I said: "Am I here because of you? Can you please stop being so narcissistic? Are you too narcissistic?"
"You, you -" She was so angry that Sister Wang wiped my clothes. I took off my clothes and then my upper body was naked. Sister Wang said: "It's okay, we'll be done in a while. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter."
!" I sat there and looked at Bai Ling and said, "I was beaten and the wine was spilled. Let me tell you, I'm not here because of you, I'm -"
"Okay, which friend here do you know?"
Sister Wang said: "I, I asked him to come out to play. I asked him out. Bai Ling, what are you doing? What's the point of me asking your cousin-in-law out to play? Can I still eat him or something?
?How can you do this? Isn't he just doing this for you? I think you are really strange. Do you like your cousin-in-law?"
"I, I didn't. Let me tell you, Wang Yan, you made an appointment with him, you made an appointment, you can do whatever you want with him, do I have that intention?"
"Okay, okay, I don't mean that. Then sing, don't talk about this, don't be angry, you are so angry, I have been very happy these days, come on, cousin, let's go sing!"
I was naked and said, "Okay!"
Bai Ling leaned there, lowered her head, motionless.
Sister Wang and I were singing "Heart Rain" there. While singing, I looked back at her from time to time, and she was still there, drinking with the other two women.
When Sister Wang was singing, she kept touching me with her hands, and then she hugged me very close to me, her face pressed against my chest. My mind was not on her, Bai Ling was still drinking there, and then
Hehehe laughed.
In the end, Sister Wang hugged me and leaned completely into my arms while singing. Later, she put her mouth on my ear and said: "Come to my place tonight, I like you very much. You are not old."
, much more powerful than those little girls, if I take away your soul and let you know what a woman is, your wife will definitely not——"
I hugged her because of my drunkenness, touched her waist and rubbed it gently, saying, "Okay, sister, but I'm afraid of being beaten by my brother-in-law!"
"I'm alone, divorced, and free!" She took my hand to her breast, pressed it there and kneaded it.
I looked back at Bai Ling again, and I saw Bai Ling looking at me there, staring at us.
When I saw her like this, I hugged her tighter.
After the song was over, while we were still hugging each other, a woman said, "Hey, you guys might as well just settle it right there!"
Sister Wang said with a smile: "If you want to see it, then come and show it to us. Call your husband over and let your husband see it too, okay?"
"Fuck you, don't you have a husband? Come on, come on, let's all look at it, come on, take it off, take it off, Wang Yan, take it off quickly!" Then the woman came to pick up Sister Wang's clothes.
, Oh my god, who are these people? I really can’t imagine what Bai Ling would look like with this group of people, they are simply too coquettish.
Wang Yan's clothes were really pushed up by the woman. Who knew she actually said: "What are you doing? I'll take it off myself, Bai Ling, can I take it off? This is your cousin-in-law, I'll take it off."
Ah, am I really taking off my clothes?"
Bai Ling said coldly: "Take it off, take it off, let this bastard take it off with you!"
"Is this what you said?" As she said this, she actually took off her clothes. Oh my god, she was wearing a bra and her hair was spread out. She drank too much, so she started dancing and twerking her buttocks.
: "Cousin, did you see it?"
While I was there stupidly, Bai Ling drank a glass of wine and went to get her bag.
"What are Bai Ling doing?" Sister Wang said.
"You guys go ahead and play. I'm leaving first. I have other things to do. This place isn't spacious. Let's get a room and have some fun -"
Sister Wang grabbed her suddenly and said, "Don't go, are you angry? Lingling, isn't this a joke? Okay, I'll put on my clothes. Don't go back and tell your cousin that this is what happened to me."
My little cousin is not a good person, I’ll put it on right now, hey, what’s going on? I’m still angry, what a good sister, it’s such a trivial matter!”
Bai Ling said: "No, I'm really not angry, and I won't tell anyone, really, I'm going back to rest, and I have to get up early tomorrow -"
"Oh, are you going to Sanya with Zhang Ming? Didn't you say you wouldn't go?"
"I didn't say not to go, I said it depends on the situation. It happens that there is nothing to do tomorrow. Hey, it's rare. I'm like this, and he's still so kind to me-"
"No!" I said fiercely.
"Are you out of your mind? For a little hooligan like you, are you funny?"
"Who's the gangster?"
"I'm too lazy to talk to you, I'm leaving, you can play!" She said and limped away. If you say you are like this, you still go to Sanya to play, what can you do? Also, you and me
What's that bastard doing? He doesn't look like a good guy at all.
After she walked out, I hurriedly went to get clothes. Sister Wang called from behind: "Hey, cousin, why are you going? You are really nosy. That is your cousin, not your wife."
, why do you care so much?"
After I ran out, I stepped forward and grabbed her. She was dizzy, blushing fiercely, and her hands were very hot. I grabbed her hand.
