"I don't care about anything. For you, I don't care about anything. Even if I have to sacrifice my life, I won't care. For you -" She looked at me, narrowed her eyes and said, "I don't want anything. I don't care."
Now, I only want you, I want to be with you, and no one can stop me, including you!" At this moment, Bai Ling showed her fierce side again.
This is her before, she was like this before, very domineering and unruly, this is the real her!
I said: "I know, don't be angry, I really won't go see her!"
Bai Ling looked at me, looked at it, and then said: "Xiao Lin, remember, even if I die in the future, you should not do that again. In that case, I would rather die. My personality is too strong, so I can't think about you."
Being with her, she is so old, I can't tolerate it, I know it's very domineering, but I have no choice, I just can't, I can't do it, you promise I can't, you say, you say!" She suddenly hugged me, and then
Biting my shoulder, she said coquettishly, and I said: "Well, I will never do that again. From now on, we will be good and there will be no other people in our world, okay?"
She was happy and nodded.
At that time, Bai Ling always gave me a lot of joy. Later, I kept asking myself, why do I love her? There are so many women in the world, why do I only love her? What is it about her that attracts me?
, I always couldn't figure it out at first, but later, I gradually understood why I like her. She is like a mystery. In many ways, when you think she is innocent, she suddenly reveals her maturity, and you
I feel that when she matures, she will show a lot of childishness and innocence. Of course, she also has many other advantages and disadvantages. It is precisely because of her imperfections that she is so perfect!
I remembered an old saying: I know falling in love with you is a disaster, but I have nowhere to escape! I love you, and I know that love will bring me endless pain, but I can't resist.
Bai Ling offended Yang Hongling. I felt that it would not be a good thing at that time. I think I still know Yang Hongling very well. She will definitely not let Bai Ling have good things to eat, and will definitely come to take revenge on Bai Ling.
, but I don’t know when that day will come.
That night, I stayed with Bai Ling at Liu Qian's house. We slept on the same bed. When we slept until midnight, she suddenly woke up and said vaguely in my ear: "Honey, I think I will get a divorce."
, then I’m alone, don’t feel pressured, I have to be like this so that I can be with you!”
I said, "You just have to figure it out. If it's difficult, don't worry about it. Let's just do this for now and talk about the future later. No one knows what will happen in the future!"
She said: "Well, okay, I will think about it, I love you, go to sleep, my dear!"
That night, I had a dream, and it was a very bad dream. I dreamed that something happened to Bai Ling, and then I kept crying and crying. But people say that dreams are opposite to reality. Think about it this way.
, maybe Bai Ling can live a long life and have a peaceful life. As long as she can live a happy life, even if we are not together, what does it matter?
Also, I shouldn’t live in such a tangled state anymore, I should think about it, I should be happy, I should live like a man, not only do I make myself unhappy, but I also don’t bring anything to her, I think.
I should make a change. The past will stay in the past. All unhappiness and despair will stay in the past. Tomorrow, the sun will come out and it will be a brand new day. We can all live happily and never again.
There will be no worries.
Something happened the next day, which could have crushed Bai Ling. I don't know if it was Yang Hongling's doing, but I don't think so. She didn't have the courage, but nothing can be changed.
, Bai Ling's father still left and left this world.
The next day, I got up very late. Liu Qian got up early and went to work. Bai Ling prepared breakfast for me. After I got up, I started to brush my teeth. Bai Ling came up behind me and hugged me, saying, "Dear
Yes, I always feel very panicked. I don’t know what’s wrong. I’m very worried about you. Can you stay with me for one more day? Don’t leave!” I nodded, took out the toothbrush and said, “Okay.
Don't think too much. Nothing will happen to you. I'm fine. I'm no longer a child. I'm a man. Don't worry about me, okay? I can face anything.
If it can be solved, I believe Xiaolin has become a grown man!"
She nodded, and then she went out. After she went out, she got a phone call. When she answered the phone, I thought to myself who that was, was it another man? Was it her current husband, or someone else?
Man, I walked out slowly. I wanted to hear who it was, but she said anxiously: "Okay, okay, I know, I'll go over there, I'll go over right now!" I knew something was wrong, she
Tears came out. In a panic, I put down the phone and gasped at a loss: "I, my dad, dad, he -" I knew immediately that something was wrong, and I hurriedly threw the toothbrush aside and said, "Don't worry,
What's wrong?" Her tears burst down. She couldn't cry anymore. She was panicking and shaking her hands to look for the car keys, but she couldn't find them. She said anxiously: "I want to go to the hospital, you, you
Take me to the hospital quickly!" I rushed over and picked up my keys, then pulled her and walked out. When she went downstairs, her legs became weak and she couldn't walk. She gasped and kept swallowing.
