone to take care of him.
Xi Mo told Xiao Chen to send Lian Lian to a hotel to rest and arrange a place to stay. He didn't need to worry about the rent or anything else and let her handle it by herself.
Since I was kicked out of my home, I had to live independently.
As for myself, I still have to go back to the Xiao family.
Even though he knew that Mingzhu hated him, she would still take revenge on him after returning, so he had no hesitation.
Pearl is the meaning of his life. It was his fault before, but now he wants to listen to Si Lan and love her well and gently, only for the good of the other person.
Young Master: There is one more update. I haven’t slept yet. Even if I work overtime, you are not allowed to go to bed! I will kill whoever sleeps! (Young Master has already coded to the point of vomiting blood and lost consciousness!)