During the meal, we drank wine, which was vodka imported from Russia. This wine was very strong.
Because I have a good drinking capacity, I don’t feel anything when I drink. At first, Jingnan wouldn’t let me drink, just like my wife. When I asked for a drink, she told me not to drink. Finally, I said I didn’t want to drink, and she told me not to drink.
Let's drink. I don't even know what happened to this student who just graduated from Peking University.
When I found out that she graduated from Peking University, I felt very admired. She is quite unusual. She is the kind of girl who has good academic performance and is also very smart. But as a woman, she is also quite good. This is what she looks like.
It’s not very good, but it has a style, and it’s very understanding. Of course, this style is just like the scenery in Iraq. In this seemingly not very beautiful scenery, there must be a unique style of Iraq.
I wanted to get drunk, but in the end Jingnan insisted not to let me drink. She snatched my wine and said, "Stop drinking, let's go!" I looked at her and smiled and said, "Jingnan, I really admire you."
It's not easy for a little girl like you to dare to come here!"
"You praised me for being much better. It's nothing. I graduated from the Department of Journalism. The nature of my job determines -" "Okay, I admire you. When will you return to China? Then I will go see you."
, or come to our place to play, I will make arrangements for you."
"I don't know the specifics. It could be one year, it could be two years. What's wrong? Will you still remember me after you return to China?"
I said: "Of course I will remember it. I will remember it for the rest of my life. If you have difficulties, remember me!"
Jingnan said: "Well, don't be so sad. Even if you leave, you have to leave tomorrow!" Yes, if you want to leave, you have to leave tomorrow. You can still stay here for one night. With such a night in Iraq, maybe it's
It only happens once in a lifetime, and it must be something you will never forget.
When I returned to the hotel room, I felt that it was even colder than before. Jingnan was afraid that I would commit suicide or something, so she came to my room shortly after returning to the room. I was very touched by this girl's kindness. I think I
After all, I won’t commit suicide. I didn’t do that kind of thing. No matter how severe the pain is, just keep it in your heart. Apart from love, a man like me can make me honest. If this is gone, how can I be honest and quiet?
It can be said.
After she came to the room, I leaned on the bed and she sat on the bed. We watched TV together. I smoked and she asked me for a cigarette. I gave her a cigarette. I thought that female college students did not smoke. Of course she graduated.
Yes, she looks quite free and easy when smoking. I really can’t tell. There are too many women in this world that we men can’t understand. Every woman is a world, and so are men. It’s just that sometimes women are better than men.
A bit more inscrutable.
She translated for me what was said on TV. After her translation, I understood that it was all about the war. Because the wine was good, the woman's pain was somewhat forgotten.
"How did you and your boyfriend break up?" "He fell in love with another woman, so we broke up!" "Why are you like me?" "I'm different from you. You are so infatuated. Well, I'm not like you.
, he was the one who chased me, I——" "You have someone else in your heart?" "How do you know?"
I laughed and said, "I know a lot about women. After all, I have had many women, so I probably know a little bit about it. You are quite beautiful. You have to be careful here and don't let us Chinese men worry!"
I just talked casually. The lights in the room were a bit dim. Although it was daytime, there were no windows in the room.
Not knowing what I was talking about, she suddenly turned around and hugged me. At that time, I was not surprised at all. I hugged her and said calmly: "What do you want to do?"
She pressed down on me and said: "One-night stand!" Girls nowadays are indeed very open-minded, but she graduated from Peking University and is a war reporter. Logically speaking, she should be very honest, but she is not at all. Of course, maybe she is.
Because of this it is more attractive.
"Really?" I thought this must be a dream. "Really, I'll leave tomorrow and let's have a one-night stand. I don't love you. I quite like you and your infatuation. It will feel good!"
"Did you often do this when you were in school?" "No, I just had a sudden impulse and wanted you very much!" I felt very uncomfortable when she said that, and I touched her waist with my hand and whispered.
She said: "I'm not very good at it!" She kissed me, hugged me tightly, kissed on my neck, slowly kissed behind my ears and said: "Don't talk!" She teased me little by little, and finally, I
It's not possible, I just feel that she just graduated from college, but since she is so mature, and because of those injuries and the anesthesia of alcohol, I don't think much about it.