She suddenly raised her other hand and was about to hit me. I blocked her hand, grabbed her hand and said, "Have you hit me enough?"
"Are you crazy?" she asked me, shrugging.
I nodded and said: "Yes, I am crazy. I am crazy today. You are so right. I am crazy. You don't go anywhere. You can't go anywhere. You can't go to Sanya. You can't go."
You can't be with that guy named Zhang Ming!"
"Let me go, please, let me go. I'm sorry for this poor, lame woman, okay?" She frowned hard. As soon as she said this, I wanted to cry. I said emotionally: "Don't do this.
Say, don’t say that, please, don’t say that, you, you are the best, you are the best everywhere, no matter what happens to you, you will always be the most beautiful in my heart, really, no one can replace you
You-" I burst into tears and held her hand emotionally and said, "Don't go, okay? Don't be with her!"
"Let me go first, let go of my hand!"
I quickly let go of her hand and said, "Promise me!"
She raised her head, then turned around and said: "I just ask you to let me go. You drank too much. There is nothing difficult in life. People cannot stay in the past forever. Everyone has to grow up. You are not a child."
It’s a baby!”
"As long as you promise me not to go, anything will do!"
She didn't say anything and kept walking. I followed her out.
Outside, it was already dark at night, and she was walking unsteadily. I put on my clothes, but they were still wet.
That night, I took her back to the bar to stay.
We didn't know how many tears we shed when we faced each other in such a real way.
I walked forward and followed her, wherever she went, I walked. Seeing her limping, I felt very distressed.
Suddenly arriving in front of my bar, she turned to look, then raised her head and said with a smile: "Old Days, Old Days? Old Days? Are there still Old Days? It should be called Old Days and New Years. Without the Old Days, there is only the New Year."
, New year, new people, everything is new, everything is new——"
I walked up to her and said: "Actually, I really want to call her Bai Ling, Bai Ling Bar, or Lingling Bar——"
"But you don't dare. You should call it Qianqian Bar. That's great. This is right, isn't it? Qianqian Bar, Qianqian Bar - oh, I want to drink, have another drink, let's go, I
Please!"
She walked into my bar. There were many people in the bar. I walked up to her and held her hand, then led her to the back door. She was held by me and said confusedly: "Where are you taking me? I
I want to go to the bar, I want to drink, drink, you know?"
I said: "I'll take you to the private room!"
"Private room? Go to the private room to get a room? I won't go with you, go away, I hate it, go away!"
I suddenly held her in my arms and said, "Can I carry you? Let me carry you and be obedient!"
"What do you mean? You mean my leg is lame and I can't walk? Let me tell you, look at it, I can walk very well, even better than my good legs. We have good legs, really.
, Good legs, look at them, look at them!"
She walked forward quickly, and suddenly she fell to the ground. I ran over and hugged her. She frowned, sat on the ground and gasped, "It has nothing to do with her legs!"
I hugged her, pursed my lips and nodded, saying, "Well, yes, it doesn't matter. We have good legs. Be good and obedient. Come on, I'll hold you in my arms!"
"Who are you? Why are you here?" She opened her mouth and blinked her eyes and said, "Who are you?"
"I am Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, your Xiao Lin, do you remember? Your favorite Xiao Lin, you said that you love me the most, you will always only love me, you will not fall in love with anyone else, you said that
,Sister, I love you, I was wrong, I know I am no longer qualified, I am not worthy to say this, but I, I miss you, I miss you every day, I never stop missing you for a day, do you know?
"
"I don't know, I don't know anything. I want to drink. Can we drink?" She said, her face close to mine.
I said, "You can't drink any more. Can I take you up to rest? Come!" I picked her up. She was held in my arms, staring at me and saying, "Is it really you?"
I nodded and said, "Well, it's me, it's really me, it's Xiao Lin, look at me!"
She stretched out her hand to touch me, touched me gently and said, "Don't cry, okay?"
I said: "Well, I won't cry. I won't cry anymore. I know it's useless to cry. After so long, I figured it out. I can't lose you. I can't live without you. I have to make a decision. I
To be with you, I want-"
"No, it can't be done!" She shook her head excitedly and said, "No, it can never be done, never, never, even in the next life. If you mess around, if you make such a decision, I will die.
It’s for you to see, you know? Xiao Lin!”
I felt like crying but had no tears, so I just nodded.
I carried her upstairs. Every step I took, I felt that my heart was so heavy and my steps were so heavy. It seemed like there were thousands of pounds pressing on the soles of my feet, and I could never cross that hurdle.
I hugged her and pushed open the door. I was the only one who had lived in the house. The room was very simple, but had everything needed and seemed quite warm. I usually like to come here. When the window is opened, you can see the sea in the distance.
When I lived here, after I got up in the morning, I would sit there and look at the sea and smoke, and then I would think about Bai Ling. It seems to have always been like this.