Chapter 278: I want to throw her down to vent my anger
Chapter 278: I want to knock her down to vent my anger
I watched him limping on the construction site, and I still felt distressed. She treated me like this, and I still felt distressed. What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with love? When you really love someone
, your bottom line is completely lost.
I even wanted to go up and help her, but she walked without looking back. There was a house in the distance, which was a work shed. I think that was where she rested and worked.
The road was not far, and it seemed that we had walked for a long time. I followed her under the sun, and every part of her body was extremely precious to me. I felt like it was a treasure in my heart.
When she walked to the door, she took off her hat and hung it on the wall. Then she touched her hair. Her hair was tied up. She pushed the door open and there was a desk inside.
I can't imagine her working here. These are the temporary work sheds I've seen on construction sites before. No matter what, you have to admit that she is a motivated woman. How could she have so much energy to do it?
What about things? Over the years, I have met some women who do things, but those women
People often give people the impression that they are sharp and sharp. When they speak, they let people know that this kind of woman is full of ambition. She seems to only have eyes for business and has little emotion when talking about other things. No matter how a woman looks, I have seen too many
There are beautiful business women, but they don't have much charm.
After she walked in, she started pouring boiling water to drink, and she continued doing so for the rest of her life, just like a man.
She raised her head and took a sip of water, then put it down. I stood at the door, and she sat next to the table, turned on the electric fan, and blew the fan without looking at me.
"Sit down!" She said this after a while. I took out my cigarette and lit it, then went over and sat down. After I sat next to her, I didn't look at her, just looked outside quietly.
"How did it come about?" she asked me. I didn't say anything, my nose was sore, and although I had gone through the numb pain, my heart still ached.
She said again: "Did something happen?" I heard this and said suddenly: "Do you still know what happened? You are so happy. Do you know how worried your godmother is about you? You are so selfish that you can't even give me anything."
She didn't even bother to call. You were so happy with other men that you even forgot about your mother. Do you still have the nerve to ask?"
I turned to her abruptly and glared at her like a child, paying no attention to grace.
There is no need for me to show any grace. At this moment, it is the most primitive explosion, nothing else.
She also looked at me blankly, her eyes were focused on me, and she seemed to be a little fierce, "Fuck, what's so fierce about you, Bai Ling, what's so fierce about you?"
I was so angry that I gasped.
She blinked, as if she didn't recognize me, and then she blinked again, that look was so fucking weird, I wanted to grab her, push her down, I needed her, I needed to vent on her,
It was a kind of love, getting her love and giving me love in roughness.
She has been silent for a long time, she has nothing to say, she has nothing to say, there is nothing to say, there is no need to say anything.
When a woman no longer loves you and she falls in love with someone else and is with someone else, why do you bother her and make things difficult for her? I think I should understand that I am no longer a child.
"So you came here?" She narrowed her eyes.
"I'm so damn naive. I shouldn't have come. A heartless woman like you is not worthy of me coming. Call your godmother and tell her you are safe. If it weren't for your godmother, I wouldn't come here at all.
Yes, don’t think that I really want to come here, I don’t want to at all!”
"Go back tomorrow. It's not safe here. Go back quickly -"
I sneered and said, "Yeah, it's unsafe enough. It's a threat to you and your man. Of course it's not safe. I disturbed you. I shouldn't. I'm leaving!" I stood up and closed my eyes.
She closed her eyes, shook her head and smiled, and just as she was about to leave, she suddenly said: "Take care of yourself!"
I gritted my teeth and said: "Fuck | Fuck, it's funny. What does it have to do with you? Whether I take care of myself or not is all my own business and has nothing to do with you. Please stop pretending to be compassionate and don't talk to me."
I'm here to do this. I've seen hypocritical people, but I've never seen such hypocrisy and despicableness like you -" I couldn't control myself at all. Where did my grace go? It no longer exists. Facing this woman,
I don't have any grace at all.
I traveled thousands of miles from China to Iraq, and when I came here, what did I get and what did I find? I thought it would be a surprise, it would be a particularly romantic love story, but I didn’t expect that.
Yes, that's not romantic at all, it's completely a tragedy, a tragedy that breaks my heart.
