Facing Bai Ling now, she brought another man to the house. The pain could almost kill me. It was so uncomfortable that it made people feel hopeless and unable to live.
I looked at her in front of me and thought that when she was held in my arms, she was so intoxicated and happy. She was so comfortable under me that she almost went crazy. That state was really wonderful.
.
And when I think about that kind of beauty, maybe I no longer have it, but another man treats her like that, takes over her body, and does that kind of thing with her, I feel so heartbroken that I almost collapse.
I said: "It doesn't matter whether you are afraid or not. Hmm, are you enjoying being with this man? Have you ever slept with him or done that kind of thing with her? Tell me!"
When she heard this, her face sank, and then she said: "What does it have to do with you? What about you? You even slept with my cousin, and also Xiaoni, and you actually slept with them
###, why are you still talking about me? What qualifications do you have to talk about me? Are you a good man?"
She is so stubborn, she is older than me, and she doesn’t want to become a little girl in front of me. I know there is nothing I can do, I know I have no choice, but what can I do? I act like a pious and conflicted child.
Love her, follow her, I choose this, I must pay for it, I have no other way, I can only do this, this is the only way.
I said: "Yes, am I a good man? I know it is difficult for me to be a good man. I know I can't change it. I can understand your past, but you can't understand mine, because you are
For such a woman, you always ask too much of others, but you never think about yourself or everything that a man has to face in the world. You don't even want him to be polluted in any way.
, she is an extremely innocent child. I can't stop you from thinking like this. I know that from the day I met you, I was destined to be a loser. I was destined to have nothing in the future.
I can only love you like a bug. What else can I do? I don’t, and I don’t think I will have extravagant hopes in the future. If one day you can live happily, you can have a happy life.
Family, that’s what I want, of course, I think that’s what you want too, we all hope that everyone can live a happy life, don’t we?”
When she heard what I said, she seemed to feel the sadness in my heart. She was a little sad. Did she feel sorry for me? I think so, but she still wouldn't show it on her face. She wouldn't show it.
, she nodded and became calm. After all, she will not be a woman who is so domineering that she will not think about me. Doesn’t she love me? Has she never loved me at all in her life?
I don’t believe it, I don’t believe at all that she doesn’t love me. I even know that her heart is hurting. Didn’t she just want me to feel bad when she brought me here? Her goal has been achieved. Is she happy? She is happy.
Is it? I don’t know, maybe happy, maybe sad, but all this is her business, it is no longer my business, I know it very well in my heart, and I understand it very well, I said: "Okay, I hope you
I can live happily, and for a man like me, I don’t think you have any need to hit me or make me look bad!”
She looked at me, her eyes looking straight at me. Looking at me, she said: "I ask you, you answer me!"
I said: "What? Just ask. As long as I can answer you, I think I will tell you. Even if I can't answer you, I will try my best to let you know!"
She said: "Are you going to get married when you go back to your hometown?"
Does she still care about me? Does she still care about whether I will get married?
I said: "I don't know, maybe. I think no matter what happens in this life, we have to get married. We are human beings, and we are not gods. We must live in this world, and we can't escape this world!"
She added: "Maybe, maybe if you go to Xiliang and become a fisherman, you can have nothing to do with the world and live the kind of life you want, isn't it?"
When I heard this, I suddenly felt a little moved in my heart. Did she really want to go to Xiliang with me? I said, "Yes, maybe it is a quiet life, but how many people can endure that kind of poverty?"
What? Many times, we are tired of life in big cities, and we want that kind of tranquility, but if you are allowed to live in that kind of environment all your life, and never leave, that is a lifetime, a lifetime, but that is not the case.
It’s just a joke, it’s beautiful when you think about it, but if you really do it, maybe it will be different, can you understand it?”
She lowered her head and nodded and said: "Maybe, maybe we are not that kind of people after all. You are right. It seems that you have really grown up and are no longer that innocent and young boy.
