Chapter 143: Meeting a girl who looks very similar to Xiaoxuan
But more than half a year later, we still have no news.
Time passed quietly, and I slowly became calmer. That calmness was the calmness of entering a decadent state. I became addicted to alcohol, and I couldn't survive a day without drinking.
Bai Ling contacted me, but I didn't want to see anyone. She called me and cared about me. I was drunk and in a bad mood at the time, and what I said probably wasn't very good. She didn't contact me again after that. I, I know she is worried about me, but now I have no choice. I even think it is not allowed for me to meet her. I no longer have that mood or emotion.
A year later, I returned to Xiliang. I seemed to be able to accept this reality. I took the photos of Xiaoxuan and me back to Xiliang. When my father and mother found out about this, they felt very unhappy. Well, after I went back, they didn't dare to talk to me when they saw me. My dad later said: "Xiao Lin, don't be sad, after all, it's like this. Xiaoxuan is such a good person, we should never forget her. If you want, you can keep waiting for her, we will listen to you in everything!"
I said: "Dad, yes, I have to wait until her whereabouts are found. No matter it is good or bad, I have to wait. Without news about her, I will not consider other things!"
My dad nodded.
Not long after I returned home, I returned to Bincheng. I decided to look for Xiaoxuan again. As time passed, I calmed down and became normal. Because of calmness, when you go to look for her again, you will You won't be so lost anymore, you will become normal, no matter what life is, it will be a little bit normal. It's just mental depression and some changes, which are a little crazy. Those are all suppressed in my heart. I think only I can understand it myself.
At that time, I often went to bars and nightclubs. I would always pay attention to girls who were about the same age as Xiaoxuan, and then ask them if they had seen this girl.
These days lasted for a long time, and after my mental state got a little better, I gradually began to continue looking for Xiaoxuan through various channels.
I don’t think Huang Tian pays for his hard work. About a year and a half later, this year passed so quickly, it seemed that it passed in the blink of an eye, but when I experienced it at the time, it could be said that the days were like years.
Finally one day, I met a girl who looked very much like Xiaoxuan in a bar.
That night, I still went to the bar to drink. I sat in front of the window and looked out the window quietly, thinking about the past a year and a half ago. I would always sit in this seat, order a glass of whiskey, and then start thinking about the past. Of course, I will think about many things, including Bai Ling. I have hardly contacted her for more than a year. I don’t know how she is doing, whether her life is okay, her father’s hatred. Have you repaid the debt, is your current life satisfactory, and how is your marriage going?
Of course, so much time has passed. I think I miss her. That nostalgia is connected with the past. When I think of the whole story at that time, the people and things in the story, I no longer have any hatred. A person from the past, after all, everything has changed, including the environment, and so much time has passed, what else can I think about?
It was about nine o'clock that day, and there were more and more girls in the bar. There was nothing I didn't like about the noise. On the contrary, the noisier the better. I met a few girls here, but nothing happened to them.
, according to my conditions, it is too easy to do anything with them. Not only are there many beautiful little girls, but also many beautiful young women, many of whom come to my door very actively, but I find that I really can’t do it anymore.
They have no feelings, not only for the young woman but also for the little girl. The attraction of the young woman lies with Bai Ling. I think it is difficult for any young woman to attract me except her. And for the little girl, with Xiaoxuan, there is nothing except Xiaoxuan.
Girls can attract me.
I was looking at the girls there, and suddenly I saw a figure. Not only was she a girl who was similar to Xiaoxuan in size and shape, but she flashed in front of me and disappeared into the crowd. I thought I
I had a hallucination, and I stood up slowly, but I couldn't find the girl after searching for a long time. Finally, I sat back and thought, it must be a fucking hallucination, because I missed Xiaoxuan so much.
So there will be such an illusion!
I sat down and continued drinking, but when I turned around suddenly, I seemed to find that figure again. It was really strange. I stood up suddenly this time, and then walked over there, without stopping.
Let's go. I walked through the crowd and ran inside like crazy. Finally, I saw her figure. I couldn't believe it. It looked so similar. I dare say that this must be her. But no matter how I looked at it, I couldn't believe it.
There are some differences. Her facial features are slightly different. I think this is not strange. Maybe it is because we haven’t seen her for so long, so there will be some changes in various aspects of her dress.
She was dancing with a man there. The man was about the same age as her and looked a little creamy. I stood there and looked at her. I thought, is it really her? If it is her, why is she here? And she is right there.