My throat said: "I, I can't walk anymore, I can't stand up!" I almost picked her up and held her in my arms, and then took her downstairs. When she got downstairs, she
She calmed down a little. After sitting in my car, she burst into tears. The first time I saw her, she was so sad. She kept crying and said: "Dad, something happened. They just hid it first."
Something happened to me, he must be in trouble, dad-dad-" She was crying there, and my tears also came out. I started the car suddenly and said: "Don't cry, what hospital are you in? Don't cry, dad doesn't
Something will happen, it won’t!”
She said which hospital, and then I sped up the car and comforted her while driving. She was dumbfounded, her eyes were open, and only tears fell silently. I looked at her, and then looked at the car.
In the past, she spent the first half of her life for her father. She hoped that her father could come out. But now, if she can't even see her for the last time, it would be so sad and desolate. I pray that God will not do this to her.
Don't be so cruel!
She closed her eyes quietly there, didn't say a word, just leaned there quietly, and I didn't know what to say, so I could only drive the car faster, and faster, and soon it would be over.
When we arrived at the hospital, she suddenly became very strong. She ran out of the car and kept running, running as hard as she could. I followed her, holding her hand and supporting her, and we ran to the emergency room together.
, but there was no one there anymore. I was thinking that if the rescue was still going on, there should be someone outside. Although her father was still in prison, if the rescue was going on, at least there would be discipline or something outside, but there was no one.
She stood there in despair and stupidity. She came, could her father wait for her? All her life, she only wanted to see her father. She ran, she came, but where was her father?
?Does he know that this poor daughter, this daughter who has worshiped him all her life, sacrificed everything for her father, including her body, all her dignity, all her humiliation, and was trampled on by unloving and dirty men?
, she just wants to save her father, but can she really wait? Can she wait?
Dear, dear, I'm sorry. I think nothing in this world can be more serious and terrifying than death. Nothing can be compared with life. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Don't cry, no matter what happened.
What, no matter what happens in the future, don’t cry, okay?
She stood there, swaying back and forth, closed her eyes and tears fell down. I walked over and held her in my arms. At this time, a guard came over. He knew Bai Ling. He stood there, and I
Looking at him, I was so afraid that he would tell the truth. Bai Ling slowly turned her head away. We all looked at him. He was very embarrassed, but he still said: "He had a heart attack and has turned around."
We’ve arrived at the morgue!”
Bai Ling's body began to tremble, and then she immediately fainted and fell to the ground.
I picked her up suddenly, and everything was speechless. The scene at that time was almost still, like a tragedy, like a slow motion. I held her and frantically went to the doctor, and then the doctor resuscitated her.
, as soon as the doctor performed some resuscitation on her, she woke up, as if she wanted to grab her father's last glimmer of hope. She kept crying and shouting: "Daddy, daddy,
Where are you? Where are you? Dad—"
I held her down, but the force on her body was too great. She kept struggling there. The force was so strong that I couldn't control her at all. Later, the doctor held her down with me. I felt so distressed when I saw her like this that I couldn't help but cry.
It came out, and in the end, Bai Ling really didn't have the strength to move, and then she lay there, sobbing and crying. I sat there, no one said anything, and I don't know how long it took, but she sat up and walked away.
When she got out of bed, she was a little crazy. After she got off the bed, she said calmly: "Take me to see my dad!"
The guard nodded, and then I helped her up, and we walked all the way to the morgue. When we got there, I felt that atmosphere for the first time. I didn't dare to imagine how bad Bai Ling's mood would be at this moment. I stood
Outside, I didn't go in. She was brought in by the guards. She went in step by step. I couldn't bear to look at her. Her body was half-bowed, her steps were stiff, and every step was so difficult.
, her hair was messy, she walked in with the doctor and the guard, I stood outside and watched, just after the doctor pulled her father out, she looked at it, then threw herself on it, knelt on the ground and shouted loudly
Crying, her cries are connected to my heart. I feel so distressed that I can’t even think about it now. I think it was the most desperate time in Bai Ling’s life. What else in this world can compare to losing
My loved ones are in even more pain, and this kind of pain is difficult to heal in a lifetime.
She was kneeling on the ground, and the doctors and guards were there to pull her, but she knelt there and refused to get up. She was crying with tears all over her face. I stood outside and wanted to go in and pull her, but I didn't know.
Whether she could go in or not, she didn't know how long she had been crying there. I kept watching her quietly outside. I thought a lot. Bai Ling has experienced this. She can't be hurt any more, and I and her
Together, can I give her that kind of happiness? If I can't give her happiness, I can't hurt her. How much I love her, how important she is in my heart, but if I really can't give her
She is happy, but if I can't love her well and love her, I can't be so cruel to her. Look, how pitiful she is now, that scene is heartbreaking.