After listening to what I said, the three friends were silent for a while. But I could feel that in their hearts, I didn't know whether it was pain, sadness or anger.
They may not know what I said. It can be said that they played the role of extras and enthusiastic audiences in the play I directed.
How would you feel when you find that everything you thought was true is false, and the truth is hard for you to accept?
Xin Xiaoxin stood up first and said coldly: "Brother You, if I leave like Sister Mingying, will you silence me?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "How is that possible? I... am no longer the Lin You who does whatever it takes for money and status."
"Then, Brother You, please take care of yourself." Xin Xiaoxin looked at me deeply and said.
I felt extremely uncomfortable at the moment, but I pretended to be calm and said: "Everyone has his own ambitions, and you can't force yourself. Xiaoxin, I have troubled you these days. I would like to thank you and apologize."
Xin Xiaoxin nodded and left without saying a word. He usually looked cheerful, but I could feel that he had a lot of integrity in his heart and had his own bottom line. And I deliberately deceived and even coerced him.
It just broke his bottom line and he didn't yell at me or punch me. I'm very grateful to him.
Zhao Chen looked at Xin Xiaoxin's back and then at Yang Tao, feeling a little at a loss.
I was about to say something to them, but my cell phone rang. Xiao Keming told me that he had taken Xiao Luqi to the hospital for a comprehensive physical examination, and the results were all normal. Where are you? The stingy guy said he wanted to come and see you.
I handed the phone to Yang Tao, and he reported his address and told me my situation. I asked him to hang up the phone, lie down, close his eyes and rest. Neither Yang Tao nor Zhao Chen said anything. They knew that I was unhappy.
Feel good.
When I was in the hotel suite, I had quietly asked Xiao Keming to tell Xiao Luqi everything he knew. I'm not afraid of what Xiao Luqi will think of me. However, she has the right to know the truth and she has the right to make a choice.
.She never has to get entangled with me against her will just because I saved her.
I repeatedly warned myself that no matter what the outcome, I must harden my heart. But at this moment, I couldn't calm down at all. She knew that I had become like this, so vicious, so obsessed, so unscrupulous, would she
Will you turn around and leave without looking back? Will you just say thank you politely, and then say goodbye to me with a polite smile?
How should I accept that reality?
Maybe you want to ask me, do you love Xiao Luqi because she is beautiful? Is it because she has a good figure? I can only sigh and say to you, boy, at this time, I have seen so many young and beautiful girls, Xiao Luqi is absolutely amazing
Not the most beautiful one. But she is the most special one.
When I was a child, I read the book "The Little Prince". I still remember the rose that accidentally floated to the little prince's planet. She claimed to be the only flower in the universe and played various tricks to attract the little prince's attention.
She was caring and loving, but the little prince felt troubled and left her and his own planet. It wasn't until he saw five thousand flowers in the garden that were exactly the same as his rose that the little prince understood: It's you
The time you spend on your roses is what makes your roses so important.
That's why the little prince said to the five thousand flowers: "You are beautiful, but you are empty. No one can die for you. Of course, my rose, an ordinary passer-by thought she and her
You are the same. However, to me, she alone is more important than all of you. Because I watered it. Because I put it in the flower cover. Because I protected it with a screen. Because
I got rid of the caterpillars on her body. Because I listened to her resentment and boasting, and sometimes I even listened to her silence. Because she is my rose."
Xiao Luqi, I stole her back from the morgue, put her in the freezer, took care of her, bathed her, and dredged her joints. For her, even in dangerous places, I have the courage to face no matter how cruel the opponent is. Yes.
To me, she is my unique rose.
Therefore, no matter how beautiful and sexy the woman is in front of me, I will not feel tempted, only disgusted. Even if I am rich now and can vent any carnal desires according to my temper, I will not be tempted by any other woman.
I only love that rose that belongs to me.
Everyone, if you can't understand how I feel, then I really don't know what to say. What is love? I don't know. But when you fall in love, every cell in your body will tell you this true feeling.
Really, if you are impotent, I will sympathize with you. But if you are impotent in love, I can only despise you.
However, it is this love for Xiao Luqi that makes me deeply troubled at the moment. Waiting for the knock on the door is like the doomsday judgment for me.
The knock on the door finally came.
Xiao Keming led Xiao Luqi and walked in slowly.
This beautiful and refined goddess did not dislike the mess of Yang Tao's shabby rental house. She walked up to me openly and asked with concern: "I heard that you fainted. Are you feeling better?"
?”
I forced out a smile and said, "Thank you. It's okay."
"I should thank you. You have done so much for me, and my cousin told me all about it."
I looked at Xiao Keming, and he nodded, indicating that Xiao Luqi already knew everything. Including me saving her, including my transformation and fall.
"Really," Xiao Luqi said, sitting on the dirty sheets, grabbing the quilt on my body with one hand, tucking it up, "I really don't know how to thank you."
I just felt a warmth spread out from the part of my body that she inadvertently touched, flowing all over my body. But I opened my mouth hesitantly, but no words came out.
