Her crying continued, but my heart kept feeling cold. I frowned, and then walked in. After walking in, I looked at everything. I didn't have any fear. I squatted
He hugged Bai Ling there, and whispered in her ear: "My dear, stop crying, be obedient, your dad, dad -"
I asked her not to cry, but I just started crying. I couldn't control myself in the circumstances at that time. I hugged her, and she slowly turned back to look at me. As she looked, she bit her lip with her teeth and frowned.
Wrinkled tightly, I kept kissing her and hurting her. I pulled her up, and she slowly got up. After getting up, she just leaned in my arms, and then looked at her father.
, her tears were still falling there. She was a kind old man, a very kind old man. I can think of those times in the past, when Bai Ling was a child, and how their family was.
What a blessing, a father and a little daughter. At that time, Bai Ling might have been six or seven or seven or eight years old. She was a girl with pigtails. The little girl admired her father very much.
Her father is a navy, and they don't meet often. Every time she comes back, she loves to surround her father, lie on his lap, and listen to him telling stories about the sea. The sea is so vast and so vast.
There are countless seagulls on it, and each seagull is the soul of a sailor. They come back to look for the ship that belongs to them. And today there is also a seagull. It has been flying for so many years, and it has also come. She once longed for that ship.
Dahai, she also chose the army and became an art soldier in it. It was a happy family, and they would have a happy future, but in this world, every family will not have smooth sailing. That seagull
It flew away, she kept running, she wanted to catch it, but she couldn't catch it after all. Her mountain, her sea, and her big ship were gone. From then on, she was a child who had lost her father. From then on, she was a child who had lost her father.
She is no longer a child, no one loves her or loves her. How she wishes that one day her father can come out and coax her and love her as he did when she was a child. She also worships her father as before, but everything is gone.
It's over, she has paid so much, and God didn't give her any favor in the end.
I think I want to make her happy. At this time, she needs me the most. She needs me to be by her side. If it is possible in the future, I think I will love her as much as her father does and love her for her.
Make some amends. At that time, I felt that my mind had changed again. Yes, what can be compared with life in this world? I should not care too much anymore, I should pamper her and love her.
, give her happiness and a bright future.
She leaned in my arms and murmured: "Dad, Dad, I will be fine, you will be fine, go well, next life, next life, we, let's be father and daughter again, okay? You have to wait for me
, don’t forget me, dad, I love you, go well, don’t forget me, we will always be together, no matter when the time comes, dad, dad—” She could no longer cry, her voice was already hoarse, the doctor
Said: "It's almost done, don't cry anymore, it can't be too long!" At this time, Bai Ling suddenly knelt down on the ground hysterically again. That was the last time she cried sadly, never again, never again, just like that.
, just left like this, and once I leave, I will never come back, there is nothing left.
I pulled her up again, and she leaned in my arms and slowly came out with me. After she came out, she didn't want to leave and wanted to sit on a chair outside. I held her and sat outside with my arms around her.
I sat there with her on the chair, she leaned in my arms, and we sat like this. I didn’t dare to think that this was the day Bai Ling lost her father. I felt it was too unreal, and this
I spent everything with her, I saw all her pain, and experienced the saddest thing in her life. I think God allowed me to see this, and there is a reason why I am by her side right now.
I think from now on, I will treat her much better. Her father also hopes this. He does not want me to bully his daughter. He must hope that I can love his daughter well, so God wants me to see these things.
Bar!
She didn't say a word, never spoke. When I talked to her, she stopped talking, just like that. But time has to pass, no matter how painful it is, time has to pass little by little.
No one can take away the most painful time in someone's life. You have to bear all the pain. You have to go through happiness and misfortune. No one can help you. You have to be there for all of this.
People spend it in person.
But grief can't change anything. I said: "Baby, don't be too sad. If your father is still here, he will definitely hope that you can be well. He loves you so much. Stop crying. Be obedient. Stop crying and eat something."
Are the things okay?" It was almost afternoon at that time. I didn't want her body to fall off, and I also wanted to take her out of here first, but she shook her head and said feebly: "You go get something to eat. Where can I go?