In the largest bar in Bincheng, there are the most people here and the most people come to play. This bar is particularly famous in the local area. Isn't she afraid that others will find her? Is it her?
Why is she here?
But it doesn’t feel like it, but how can there be two people who look so similar in this world? Unless they are twin sisters, it is simply impossible, it is simply impossible.
I didn't care whether it was right or not, I rushed forward and grabbed her suddenly. After I grabbed her, the man next to me suddenly grabbed me and said: "What are you doing?" Then the person behind me
They all gathered around me, and the girl in front of me looked at me and frowned and said, "You, what are you doing?" Her voice changed a little, but it seemed to belong to that type of voice. I looked at her
eyes, I believe my feeling is not wrong, it must be her. If not, then I have a mental problem. No matter how her appearance changes or how fashionable her dress becomes, I still believe it is her.
I said: "Xiaoxuan?"
She frowned and said, "Who?" She felt incredible.
I said: "Xiaoxuan, is that you?"
"Crazy, go away!" The man next to me pushed me away, and then pushed me far away. When I wanted to get closer again, they protected the girl and said:
"Linda, don't be afraid, it's okay!" Overseas Chinese? Someone who has stayed abroad? Xiaoxuan also has an English name, but her name is Celine, which is not her English name, but there are many connections, so I stopped her again.
Said: "Xiaoxuan, is that you?" The girl turned around and said: "Hello, what do you mean?"
I stepped forward and grabbed those people and said, "Hello, please stop!"
The boy said: "You must be mentally ill, you are crazy!"
When I heard this, I suddenly said coldly: "I told you to stop!"
He looked at me and said, "You want to fight, right?"
I said, "We'll call you later. Please wait a moment. Don't go anywhere. This matter is serious. Please listen to me!"
The boy said: "I think you must have recognized the wrong person. Let me tell you, did you think she was the person you loved?"
I said: "Why did you say that?" I suddenly became very suspicious of this group of people. He smiled and said: "Does this need to be said? Isn't it obvious to you? You thought my friend was your girlfriend, but I told you the truth.
You, it’s impossible, I don’t even know you, how can I be your girlfriend?”
I said: "Let me say a few words to her, okay? You can just be there next to me. I won't mess around. I'll just say a few words to her!"
"You just keep talking? Who are you?" said the boy.
At this time, the girl said: "It's okay, just say whatever you want to me, that's okay!"
She is a very nice person, as nice as Xiaoxuan. Even if she is not her, she is still a very good girl. I said: "Well, thank you, it's like this-" It was very noisy inside, and she said: "Come over here
Come and talk!" I said to several other children: "Hello, I'll buy you a drink. I'm not a bad person. I brought them here. There are a group of children, both boys and girls, who are all very fashionable. They look like they are all in the family.
They were quite rich, maybe the second generation of rich people or something. When they came over, I said, "Sit down. Whatever wine you like, no matter how expensive it is, I'll pay for it!" A boy inside said, "You're quite generous.
Yes? Okay then -" Then they all ordered drinks, and the girl in front of me kept looking at me and said, "You don't have to be so polite. You, you are quite handsome, aren't you?" The man next to me kept looking at me.
The child said: "How handsome is he? Linda, is this also called handsome?"
The girl said: "You don't understand, I'm so manly like a pretty boy like you. Brother, what's the matter? Just tell me, for the sake of you being so handsome, let's make friends."
What's up!"
I said: "You do look very similar to my previous girlfriend, but then she disappeared for a year and a half. I have been looking for her for such a long time. You are so similar to her, it's almost like...
The same person, do you think there is someone so similar? I am very confused now, you know? I feel that you must be her, but these friends of yours, there are many details and--"
She said: "Isn't it similar?"
I said: "Well, there are some uncertainties!"
She laughed and said, "It's not the case in the first place. Why is it the same? I feel very puzzled. All our friends know that I don't have a boyfriend. I'm single. What, you want to be my boyfriend? Yes."
Don’t you really want to think about it? There are many people who think about it? Do you have money? What’s the use of being handsome? We all have millions in our families, do you have it?”
I saw her saying this, maybe it was not true. If it were Xiaoxuan, she would not say these words. If this was the case and she cared so much about these things, then she was definitely not Xiaoxuan. I was stunned, this
The girl smiled slightly, especially this smile was more like, but she was much more naughty than Xiaoxuan. Xiaoxuan was very gentle and lively, and Xiaoxuan rarely came to bars or anything. Although she looked similar, her personality was
Two different styles.
I said: "Sorry, maybe, maybe I got the wrong person, sorry!"