I turned over drunkenly and pressed her down, attacking her body. She turned off the light. In the darkness, it was like a dream. I thought of her as Bai Ling. I was like this with Bai Ling in my dream. This woman
It never occurred to me that if I had any expectations for other women, for this woman,
I didn't have any expectations. It felt very sudden. I didn't even have any lust for her. I thought that she could come to a place like Iraq for her career and dreams, and she was a girl with a good education from Peking University.
He won't be interested in me, and he won't open himself up easily.
But maybe this is what she tastes like.
She is very special, very quiet, but her movements are not childish at all, she is very mature, and she is also considerate. After all, she is from Shanghai. She has the softness of a woman from the south of the Yangtze River, and her personality has some Beijing flavor, so she makes me feel
Very unexpected. It can be said that this girl is very good at it. Maybe they will take over
The things she touches are different, more westernized, and her movements are also very elegant. She always bursts out in slow and gentle movements, which makes men feel like they are being invaded. Her body is very round, but not fat, it is round and tight.
, you wouldn’t have thought that such a gentle beauty in a man’s arms would have such a brave side.
Her teasing was also very powerful. After kissing and touching to a certain extent, she said: "Come in!" She smiled, and I turned on the light suddenly. I didn't know why I turned on the light. I wanted to see her.
face, she was shy.
I thought if there was a sudden terrorist attack here at this time, wouldn't it be very interesting? Well, we would leave this world at this time. When I turned on the light, she looked at me with a cold expression, and then she slowly
She turned around and said: "I won't let you look at me!" Her shadow was swaying gently, and when I looked at Jingnan in front of me, all I could think of was Bai Ling. Their bodies were somewhat similar, I don't know.
Not at this time, this posture is quite similar.
She still has a girly vibe, which took me a long time, but her behavior is not like that of a girl, but very mature. She seems to be doing it on purpose and is very good at making men happy.
Afterwards, I said: "You are quite bad!"
She said: "I like mature men!" I said: "I am six or seven years older than you!" She said: "Exactly what I like, I am not naive, I am very mature, I like people who are more mature than me
, can I be your lover?" I said, "Aren't you going to get married?" "I don't want to fall in love!" "Okay, but you won't go back until you've been here for two years, and you might end up like an Iraqi man!
"Maybe not. It depends on how you feel. Sometimes if you feel something, it will be very fast, but if you don't feel it, it will be very slow. Because you are leaving tomorrow, so I have to seduce you!" My brain is still heavy, I don't want to
Knowing what she was telling me, I seemed to no longer believe what the woman said.
We started chatting about other things. She told me about her college life, what she had done after graduation, and if she came to Iraq, we talked like ordinary friends, everything was very friendly. Later, when the conversation got boring, there was another conversation.
Several times. Then I fell asleep and woke up the next day. I decided to leave Iraq, and Jingnan was going to report to the office. When she saw me in the morning, she just smiled and couldn't stop laughing.
She took me to the airport all the way, and we didn't talk about what happened the night before, and I didn't talk about it. It felt like a dream. That's how it was. If Bai Ling hadn't treated me like that, she would have had another attitude.
This kind of thing happens, so be a man.
But now I don’t care about anything. I have no one to blame or to offend anyone. I am done with Bai Ling. This is all my own business. I am alone now. I have the right to do anything. I have no right to do anything with Bai Ling.
For any woman, this feeling is pretty damn good.
No more guilt in my heart.
When I was about to board the plane, Jingnan suddenly hugged me. After she hugged me, she said, "Hey, go back and be well. Don't think about it anymore. You are a good man!"
Letting go, I saw her eyes were red, and I nodded and said, "If you go back to China, remember to find me and remember my number!" She nodded.
When I got on the plane, I looked back at her and saw Jingnan crying, covering her mouth with her hands and waving to me. I didn't know what was going on.
After returning to China that time, I never felt so relaxed. After this blow, my whole person changed more than before. It seemed that I was back to the bohemian time. I said, if there is a woman who doesn't treat me like this
, My life is not like this. From the time I met her, I will be a good man and live an honest life as long as she is a woman. But I know that I can never go back.
After returning home, Xiaoxuan was already married. When I learned that Xiaoxuan was also married to Yirou's third brother, I felt the emptiness of life, the emptiness of love, and the emptiness of women.
From now on, I am a man who no longer talks about love, is afraid of love, and hates relationships.
Of course I am always so cheerful and no one knows my inner feelings.
Since then, I have become more and more indifferent.
But Yirou didn't want to let me go. I thought she was going crazy. She wanted to be with me no matter what, but I just didn't dare to touch her. I didn't dare!