"If that wasn't my cousin, I might really do that. I once said to myself, if you don't want me, if you don't love me, no matter who you marry, I will break you up, and I will give it all. Anyway,
I no longer have youth, I no longer have any shame, I don’t care about anything anymore, but that’s what my cousin, I can’t do!”
"So what if it's your cousin? Does she regard you as a cousin? Has she ever thought about you like this? Bai Ling, sometimes people can't think too much. Although it's cruel, a person can only feel his own feelings.
It feels like you have to live for yourself all your life, don’t you think? If you suffer yourself, how will you spend those long years?”
"It's really hard, Xiao Lin. It's been a long time. It seems like we haven't seen each other for a long time. When I remember the past, from before my accident to now, how long has it been since we talked like this? It's been too long, too long.
, it’s like a long dream. I slept for a long time. In the dream, all I could think about was you. I tried desperately to wake up, but I just couldn’t. There was something pressing on me. I felt very tired.
It was only after I had a car accident in Canada that I truly remembered the past. Every scene from the past came to mind. When I remembered those memories, you know? You know? I don’t regret myself at all.
My legs are disabled. On the contrary, I am extremely grateful to God for allowing me to remember the past like this. If I never remember the past, then what is the use of having these good legs? So I am happy, I am very happy——
"
When I heard Bai Ling say this, my whole body trembled.
It turns out that after she lost her leg, she was happy because she thought she could use it to get back her past memories. Oh my god! She remembered her past because of the car accident, so she didn’t hate God at all for leaving her with a disabled leg.
I couldn't calm myself about this. I hugged her tightly and loved her. Only then did I realize how great this love is!
She was willing to lose her life for the memories of her past love, but what did I have to fear?
I decided to do whatever it takes for her, and I think I will definitely make this decision, definitely.
Even if the whole world accuses me of being a heartless and irresponsible man, I will still let the whole world down because of her.
Just because her name is Bai Ling, she is my favorite woman in this world.
That night, we didn't do anything until the end.
That love has moved me so much that I no longer think about anything else. For the first time, love makes me feel happy. Even if I don’t do anything, just talk to her quietly, it is an extremely happy thing. I am even afraid that time will
Lost in that kind of thing, heart-to-heart communication seems to be more important.
We have been chatting, talking about where we are going, from the time we met, to the things we have experienced later, we will talk about everything together. It seems that even if we talk about it for three days and three nights, or thirty days and thirty nights, we will still say no.
Finished.
We have a lot to say, we have too much in common, and our hearts are connected. Liu Qian and I seem to have nothing to say. Even if we do, we can't say it to our hearts. Many of the words we say are just for coping.
Bar.
We have tears, laughter, sighs, and joy.
With her by my side, my heart is like a blooming flower, always receiving the sunshine and the moisture of the rain. It is always happiness, every second.
But time always passes so quickly. Fortunately, we can all sleep very late the next day. We don't have to worry about anything.
It’s just that we chatted for too long. It was already bright outside. We saw each other’s faces, but we didn’t feel sleepy at all. Bai Ling saw my face in the morning, she turned over and touched my face with her hand.
She pursed her lips and looked at me with a smile. I felt that she was the most beautiful woman in the world.
No one will be as beautiful as her, no one will be, and I gently touched her face.
My fingers slid across her face and reached her mouth. She gently bit my finger, nuzzled it gently in her mouth, and then closed her eyes.
Slowly, she opened her eyes again, and then looked at me with her dark and bright eyes, watching quietly.
"It's me, baby!"
She smiled and came up to kiss me. I also kissed her gently. After kissing for a while, she left me with great treasure and then looked at me and said: "You are the same as before, you have not changed, but your face is more resolute.
He has matured a lot and is no longer the young boy——"
"You haven't changed, you are more beautiful than before, you have never aged, you will never grow old!"
"You're old, you're talking nonsense -" As she said that, she went down and leaned completely in my arms, like an extremely happy little girl, enjoying the love there happily.
"Go to sleep, it's getting late, be good, just sleep in my arms like this!" I said.
She seemed to have forgotten everything else. She nodded, touched my face with her hand and said, "You sleep too, don't move, that's it!" I nodded, hugged her, and fell asleep quietly.
Later, I felt really sleepy. If I didn’t sleep, I might be in trouble and my body couldn’t bear it anymore.
Slowly, in that kind of happiness and beauty, we fell asleep quietly. I felt like I was in a mysterious garden filled with flowers, and Bai Ling and I were walking hand in hand. We were laughing all the time, with butterflies on both sides.
There were bees and flowers floating in the air. We started running and jumping. She was wearing a wedding dress, the wedding dress I prepared for her.