Zhao Chen answered from the side: "How else can I repay my gratitude? I promise you my life! If there is a man who does this for me, I will definitely marry him!"
My whole body suddenly became cold.
Because I saw that when Zhao Chen said this, Xiao Luqi looked away from me.
Just from this look, I knew what she was thinking.
I don’t know if she will fall in love with me after experiencing a lot with her. But if you suddenly fall asleep, suddenly wake up, and suddenly someone points to another person you barely know and says, he saved you,
Marry him. No matter who it is, you will resist it in your heart.
This is human nature.
However, this look hurt my heart. Maybe I was already too fragile and sensitive at this time, or maybe I had too much anxiety, entanglement and uneasiness in my heart.
I can't bear the blow.
Inexplicable grievances welled up in my heart. I suddenly became hoarse and said in a deep voice: "Zhao Chen, don't say that. Even if I saved her, it wasn't for this purpose." As I said that, tears were almost overflowing from my eyes.
, forced herself to say to Xiao Luqi: "Miss Xiao, my friend talks too loudly, don't mind..."
Xiao Luqi shook her head and said: "No, I heard from my cousin that you risked your own life to save me. Actually..."
I saw a flash of tenderness in her eyes, and I felt happy, but then I was shocked, and quickly said: "It's not as serious as Keming said. Don't get me wrong, I really didn't mean that."
I blocked the other half of Xiao Luqi's words. She bit her red lips and looked at me with a complex expression that could not be described in words.
I continued: "Miss Xiao, how are the results of the hospital examination?"
"Everything is normal, nothing unusual." Seeing her stunned, Xiao Keming said for her.
Xiao Luqi came back to her senses, nodded, and said, "I never thought he would be that kind of person. Now that my cousin said it, I still feel scared."
I forced a smile and said, "Actually, I'm not much better than him. Keming has told you about it, right? The things he testified against me are not false."
Xiao Luqi, with her beautiful eyes, looked at me and said: "If you look at a person and only look at his behavior with your eyes, it will always be one-sided. I think it will be clearer if you look at it with your heart. Lin You, yours
I am not a bad person at heart. In fact, I think what this girl said..."
When I heard the word "actually", my heart started to heat up, and I was so excited that I almost sat up. But halfway up, I threw myself back on the bed heavily and said, "Miss Xiao, there is no need to go on.
. I can hear you say the previous words, and I, Lin You, have died without regrets. It’s a pity that people’s hearts are unpredictable and fickle. I have already fallen once, and until now, I still dare not really look directly at myself and find my way back.
My own heart. Girl, you don’t need to care too much about Zhao Chen’s words. I always feel that it would be strange to repay a favor with my body. Maybe I am too naive and still looking forward to a mutual relationship.
The true love I responded to did not want the girl to be in a lot of trouble, go against her will, and end up with an unhappy ending. Lin You accepted the girl's kindness."
Except for Xiao Luqi, everyone else including Xiao Keming looked at me stupidly, with three words and a question mark written in their eyes:
Idiot?
A complicated look flashed across Xiao Luqi's eyes. When I said these words, seeing her like this, I immediately felt regretful and wanted to take it back, but it was too late.
Xiao Luqi nodded and said softly: "You are right. I feel strange that you would give yourself to someone in order to repay a favor. Then, when you are well, let's make an appointment to have dinner."
"I can't stand it anymore," Zhao Chen shouted from the side before I could say anything, "Brother You, where did your Lin You rhythm go? Yes, I agreed for you. That's it, girl, wait.
Brother You is in good health. You two can go on a date. For a man as manly and passionate as Brother You, you will definitely fall in love with him!"
I looked at Zhao Chen, smiled bitterly, and then said to Xiao Luqi: "You have just recovered from a serious illness, so you should get more rest. Keming, please take Luqi to find a comfortable and safe place first, and let her take good care of herself."
Xiao Keming sighed, walked over and pulled Xiao Luqi up, lowered his head to my ear, and said harshly: "You are not a fucking idiot, your mother is just a stupid and stubborn donkey!"
Apart from smiling bitterly, I don't know what else I can do.
The sound of the door closing was heard, and I said to Yang Tao and Zhao Chen: "Now that the organization has been disbanded, I am also responsible for Mr. Yin's death. You don't have to follow me anymore. Just do whatever you have to do."
Zhao Chen said: "Brother You, I think your brain must have been broken today. It's really annoying to be so babbling! You have told us your thoughts, and you have returned to the Brother You you were before.
Why are you still saying these things?”
Yang Tao stood up without saying a word and said to Zhao Chen, "Let's go!"
"Leave? I won't leave!" Zhao Chen shouted.
Yang Tao didn't care about her, he just lifted her up from the bench, looked at me and said, "Lin You, take care of yourself."
My eyes warmed and I nodded.
Zhao Chen was dragged out of the door by Yang Tao while shouting "I'll kick you!"
I was alone again in the house.
After an unknown amount of time, a voice said: "Is this good?"