I don’t want to go, I don’t want to go anywhere, Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, I think, I want to chase my father, I’m afraid, I’m afraid I won’t have the strength to live!”
I hugged her and cried and said: "Don't say that, do you hear me? You can't say that. I'm still here, isn't it? I'm still with you? Don't say that. I'm still here. I am."
I love you so much, love you so much, are you going to make me suffer like this? You left, you went with your father, what should I do? It would be easy to leave, but have you ever thought about what I should do?
Huh? How will I live without you? Don’t say that, you can’t say that!”
She opened her eyes slightly in my arms and said: "Little guy, little baby, little bad guy, I know, I will not abandon you, don't cry, stop crying!" I kissed her.
Tears fell on her forehead. I hugged her tightly and said: "I know, don't leave me. If you leave me, I will chase you. Baby, I will be good to you in the future."
, I love you very much, okay? Don’t be like this, my dear, don’t cry anymore, I feel so sorry for you!”
She said: "Don't cry anymore. Don't cry anymore. Xiaolin, please go back first. I'll be fine!"
I said: "How can I leave at this time? I can't leave you. Let me stay with you and share your burden, okay? I am a man, and I can share your burden. From now on, you
Hold my hand, never leave me again, I can also be your support, your mountain, your boat, your sail, just like your father loves you, loves you, protects you, and gives you
Your father can give you the same love, okay? Honey, I love you, I can't leave you, I never knew I love you so much, every cry, every tear of yours is in mine
In my heart, your pain and my heart are also hurting. We are one person, baby, hold on to me and never be separated again, okay?"
She cried, holding me in my arms and crying so pitifully, whimpering. I don’t know how long this grief will last, but I know that no matter how long, I will be by her side.
I will not be separated from her. No matter how many grievances I have in the future, I know her husband will come, I know her mother will come, I know all her relatives will come, and I have no identity, I can only go and work for her.
She is sad, but I can't be with her. I want to give her
Bringing the best of everything, but I don’t have that opportunity now. Sure enough, in the afternoon, her relatives came. Liu Qian, her mother, father, and many relatives of her family came. Many people came, and the whole family came.
It was a cry. Her mother didn't come. I think her mother didn't know at this time that her husband also came. From a distance, when I felt someone coming, I let Bai Ling go from my arms.
Yes, she seemed to feel it too. She looked at me and said nothing.
I stood up, and they all came, all crying. They came all the way crying. After they came, they all hugged Bai Ling and cried there. At this time, I saw a man, the same man I saw that time.
The man I passed by, after he came over, he went over to hug Bai Ling and comforted Bai Ling there. Where could I have anything to eat at this time in my heart?
Jealousy, etc., I know there is nothing I can do about these. If there are grievances or sadness, it is nothing. At this time, nothing is important. I just want her to live happily, to be happy, and never to do it again.
She can live happily despite being sad, and no matter who is around her, as long as it can bring her happiness, nothing else matters.
I stood there and looked at them. They went to see Bai Ling's father one by one, and they all shed tears. When Liu Qian came out and saw me, she cried and hugged me, crying in my arms and saying
: "Uncle is gone, uncle is gone!" I hugged her and said, "Don't be too sad, be fine!" At that time, I didn't know what to say to comfort her.
words, it seemed that all words of comfort were pale and useless at this time, and had no effect. The pain could not be cured by comfort, nor could it be cured by saying something. The pain was deep-rooted, and Liu Qian left.
I, I wiped her tears. Everyone was immersed in that kind of grief. What else could be done?
Bai Ling's husband hugged her and held her in his arms, and I looked at her slightly. I didn't even dare to look at her. I was afraid that she would see it, and I was afraid that she would be embarrassed, but she still saw me.
Glancing at me, she knew that she was lying in her husband's arms at the moment. She looked at me with a strange look, not guilty, but helpless, and there were even some things that made me guess.
What does it feel like? Is it helplessness against fate? Or is it her self-blame? I don’t know, but my heart does hurt a little. I tell myself not to hurt like that, not to think about it at this time.
Those, but I really hope that at this time, I can comfort her and make her feel better, even a little bit is good.