Liu Qian understood everything. She wiped her tears and whispered: "Don't say anything more, okay?" I nodded, feeling helpless, but it seemed that I didn't have much strength left. I said: "I don't
I will say more, don't worry, I'm just worried about her, I want to be able to accompany her at this time!" Liu Qian said: "Just say you are my boyfriend, I will say the same, no one will know
, do you know?"
I nodded, maybe this is the only way. Only in this way can I be by her side and accompany her through the most painful period in her life.
After they came and cried, they left together, taking Bai Ling with them. I also drove home with them. When we got home, everyone gathered together to discuss the memorial service.
Anyway, Bai Ling's father has made contributions to the country and the people in his life. Although he committed things later, they cannot cover up his achievements in defending and serving the country as a naval general.
Her mother also knew about it, but her mother was very strong and had cried before, but she no longer cried. I always stood with Liu Qian. I looked at everything. My eyes may never have been from Bai Ling.
I have been away from my body, and I have been looking at her and looking at her. She will occasionally look at me, but her heart is full of sadness and she no longer thinks about it.
Liu Qian's parents were in charge of the matter. The memorial service was scheduled for three days later. After everything was arranged, Liu Qian's mother asked us to go back first. Liu Qian's mother also regarded me as Liu Qian's boyfriend. She asked Liu Qian
Take me home.
I decided to leave. When I left, I walked up to Bai Ling and said, "Sister, don't be too sad. Eat some food and don't break your body. If you do this, my uncle won't be relieved. Be obedient."
Okay?" She looked at me, nodded, and said, "Go back, I'm fine, don't worry about me, I will get better, don't worry about me, you and Liu Qian go back and have a good rest!"
I nodded. I wanted to hold her hand, say something more, and comfort her with my heart, but I had no chance. Liu Qian and I left. On the way back, I drove the car and Liu Qian sat in the car.
He said in my car: "I'm sorry, Lin Jiayi, you know there is nothing we can do about it. At this time, there can be no other problems. This is already the case!"
I said: "I won't think about that. Why are you talking about that at this time? Your cousin is so pitiful. I feel sorry for her. I want to do something for her, but I don't know what to do. I'm very worried about her."
!”
"She understands that you care about her and are good to her. In fact, you just missed the opportunity. In fact, you both love each other. I see it. After waiting for this period of time, if you can, you
Talk to my cousin, she loves you very much, really loves you, she told me everything about you, I know she is serious, she is so serious and obsessed for once in her life, just for you, I hope
You can understand!”
I said: "Why don't I understand? I understand everything and I will talk to her carefully!"
Liu Qian said: "Listen to me, if you can't give my cousin happiness, I don't want you to pester her, you know? You are still young, but she is no longer young, and she doesn't have much good times left. You
Really don't pester her anymore, you will hurt her. If you love her, give her an explanation and give her a word. After all, reality is reality, and reality means living well. She is a woman, she
I also want her happiness. If you can't give her that kind of happiness, then let her go. You can't bully her. You see how pitiful she is. When a man loves a woman, he must either make her happy or let her go. You have something in your heart.
I'm wronged. You feel that my cousin has done these things to hurt you, but you also have to think about her. She is a woman, she needs a happy family, and needs-"
I don’t know why, I feel my nose is sore and tears are about to come out. I feel a little aggrieved. Liu Qian said this. I feel a little aggrieved. It seems that she doesn’t understand me. Of course, women always
A man needs to be accommodated and taken care of, but who can think about it for a man? Of course there is no need to think about it. I just want to say that I will consider it carefully and either give her happiness or let her go.
Interrupt her, pester her, this is how you love her!
I drove Liu Qian back, but I didn’t go up. Liu Qian asked me to go up, but I didn’t. I said I would come to attend the memorial service. She asked me where I was going, and I said I wanted to go have a drink. Liu Qian asked me not to drink too much.
Drink, and then we part.
In a pub, I drank more than half a catty of liquor. I kept thinking about Bai Ling and me. I kept asking myself, can I give her happiness? If I can, then I can get her a divorce.
Then if I marry her, my parents won’t object and I can do it.
But can I guarantee that I will love her all my life? After I got together with her, did I not care about her past at all? I don’t know why I started to care about her past. I think I am still too fragile, too young, or
I like to say things beautifully, but not when I do them.