Everything will change. Nothing in this world will not change. It will change, especially men. Oh, no, boys. When a boy is young and innocent, he will love you very much. You can give
He will love you for what he wants, but don't ignore time. One day he will grow up and understand everything. At that time, he will also experience many women in this world.
It is such a reality. Who makes you men? One day, when you are thirty or forty years old, you have a lot of money, you can control the world, there will be many girls around you, and you will see through the world.
, I feel that love is just a woman’s fantasy, and men are not that naive! It’s just a trick to deceive children, isn’t it? In fact, I understand all these, many times, I just don’t want to admit it.
, in fact, it’s not that I don’t want to admit it, I just hope that having a boy will be different, that he will not change from the day he met me. I know that a woman like me, among men of the same age as me, or older than me,
Among the men, I was nothing, I was dirty, and all of them wanted to date me, go to bed with me, and do that kind of thing with me, but no man was willing to truly love me and marry me, so later, I
I put my hope in a little man, but I forgot that maybe it was okay at first, but one day, he will become that kind of man, right?"
She turned out to be like this. Maybe what she said was not wrong. I don’t know if I will change, but I think she may have thought wrong. Maybe men really are not like that. She was just thinking randomly according to her own thoughts.
That's all, do all men in this world change? I'm not thirty or forty, I don't know, I think I won't, but even if I don't, these things, I told her
What's the point of coming out? Everything is so helpless. She wants that kind of man, she wants that kind of marriage, and she hopes it will last a lifetime. I don't know if she has ever thought about a man who also wants a good woman. He
I also want a good marriage. Has she ever thought about this? I know she is a woman. As a woman, she can’t think of so many things. I can understand her, but I feel helpless. Why can’t she think about it for me?
, even if you just think about it.
If you fall in love with such a woman, what can you do? She has experienced too much that you have not experienced, and all you can do is face it calmly. No matter what the future holds, you have to face it.
I said: "Then I wish you that you can meet such a man for the rest of your life, but have you ever thought about what marriage is? Marriage is not about cooking, not stir-fry, not about you making good condiments, not you
Get a good plate, or a good tablecloth, and it will become a beautiful marriage. There is only one way to marriage in this world, do you know what it is?"
She became a little cute and said, "What is it?"
I said: "You always remember that there is only one thing in this world that can lead to a beautiful marriage, and that is love, and only love. There is no other better way. No matter how old you are, marriage cannot be rushed.
It has to be managed and cultivated bit by bit from childhood to adulthood. If you really don’t rush, it will be like sand in the palm of your hand. The more anxious you are, the more you will lose. In this world, you can only rely on love.
Exchange love, exchange truth for truth, no one has to do something they don’t want to do just to marry a wife!”
She smiled coldly, without looking at me, and said: "Love? Is there really love in this world? Love, love, if I were eighteen years old today, I think I would believe in it and I would be crazy about it.
But, you know, after all these years, will I still believe it easily?"
I was very angry after hearing such words. I immediately said: "What are you talking about? Why don't you believe it? Is your heart so indifferent? Do you really not believe it at all? Nothing.
Don’t believe it anymore? Tell me, do you really not know that there is true love in this world? Are you going to ruin your body in the future? Use your body in exchange for a marriage? Do you know a lot?
When men start to be willing to date you, they may be coveting your body. They want to have sex with you and sleep with you. Don’t you know that?”
After hearing this, she saw that I was anxious, and with a smile in her eyes, she said with a very provocative feeling: "Don't you? Didn't you want to sleep with me in the first place?"
I said: "I'm not!"
She continued to look at me with that look and said: "Don't you think I don't know? You are too, you are, you are, you just want to be with me, miss me, you miss my body, you
Do you think I don’t know? I saw the light in your eyes. Even now you still think that way. Do you think I don’t know? You also thought at first and still think about it now, don’t deceive me. You know, before I