That night, I slept so soundly that I never wanted to wake up.
It was Bai Ling who woke me up. When I woke up, she had already put on her clothes and put them away. She was kissing me. I opened my eyes, and she kissed me on the lips again. I hugged her and kissed me.
, after the kiss, she patted my face and said: "Little guy, it's already past two o'clock in the afternoon, you can go to sleep, I have to leave -"
I quickly grabbed her and said, "Where are you going? Are you going to Sanya?"
She laughed, then shrugged and said, "What kind of Sanya are you going to? Did I tell you that I was going to Sanya? I won't go!"
"Well, you're not allowed to go. I have nothing to do today. How about we go to the beach? I'll take you there. Our beach is much better than the beach in Sanya. What's so good over there? I won't even go if you ask me to go there, okay?
?Go to the beach!"
She frowned and said: "You go home, something will happen if you don't go home. Don't be so childish and be obedient. It's very difficult for me to do this, and I won't have fun either, okay?"
"There's really nothing wrong with me. Trust me, there's really nothing wrong with me. Let's go to the beach to play, okay? Go, go, go!"
She blinked her eyes and said: "I don't dare to go with you, others will see me. It's daytime, so if I go, I'll go first, and then you go -"
I laughed and said, "It's like having an affair!"
After hearing this, she immediately calmed down and said: "Yes, actually, I still won't go. If it is known, I will be embarrassed to live, and you can't face it. My mother will definitely beat me to death. I'm afraid of my mother.
Let’s not go and we won’t meet each other again, okay?”
I said: "Don't think so much. In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of. That sea only belongs to us. Look, there are no people there?"
She thought for a while and nodded.
I know that at this moment, this very principled woman forgot about herself and was moved. On the one hand, she was afraid of being known by her mother, by Liu Qian, and by the whole family, but she was reluctant to part with this beautiful moment. The woman in front of me
How resistant can you be to love? A woman can even give her life for it.
After I got up and washed up, I went out with her through the back door downstairs. The sun was very bright outside. Bai Ling's slender thighs were just limping, and they looked quite cute. I went to help her, and she just
He pushed me with his nose raised and walked on his own. After taking two steps, he turned back and said with a smile: "What are you looking at? I've never seen a little cripple. Are there any abductors? I want to buy a cripple!"
I laughed and said, "I am your crutch, do you want it?"
She must have been suddenly moved after hearing this. She stared at me blankly, her chest heaving, and turned away without saying anything. I walked up to her and hugged her waist and said, "What's wrong?"
She doesn't speak.
"Why are you still crying? Did I say something wrong?"
"No, that's right -"
"Then why are you crying?"
"What do you know about women?"
I laughed and said, "Okay, I don't understand. It's hard to understand a woman's mind, especially a woman like you Bai Ling, it's even harder to understand!"
"What's wrong with me? I'm old and my legs are lame -"
I said: "You are not allowed to say that again. If you say it again, I will worry about you!"
"No, no, then you promise me, just for today. After we go out to play today, we won't contact you again. Do you hear me?"
I said: "Besides, let's not talk about this for now, let's leave quickly!"
After I came out, I didn't go first as she said. I drove the car over and asked her to come in. She kept asking me to go first. I said, "What are you afraid of? Who can check the car or what? Come up here quickly!"
Bai Ling got in the car and I started driving.
On the way, Bai Ling was always happy and smiling. I looked back at her from time to time.
"Why are you looking at me?" she said with a smile.
"You look good. Times like this are so happy. Let's not think about anything today. It's just us, okay?"
"Well, okay, today is the day, just today!" She nodded.
I said, "Don't tell me!" I laughed.
When we got off the bus, I held her hand and walked to the beach. Her hair was blown by the sea breeze. I took her to the beach and looked at the sea together and said, "It's so beautiful. Watch the sea upstairs."
It’s different to see the sea this way.”
"It would be a different feeling if I could jump into the sea——"
"Then let's jump down together, then turn into two fishes and swim in the sea. It's not bad to be a pair of fishes, don't you think?"
"That would be too beautiful and too happy. I don't dare to hope for it. If we don't turn into fish after jumping in and die, it wouldn't be worth it. We have to ask the Sea Dragon King first if he can turn us into fish.
Son, you also need to tell us whether the fish will be caught by the fishermen. If that happens, it will become a dish on the table. How tragic that would be - "
"You think a lot, you don't look stupid at all!"
"You are stupid. I am much smarter than you. I was able to get admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University. If I hadn't wanted to join the army, I would have studied abroad and ended up in some scientific institute -"