It’s so the same, I always ask myself what do I care about, I love her so much, why do I still care about this, but as a person, I can’t stop thinking about it, of course it doesn’t mean that I can’t, I think I need to
Some time to think about it, even if I don't care about anything
, I also have to think carefully, can I give her happiness? This is not a trivial matter, she needs to get divorced again, and she has been married twice, divorce again, and then be with me, if I can't give her
I will not do it easily for a lifetime of happiness.
I don't dare to bet her life.
I was still drunk that night and fell asleep in the car. I didn't go to her house for the next two days. Three days later, I went to attend her father's memorial service.
I never went back to Xiliang. I bought a black suit. When I got there, I watched her kneeling on the ground with white flowers on her head. She was kneeling next to all the people who came to pay homage to her father.
The one who wanted to kneel down for us kept kneeling next to us. She looked very weak and lost a lot of weight. She was very haggard and her whole body seemed to be withering. It was very distressing to see her. I walked to the front of the mourning hall and knelt down.
Her father bowed, worshiped, and then
Finally, I walked up to her. She raised her head and looked at me quietly. I nodded and said, "Okay!" She didn't speak, she just looked at me and blinked, but that was it.
After a while, she was already telling me, don't worry, she will be fine! I nodded, then walked away and stood aside, but I kept looking at her there. I participated as Liu Qian's boyfriend,
So I can stay.
She knelt there that morning and until the evening. According to local custom, she would be buried the next day. The day before was a day for everyone to mourn together, and that day, she knelt almost from the morning until the evening.
In the evening, people gradually left, but she was still there. She had hardly eaten anything. By evening, people had almost left, but she was still sitting there. We ate some simple meals, and she also ate.
, but very little, almost no food. I think if she continues like this, her body will completely collapse in the next few days. She can't be like this. I
Seeing that there was no one around, I walked next to her. I squatted down and looked at her and whispered: "Baby, if you want to eat, please be obedient, okay? If you don't eat like this, your body won't be able to resist it. In the past few days,
Look how haggard you are, how thin you are, how distressed you are to people, be obedient, eat something, don’t make me worry!"
She looked at me and said, "I understand, don't worry about me, I'll eat right away, I'll listen to you, you go and eat something too!"
I said: "Okay, you eat, I will eat!"
She nodded.
Later, she ate a lot of food, and I was very happy to see her. She could eat like this, and I felt relieved. Naturally, there would be no problem. Eat more, gain weight, and look better. It’s no big deal.
, there will be many such encounters in life! We all have to face them, and we cannot be defeated by difficulties or setbacks.
Bai Ling's mother is very kind to Bai Ling's husband and likes him very much. I can tell that the man is also a good man, but he also seems to be very chauvinistic and has to put on a good posture at home. For example, at this time,
He has the final say on many things, but of course it doesn't matter. She is Bai Ling's husband after all. It's just that it looks a little awkward to me. Of course, she is a love rival. If she looks to other people, there won't be any problem.
I don’t know how she discovered the clues and knew about Bai Ling and me. Maybe men are particularly sensitive to this matter. Besides, for a woman with Bai Ling’s appearance and personality, as her husband, she doesn’t have to worry.
Weird, my thoughts must be on her every day, and I would be exhausted to death.
I noticed the look in his eyes, and he looked over. The look was particularly unfriendly. I heard Liu Qian say that her cousin’s current husband is a second-generation official. His family has a rich background. He is also an official and serves as the secretary-general of the municipal party committee.
With such an identity, he was naturally very popular at the funeral, and many people came because of his relationship. Anyway,
Bai Ling and he are now husband and wife, and everyone should give face to him. His name is Chen Baiming. He has been looking at me for a long time, and he has been looking at me. His eyes were a little fierce, but they were only aimed at me. Obviously, this look was sure that I was related to Bai Ling.
Otherwise he wouldn't have looked at me like this. Obviously, he was sure. How did he know?
I suddenly thought of a woman, Yang Hongling, it must be her. She is the deputy mayor, and Bai Ling's husband is the director of the municipal party committee office. This kind of relationship is really powerful. There is another thing that I can't figure out.
Ling had just been released from the detention center and such a big thing happened. How did Bai Ling's current husband get along with her? Could it be that he was obsessed with her?
On the contrary, don’t you care about Bai Ling’s past at all? Think about it, Bai Ling is also very skillful. No matter how many times she gets married, she can always find a good man. It seems that men are lining up waiting for her. As long as she is willing,
Those men will naturally be willing, and she is undoubtedly excellent, but when I think about this, I feel very uncomfortable and heartbroken...