I know everything is over. She hurt me deeply. She has never hurt me so much this time. I have worked so hard to get here, but she treated me like this. OK, this can never be turned back.
, this is desperate love, the last time, go to hell, otherwise, I will not be free, how wonderful, Bai Ling, you are the one who made me free, you are the one who made me completely give up.
Walking out the door, I know I'll never look back.
Jingnan stood by the door. She smiled at me, and I smiled too and said, "Let's go!"
I walked forward, smoking a cigarette as I walked. I seemed free and easy, calm, and no longer hurt or itchy. I seemed to be so numb, but who knew how much pain I felt in my heart. Let’s not talk about it anymore. Lin Jiayi
, you are a man, you are not a child.
Jingnan walked behind me and asked me: "Brother Lin, what's wrong?" I stopped and said: "Jingnan, brother will go back tomorrow, thank you, here, here -" I took out something from my body
A lot of money, she shook her head and said: "Brother, what are you doing?"
I said: "Listen to me, although money is a bastard and not a good thing, but if you don't take it, I will feel uncomfortable!"
"I can't take it, Brother Lin, it's not a big deal. Besides, I feel bad when I see you in such a bad mood. I want to be more open-minded. It's not a big deal. Look at this place. There are many people here.
They were in trouble and lost their lives. What are many things in the world compared to life?"
Yes, love is so insignificant in front of life, maybe it is not worth mentioning at all. This little girl understands why I haven't understood it yet.
I waited there. I thought that woman would come out to chase me, ask me to stay, and explain to me, but she didn't. I wanted to beg her, beg her to come out and beg me, but how could that be possible? That was
Impossible things.
I looked at her for the last time, despairing, and I started to keep walking. This time, I knew I was going back. But when I came to see her, I didn't say a few words to her in the end. I think anyone who has experienced this kind of relationship will understand.
, when you try so hard to see someone, but maybe when you see her, she is already with someone else, what is that mood, that feeling, I think you will understand, you will feel it.
of.
At the intersection, we were waiting for the bus. I said spinelessly that I didn't want to leave at that time. Even at that time, even after my heart was about to die, I still didn't want to leave. I knew there was no point in staying, but why, I
But he doesn't want to leave, maybe only God knows.
The car came and we got in the car. Sitting in the car, I didn't dare to look at the construction site, but when the car started to move, I took one last look and saw no one. Once again, I couldn't control it.
In the car.
"Don't cry, don't cry!" Jingnan comforted me. I suddenly collapsed completely. I kept crying. At the end, I said calmly: "Girl, do you know? I actually love her very much. I really do."
I love her so much, I don’t know why I love her, girl
, if one day you don’t believe in love anymore, let me tell you, you must believe that there is love in this world. Even a man like me will love a woman with all his heart, not to mention there are so many good men, so believe me
, there is true love!”
"Well, I know, Brother Lin, please don't cry. You are a man, and men shouldn't cry over these things!"
I nodded and said, "Well, yes, I am a man. I don't cry. I shouldn't cry!" I wiped my tears violently and let it go. It was such a big deal.
Then, neither of us spoke, and Baghdad suddenly made me feel like a pitiful man who had lost his lover and was in despair. He was even more pitiful than me. At a glance, I thought China was better, not here.
, there is really nothing good here.
Here, except for the woman I like sleeping, dressing, even, even fucking even.
Why can’t I see women in Baghdad? I really want to find a random woman to get married here and never leave again. Even if she leaves, I won’t leave either. Or maybe this girl next to me will do, but after all, she wants to
When she goes back, she doesn't belong here, she doesn't belong.
There are no women in Baghdad, and the men who come here have lost their love.
A voice came from my ear and said: "Brother Lin, my boyfriend and I just broke up, just go over there!"
I looked back at her and watched quietly. She suddenly became shy and turned her head to the side.
After returning, we found a place to have a meal and returned to the hotel after the meal.
I think after I go back this time, I will completely forget about Bai Ling. Then I will do whatever I have to do. I will never have so many principles for a woman again. Life is so short. Seeing in this place, it will be gone.
Okay, why don't you treat yourself well.
I don't want us to have anything to do with each other anymore, no.